[h-llahigh]

when does it get easier

[h-llahigh]

It got easier lol like so much easier

[h-llahigh]

May is going to be a long rough month to get through. We got this tho.

[shinycaterpie]

[h-llahigh]

hi,

I’ve been doing great. Like really great. Like the best I’ve ever been and it feels great. but I can be better.

[h-llahigh]

Miss you all the time forever.

[h-llahigh]

this is the most sober I’ve been in the past couple years. I’m striving to live a more sober life and working on myself and understanding my toxic traits.

Learning how to navigate my feelings and red flags have been such a fucking journey. It honestly has its ups and downs and some days are really fucking hard but I just have to talk it out and love and accept myself cause I’m a work in progress.

My relationship with alcohol/weed has been one that I struggle to be honest with and has been my clutch for so long. One that I have to let go so I can reach my fullest potential. Need to learn how to live with out these coping tools will be hard but I’ll be okay.

[cardigran]

[effervecent]

[hatin]

“I should know better than to count on the future all you can ever believe in is now. This moment, because in a blink everything could change”

— (hatin)

[h-llahigh]

I still miss and think about you all the time.

[compulsive]

[the-universe-is-an-illusion]

Wow I’m a worthless piece of shit

[h-llahigh]

I wish I could have given you more of myself. I knew, I had it in me, I was just scared. and that was my deepest regret.

[ruinedchildhood]

#mood

[hypnoticwitch]

Big Lesson

The big lesson that’s been coming up for all my friends and clients (and myself) lately is this:

Treat yourself like you would your dearest friend, or a child in pain.

When you make a mistake, don’t berate yourself, don’t tear yourself down and punish yourself for days, weeks, years!

Give yourself the same compassion you might give to a child in pain, or a best friend who feels shame. You may give yourself some tough love and take what you need to learn from the experience, but don’t tear yourself down!

You are human, just like everyone else. Forgive yourself and start again, right now. Start where you are and do your best from here on out.

Go easy on yourself, darling. It’s okay.

You still deserve love, happiness, success, and safety. You deserve to feel good about yourself.

I know it’s hard, so be gentle with your heart. Don’t beat yourself up for beating yourself up. Just catch it, and see if you can speak to your mind like you would to a child in pain.

💜💜💜

[h-llahigh]

when does it get easier

[h-llahigh]

think positive, stay strong, let time do it’s work.

really hope all goes well.