guttari

losergirl venting eupd adhd

[guttarisideblog]

i miss the way he said baby when i sucked him off i miss his hands on my body i miss him inside me fuck fuck fuck i miss him inside me

i was so into it and tipsy and i was like ... soaking the whole time ... mmmmm and he called me a good girl and his arms were so toned and he called me beautiful the whole time and i felt beautiful ughhhhhhheheheheiejnejeekeoejwnejj

[guttarisideblog]

wanna call him now that i have straight hair i want him to see i want him to call me pretty i want him i want him i want him

[guttarisideblog]

resisting the urge to be an abnormal bpd fuck bc he hasn't texted back

[dreamofgalaxies]

In the mood for a slightly giggly drunk makeout sesh on my lap, firm yet soft grasps on each other pulling each other in deeper for more. I need desperate grinding of hips like nowww.

[analwhhoore]

the urge to video call him and show him how much of a slut i am to him

[guttarisideblog]

i miss the way he said baby when i sucked him off i miss his hands on my body i miss him inside me fuck fuck fuck i miss him inside me

i was so into it and tipsy and i was like ... soaking the whole time ... mmmmm and he called me a good girl and his arms were so toned and he called me beautiful the whole time and i felt beautiful ughhhhhhheheheheiejnejeekeoejwnejj

[guttarisideblog]

need him need him need him need him need him

[guttarisideblog]

يارب انام ولا أقوم يارب اموت الليلة يارب ترحمني و تقتلني الحين

[guttarisideblog]

it's like the world can tell ur having a hard time and it keeps getting worse

[guttarisideblog]

a very big part of envisioning ur life ending at 21 and being 21 is that i quite enjoy the tightness in my chest and my body getting weaker .... i am a failure who should truly fuck off into the abyss

[saltedume]

[guttarisideblog]

i'm very sad today, i think now that i'm out of the stress-points and i have more time to think about the breakup i truly just feel like i miss her and i wish things weren't as complicated

i've been feeling tears welling up for the past couple of hours

i've been hating my body a lot even though i can see that i'm losing weight but i hate my body i hate my arms i hate it all

i'm not eating as much or if at all because my mouth feels so dry it just feels like chewing on cement

i feel so close to the brink

i think we're talking tmrw, hopefully

i miss her so much

i miss us so much

i miss my girlfriend i miss when we used to love one another i miss kissing her i miss holding her i miss sleeping in the same bed i miss when we used to have sex i miss when she loved me i miss when she loved me bro i miss when she loved me i miss when we had intimacy i miss when she used to be excited about me i miss when we used to be around eachother and that was enough i miss when we had dates that we never fought on i miss it all so much i feel like such a failure in all aspects of life i just want my girlfriend back i want my life back i don't want to graduate i don't know what i want my thesis is shit

i have a feeling we're going to break up properly and it's killing me

[guttarisideblog]

just fully stress sobbing at 4am i am so unsure and so broke and so full of anxiety :(

[guttarisideblog]

i miss her so much https://open.spotify.com/track/1gVsiqgAxncJ4sKcuT7HW6?si=280wctfTTmSZ1yxGJe1ENg&context=spotify%3Aplaylist%3A1azlfHk2DMqShQW12JFh8s

[gimmianicedcoffee-deactivated20]

wait, mommy's blogging how fat she is

[anglaised]

true crime has ruined ppls brains everybody acts so strange about victims esp ones that fought back like i ain’t sayin what happened 2 her mama was right but like …yall woulda been completely on gypsy’s side had her mother killed her…the only good victim to u ppl is a dead one and its weirddd

[iloveuppers-deactivated20251030]

pussy from a woman that hates her life

[macabrevampire]

it probably feels good as fuck to have the energy to live