Airon✮ @h3roinchicmodel - Tumblr Blog

hi!!

🫧 I'm Airon! I'm 18yo. I'm unlabeled and genderfluid I go by he/they. I'm Brazilian (sim gnt nn sou gringo) so I speak both English and Portuguese (might post on two languages).

🫧 I created this blog cuz I wanna be a model and I need to lose weight urgently!

🫧 Also for me to vent and for my stupid ED. It is my only safe space so please don't report me. Block instead.

🫧 I love making friends and moots! Feel free to dm me if you want <3

🫧 I encourage recovery but I'm not in it myself, If you're in recovery (or considering it) please stay away from my blog for your own good.

🫧 Also please stay away if you're below 13, if you don't have an eating disorder or judge those who do have one, if you're LGBTQ+ phobic, ableist, racist, or an overall dick. Thanks :)

active since September 2023

active in June 2024

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I need my clothes to hang off of me and make me look like I’m nothing

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ofc i want to heal my relationship with food.. once i’m skinny

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i’m so hungry rn, but i was hungry yesterday and survived so???? getting over it

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Thinspo dump because I overate on my birthday and now I'm super motivated to fast again.

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“nothing tastes as good as skinny feels”

— Kate moss

a very important topic about the journey in 3d!!

My opinion is that there's no point in you suffering all this to be thin and cut yourself, cuz then when you reach your Ugw you'll still not be able to wear the clothes you want bcs everything will be cut off looking like the Fruit Ninja game.

In my opinion I don't find 3D sc4rs attractive in my body and some people are disgusted by those who do this and I think you wanna be accepted and not rejected by everyone, right? but remember you are not invalidated if you are doing this! take care of yourself!

xoxo :)

ed vent!!

One thing I've been realizing for a few days is that I've never had a problem with my 3D or with food, I've always eaten what I wanted in the right amount without "overdoing" or "overeating"

But now that I started f4sting and looking from the "other side" whenever I finish a f4st I have compulsions, and they are not compulsions that go away because I keep eating and chewing all day long even if I'm not hungry I just simply can't control it, and I've NEVER had a problem with it but now I'm realizing it's getting out of control.

My last fast was 62 hours and I haven't stopped eating for two days and I actually felt sick. Yesterday I went to sleep at 4:30am because I had chest pain that was worse due to the food and almost 3 days without eating.

Even so, I'm going to wait for another opportunity to do more long f4sts because I was better off without eating than I am now.

I'll try to take control again!

report of my first 62 hours of f4sting (2 and a half days)

started: Friday, Oct. 6th at 12:40 am

ending: Sunday, Oct. 8th at 2:53 pm

day 1: It was bearable but at 11am I felt stressed and tired (at this time it is normal to have these symptoms)

day 2: This is the worst day, very hungry, dry throat and A LOT of desire to b1nge (I controlled myself with lots of water and vinegar, I already posted the recipe here)

half a day 3: I didn't feel like eating, but I had to break my fast because I have class on Monday

next fast will be 72 hours as soon as I can

an@ tips!!

If you want to satisfy your hunger, which you know is psychological, just take 1L of water and dilute it with 3/4 spoons of vinegar, when you feel hungry, just drink it, in addition to staving off hunger, vinegar helps burn fat. on fasting day combined with exercise is perfect