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Thoughts….

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People by Libianca

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“You were always the lesson, never the girlfriend.”

*sigh*

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What was beautiful about today? As we left Atlanta, the rain stopped and the sun began to shine.

Luke 23:43: And he said to him, “Truly, I say to you, today you will be with me in Paradise.” 🕊️

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Yea… this one hits different 😓

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Call me…

I’ll be around 😏

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I can not tell you

How many there have been

That were just like you

I do not need you

'Cause you are just like them

I meet 'em everyday

They all seem to be the same

Lame, okay?

I meet 'em everyday

They all seem to be the same

It's strange…

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Treat me like you treat your homeboys

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Everyone should have a theme song 😌

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Fool me once, shame on you

Fool me twice…

What you thought there was more?

Fuck no you fool me once that’s it.

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The same way the culture canceled Daniel Ceaser

Is the same way the culture needs to cancel Kanye…

And not because of the things he’s said and done

But because it’s all a cry for help

And as long as he’s getting the attention he wants

He will not stop

So cancel him

It might be what saves him

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“ God gave me a throat for music

God gave you a throat for rent…

We are not the same.”

-CHIKA

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“Shame on me for changing

No, no, no

Shame on you for staying the same

Shame on me for changing

Shame on you for staying the same”

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I had a dream last night…

In that dream I was experiencing things as the main character but I shouldn’t have been. The friend that had just got married should’ve been. Yet the focus was on me. The focus was on how I felt. I felt an immense amount of loneliness. I mean the feeling was so strong that I could still feel it after I woke up. At first I thought it could’ve been jealousy but, fortunately this is a dream I can remember. It started with a thought of how I missed her. So I called her. She answered. There was small talk. I told her I was just feeling kind of down. Silence. I asked was she ok. Silence. So I made up an excuse to hang up and she didn’t object, just hung up. I woke up. Now that particular best friend would never do that in real life. She would ask what’s wrong, and ask if there’s anything I need. But when she didn’t in the dream I felt… hurt and alone. God I felt so alone. I can still feel it. But I’m not alone. I have people who love me and have stayed regardless of the bs we went through. I have a little one who gives the warmest hugs and remind me that I’m an “awesome mommy”. I may not have anyone romantically, and that might also explain the dream, but one day I will. And even if my dream comes true, I will always have myself. Nothing and no one will ever make me feel differently again.