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@h1rezzie
#H1REZZIE. INDEPENDENT, MUTUAL EXCLUSIVE AND SELECTIVE BLOG FOR LIZZIE PARKER FORBES SALTZMAN FROM THE TVDU . HEADCANON AND AU MID SEASON 2 BASED. NOT LEGACIES FRIENDLY. CST +3. SHE/HER. WRITTEN BY CALI. #
an exploration and study in: finding your inner strength , bruised but broken, better undead, the mean girl, bitch strength, be your best self, family is more than blood.
psa: lizzie has been a heretic since season 2 and has left the school ever since.
BETA EDITOR + TRIM.
Lizzie Saltzman in 2x04
it is possible for lizzie to die by siphoning too much magic, just like its possible for a witch to die from a too powerful spell. in order to not die, she would need to release that excess of energy somewhere, or inmediately. we see how kai was able to siphon the magic out of an entire town and using that energy inmediately. the same goes to lizzie, though she has more endurance than the normal witch due to being a siphoner and a vampire.
which is why I wonder if she would've been able to siphon the hollow's magic. though it would've been a risk and caroline would never let her daughters do that.
🐝 * ― 𝑰𝑻'𝑺 𝑵𝑶𝑻 𝑨 𝑷𝑯𝑨𝑺𝑬, 𝑴𝑶𝑴. ( a random assortment of various lyrics from emo songs. feel free to change pronouns if needed. )
❛ i know you well enough to know you never loved me. ❜ ❛ i am finished with you. ❜ ❛ you were the last good thing about this part of town. ❜ ❛ so don't go worrying about me, it's not like i think about you constantly. ❜ ❛ do you feel like a man when you push her around? do you feel better now as she falls to the ground? ❜ ❛ take back everything you ever said, you never meant a word for it. ❜ ❛ i'm glad i didn't die before i met you. ❜ ❛ say anything, but say what you mean. ❜ ❛ what the hell is wrong with me? my friends say i should act my age. ❜ ❛ it's no surprise to me, i am my own worst enemy. ❜ ❛ i'm sick of the things i do when i'm nervous, like cleaning the oven or checking my tires or counting the number of tiles on the ceiling. ❜ ❛ well, you treat me just like another stranger. ❜ ❛ but i don't wanna feel a thing anymore. ❜ ❛ doesn't it feel like your time is running out? ❜ ❛ i don't blame you for being you but you can't blame me for hating it. ❜ ❛ and up until now, i have sworn to myself that i'm content with loneliness. ❜ ❛ i'll keep you my dirty little secret. don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret. ❜ ❛ and all the times you promised me that everything would work out in the end, you were gravely mistaken. ❜ ❛ thanks for the memories even though they weren't so great. ❜ ❛ i never thought we'd make it out alive. ❜ ❛ i know somewhere, somehow we'll be together. ❜ ❛ honestly? honestly, i can't remember all my teenage feelings. and the meanings. ❜ ❛ the more i try, the more i lose. ❜ ❛ why can't i feel anything from anyone other than you? ❜ ❛ second chances they don't ever matter, people never change. ❜ ❛ and the hardest part is letting go of the nights we shared. ❜ ❛ you contradict the fact that you still want me around. ❜ ❛ don't ever look back. they'll tear us apart if you give them the chance. ❜ ❛ you don't know what it's like to be like me. ❜ ❛ i kept my word when i swore that i would let you down. ❜ ❛ so let's just pretend everything and anything between you and me was never meant. ❜ ❛ and i fell for the promise of a life with purpose. but i know that's impossible now. ❜ ❛ glad the future didn't fail you like it failed me. ❜ ❛ but i wish that i'd never met a lot of the people that i've met. not because i don't like them but because i only let them down. ❜ ❛ don't waste your time on me, you're already the voice inside my head. ❜ ❛ can we pretend to leave and then we'll meet again. ❜ ❛ let's just forget everything we said and everything we did. ❜ ❛ i don't want to waste my time, become another casualty of society. ❜ ❛ so i told her i loved her, and she told me she loved me. and i mostly believed her and she mostly believed me. ❜ ❛ the truth is you could slit my throat, and with my one last gasping breath i'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt. ❜
LEGACIES (2018- )
3.03 | Salvatore: The Musical!
i should do a playlist for lizzie.
i never realized how different your lizzie was. she looks like a really fun spin on the character!! :)
thank you bb! i been writing her for. . .5 years? maybe. around 2017 give or take and on and off and her path is so different from canon but hopefully makes sense with the roleplaying. i'm not a big fan of legacies and always aligned myself more with TO, and @lordofthestrix is a blessing in disguise as we been developing them for years now. hopefully she is not irrecognizable as a character! (still the same lizzie just canon up to mid season 2.)
i like how the mystic falls gang and the originals get some sort of steady peace and suddenly lizz.ie is like anyways i have a red oak stake :D
lizzie would call valerie her aunt. and if she ever need some heretic training, val is her girl.
i just laugh at how poetic everyone around her is (older vampires you so weird to her but she likes you all), and here she is like "anyways, no pain no gain!"
"I gathered you could use a quick refresher on trading words with the dangerous type." His arm welcomes the silhouette leaning against his shoulder. Fingers brushing against the back of her hair with a lurking form of gentleness as her last conclusion manages to curve the unseen insinuation of his growing smirk. "I might be at risk of becoming attached to the protection of the ravishing, heroically-inclined princess with a slight fondness for me." The teasing confirmation arrives. "I don't suppose you can invoke any realistic path for me to join your family reunion in any form other than the strength of my blood? Then, if we are to play detectives, I'll see to investigate what this world has to say of your worries. Even if your shadowy nightmare emerges from some dark chapter of your coven's past, few unique beings can walk this earth without causing waves. I can think of a couple of old, dreadfully obsessive acquaintances who might have something to tell me." Secrets are supposed to be a reign under his dominion after all. Those he didn't spark into existence himself, he collected with a famelic indulgence that rivaled his thirst for blood. Knowing nothing of the the menace Lizzie describes isn't astonishing. Vast as his collection may be, there are as many hidden surprises in eternity as there are stars in the night sky. Still...he trusts his expertise unveiling the unknown. " Oh and...Since we are allowing ourselves a subtle touch of protectiveness over the other..." His own head leaned down, ever so faintly closer to her, in order to share the obvious. "You are always free to inform your stranded uncle there is someone perfectly eager to viciously consume his quaint prison in scorching flames if he dares to try to retain you for a single second beyond your liking."
Sometimes she does forget. It's easy to forget now, that Tristan is old. Old as the Originals, and powerful too, in all the ways a man can be powerful. It's comforting now, so unlike the uneasiness she had felt when they first met. "I'm not a real princess. Though I'm sure I could compel myself the title now."
She doesn't need a crown though. But let the world know Hope Mikaelson wasn't the only one with a powerful protection on her side and with magic on their side. Lizzie is stubborn and she is sure she can establish herself her own little kingdom, if not just out of spite. "Illusions were my family's strength. I could conjure up a spell. To make you a watchful spectator, though I'm sure he would notice too." Because Kai was powerful too, for what little she remembers. But he would be starving and she has the advantage there. She just hopes she is right about that.
The thing was, she trusts Tristan, enough to know that he means every word when he speaks of endless torment for whoever dares hurt her. It's comforting, after spending years in the shadow of her sister and Hope and her father being less than stellar in the department of being a good one at all. "You always say the most romantic things. How can a girl say no when you threaten someone with endless torment?" Truly. Her mother would freak out so much about all of this which is why she is only telling Tristan about it. She can deal with her mom freak out later. "I got this. I wouldn't want my spot as number one witch to be taken away."
🐝 * ― 𝑰𝑻'𝑺 𝑵𝑶𝑻 𝑨 𝑷𝑯𝑨𝑺𝑬, 𝑴𝑶𝑴. ( a random assortment of various lyrics from emo songs. feel free to change pronouns if needed. )
❛ i know you well enough to know you never loved me. ❜ ❛ i am finished with you. ❜ ❛ you were the last good thing about this part of town. ❜ ❛ so don't go worrying about me, it's not like i think about you constantly. ❜ ❛ do you feel like a man when you push her around? do you feel better now as she falls to the ground? ❜ ❛ take back everything you ever said, you never meant a word for it. ❜ ❛ i'm glad i didn't die before i met you. ❜ ❛ say anything, but say what you mean. ❜ ❛ what the hell is wrong with me? my friends say i should act my age. ❜ ❛ it's no surprise to me, i am my own worst enemy. ❜ ❛ i'm sick of the things i do when i'm nervous, like cleaning the oven or checking my tires or counting the number of tiles on the ceiling. ❜ ❛ well, you treat me just like another stranger. ❜ ❛ but i don't wanna feel a thing anymore. ❜ ❛ doesn't it feel like your time is running out? ❜ ❛ i don't blame you for being you but you can't blame me for hating it. ❜ ❛ and up until now, i have sworn to myself that i'm content with loneliness. ❜ ❛ i'll keep you my dirty little secret. don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret. ❜ ❛ and all the times you promised me that everything would work out in the end, you were gravely mistaken. ❜ ❛ thanks for the memories even though they weren't so great. ❜ ❛ i never thought we'd make it out alive. ❜ ❛ i know somewhere, somehow we'll be together. ❜ ❛ honestly? honestly, i can't remember all my teenage feelings. and the meanings. ❜ ❛ the more i try, the more i lose. ❜ ❛ why can't i feel anything from anyone other than you? ❜ ❛ second chances they don't ever matter, people never change. ❜ ❛ and the hardest part is letting go of the nights we shared. ❜ ❛ you contradict the fact that you still want me around. ❜ ❛ don't ever look back. they'll tear us apart if you give them the chance. ❜ ❛ you don't know what it's like to be like me. ❜ ❛ i kept my word when i swore that i would let you down. ❜ ❛ so let's just pretend everything and anything between you and me was never meant. ❜ ❛ and i fell for the promise of a life with purpose. but i know that's impossible now. ❜ ❛ glad the future didn't fail you like it failed me. ❜ ❛ but i wish that i'd never met a lot of the people that i've met. not because i don't like them but because i only let them down. ❜ ❛ don't waste your time on me, you're already the voice inside my head. ❜ ❛ can we pretend to leave and then we'll meet again. ❜ ❛ let's just forget everything we said and everything we did. ❜ ❛ i don't want to waste my time, become another casualty of society. ❜ ❛ so i told her i loved her, and she told me she loved me. and i mostly believed her and she mostly believed me. ❜ ❛ the truth is you could slit my throat, and with my one last gasping breath i'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt. ❜
♢ — 𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐃𝐎𝐖𝐇𝐔𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 𝐐𝐔𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐒 𝐀𝐒𝐊 𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄
“If I listened to my heart, I’d never be able to do my job.”
“I lost my magic. Twice. And I’m just coming to terms with how useless I am without it.”
“Every demon you banish ends up on the other side of that rift ready to come back again, and again, and again, until everybody in this city is dead.”
”Your bedside manner is abysmal.”
“The only thing worth falling in love with is the word itself.”
“Your powers were incredible, but that’s not why I fell in love with you. I fell in love with you because you’re wise, and you’re generous, and you’re brave! You’re incredible! I just…when you walk into a room there’s a spark in you, magic or not, that lights up everything and everyone around you. I won’t lose you. I can’t.”
“Don’t misread this as friendship.”
“Life is not what you want to do; it’s about what must be done.”
“Maybe what I did was wrong and selfish, but my heart was breaking.”
”I will never stop needing you.”
“Never trust a person who can’t lie. They find much more inventive ways to stab you in the back.”
“It feels like Metallica’s rehearsing in my head.”
“Well, I don’t want to bite you anymore.”
“I know you can color outside the lines. You’re just not letting yourself think that way.”
“When it comes to having a family, you wouldn’t be doing it alone.”
“Whatever you do, don’t lose hope.”
“Emotions are nothing but a distraction. You’re ruled by them.”
“In this family we break noses and accept consequences.”
“Emotions are never black and white. They’re more like symptoms.“
“I’m nothing more than a monster.”
“You’re immortal. Time is on your side.”
“I was thinking…life is too precious to waste any time on stupid things like pinky swears.”
“I don’t know who I am anymore. There’s darkness in me. It’s always been there.”
“It’s love that makes you fight harder for what you want.”
“Passion makes you dangerous.”
“It’s like my brain is telling me to do one thing and my heart another.”
“Heroes aren’t always the ones who win. They’re the ones who lose, sometimes. But they keep fighting, they keep coming back. They don’t give up. That’s what makes them heroes.“
the duo i didn’t know i needed and YET….
A FEW THINGS ON LIZZIE:
for any hopes around. if hope ever turns into a tribrid, she has the red oak stake, the one thing that can kill her. she still has the prophetic dreams about it and ends up finding it.
if the mikaelson family end up finding out she has one, it's up to roleplayers. she does have it safe, for emergencies only.
she is under the protection of tristan de martel so do your worst too. and she is friends with aurora and thinks lucien has funny hair.
as a loophole of nature herself, as a vampire-witch, the hunger is a little off balance.
if she siphons too much magic, she could basically overcharge and implode from the inside, kind of like how a batery can get overheated and burst. that's the downside of her siphoning.
" i love you more than anything, lizzie, " there's a but there. a but with a solemn face as a cold hand is placed over @h1rezzie's in almost a comforting manner. " there is only one return of, and that's the king. "
"oh, mother. you are so wrong. the fact a thousand year old man has more film culture about this than you, a millenial." technically. she isn't sure where in the spectrum of generations her mother leans but really, she is being a bit stubborn. "return of the jedi is a good movie if you only gave it an opportunity. the whole series is! isn't young and rugged handsome harrison ford good enough for you?"
"Will I volunteer my blood so you can use me as your safety line while you go adventuring some obscure otherworld in the hope of finding and extracting information from a man you just described as your wild, murderous uncle?" A summary of her call to action should suffice to reveal why her plans are having some minor inconveniences resonating with his more ferociously protective side. Still, an observant look at her zeal and the way she described the situation result in a somewhat surprising and uncomplicated answer. "My blood is yours." And there is a solemn, subtle but complicit quality to his response. An implied disclosure of trust and how monumentally rare it is for him to offer his own blood at the whims of witchcraft. "Unfortunately, I demand a price just as often as the magical arts do. The fare for journeying with that beckoning call is for you to listen to what I have to say with special attention." Tristan guides her focus with pressing demand. "Obsessing over matters of prophecy and omens of uncertain doom is how even the best of us can end up trapped amid an endless ocean. Auguries of the future, even the ones emerging out of your own dreams, can be complicated, treacherous beasts. Have no doubt I will remain by your side throughout uncertain shadows and visits to the homicidal branches of your family tree. But in exchange you will remain cautious. You will remain smart. And above everything else you will make sure my charming heretic is safe and sound at the end of the adventure. That part isn't negotiable." A devilish tone extends his own question after that, in teasing remembrance of secret encounters. "Do we have a deal?"
"A girl gotta have her hobbies." A casual joke, considering she is putting herself in danger, if he is putting it that way. "He has been trapped for years and I'm a heretic, I can handle him." He is too, but she is hoping being trapped is enough to make him weaker. And having a link to a vampire like Tristan is also enough to keep her from being too much in danger. She is there for information, quick in and out. "Besides. . .he wanted to kill me because of the Merge, and that's no longer viable." Make a deal with the devil and all that. Even her mother had done such thing a long time ago with the Mikaelsons.
All of her ramblings are mostly aimed at herself, to convince her own mind that it's gonna be okay. She nods in agreements, even if she hasn't heard his end of the bargain. It's good though, having someone that cares unconditionally for her. She had her mother, sure, but she was barely around and her twin was on her own self discovery journey. It brings a smile to her lips, finally easing down and nodding her head once more, for his benefit this time.
"We have a deal. Always with the deals with you." That's how this whole thing started, really and at this point it was just part of their relationship and dynamic. The heretic leans over, head pressed to the firm press of his shoulder and takes on a deep brath. "Who else gonna protect you if I'm not here, right?"
