Hello! I'm uhm hellfire? I don't know what else to go by^^' but I write for kpop groups specifically boy groups. I use she/they pronouns and this blog will majority have self indulgent stuff. But I am open for requests! I also will be posting art on occasion, also of the self indulgent kind.
This blog is purely 18+ but it won't always have 18+ content. Mainly labeled for my comfort. MDNIi!! I CAN'T EXPRESS THIS ENOUGH!!. I write smut and fluff mainly but I would be willing to dip my toes into some comfort/hurt stuff (β‘^β^β‘) .
Rules
Don't include ddlg/mdbm, age regression, noncon, dubcon,scat, zoophilia, pedophilia, incest, stepcest (step family),and anything sexual to do with sexualy harming/mutilating someone. If you enjoy these things I'm not the writer for you!
Do get a little descriptive with your ideas, the more the better
If wanted mention what roles(dom/sub/switch) and or positions(top/bottom/verse) you prefer
I do have the right to not answer your ask if I'm not comfortable with it
Does this look like k? I done wanna go for super realism just get his general face shape and other features. It's meant to be him from under the skin. I'm wanting to draw fan art for every MV and on the way Im putting pieces together of the lore. And well I'm here drawing the first scene. I will be fixing his nose cuz looking at it now it looks a lil off.
Any tips are welcome, I'm also okay with critique but it is subject to change since this is just a wip^^
This is like my third time trying to draw a real human too btw. Real people are so hard to draw
Does this look like k? I done wanna go for super realism just get his general face shape and other features. It's meant to be him from under the skin. I'm wanting to draw fan art for every MV and on the way Im putting pieces together of the lore. And well I'm here drawing the first scene. I will be fixing his nose cuz looking at it now it looks a lil off.
Any tips are welcome, I'm also okay with critique but it is subject to change since this is just a wip^^
This is like my third time trying to draw a real human too btw. Real people are so hard to draw
Does this look like k? I done wanna go for super realism just get his general face shape and other features. It's meant to be him from under the skin. I'm wanting to draw fan art for every MV and on the way Im putting pieces together of the lore. And well I'm here drawing the first scene. I will be fixing his nose cuz looking at it now it looks a lil off.
Any tips are welcome, I'm also okay with critique but it is subject to change since this is just a wip^^
This is like my third time trying to draw a real human too btw. Real people are so hard to draw
Yeah uh hi it's been a while. And in that while I properly got into ENHYPEN and recently got into lngshot. And woojin looks not easy to draw but like idk I can like shape the shapes on his face better.
Also on a different note I do have a bunch of fics like in the works just conclusions go most of them are so hard to think of. Ik for some of them it's been like a year almost-
What do we think of desperate subby sunoo? We rockin with it cuz it's at about 4.8k words and I didn't even notice.
He's a fox hybrid cuz I still haven't fulfilled my need to write hybrid fics. They're so fun ok. Uhm if you have any hybrid requests pleaseee comment them or leave it in my inbox I'm foaming at the mouth for them.
I do have one written for the previous time I asked I'm just really slow. I get an idea for one thing and I have to write it down before I forget it and I just write a bunch of fics in pieces please be patient with me ^^' .
I'm getting to the good parts of the plot I swear. Also loose has been stuck in my head while writing this. The way Heeseungs voice sounds kinda gives Michael Jackson vibes if you think about it a bit. Also I might plan on posting the next part when this one gets to 200 notes if I'm done with the 4th part before that.
Wc-2.4k
MDNI, biting, blood, vampire enha, vampire reader, a little suggestive, drinking blood, insinuation of throwing up, comfort, hurt , pain a lot of it, mentions of starvation, fem bodied reader, she/her pronouns used, maybe this will be w whole series?, communication is key guys,
A month has passed by since that question with Heeseung. It's still been lingering at the back of his mind. Your genuine curiosity at the taste of blood, as if you've never tried it before. As if you've never tasted it on your tongue the way he has. As if his experience to yours was so foreign. It kept nagging at him. He kept picking at your mannerism, picking up at how you turned whenever any of them drank blood in front of you. How you held your stomach when you saw them drink. How you got quiet when they expressed the taste. It was odd at the least, worrying if he put more thought into it.
Him and jungwon had taken extra care to get more blood to accommodate for your portions. But it seemed there was always some left when they restocked. It left them both puzzled. Maybe you drank from animals? They questioned. But you never seemed refreshed like they did when you came back. You seemed to have gotten weaker Riki pointed out to them when you lagged behind them more than you usually did. Your height caused you to lag behind, sure. But that excuse didn't feel right when you'd lean against anything to take a short rest every chance you got. Or how you seemed weaker in general, more pale, you'd hide out in your room if you weren't hanging out with your friends. It even seemed like you tried to avoid them when the intereactions weren't necessary. Your behavior was starting to set off alarms in their heads.
It wasn't adding up. You kept on telling them you already drank when they'd offer you some, or you'd give the excuse that you checked for the one you liked but didn't find any. Were you starving yourself on purpose? Did you not want to drink human blood? Did it disgust you to drink human blood, which was once your kin? Was that it? You were starting to concern them. That's when they had a real talk amongst each other to truly find out if you have been starving yourself and to figure out why.
That day they all met up in the living room, you left to hang out with some friends and it was the perfect opportunity for them to all talk. "Have you guys noticed? " Jake starts as they all sit around the living room. "Be more specific" Sunghoon comments " about her. She's been acting weird" he clarifies. "Weird how exactly?" Sunoo asks"That doesn't really help since she's always weird" Riki adds. Though meant in a teasing manner the playful tone in his voice absent. Of course they've all noticed. You haven't been subltle about it. Or maybe they've been paying too much attention to you, who could say. They've always taken more care to look after you when you came into their lives. Noticing small things you didn't even realize about yourself. Though it might come off as creepy if they were to mention it. They weren't exactly supposed to know the things they do, but what can you do about it? It's in their nature.
Despite the repulsion in your expression whenever they drank blood there was always a hunger in your eyes, a longing to taste the euphoria they experience. "Has she asked you guys anything.......weird? " Heeseung adds the question you asked him still lingering in the back of his mind. They all think for a second thinking on questions you've asked them and if they stood out as odd or out the ordinary. Jay replies "she's asked me how it feels before" Sunoo looks over at him "yeah she asked me something like that before, like how it feels to drink it or something like that". Jay hums in aggreement to his addition.
Jungwon clears his throat feeling a bit bashful at what he's about to say "she asked me if it...turns me on...?"his voice is quiet almost mumbled "what?! Really?! " Riki interjected almost not letting him finish, a bit surprised at the boldness in that question. "I get why'd she ask you, but to ask it at all? " he continues disbelief evident in his voice.
Heeseung nods trying to take the tension off jungwon he replies with the question you asked him. "She asked me how it tastes. Giving some excuse on how she's curious on how it tastes for me. " he looks at the spot you'd usually sit at shaking his head "somethings off you know? She's usually not the kind to ask those kinds of questions. Usually she does ask wried questions but these are just odd. " they all nodded. "Have any of you seen her actually drink it? " Sunghoon asks recalling the mess you made, none of them were there to witness your distraught and the realization you had. They all shake their heads, no.
Just as they were about to discuss more the front door burst open. Your friends carry you in on their shoulders to the best of their abilities"you guys need to help her! " one screamed out "she's not doing so good" another added as the boys rush in stumbling over themselves to carry your weak body. "What happened? " jungwon asks concern laced in his voice as he hurries to help you off their shoulders, Heeseung coming in and helping as well. "I-I don't know , we were just at the door and she just collapsed." One of your friends said "she-she mumbled something about being hungry. But we just ate" the other added "fuck, we know she's a vampire and shit she told us she's been eating well but" she takes a breath motioning to your now unconscious body "apparently not" your friends nodded as she placed your things on the floor "she said she had enough blood here or something. I-I-I don't know you guys have to help her" she said panic clear in her voice. "And we don't want to get bit by her please" jungwon nodded, it seemed you only told them that you were a vampire.
"We'll take care of her don't worry" he said holding you by the waist along with Heeseung. "O-okay please be careful" one said as she gathered herself to leave. "A-and please tell her to call us when she gets better" the other says as they both leave, a bit shaken by the whole situation. Jungwon's other question was answered as they left. He'd have to do something about that later. Now they'd get to find out if any of their concerns were true. If you'd been starving yourself of blood.
Both him and Heesung rush you to the couch as Jay hurries to get a bag from the fridge. Jungwon hurriedly takes the bag from jay as he comes back with it quickly tearing at one of the valves as he brings it up to your lips. He parts open your lips seeing you were to weak to do so. They all watched in anticipation as the red liquid poured into your mouth worried sick about your condition. The second it hit your tongue your eyes shot open as you resisted the urge to hurl. Instead you pushed away the bag leaning over the edge of the the couch. You quickly covered your mouth trying not to spill it on the rug. You tried to get up but your body was too weak to hold your weight. You fell to the floor tears brining in your eyes as you tried your best to swallow. Your body yet again refused, tears streamed down your cheeks as your mouth inevitable expelled the substance. It trickled through your fingers and onto your clothes as you sobbed not wanting to look up at any of them. You felt embarrassed, ashamed, that you couldn't drink blood as easily as they did even if you were the same kind now.
It shook you to your core as you curled up around yourself feeling a complete mess. Sunoo rushes to your side to console you "what's wrong? " he asks his voice a slight tremble as he looks at your form. Weak and vulnerable. "I-I can't" you reply "can't? " jungwon asks, you nod your head in agreement "can't what sweetheart? " jay asks in a more calm tone trying to calm you as he kneels by your side close to Sunoo. "Can't drink it, can't swallow it. It-it tastes horrible" you confess curling in on yourself more. Sunoo picks you up leaning you against him . "Shhh it's ok" jay rubs at your arm as you continue to sob. "Why didn't you tell us we could've helped you" Heeseung buds in crouching down next to you "we could've helped you get a different type or even some from a different animal." He says trying to help you. You shake your head again "I-I've tried!... I've tried so many, so many different types and species" you say clinging onto sunoo. Your body trembling once again fear clear in your voice. What if you were never able to drink blood, what if you starved to death.
"But my body won't take it I-I can't. As much as I want to I can't" Sunghoon comes by with some wipes to help you clean up. You let him clean your hands as they tremble in his grasp. "We'll figure it out ok? " he mumbles so only you can't hear. You sniffle and nod your head in agreement. He lifts your head up gently to clean your mouth strocking at your cheeks to clear up your tears "we got you" Sunoo says holding you closer to him.
Riki watches from afar remembering something he read a while ago after he turned. "Hyung" he calls out all of them looking at him. But he makes eye contact with junwong and calls him over to the kitchen. As they get to the kitchen Riki rubs at his nape feeling a bit nervous. "I-I've read about this before. Back when I first turned, I panicked and looked up anything I could" he starts off leaning agasint the island as jungwon stands opposite of him. He nodd his head for him to continue "they called it a curse of sorts maybe a spell?" He tries his best to recall the memory "I-I'm not sure. But what I do remember is that for some turned vampires their hunger couldn't be satiated by normal human blood, or any blood in that manner. " he says as his cheeks start to heat up "only by a lover" "what? " jungwon asks a bit confused. A lover? Is that readdy what it could be? But vampires can feel love. Plus they haven't seen you go out or even be interested in anybody before or after you turned. How could this happen.
"Y-yeah" he answers "it uhm it kind of runs more deep than that."he mumbles "But the gist of it is that they couldn't feel satisfaction until they drank the blood of the one they loved most. A-and some other things but it's not important right now" he says leaving out some other details. Those didn't matter right now not when you were in so much pain. Not to think of the possibility that you could love someone that wasn't them. "Do you know of anybody she's interested in? " jungwon asks and Riki shakes his head " fuck, that's the problem Hyung. If she keeps on going like this it'll eventaully kill her, and not in a starvation kind of way, that's probably the best out come. It would be much more painful than that. " he informs him looking over at you as you clench at your stomach.
Jungwon takes a deep breath as he walks to the living room where all of you are situated. You moved to sit on the couch jay and Sunoo still by your side as they comfort you. Jungwon stands in front of you, you look up expecting some answers from him. Anything to help ease the panic. "Who do you love? " the question shocks you having them all pause and look up at him in confusion "what? " you ask voice a little shakey "wh-what does that have to do with anything?" You ask taken off guard by his question. "A lot actually. Now who do you love? " he asks again leaning closer to you. Your face flushes as you fumble for an answer "m-my friends of course who doesn't? " you ask with a nervous chuckle but it seems that's not the answer he wanted.
"No, that's not the kind I'm-" "well why does it matter so much? " you ask interrupting him not wanting to expose your feelings in such a horrible circumstance. Now out of all times would be the worst timing not when you're feelings unusual. "Why won't you just tell us? Don't you trust us? " he interjects and you nod your head "I do but I don't see why it matters right now" you say getting a little frustrated at his stubberness to not drop the topic. "Just tell me" "no" you reply getting up to storm off to your room. He starts to follow you but Riki stops him. Jungwon looks at him in disbelief "Riki let me" he says in a warning tone. Riki shakes his head "she's already not in a good spot as it is Hyung. Let her cool off. " he says pushing him towards the couch. "You also have to explain" he says pointing his head at the rest who are utterly confused by jungwon's actions.
He sighs scratching his head before he goes to talk to the rest. He catches them up on what Riki told him. "Do any of you know if she has someone she's seeing or something that sparked this whole thing up? " he asks continuing with "I'm assuming it started sometime after she turned, I mean she did drink the first time didn't she? " he asks as the rest shrug. "She has been crypticlly talking about someone she likes but I don't know anything about them" jake says leaning back on the couch "doesn't help much but it's all I've got" he continues "what about you Sunoo? You spend a lot of time with her" he says looking over at the younger male. He shakes his head "fuck really no one has talked to her about this kind of stuff? " Sunghoon asks with some disbelief, compared to other things you've trusted to tell them about. Like your sex life, past relationships, family life, friendships, it's odd that you've stopped talking to them about your love life all of a sudden.
"When was the last time she even talked about even a simple crush? " Heeseung asks trying to recall himself. "About a year ago, complained about having a dry spell or some shit " jay says unable to believe you were going through a dry spell, especially since you used to have someone at least every month come around if you weren't dating. "Damn she really lost her game since she turned huh" riki jokes earning himself a smack from Sunoo " hey I was joking" he defends being interrupted by Sunghoon "not the time to joke this is serious". " well we won't really get anywhere without talking to her" jay reasons "or even telling her about it" jake adds. Jungwon pushes off the couch bringing all their attention to him "like riki said though, we have to give her time. " he says looking at them before heading for his room "she's an emotional mess right now. You saw her, we need to give her time to collect herself before we drop this on her " they all nod a collection of yeah's being heard.
Woke up thinking about biting vamp enha. You haven't been able to feed on humans every since you turned so they volunteer as your personal blood banks. (Small italizied text are flashbacks/memories) not proofread but feel free to notify me of mistakes
Wc- 1.1k
MDNI, biting, blood, vampire enha, vampire reader, drinking blood, insinuation of throwing up, comfort, hurt?, pain a lot of it, mentions of starvation, fem bodied reader, she/her pronouns used, maybe this will be w whole series?, might've missed something lmk
You're sitting in the couch feeling that familiar hunger you've been ignoring for weeks since you turned. A pillow clutched to your stomach as you scroll through your phone a hum of a headache creeps up on you, the dull thud of pain in your brain almost unbearable. Ignoring these symptoms isn't easy but you're willing to fight through them if it means not drinking blood. Not ever again will a drop of blood touch your lips.
You hunch over letting it spill out your mouth as well as letting your saliva trickle out. Maybe it was just this specific blood type. Maybe another would taste better, you flip the bad and look at the type. You scramble to open the fridge and find another type. You bite into each bag hoping to taste something different, but it's no use. There's a puddle of blood around you and a pathetic attempt to clean it up. You're clothes thoroughly soaked and stained with your attempts. The kitchen bathed in red as you sit on the floor sobbing.
You've tried it before, the first week you turned you looked through their fridge and grabbed one of their many blood bags. In your state you didn't even think to question how they got so many. But once the bag was in your hands the beautiful crimson liquid that would be your salvation. You almost salivated at the idea of its taste. Without a second thought to sunk your teeth into the bag. You're instantly hit with a horrible taste. The liquid filters through your mouth as you try to tough it out, maybe it's just the initial flavor, maybe it'll get better. But as you try to swallow, you can't, your body won't let you. You try your best to keep the liquid in your mouth and get to the sink but it spills past your lips before you know it.
You cringe as you opened the fridge and saw the depleating supply, at least they were satiated. You on the other hand couldn't share those feelings. You grabbed the case of strawberries as your eyes lingered on the bags. You wanted so badly to get rid of this indescribable hunger you felt. Food couldn't satiate it, and neither could any liquid, it had to be blood. And to your dismay the one thing you couldn't stomach. "Why are you staring so hard just take it" a voice cuts through your inner fight as you hurriedly turn around and find Heeseung standing behind you.
Your eyes well up with tears at the memory, the awful taste still in your mouth as you reminisce on the memory. You head to the kitchen trying to look for something to wash the awful taste from your mouth. Despite it happening weeks ago the taste still lingers on your tongue, a bitter almost sour taste like it was rotten. You remember those bags being fresh not even a week old. But still they tasted awful to you.
You sigh a breath of relief as you close the fridge with your hip and walk over to the sink "don't need it" you quickly answer as you open the container to wash the fruit, the sweet flavor will hopefully help with that bad taste. He follows your movements seeing how tense your body seems to be, it's like you're unaware of how much your body betrays you. Maybe you felt embarrassed to eat after they found your poor attempt at cleaning up. Maybe in your euphoric phase you didn't realize how messy you were with your clean up.
You almost stumble reaching the island in the middle of the kitchen. You lean against it for support as you take a bite of one of the strawberries. It's overwhelming sweetness hitting you instantly. You hum at the taste and look at him offering him one. He shakes his head and he heads over to the fridge himself. He looked in for a bit before grabbing one or the bags. Your breath hitched as his teeth punctured the bag. You quickly look away as he drinks from it like a caprisun. You envied them in that sense. How they weren't repulsed by the blood like you were.
As you finished up your strawberry and reach for another he threw the empty bag in the trash. Before he has time to leave you stop him with a question "how does it taste? " he pauses mid step stunned by your question. 'How does it taste? ' he repeats in his mind. Shouldn't you know? It wasn't that long ago that you made that mess, how would you so easily forget the taste. He turned around to look at you studying your features to see if you're joking. "What do you mean? " he asks walking closer to the island resting his hand on the cold marble. You stutter trying to come up with something to explain yourself, something to not give away what you were truly asking "I-I mean how does it taste to you? I mean some people can try the same foods and have completely different tastes and preferences. How they differently perceive the taste of food is unique to them you know? " you ramble trying to come up with a believable excuse.
He takes in a deep breath looking up to the left as he thinks on how to describe the flavor. It's so unique, nothing like anything he's tasted before. "Satisfying? " he starts a little unsure of his response. You tilt you head as well confused " satisfying? " you copy, he nods his head "yeah. It's a hard taste to describe, it's like a feeling a fullness I get. Satisfaction to finally fulfil that hunger, ya know?" You shake your head no but quickly change it to a nod feigning understanding. "Y-yeah" you try to cover it up. Heeseung doesn't miss it though.
Heeseung crosses his arms believing the excuse but not the reason for your original answer. He sighs tilting his head to the side, he'll take your defense for now but he won't forget about your original question. He has a feeling that wasn't what you meant by it but he'll play along, for now.
He leans on the counter "why? " he asks you hum in question quickly stuffing your mouth with another strawberry. "Why'd you ask? It's not a very common thing people ask or even want to know. Don't you know how good it tastes? " he asks as you stuff another strawberry in your mouth trying to avoid answering. You pick up the container of strawberries closing it as you rush to put it back in the fridge. "Just curious" you curtly reply through a mouth full. "I know it's good, just wanted to know how you'd describe it" you quickly swallow not believing even yourself when you said it was good.
There's a silence between you two as he tries to figure out what's up, you're lying and he knows it. But he can't prove it, not yet. You quickly look at your phone mentioning the time "oh it's so late I should get going" you say quickly putting the device in your pocket as you rushed to your room. He sits with his thoughts alone for a few minutes connecting some out of the way dots. 'I'll have to talk to the others first' he thinks not having enough information. Hopefully the others would catch onto what he's throwing.
Woke up thinking about biting vamp enha. You haven't been able to feed on humans every since you turned so they volunteer as your personal blood banks. (Small italizied text are flashbacks/memories) not proofread but feel free to notify me of mistakes
Wc- 1.1k
MDNI, biting, blood, vampire enha, vampire reader, drinking blood, insinuation of throwing up, comfort, hurt?, pain a lot of it, mentions of starvation, fem bodied reader, she/her pronouns used, maybe this will be w whole series?, might've missed something lmk
You're sitting on the couch feeling that familiar hunger you've been ignoring for weeks since you turned. A pillow clutched to your stomach as you scroll through your phone a hum of a headache creeps up on you, the dull thud of pain in your brain almost unbearable. Ignoring these symptoms isn't easy but you're willing to fight through them if it means not drinking blood. Not ever again will a drop of blood touch your lips.
You've tried it before, the first week you turned you looked through their fridge and grabbed one of their many blood bags. In your state you didn't even think to question how they got so many. But once the bag was in your hands the beautiful crimson liquid that would be your salvation. You almost salivated at the idea of its taste. Without a second thought you sunk your teeth into the bag. You're instantly hit with a horrible taste. The liquid filters through your mouth as you try to tough it out, maybe it's just the initial flavor, maybe it'll get better. But as you try to swallow, you can't, your body won't let you. You try your best to keep the liquid in your mouth and get to the sink but it spills past your lips before you know it.
You hunch over letting it spill out your mouth as well as letting your saliva trickle out. Maybe it was just this specific blood type. Maybe another would taste better, you flip the bag and look at the type. You scramble to open the fridge and find another type. You bite into each bag hoping to taste something different, but it's no use. There's a puddle of blood around you and a pathetic attempt to clean it up. You're clothes thoroughly soaked and stained with your attempts. The kitchen bathed in red as you sit on the floor sobbing.
Your eyes well up with tears at the memory, the awful taste still in your mouth as you reminisce on the memory. You head to the kitchen trying to look for something to wash the awful taste from your mouth. Despite it happening weeks ago the taste still lingers on your tongue, a bitter almost sour taste like it was rotten. You remember those bags being fresh not even a week old. But still they tasted awful to you.
You cringe as you opened the fridge and saw the depleating supply, at least they were satiated. You on the other hand couldn't share those feelings. You grabbed the case of strawberries as your eyes lingered on the bags. You wanted so badly to get rid of this indescribable hunger you felt. Food couldn't satiate it, and neither could any liquid, it had to be blood. And to your dismay the one thing you couldn't stomach. "Why are you staring so hard just take it" a voice cuts through your inner fight as you hurriedly turn around and find Heeseung standing behind you.
You sigh a breath of relief as you close the fridge with your hip and walk over to the sink "don't need it" you quickly answer as you open the container to wash the fruit, the sweet flavor will hopefully help with that bad taste. He follows your movements seeing how tense your body seems to be, it's like you're unaware of how much your body betrays you. Maybe you felt embarrassed to eat after they found your poor attempt at cleaning up. Maybe in your euphoric phase you didn't realize how messy you were with your clean up.
You almost stumble reaching the island in the middle of the kitchen. You lean against it for support as you take a bite of one of the strawberries. It's overwhelming sweetness hitting you instantly. You hum at the taste and look at him offering him one. He shakes his head and he heads over to the fridge himself. He looked in for a bit before grabbing one of the bags. Your breath hitched as his teeth punctured the bag. You quickly look away as he drinks from it like a caprisun. You envied them in that sense. How they weren't repulsed by the blood like you were.
As you finished up your strawberry and reach for another he threw the empty bag in the trash. Before he has time to leave you stop him with a question "how does it taste? " he pauses mid step stunned by your question. 'How does it taste? ' he repeats in his mind. Shouldn't you know? It wasn't that long ago that you made that mess, how would you so easily forget the taste. He turned around to look at you studying your features to see if you're joking. "What do you mean? " he asks walking closer to the island resting his hand on the cold marble. You stutter trying to come up with something to explain yourself, something to not give away what you were truly asking "I-I mean how does it taste to you? I mean some people can try the same foods and have completely different tastes and preferences. How they differently perceive the taste of food is unique to them you know? " you ramble trying to come up with a believable excuse.
Heeseung crosses his arms believing the excuse but not the reason for your original answer. He sighs tilting his head to the side, he'll take your defense for now but he won't forget about your original question. He has a feeling that wasn't what you meant by it but he'll play along, for now.
He takes in a deep breath looking up to the left as he thinks on how to describe the flavor. It's so unique, nothing like anything he's tasted before. "Satisfying? " he starts a little unsure of his response. You tilt you head as well confused " satisfying? " you copy, he nods his head "yeah. It's a hard taste to describe, it's like a feeling a fullness I get. Satisfaction to finally fulfil that hunger, ya know?" You shake your head no but quickly change it to a nod feigning understanding. "Y-yeah" you try to cover it up. Heeseung doesn't miss it though.
He leans on the counter "why? " he asks you hum in question quickly stuffing your mouth with another strawberry. "Why'd you ask? It's not a very common thing people ask or even want to know. Don't you know how good it tastes? " he asks as you stuff another strawberry in your mouth trying to avoid answering. You pick up the container of strawberries closing it as you rush to put it back in the fridge. "Just curious" you curtly reply through a mouth full. "I know it's good, just wanted to know how you'd describe it" you quickly swallow not believing even yourself when you said it was good.
There's a silence between you two as he tries to figure out what's up, you're lying and he knows it. But he can't prove it, not yet. You quickly look at your phone mentioning the time "oh it's so late I should get going" you say quickly putting the device in your pocket as you rush to your room. He sits with his thoughts alone for a few minutes connecting some out of the way dots. 'I'll have to talk to the others first' he thinks not having enough information. Hopefully the others would catch onto what he's throwing.
NOTICE: As more and more fanfic writers are using generative AI for their works (you uncreative dweebs), I hereby swear on everything I hold dear that I have not and will NEVER use generative AI in ANY of my written work. Everything I post will be organically and creatively my own.
As soft as Sunoo is, he loves fucking you like you deserve despite being so sensitive. Pushing himself beyond exhaustion from the new position he puts his all into it making sure you feel every inch of him until he cums with a broken cry trying his best to hold back his moans to hear you better. And slowly despite saying he wouldn't, he pulls out after a few minutes of bring inside you completely failing to pull out on time. "You're too warm" he'd whisper exhausted as he lays over you melting at your touch as you wrap your legs around his waist. "Maybe one more? " you'd meekly ask hushed sigh leaves him "give me a minute..... Or two"
I like that as a collective we all agree jungwon would call you bunny. As someone that loves being called bunny or puppy I appreciate that. Usually it's reserved for bunny associated idols but it's refreshing to see it with jungwon since he's usually refered to as a cat.
Now hear me out, reader calling jungwon kitty and referring to him as kitten or kitty? It's usually in a joking manner since heacts so catlike but just one day he's being his usual catlike self and she just calls him"my kitty" and he fucking melts.
Wc: 2.8k
MDNI, fluff, smut, fembodied reader, switch reader, switch jungwon, pet names,jungwon is a titty guy in my head,desperate jungwon, kissing, hickeys, biting,reader wears sports bras, reader wears glasses cuz I do, clit play, multiple orgasms, cum eating, hinted af aftercare,some hints at roleplay, they love each other ah
Jungwon walks into the living room to get something, but he immediately forgets what it is when he hears. "My kitty~" you coo, and his brain fries at the way your voice sounds. It's so endearing, and you said it with so much love. He must be your kitty, that's all he is. He's instantly by your side looking down at you as you sit lazily on the couch. You sit up and hug his waist "Hi my love." you purr as you melt into his warmth. "Say that again." he demands looking down at you "My love?" You repeat a little confused.
"No before that" you tilt your head to the side "Hi?" You say even more confused. He sighs and holds your face with both his hands "No, you called me your kitty earlier." A light bulb goes off in your head as he mumbles his response, looking into your eyes with an almost bashful look. You smile sitting up, now draping your hands loosely around his waist. "You like that?" You ask in a teasing tone "Being called my kitty." You add, pulling him to sit.on your lap. His ears grow red as he straddles your lap giving you a shy nod. "Well, you should." you say, resting your head on his chest "Cuz you are my kitty." You say with certainty in your voice. Still shy from the admission, he hugs your head to his chest putting his body flush against yours.
Your hands wrap around his waist, slipping under his shirt to caress his bare back. "Youβre my silly little kitty that I love so so so much." You praise, kissing his chest. He hums in agreement, enjoying the attention. He sits flusher on your lap giving you the chance to kiss him. You trail kisses along his neck, up his jaw and to his lips. He shivers at your touch, already feeling sensitive from your praise.
The way you talk, your tone, your touch, it has him in trance. He'd let you do anything to him, he thinks. Anything to be your kitty. You give him a quick peck, and look into his eyes, seeing how dazed he looks. A soft smile dances across your lips as one of your hands slide up to his jaw. You hold it gently, lightly tugging at his lips with your thumb. "What chu thinking of kitty?" You ask trying to bring his attention back to reality. "I'd bark for you." He abruptly says and you can't help but giggle at the random response. "But I thought you were my kitty why would you bark?" You ask, a little baffled "Well saying I'd meow for you doesn't hit as hard.β He answers, you nod. "I would do anything for you." He says leaning in to kiss you. Now it's your time to blush, your cheeks reddening at the sudden change of demeanor.
You don't mind as you melt into the kiss, he moves his head to the side to deepen the kiss. Your hand slides back with the other as you hold his waist tracing soft patterns into the skin. He hums into the kiss pushing you back against the couch. His hands slide up from your arms to your shoulders landing around your neck. You tap at his waist lightly asking for a break. Both of you are panting lightly as he rests his forehead against yours. You look into his eyes watching how he completely loses himself in the moment, he looks at your swollen lips, his eyes trailing down to your neck and how bare it looks. He lands a quick kiss on your lips before moving his head to your neck. Trailing kisses along the sensitive skin, his lips eventually linger until he starts sucking and nibbling at the skin leaving his mark. You sigh, tilting your head to give him more access. "Won- kitty, you're so eager whatβs gotten into you?β You ask, a little taken back by his sudden actions as he pushes you to lay down on the couch. "You." He answers out of breath as he kisses you again.
You hum into the kiss, hands dropping from his waist to his thighs as he straddles your laying form. His hands wander down to the hem of your shirt, lifting it slightly to slide his hands in. He kneads the flesh of your stomach and waist, abruptly ending the kiss as he moves down to kiss it. You gasp as he slides his head up further your torso his head now under your shirt. "SI- slow down I'm not going anywhere." You say as you feel his hands touch and kneed your skin with fervor. You yelp as you feel him bite the flesh just below your ribs. "Jungwon!" You gasp with a slightly upset tone. He chuckles as he reaches the band of your bra, tugging it with his teeth before it snaps back in place.
You gasp, biting your lip knowing exactly what's to come. His hands slide up your sides, taking his time as he kisses your ribs, leaving love bites and hickeys as he feels you up. Eventually, his hands reach the band of your bra, slowly letting your tits spill out from the bottom. His kisses move up to the swell of your breasts, taking care to also leave hickeys, until his lips touch your nipple. He kisses the sensitive bud, listening to your soft gasps and moans as you struggle to find something to do with your hands. He smiles at himself knowing he's making you feel good.
Eventually, your hands settle on his head. Once again, his hands move down your sides until they reach your hips. He adjusts his position so he's no longer straddling you, tapping on your hip so you open your legs. As you do, he moves both your thighs up around his waist, pulling you flush to him. You feel how hard he is against his jeans, groaning quietly when you grind against him. You continue to grind against him in small circles as he swirls his tongue around your nipple gently sucking it. You pull the shirt off his head, needing to hold onto something. You glide your fingers through his dark hair, lightly tugging at the strands when he bites the bud. He lets your nipple out his mouth with a wet pop, kissing it a few more times before moving to the other one.
You push his hip with your foot, trying to get his pants off. "W-won." You moan out, your unoccupied hand moving down to mess with his jeans; another failed attempt to get them off. "Need-... need you." You mumble out between ragged breaths. He hums, acknowledging your request but not yet giving you what you want. His hands move yet again: one going into the waistband of your shorts to toy with your clit, while the other pinches and rolls the nipple not in his mouth. You writhe under him, moving your body and hips to get more. You desperately grind against him, wanting to get more friction, anything to get some relief. And you get it, Jungwon thrusts into you, the weight of his hips against yours giving you temporary relief from the need to have him inside you. You pull and cradle his hair with your freehand, moans spilling past your lips as you get closer to your climax.
Jungwon switches between your nipples, leaving them messy with spit. He leaves some final kisses, finally looking up from your tits to your face. A smile creeps up to his lips as he sees your fucked out face. You try your best to look at him but your head is thrown back by another harsh thrust. You're an incoherent, whining mess, trying your best to beg for more."Mmmahh .... wonn...wan..more please .... pleasepleasepleaseplease." You pathetically beg between sobs as you get closer to the edge. He can tell you're close by the way you continue to grind into him. Your legs try to kick you away from him, the fight between wanting more and wanting to get away makes him crazy. You pull him in for a final kiss as you cum, moaning into his mouth as he gives slow and soft thrusts against your covered core. You drop to the couch, fully loosing strength to hold yourself up. He slowly removes his hand from your shorts, careful to not overstimulate you. You jolt slightly at the loss of contact, moving your hands up to fix your glasses, the lenses fogged up and messy. You lay your hands by your head once you're done, looking up at him trying to catch your breath. He trails kisses down to your stomach biting just below your navel before he sits up. He brings his hand up to his mouth cleaning your release from it, looking at you as he does so.
A lopsided smile forms on his face as he looks at you. "My bunny is so beautiful." You kick his hip, lightly flustered by his compliment. "Kitty." You whine out, looking up at him with pleading eyes "Hm?" He responds tilting his head. "You didn't." You say, putting your foot against the prominent tent in his jeans. He groans at the contact, letting you touch him for a moment before grabbing your ankle and holding it away. "Yeah, but if you're too tired I can deal with it." He responds. You try with the other foot, but he does the same. You try to kick your feet free, but he doesn't budge. "I want my kitty to cum though." You whine out, abruptly yanking your legs back, making him fall on you. You giggle at his surprised face but continue "You always look so pretty when you cum. Are you really gonna deprive me of that?" You ask holding his face in your hands.
You feel the shy rumble of a laugh before he leans in, giving you a gentle kiss. It ends as soon as it starts, and he looks into your eyes. "You sure you can handle it bunny? " He asks for confirmation. You nod. "Want you to fuck me like a rabbit." His grin widens into a smirk at your words. "Does my bunny want my milk?" He asks playing into the role. You nod frantically, already kicking off your shorts. "Please." He licks his lips, tracing down his hand to your sticky core, your cum slicking you up to his liking.
His fingers slide by your entrance, earning a moan from you when he puts just the tips of his index and middle finger in. He pushes past one knuckle and you whine moving your hips in desperation. "You don't need to prep me. I want you now." He chuckles at your eagerness removing his fingers from your cunt. He smears your arousal on your inner thigh before he starts working on getting his jeans off. An impatient whine comes from you once again as you see him start to stand up. "Just get you dick out and fuck me."
He laughs at how desperate you are. "Calm down bunny you'll get what you want". He ends up just undoing his jeans and sliding them down enough for his cock to spring free. He pumps his cock a few times, lining it up to your entrance. He glides the tip through your folds, smearing your arousal around. He groans at the mess, thrusting through your folds a few times to get a reaction out of you. "Kitty-" You start, protest dying on your tongue as his tip nudges at your entrance. "Please." You moan out and finally, he pushes the tip in.
In one smooth motion, heβs fully in, both your bodies flush against each other. You both moan at the feeling. He leaves kisses on your cheek, his hands massaging your hips as you adjust. After a few moments of adjusting, you grind your hips against him, now comfortable with the stretch. He groans against your skin, his head in the crook of your neck. "Kitty..." You moan out. "I know." He responds, starting with an agonizingly slow pace. "Just- just give me a minute." Trying his best not to cum at the sheer feeling of your cunt wrapped around him, he starts off with slow thrusts accompanied by deep grinds. Hitting every spot inside you and making sure you feel every inch of him before he picks up the pace. He soon picks up the pace, willing himself not to cum too soon.
"Say it again. Call me your kitty." He moans out, leaving kisses and hickeys on your neck. "Kitty, kitty, kitty you're my kitty, all mine, only mine." You moan out, throwing your head back giving him more access to your neck. He huffs out a breath, moving away from your neck and looking at his work. He starts giving you hard and rough thrusts, his gaze clouding with lust. "Your kitty." He mindlessly repeats. "Yours, yours, yours." He continues licking into your mouth, suffocating you with a messy kiss. Your hands find his hair, tugging at the strands at the nape of his neck making him moan.
Despite being in full control he's a complete mess, at your total mercy just as he said. "Faster." You say between the kiss, reaching one of your hands down between your bodies to play at your clit. "Feels so good my kitty's doing so good for me." You praise, encouraging him as the rhythm of skin meeting skin gets sloppier. "Closeββ He chokes out, laying his head on your shoulder. "Just a little more kitty, you can do that for me yeah? " He nods with a whine, holding off until you tell him to. His thrusts are sloppy but consistent enough to get you over the edge. "Cum- cum with me my pretty kitty." With your permission, he picks up his pace almost inhumane as he chases his high catching you off guard.
You cum first, not getting a chance to enjoy it as you're driven through to overstimulation as Jungwon chases his own high. You claw at his back, desperate and broken moans leaving you. You try to push back, feeling overwhelmed. "Almost there, almost there bunny, I'm almost done please." He whines out his hold on your hips firm. Suddenly his hips still flush against yours. The rush of warmth inside you pushing you to another orgasm. You writhe under him, your back arching at the sudden orgasm. Jungwon pants above you, watching your reaction. Sweat drips down from him into your clothes.
He's stunning even in this disheveled state, hair messy and clinging to his forehead. His face flushed, skin damp and sticky, his clothes sticking uncomfortably to his body, body heat to its max, and his chest rising and falling rapidly as he tries to catch his breath. You don't feel any better but you both find each other stunning in the afterglow.
The tender moment is cut short as you giggle. "You really liked being called kitty huh?" You tease, his face flushing even more as he looks away. "Oh, shut up, you like being called bunny." "Touche." You agree, pulling him down to hug you. He winces as the sudden friction. His cock slips from out of you, stuck between both your abdomens. He cringes as some of your combined release gets on your clothes.
"We're gonna have to wash that now." He comments "Psh, we needed to anyways they're all sticky." He cuddles up to you, wrapping his arms around your waist as you wrap your legs around his. "And whose fault is that?" You push him as he snickers. "Not my fault you being all desperate and horny turns me on". He hums not wanting to argue. He kisses at your jaw and cheek getting comfortable on top of you.
"Won we gotta shower, we'll get all stinky if we don't." "Musky." He corrects. "And what about it, the smell of sex is nice isn't it? " He half teases looking into your eyes. You try not to laugh, wanting to stay serious "Pf- won I'm serious we gotta get our clothes in the wash too." He whines in the back of his throat at your comment. "Give me like.....10, no 20, no 30 minutes and I'll do it." He says nuzzling into you, seeking your warmth as he starts to cool down. You ponder for a second."You'll carry me to the bathroom and wash my hair? "
"I already do that." You smile kissing the top of his head. "Okay, okay whatever." You hold his body close to yours, enjoying the rhythm of his heart against your own. Maybe you should call him kitty more often.
I seem to be having a lot of dreams lately and I'm not mad. This one involves Seungmin tho. I don't remember much about this dream aside from cuddling him so it's gonna be a bit short.
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MDNI, fluff, fembodied reader, cuddling, sleepy reader, Seungmin being a softie, uhm idk what else
You'd fallen asleep and woken up multiple times now. Sleep not being too kind to you. So when the time to actually wake up came it was safe to say you didn't have the energy for anything. Thankfully the dorm was quiet, it was a more chill day. You thanked whatever blessed you with this rare occurrence.
You took advantage of slow morning and took a small nap on the dining room table as everyone slowly woke up. One of them being Seungmin. He sat next to you seeing your head down, perfect target for some teasing. What he found was out of the ordinary to him. You instantly cuddle up to him, his warmth drawing you in.
You leaned yourself on his elbow, but still wanting to be annoying he subtly pulled it away until your head hit the table. He did it a few more times managing to fool your tired brain. Eventually you got bothered enough to harshly pull on his arm making him give it to you so you can rest on it. His eyes widened at your sudden action as you layed your head on his arm.
He felt his cheeks flush and his heart rate increase as you hugged his arm to keep it in place. You layed your head on it content as sleep took over you. He huffed leaning on his unoccupied arm. He waited for the others to leave their rooms needing something to distract him.
As chan left his room he couldn't help but coo as he saw Seungmin with you laying on his arm. He'd compare it to a big dog being put in its place by a small kitten. He swiftly take out his phone and take a picture before walking up to Seungmin and taking another. Sequences of photos of him realizing, his face flushing yet again, and him trying to reach for Chan's phone. And that's when you woke up. You stirred awake as Seungmins arm moved away finally getting some semblance of energy.
"Oh you woke her up" chan teased as he tiptoed his way to the kitchen to get started on breakfast. You looked up at him with a bothered expression. Without much thought, you manovered him. Moving his arms out the way as you hugged him scooting your chair closer to him. He stayed still for a while looking down at you as you held onto him once again falling asleep. He sighed feeling a bit exasperated that he couldn't bother you. But let you sleep as the rest started to wake up and file into the room.
Trying something new out lmk if you like it . Might take requests for these if people like them
Despite being sick Beomgyu insists on showing you how you make him feel. How worked up his foggy mind made him. Only thoughts of you taking care of him coursing through him. Sadly to his dismay you had to work, and he had to improvise. Why not get the better out of it. He presses record on his phone and puts on a show for you.
I think I finally have a bias wrecker after years of not having one cuz omg. The way I want this man. The way I need him. The fucking thoughts I have of him. I might think if him more than my bias. And that's saying a lot cuz I have a lot of jungeon edits, but who has the second most fucking Sunoo.
Omg I want him so bad. Hes so he's so he's so hot. He's so hot and sexy and cute and and handsome and ahh. Theres a wolf inside me and it craves for Sunoo. I'm scared for the 23 hybe curse cuz I know it'll hit him hard. He's not close to it but stillll. It'll hit him hard. You know what else would hit him hard? My ass on his lap eyo.
Anyways the way he bites the jacket, his smile, his fucking side profile. The way his hair covers his eyes, the thursts. Bro look at me. The way he's moving his body so smoothly. I already had a thought in my head that he's like the best out of all of them with his stroke game and like. This shit confirms it. Like the way he smoothly moved his hips.
Just like imagine that against your own the smooth grind before he pulls back out and continued his thrusts. Youd feel every inch of him shift inside you. And that smile I bet he'd have the same smile at your reaction before getting a little shy about it. He'd look away not wanting any of your judgment but then youd ask him to do it again. Some switch flips and he's suddenly very confident in what he's doing. Both hands at the side of your head as he sensually fucks into you. You feel the grind of his cock inside you as he hits the deepest parts. His pelvis flush against yours as he grinds into you just to get his favorite reaction out of you.
