Ash ☆

hiiiii ☆

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Hiii ☆

Im ash, I'm 19 and my pronouns are they/them ;)

Im mostly here to rent and see funny memes ^^' im obsessed with spiderman (as u can see), the last of us (fav video game ever, pls ask me about it), DnD and gay firefighters.

Also a lot of other stuff but ig you'll discover that later :)

Adhd&autistic

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Finished the hobbit trilogy again 2 days ago. I still cry every damn time ^^' tbh I feel way more connected and attached to the hobbit characters then LOTR, idk why.

I actually prefer the first hobbit movie, (as someone who has read the book, yes we exist), I think it's more interesting and you get attached more easily to the story and characters. Also I think the deaths are more painful but I think that's just me (some of LOTR deaths are awful im not saying otherwise).

Anyway, I just needed to mourn. Again. I miss them

[greseadraws]

finished my second bg3 run and was wondering if withers just goes back to sleep again after he verbally smites the dead three

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Im sorry but yall can't tell me bilbo and thorin weren't more then friends... when thorin was sick bc of the gold, he went crazy. He blamed everyone for the disappearance of the arkenstone BUT bilbo. And when he was the most selfish, his thoughts were to protect bilbo (when he gave him the chain mail). THEY ARE GAY UR HONOR!!!

Also i do know that tolkien probably didnt write them that way but idc, it's fiction I decide.

[atlas-coolbean]

I don't care what y'all say these two motherfuckers were gay as hell. Like I'm not even joking, I get why book readers argue against it, the two don't really interact much in it. But the movie, come on man like it's so obvious

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My babies

[possibly-a-table-or-just-gay]

gay people can never say 'I love you' it's always gotta be some shit like "I have never been so wrong, in all my life"

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My fav gays

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The fact that The Hobbit is such a lighthearted family-friendly book, especially when compared to LOTR, actually breaks my heart when you consider that it is Bilbo’s writing. That journey was anything but a fun trip for him. He went through real dangers and horrifying moments. He saw violence for the first time. At the end of it, he lost his love. And he went home traumatized, heartbroken, and forever changed.

Yet when he wrote the story down, he emphasized the more successful and fun parts, and glossed over the depth of his pain and grief when the losses happened (even leaving Fíli and Kíli’s deaths to a throwaway line.)

Because what else could he have done? Nobody else could possibly understand his pain. Bilbo wasn’t like Frodo. He didn’t have a Sam who he shared the experience with and could talk to about it every day afterward, to help him work through writing down the details of the darker parts of the story. And his other friends lived far away and could only visit occasionally.

And the hobbit children were all full of wonder about Elves and dwarves and trolls, so he put the focus on that.

I feel like that was his way of dealing with his trauma.

[nikoadmeliora]

It’s lilac blossom season

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My babies, currently playing as Astarion origin and romancing Gale ☆ I love them sm

[watchyourbuck]

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Pls make them canon fox I beg u 🙏