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indie and selective tim gutterson of fx's justified.

carrd

exploring themes of: the soldier come home, the meaning of heroism, the silence that violence brings, rage and rage and rage inside a body that doesn't trust itself, a boy turned into a weapon getting to choose who uses him, growing up with an angry man in your house.

main ship with: @givcns (any verse where tim is not involved with the other person in the thread he will be with frog's raylan)

affiliated: @shtkickr @hebled @afterdeaths @sainterror

#( ooc. kel. )#pinned.#justified rp #indie rp

becoming a person that cares about motorsports is so funny like what do you mean i spent this morning panicking about a motogp race from HELL and this afternoon/evening stressing about indycar qualifying

#( ooc. kel. )#i don't care if something good happened to ferruci it should have happened to pato!!!!!!!

cowboymusing

'𝕤𝕡𝕚𝕔𝕪' 𝕘𝕚𝕗 𝕡𝕣𝕠𝕞𝕡𝕥𝕤 🌶️

send a pairing, a number and a letter for a usfw started based on the gifs below! bonus points if you specify which muse(s) you want. WARNING: the gifs attached are usfw.

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a ✮ b ✮ c ✮ d ✮ e

ｆ／ｆ

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ｍ／ｍ

a ✮ b ✮ c ✮ d ✮ e

#nsfw /#usfw /#( memes. )#WHATEVER

ischaron

❝ IT’S NOT — ❞ HE WAS ABOUT TO utter the words ‘safe for you’, knowing well enough that Tim can deal with whatever falls on his path. His jaw clenches, teeth grinding ever so carefully as he finds the best way to explain it. Because he felt it, that overwhelming pressure, smelled it in the air. A stench of decay, of an old ruin lost and dusty. Death is near. ‘I can handle myself’ is also on the tip of his tongue, but he bites down on that one so hard he tastes blood in his mouth. ❝ I AM bein’ hunted. ❞ Is what finally surfaces, deep, truthful, something he’s tired of hiding. ❝ And I don’t want you involved. ❞

guttcrson

Tim rolls his eyes at the way Rian seems to be fighting to find what to say. "Should've thought about that shit before you took me in, I guess." Involved is putting it gently, Tim's stuck on him like a burr, just as prickly as one too. But he ain't the type to just run from a fight, especially not if someone he gives a shit about is in danger. That's what he took his rifle as he slipped out of bed. "Type of thing that can be shot with a regular bullet or somethin' else?"

#ischaron #( old west au. the only way out is through. )

if ur curious what's going on in formula 1 rn the answer is a team is yaoibaiting via an ad for a hotel

#( ooc. kel. )

munchmemes

Noah Kahan lyrics, The Great Divide edition

▸ if these trees started talking, i bet you they'd only talk shit. ▸ we never do anything real, we just talk about it. ▸ i thought getting older meant knowing it's too late to try. ▸ i tried getting sober, i swear i did better this time. ▸ everything you see out here will die. it's a matter of time. ▸ anything you need, i will provide. a ride home or an alibi. ▸ i know the traffic light you can speed right by cause the camera's down. ▸ it's a place where most kids just grow up and have kids who grow up and have kids. ▸ i'd hurt anyone i could. anyone who got too close and anyone who wouldn't look. ▸ you were unsuspecting, not unwarned. ▸ you put your money on red, i'm a sure bet at a losing streak. ▸ it gets harder to see me the closer you look. ▸ have you ever stared directly at the sun? have you ever shared some closeness, so exposed, to have it spit back by someone? ▸ forgive me if i jump at the rattle of your keys. ▸ i'll be gone so long before the anger comes. ▸ i'll be only what you've known of me until now. ▸ i hope you're moving on. ▸ i was working on a plan to disappear completely, gaslighting my friends into thinking i was busy. ▸ if drinking was a day job, i'd be asking for more money. ▸ you're here and we're so grateful you are. ▸ you're gonna fix it. you're gonna patch it up. ▸ you always come running back whenever i ask. ▸ i hate to drag you back here but i think [he's] really lost it. ▸ make [him] talk, make it stop, all i want is a dialogue. ▸ we're drowning here, i've gotta stay for [mom]. ▸ you know how to talk. well, you did back then. we could talk so much and it's fine we don't but can you come home? ▸ there's something about the window seats that got you feeling like a poet. ▸ i think that we had everything. until now i just didn't know it. ▸ we'll be strangers in the morning. ▸ you know you never really could quite place when i'm angry and i'm joking. ▸ you state a feeling like a fact. ▸ call me when it goes to shit. ▸ i swear i won't tell anyone. ▸ i don't mind being your dead end. ▸ i think it's fine to never move on. ▸ i'm hoping that you open up to someone kind and they hold it all against you. ▸ i'll keep rooting for your downfall. ▸ i called you but i'd run out of words. ▸ if you were here, you'd make a joke of it. ▸ your love is like an open flame, i'm a running car and you're a closed garage. ▸ people grow up and then move away but you don't care and i don't mind at all. ▸ in the interest of time, we've got a whole lot to waste. ▸ i can't recall the last time that we talked. ▸ we ain't friends. we're just morons who broke skin in the same spot. ▸ i'm high enough to still care if i die. ▸ you know i think about you all the time. ▸ you know i think about you all the time and my deep misunderstanding of your life and how bad it must have been for you back then and how hard it was to keep it all inside. ▸ i hope you settle down. ▸ i hope you're scared of only ordinary shit. like murderers and ghosts and cancer on your skin and not your soul and what he might he do with it.

▸ the world is scared of hesitating things. ▸ i hope you threw a brick right into that stained glass. ▸ i hope you're with someone who isn't scared to ask. ▸ i hope that you're not losing sleep about what's next. ▸ it ain't a high road now, it's just uneven ground. ▸ if a lie turned true, a lie it would still be. ▸ you ain't a goddamn hero now cause you cry on live tv. ▸ at least i got a soul still, even if i'm in a bad place. ▸ you're showing up like bad news and leaving like a bad dream. ▸ help me if it helps you sleep. ▸ you grew your hair out long, now you think you're jesus christ. there ain't nobody mistaking your guilt for some great sacrifice. ▸ you walked into a haunted house and got angry at the ghosts. ▸ we were fine without you, baby. ▸ despite all odds, that was great. ▸ i'm willing and able if you wanna kick this rock around. ▸ i'll stay here til morning. we can fight like we used to fight. ▸ look at you leaving again, it's all you know how to do. ▸ they all say you're a light, all i see is the shadow. ▸ if i call you out, i'm an asshole but i tell the truth when i drink. ▸ i wish you could know me and i wish i could know you much more sometimes. ▸ you always went looking for an easy way out. ▸ you tell yourself lies and disguise them as facts. ▸ turns out that you're still an asshole. ▸ all your new friends look a lot like your last and i wonder why. ▸ it ain't our fault that you aren't suddenly somebody else cause you've worked on yourself. ▸ half as drunk as i thought i'd be by now, that's good. ▸ even when you're not here, it becomes about you. ▸ if i never see you again, you could be anything i want. ▸ stay gone. ▸ i still ball up my fists when they mention your name. ▸ no one gets to talk shit but the ones you've shit on. ▸ i would ask how you've been, it's all over the internet but, hey, i mean, you knew that after all. ▸ it is not irrelevant that you stopped taking your medicine but i'm giving you the benefit of the doubt. ▸ there ain't no shame in calling this thing quits. ▸ i ain't holding breath, ain't holding any faith at all. ▸ i'll pray for you, be in pain for you. ▸ i'll leave the porch light on. ▸ i guess you're my fault. ▸ i wanna see you lose it. i wanna hear you say it. ▸ i wanna know the dark that i share a brain with. ▸ tell me when you were broken. ▸ do you still have a heart or has somebody stole it? ▸ i'm far too tired to watch you lie.

▸ another thing we don't talk about anymore. don't worry, i won't bring it up. ▸ you can scream at me when i come home drunk. ▸ when i ask about the past, you deny. ▸ we're both exhausted for different reasons. ▸ i used to care to know your secrets. ▸ you said you got a guilty conscience but i ain't ever seen it. ▸ you'll get told to go to hell by some summertime flatlander with a "coexistence" sticker on the bumper of their car. ▸ it's gone to shit without you. ▸ it was shit before but at least i had you. ▸ i've been taking your advice and trying to scream less at the tourists. ▸ if i see one more cybertruck, i swear to god, i'm gonna floor it. ▸ i need somebody here to talk me out of things i can't undo. ▸ i can't make myself whole, most days i'd be lucky just to get half. ▸ you've seen me in places so low, you can recognize when it's real bad. ▸ i love you and i can't fake that for a moment. ▸ we go way back. ▸ tell me i don't need options, that i have substance, that i'm important. ▸ i'm always trying to run from what i'm known for. ▸ we're north of nowhere now. ▸ tell the fellas at the morgue that i'm heading back on tour. ▸ wipe your hands and wash your face. ▸ i wanna be you but i don't wanna be that. ▸ where i'm from and what i'm worth have gotten too damn intertwined. ▸ if i'm gone this time next year, i hope you've had a decent time. ▸ i swear you're gonna get it, kid. someday. ▸ they did not look scared at all. ▸ tell me when it feels you cannot escape me. ▸ i'm just happy you still call. ▸ i couldn't make it back even if i tried. ▸ some things live forever, even when they die. ▸ know i wanna beat it. i wanna beat it bad. ▸ i'm always on my own. ▸ you can vanish, yes, love, you can try to disappear. ▸ maybe i'm manic again but i think this time i'm out for good. ▸ this ain't mine anymore, i made too much goddamn noise. ▸ you're appealing to the parts that you know i hold dear. ▸ you've been the best five minutes of a shitty old year. ▸ we're so alone most of the time. ▸ where do we go when we die? i wouldn't mind right here. i wouldn't mind at all. ▸ you tried to tell me how unfair it is that i have what i have and you got what you got. ▸ i'd give it all back if i could. i cannot. ▸ i hated the way i made it all about me. ▸ every day from back then is like a bad old dream. ▸ flip a rock, see the bugs sleeping sound. hey, that's us. ▸ you and i will be found. ▸ don't the sky look pretty up here?

#( memes. )

busyw0man

⋆｡‧˚ʚ💋ɞ˚‧｡⋆ 𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐟𝐢𝐥𝐭𝐡𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 (usft dialouge prompts)

❝ i’m not letting you sleep tonight. ❞

❝ i want to wreck you so good you forget your own name. ❞

❝ don't hold back i want it all. ❞

❝ you started this. now finish it. ❞

❝ get over here and take it. ❞

❝ you look better underneath me. ❞

❝ i’m going to ruin you for anyone else. ❞

❝ be a good thing and open up for me. ❞

❝ let me hear how much you need it. ❞

❝ i want to memorize every sound you make. ❞

❝ you're shaking already? we’re just getting started. ❞

❝ strip. now. ❞

❝ i’m going to have you begging for mercy. ❞

❝ you make the prettiest sounds when you break. ❞

❝ spread your legs for me. ❞

❝ you look so pretty when you’re desperate. ❞

❝ stay still or i’ll make you. ❞

❝ you’re not allowed to come until i say so. ❞

❝ don’t think. just feel. ❞

❝ tell me how bad you need it. ❞

❝ you're not leaving this bed until i'm done with you. ❞

❝ you look so good when you're falling apart. ❞

❝ i’m going to leave you trembling. ❞

❝ stay nice and loud for me, sweetheart. ❞

❝ such a needy little thing, aren’t you? ❞

❝ i want every last drop of you. ❞

❝ no one else gets to see you like this. only me. ❞

❝ i’ll go slow... if you beg. ❞

❝ don’t even think about holding back your moans. ❞

❝ if you can still think, i’m not doing it right. ❞

❝ this isn’t over until you’re completely ruined. ❞

❝ you’re going to take everything i give you. ❞

❝ i’m not stopping until you're shaking and crying for me. ❞

❝ hands behind your back. i want to control everything. ❞

❝ so needy. so messy. so perfect. ❞

❝ you're dripping already? god, you’re filthy. ❞

❝ say you're mine while i ruin you. ❞

❝ you’re going to be sore tomorrow and you’ll be begging for more. ❞

❝ i’ll make you feel so good you’ll forget how to breathe. ❞

❝ look at you, falling apart just for me. ❞

❝ cry for me. i want to see it. ❞

❝ you’ll be thinking about this every time you touch yourself. ❞

❝ you're not allowed to come until you’re crying. ❞

❝ you don't get to decide when it's over. i do. ❞

❝ i’m going to fuck you until you forget your own name. ❞

❝ let me see you lose control. ❞

❝ i’ll ruin you so good, you’ll be ruined for anyone else. ❞

#( memes. )#usfw /#hey

@ladybrohawkeye sent: This is the third night you've taken watch. You're going to get us killed.

his jaw has been clenched for so long that it nearly hurts to actually turn his head to look at her from where he's posted himself on the windowsill. direct line of sight to the road with and just a quick glance to the side means he can see anyone coming up from the trees too. it's not ideal but it's the best place in the house they've taken over for the moment, so he'd barely left it. "i'm fine, we found that stash of coffee the other day." he can't sleep, he can't fucking sleep, he doesn't even want to keep trying.

"go back to bed."

#ladybrohawkeye

@scarworn sent: • I found a Polaroid in that house. Look—people used to smile like this. ( from nate ) ( also hahahaha fuck )

tim pops up at nate's shoulder after another moment spent looking behind them to make sure they hadn't been followed, but when he does he can't seem to look away from the photo for a moment. three people, arms around each other and laughing, each of them seems so young though tim knows they're likely at least around his age, if not older, but the easy laughing is something he can't even begin to understand. "wonder what made them laugh like that," he reaches past nate and touches the edge of the photograph for a moment, pulling away quickly like he'll break the picture or like it'll bite him.

looking back at nate, tim blinks up at him, eyes hard again after a moment of softness thinking about the laughter of people dead long before them. "probably died in the first blast or something." it's easier to picture the death that dogs them now then the idea of a life that they could've had. "better that way."

#scarworn #hey...............

mythshire

°☠*:·゚ 𝐀𝐅𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐄𝐍𝐃 ··· a collection of survival instinct, found family, moral compromise & last days of humanity roleplay sentence starters. genre: apocalyptic, angst, hurt and comfort, life or death.

• How long has it been since you've seen another person? • You need to eat. I don't care if you're not hungry. • That's the last of the clean water. We have maybe three days. • Don't go out there. Not after dark. • I heard gunshots about two miles west. We need to move. • You're burning through supplies like we have somewhere to restock. • I can't remember what coffee tastes like anymore. • Show me your arm. • The radio's been silent for six days now. • I found a Polaroid in that house. Look—people used to smile like this. • We're not taking them with us. We barely have enough for ourselves. • You've been coughing for three days. Don't lie to me. • I think I saw smoke on the horizon. Could be a settlement. Could be a trap. • This is the fourth body we've found this week. • You want to talk about what happened back there? Or are we just going to pretend? • I'm not leaving you behind. I don't care what you say. • The fence has a breach. Something got through last night. • When was the last time you slept? And I mean actually slept. • You're rationing your own food to feed me, aren't you? • I can still hear the sirens sometimes. Even though they stopped months ago. • We can't stay here. This place is compromised. • I found batteries. Three AAs and a nine-volt. • You never told me what you did before all this. • That's a gunshot wound. Who shot you? • I haven't seen the sun in four days. This ash won't clear. • We're down to eleven bullets. Make them count. • I know what day it is. It's your birthday. • The last time I trusted someone, they stole half our supplies and disappeared. • You're running a fever. Sit down before you collapse. • I can't do this anymore. I can't keep watching people die. • We have to go back. I left something—someone—behind. • You've been talking in your sleep. About before. • I found a working generator. We could have power for a week, maybe two. • You're the only person left who knows my real name. • That smell means the bodies are close. Cover your mouth. • I'm not asking you to forgive me. I'm asking you to survive. • The coordinates led us here. There's nothing. It was all a lie. • How many people have you killed since this started? Don't lie. • We used to have rules. Remember that? • You took the last dose of antibiotics. That was for the kid. • I saw your hand shake when you raised that gun. You're not okay. • This is it. This is all that's left of the world. • I can't remember their face anymore. Isn't that terrible? • You're planning to leave, aren't you? I can tell. • We found a car with half a tank. That's a goddamn miracle. • You didn't have to kill them. They would have left. • I'm trying to remember what music sounded like. • This is the third night you've taken watch. You're going to get us killed. • The map stops here. Everything past this point is unmapped territory.

#( memes. )