just a girl

[h3av3nly3]

I saw these birds flying around as a group and it was so...awe inspiring to me? Winter is so rough. I wish things were more gentle because it really should be. The cusp of Spring brings this feeling of desperation, and a teetering between hopeless and hopeful, and I'm so, so ready for the Spring. These birds reminded me it's just right around the corner, that brighter days are ahead and things won't feel so...bleak for long.

This week, I want to be soft with me and listen to what I need and set the tone for the way I want my Spring time to be, at the very least with myself. When it's quiet, and it's just me, alone (as I am right now) I want to feel comfort in knowing everything will be alright. Get out of my head and into my body. Into the present moment.

It'll be brighter soon.

[h3av3nly3]

I'm so tired of carrying all of this anger, grief, and sadness. Where do I even put it? Where does it go? I've bent myself out of shape trying to hold it and the task of untangling myself for some fucking relief feels so monumental. I don't know where to begin and I have a hard time with placing faith in seeing the journey through because I'm also afraid. But this weight in my chest is getting too heavy for me to bare.

[h3av3nly3]

Valentine reading

[h3av3nly3]

This year, I'll dedicate myself to my own happiness. To finding out what that even means for me. What it looks like. You spend years and years putting other people first, you eventually forget what it is that brings you joy, or even know what you need, when you need it.

The journey is the journey.

[akreon]

I got to paint Shadowheart for Magic: The Gathering🖤

"Beseech the Queen" Secret Lair x Dungeons & Dragons

AD: Jacob Covey

[holespoles]

Akira Kusaka

"An Unexpected Visitor"

日下明

「意外な来客」

[majestictortoise]

puttering around the house is an underrated form a self-care. make some tea or coffee. put on a podcast. sort the mail. tidy some pillows and fold some blankets. start the laundry. thaw some soup. just casually wander around aimlessly doing little things to make your space and life a little nicer. who cares if you get distracted or only do a little. you aren't being productive. you're puttering.

[jodeeeart]

Can I just say what a fucking pleasure, what a fucking treat it is to just post art freely like that. Compared to the bizarre tension of posting on Instagram, it's refreshing to just blap 'em out here and not feel any kind of awkward about it at all. Works can be unrelated, different mediums and shared without the weird, unnecessary production bloat of social media.

[3nedolena]

Église Saint-Paul-Saint-Louis, the first Baroque church in Paris, built between 1627 and 1641, commissioned by Louis XIII

[deaddolly444]

I love you Joan Of Arc

[arterial-blues-deactivated20260]

Heibon Punch Magazine - February 3, 1969

[enchantedbook]

'The Visit At Moonlight' by Edmund Thomas, 1832

[h3av3nly3]

I actually hate tamagotchi scalpers with such a passion it's actually ridiculous. Like the commodification of my wanting to just have some semblance of childlike serotonin and nostalgia in THESE times feels especially egregious, like I actually want to fight these people. MIND YOU, I ACTUALLY JUST WANT TO PLAY THE TAMA, NOT JUST COLLECT IT SO IT CAN OBTAIN DUST IN A BOX SOMEWHERE.

Why is it like this lmao. I have the meets which I was lucky enough to thrift for a reasonable price (aka, they didn't want it anymore so they just resold it for how much they paid for it, like an actual angel) but the screen got damaged when I moved from my last place and I could honestly just fucking scream because it is IMPOSSIBLE TO GET ANOTHER ONE OR REPLACE THE SCREEN?? WITHOUT PAYING $200+ ?! LMAO are we okay????

And then I take that to chin, charge it to the game, I find out there was a cutesy one that released this year and ALREADY?!?!?! THE SCALPERS KNOW NO REST. They buy ALL of the online stock just to POST IT ONLINE LMAOOO FOR 2-3x the price.

I just want a little bit of joy in life and the greed in people just ache to rip it away. All of the time.

[saintfelina]

[nosleepstreet]

[uroko]

kyoto,  京都.

[metamorphesque]

Water Lilies, Claude Monet