I do what I want

Semi Selective Connor Walsh How to Get Away With Murder Indie RP blog

[deyrion]

        My name is Damon, I’m a trans man who’s been struggling with chronic depression & PTSD for most of my life, and I’m in crisis. I am being forced to find a new place to live. Ever since my child was born, I’ve been trying to find a way to be a parent, while getting help from my own parents & continuously getting triggered along the way. I’ve been fighting this for over twelve years now. I’m told to rise above my triggers, to deal with them every day while the person triggering me refuses to respect my mental needs. With the prospect of losing custody of my child and the looming threat of eviction, I cannot stay within this toxic environment any longer.

        If I don’t find a new place to live, there is a high chance that I will be kicked out. I’ve already been outed to my child, and if everything continues as it is, I probably won’t get her back.

         I need to find a new beginning, a place to start again. I live in Madisonville, LA, and I have a friend in California who is willing to take me in. However he’s strapped for cash and I need to find a way to get there myself.  

       Because of my high anxiety, along with my other issues, holding down a job recently has been one of my many obstacles, I haven’t had money to pay my insurance or the outstanding ticket on my license, nor do I have money to fix my car.

The amount of money I need to move to California is as follows:    - $210 to reactivate my car insurance    - $450 to reinstate my driver’s license    - $200 to $3000 to fix my car. The reason why there is such a big gap here is because it is a Prius, and one of the batteries is malfunctioning, and until they attempt the repair they cannot know which one. If it’s the small one, it will just cost me around $200, but if it’s the big one, it’ll be up to $3000.     - Lastly, I need $500 for travel expenses (gas, food, etc.).

      If any of you could help me find a way to start again or just share this, I would be very thankful. <3            My PayPal is Here                     My youcaring is here.

[haiirgell]

~Semi-Hiatus~

I’ve been trying not to do this to this blog, but unfortunately I’ve hardly been on it, & I’m hardly getting replies in when I do respond. So I’m putting this blog on Semi-Hiatus bcuz I’m still going to try occasionally to push out replies. If anyone wishes to end any plotlines or ships bcuz of it you can just send me an ask & I’ll understand. <3 (otherwise I’ll still consider them active c:)

I have been thinking of doing something that a friend did in hopes of being more active on this blog (& considering I’m going to be making another one soonish it may be a good way to keep my connor muse around). What I’ve been considering doing is making my Connor a sideblog to my oliver blog. Which is hackification. If anyone is interested in rping with Connor as a sideblog please like this post. If I get enough people that are interested I’ll go ahead & move him over.

[haiirgell]

~Semi-Hiatus~

I’ve been trying not to do this to this blog, but unfortunately I’ve hardly been on it, & I’m hardly getting replies in when I do respond. So I’m putting this blog on Semi-Hiatus bcuz I’m still going to try occasionally to push out replies. If anyone wishes to end any plotlines or ships bcuz of it you can just send me an ask & I’ll understand. <3 (otherwise I’ll still consider them active c:)

I have been thinking of doing something that a friend did in hopes of being more active on this blog (& considering I’m going to be making another one soonish it may be a good way to keep my connor muse around). What I’ve been considering doing is making my Connor a sideblog to my oliver blog. Which is hackification. If anyone is interested in rping with Connor as a sideblog please like this post. If I get enough people that are interested I’ll go ahead & move him over.

[haiirgell]

~Semi-Hiatus~

I’ve been trying not to do this to this blog, but unfortunately I’ve hardly been on it, & I’m hardly getting replies in when I do respond. So I’m putting this blog on Semi-Hiatus bcuz I’m still going to try occasionally to push out replies. If anyone wishes to end any plotlines or ships bcuz of it you can just send me an ask & I’ll understand. <3 (otherwise I’ll still consider them active c:)

I have been thinking of doing something that a friend did in hopes of being more active on this blog (& considering I’m going to be making another one soonish it may be a good way to keep my connor muse around). What I’ve been considering doing is making my Connor a sideblog to my oliver blog. Which is hackification. If anyone is interested in rping with Connor as a sideblog please like this post. If I get enough people that are interested I’ll go ahead & move him over.

[haiirgell]

~Semi-Hiatus~

I’ve been trying not to do this to this blog, but unfortunately I’ve hardly been on it, & I’m hardly getting replies in when I do respond. So I’m putting this blog on Semi-Hiatus bcuz I’m still going to try occasionally to push out replies. If anyone wishes to end any plotlines or ships bcuz of it you can just send me an ask & I’ll understand. <3 (otherwise I’ll still consider them active c:)

I have been thinking of doing something that a friend did in hopes of being more active on this blog (& considering I’m going to be making another one soonish it may be a good way to keep my connor muse around). What I’ve been considering doing is making my Connor a sideblog to my oliver blog. Which is hackification. If anyone is interested in rping with Connor as a sideblog please like this post. If I get enough people that are interested I’ll go ahead & move him over.

[haiirgell]

~Semi-Hiatus~

I’ve been trying not to do this to this blog, but unfortunately I’ve hardly been on it, & I’m hardly getting replies in when I do respond. So I’m putting this blog on Semi-Hiatus bcuz I’m still going to try occasionally to push out replies. If anyone wishes to end any plotlines or ships bcuz of it you can just send me an ask & I’ll understand. <3 (otherwise I’ll still consider them active c:)

I have been thinking of doing something that a friend did in hopes of being more active on this blog (& considering I’m going to be making another one soonish it may be a good way to keep my connor muse around). What I’ve been considering doing is making my Connor a sideblog to my oliver blog. Which is hackification. If anyone is interested in rping with Connor as a sideblog please like this post. If I get enough people that are interested I’ll go ahead & move him over.

[haiirgell]

~Semi-Hiatus~

I’ve been trying not to do this to this blog, but unfortunately I’ve hardly been on it, & I’m hardly getting replies in when I do respond. So I’m putting this blog on Semi-Hiatus bcuz I’m still going to try occasionally to push out replies. If anyone wishes to end any plotlines or ships bcuz of it you can just send me an ask & I’ll understand. <3 (otherwise I’ll still consider them active c:)

I have been thinking of doing something that a friend did in hopes of being more active on this blog (& considering I’m going to be making another one soonish it may be a good way to keep my connor muse around). What I’ve been considering doing is making my Connor a sideblog to my oliver blog. Which is hackification. If anyone is interested in rping with Connor as a sideblog please like this post. If I get enough people that are interested I’ll go ahead & move him over.

[haiirgell]

~Semi-Hiatus~

I’ve been trying not to do this to this blog, but unfortunately I’ve hardly been on it, & I’m hardly getting replies in when I do respond. So I’m putting this blog on Semi-Hiatus bcuz I’m still going to try occasionally to push out replies. If anyone wishes to end any plotlines or ships bcuz of it you can just send me an ask & I’ll understand. <3 (otherwise I’ll still consider them active c:)

I have been thinking of doing something that a friend did in hopes of being more active on this blog (& considering I’m going to be making another one soonish it may be a good way to keep my connor muse around). What I’ve been considering doing is making my Connor a sideblog to my oliver blog. Which is hackification. If anyone is interested in rping with Connor as a sideblog please like this post. If I get enough people that are interested I’ll go ahead & move him over.

[haiirgell]

~Semi-Hiatus~

I’ve been trying not to do this to this blog, but unfortunately I’ve hardly been on it, & I’m hardly getting replies in when I do respond. So I’m putting this blog on Semi-Hiatus bcuz I’m still going to try occasionally to push out replies. If anyone wishes to end any plotlines or ships bcuz of it you can just send me an ask & I’ll understand. <3 (otherwise I’ll still consider them active c:)

I have been thinking of doing something that a friend did in hopes of being more active on this blog (& considering I’m going to be making another one soonish it may be a good way to keep my connor muse around). What I’ve been considering doing is making my Connor a sideblog to my oliver blog. Which is hackification. If anyone is interested in rping with Connor as a sideblog please like this post. If I get enough people that are interested I’ll go ahead & move him over.

[haiirgell]

~Semi-Hiatus~

I’ve been trying not to do this to this blog, but unfortunately I’ve hardly been on it, & I’m hardly getting replies in when I do respond. So I’m putting this blog on Semi-Hiatus bcuz I’m still going to try occasionally to push out replies. If anyone wishes to end any plotlines or ships bcuz of it you can just send me an ask & I’ll understand. <3 (otherwise I’ll still consider them active c:)

I have been thinking of doing something that a friend did in hopes of being more active on this blog (& considering I’m going to be making another one soonish it may be a good way to keep my connor muse around). What I’ve been considering doing is making my Connor a sideblog to my oliver blog. Which is hackification. If anyone is interested in rping with Connor as a sideblog please like this post. If I get enough people that are interested I’ll go ahead & move him over.

[formerfirstson-archive]

As Connor walked inside the office, TJ stood at the entrance. Back leaned against the wall, playing with his phone and casually looking up to check nor the Senator nor his brother were coming back. But damn, the law student was taking so fucking long to get the goddamn file. Maybeit hadn’t passed that much time, but it felt as if Connor had walked in the office an hour ago. “ How much longer are you gonna take? ” TJ whispered in exasperation at the door, hoping the male would hear him.

[haiirgell]

The moment he heard TJ’s whispered words he winces, mentally kicking himself because he realized how much time had passed. Quickly slides the file into his briefcase, he pauses when he turns to the door. Tugging a few sheets of paper out of the file only to bury it in another pocket, he’d been digging through the other files, looking for more information on those select few sheets he’d lost all track of the time. Heading towards the door, he glances over his shoulder before leaning against the wall near the door & whispers back. “ I’m all done, is the hall clear? ”

[hellyiss]

хм как-то так

[drwellsx]

                          “I was ready when it began.” He responded with his own smirk. It had been a miserable winter  for the most part he had to admit. But it always could have been  worse.                             ”How about yourself?” 

[haiirgell]

Connor was trying to think of anything but how much of a miserable winter it had been, the farther away from it he got & stayed out of jail, the happier he’d be. He was getting better at not showing it.

        “ Oh I was ready the moment all the season greetings ended,                                                                 it looses it’s appeal after that. ”

[dear-indies]

Reblog if you're an indie HTGAWM RP account.

We are creating a masterlist for every How to Get Away with Murder roleplayer.

The list is here.

[formerfirstson-archive]

“ So you’d skip your field trip to stay here if I asked you politely? ” There’s a moan he can not stop from falling form his lips at Connor’s actions. His tongue pushes further against the other’s, longing for more friction but the law student pulled tongue, only to suck it into his mouth only to pull away pretty quick. “ Oh, I will. If only to give you a boner in public. ” He smirks, stealing one last fervent kiss before pushing himself off the cabinet, or else he’d be the one getting a boner, and TJ wouldn’t let Connor leave with that satisfaction. “ You’re coming back to pick up where we left off? ” Fixing the askew collar of Connor’s shirt, TJ’s eyebrows raised cheekily at the question.

[haiirgell]

“ Ask me & you'll find out. ” Connor drank Tj's moan his mouth curving into a smirk, his lips pulling at the other man's only to groan lightly at the feel of his tongue sliding deeper into his mouth, grunting almost silently when TJ pulls away. Returns his fervent kiss before taking a step back when TJ slides off the cabinet. “ I'll look forward to you trying. ” Course his words was only to see what his lover would do in reaction, he loved pushing his buttons sometimes. Most of the time. “ Wouldn't miss it for the world. ” Leans forward & kisses Tj long & hard, resisting the jerk to tug him closer once more. 

[haiirgell]

koenigsblut:

Jack’s pupils are blown as he returned his attention upon Connor, fingertips running along the back of the other’s neck to keep him close and enjoy the sensation of teeth running along his jawline. He knew this was meant to be a distraction and he honestly could not care less this very moment, humming pleased as he listens to the other’s voice. “You should always take me as a challenge,” he started to mutter lowly, laying back and shifting beneath to make it himself more comfortable, a lazy grin curling around his lips before his tongue darted out to lick them slowly, “and for now I am not a Major,” who was just another mask of him. Another lie, but probably the most honest one of all. Pushing those thoughts away, he rather run his fingers through dark hair, tugging lightly at some strands, a confirming sigh falling off his lips.

"That what you want, having me on my knees before you?" Which would not even be the first time, but the image was never getting old and Jack enjoyed the though of some certain kind of control, and who else was in control if not the one who pushed for the other’s release?

The fingertips running over his skin & tugging his hair causes light shivers down his back, causing him to lightly nip Jack's flesh teasingly with his teeth, brown eyes glancing up with a crooked smirk, slowly moving back up his lover's body to press their hips together. His darkened eyes looking to his before moving his mouth to tease & scrap Jack's neck. He could live with distracting himself this way, lightly telling himself it was such even as he enjoyed the light brushes of their hips firmly together, their hardened flesh brushing together with slow long movements of his hips. Lightly telling himself it was just a distraction, just a simple distraction. A very fun distraction. “ I can do that. ”

Gradually pressing their groins more firmly together as he grinds their hips together, moving faster & faster before he kisses Jack deeply, slipping off of him as he pulls his lover up by the tuff of his hair. Forgetting more & more of the reasons behind his panic attack. “ That's exactly what I want, you on your knees using that mouth on until I tell you to stop. ”

[sickassjigsaw-archive]

Send me ‘✐’ for a handwritten note for your muse from my muse

haiirgell