“Every night her thoughts weighed heavily on her soul, but every morning she would get up to fight another day. Every night she survived.”
— r.h.sin

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@haikainy
“Every night her thoughts weighed heavily on her soul, but every morning she would get up to fight another day. Every night she survived.”
— r.h.sin
I think it's incredible the capacity I have to live for others, besides, I can't live by myself.
Because everything makes me believe that all is worth to protect, even if my life is not worth living.
I believe in everyone, but I don't believe me.
Shame o me.
I am not alive anymore, just surviving.
Stay alive.
I feel miserable but at the same time it is the only thing that keeps me alive.
I just feel. And to feel is the meaning to survive... at least I think so.
I am so lost. Where is it? My hope? Where I put it?
I don't know the answer, I am just a wander right know,
who can't find a answer...
Quando pedires alguma coisa, pede presentes que não se vendem em lojas: um ‘’gosto muito de ti’’, um ‘’obrigada por existires’’, um ‘’estou aqui para ti, sempre’’.
Quando pedires alguma coisa, pede de presente ABRAÇOS apertados, gargalhadas altas, colo de quem mais amas, mãos dadas o ano inteiro, ombros que te seguram, CORAÇÕES onde podes morar sem prazo de validade.
Quando pedires alguma coisa, pede de presente olhos que brilham por ti e para ti, palavras que te protegem e cuidam como sol em dias frios, os pequenos nadas que valem tudo na vida, o essencial que ocupa, sem pesar, o lado esquerdo do peito, e o fermento da alegria que faz a vida valer a pena.
Quando pedires alguma, pede que te ensine a viver de peito aberto. E a acreditar - sem mas - que há uma LUZ ao fundo do túnel para cada escuridão que tiveres de enfrentar.
English translation
When you ask for something, ask for gifts that are not sold in stores: a ‘’ I really like you ’’, a ‘’ thank you for existing ’’, a ‘’ I’m here for you, always ’’.
When you ask for something, ask for tight HUGS, loud laughs, the lap of the one you love the most, holding hands all year, shoulders that hold you, HEARTS where you can live without expiration date.
When you ask for something, ask for a gift of eyes that shine for you and for you, words that protect and care for you like the sun on cold days, the little things that are worth everything in life, the essential that occupies, without regret, the left side of chest, and the leaven of joy that makes life worthwhile.
When you ask for one, ask me to teach you how to live with an open chest. And to believe - without but - that there is a LIGHT at the end of the tunnel for every darkness you face.
Nunca te vou dizer...
Quando foi que que deixamos de ser amigos? Tu conheces os meus segredos, conheces sobre os meus medos... e isso tudo me deixa vulnerável. Eu entendo agora... eu fugi (como sempre fujo de tudo) de nós... e isso fez-te mudar... eu e minha mania de esconder tudo o que sinto, afasto quem eu quero ter por perto. Eu e minha mania de ouvir e calar, saio sempre a perder. E de tanto perder, desacreditei em mim. Preciso me encontrar.
Eu achando que ser forte era não demonstrar, quando na verdade, por dentro, estou a desmoronar.
Eu não sei amar.
Porque hoje dói estar sozinha e sem saber de ti, percebo o quão mal eu te fiz.
Minha culpa.
Nunca atendi, nunca respondi, nunca liguei, nunca demonstrei e nem encarei o que eu mesma sentia.
Mais uma vez consegui fazer o que sei de melhor; afastar as pessoas de mim.
Nem sei cuidar de mim e eu querendo cuidar de ti...
Eu não sei amar.
E foi assim que te perdi.
Saudades. Desculpa.
I'm way too good at goodbyes...
“Pain changes people. It makes them trust less, overthink more, and shut people out.”
— lessonslearnedinlife.com
The struggle is real.
“There’s a time to be a nice person, and a time to say enough is enough.”
— Unknown
“Don’t fear failure. Fear being in the same place in a year from now.”
— Unknown
And maybe you're just
another bad habit,
that I'm struggling
to let go of.
This might hurt me. //ma.c.a
“Just wanna stay busy so I don’t have time to feel anything.”
—
“It’s a hell of a responsibility to be yourself. It’s much easier to be somebody else or nobody at all.”
— Sylvia Plath (via quotemadness)
“When a toxic person can no longer control you, they will try to control how others see you. This misinformation will feel unfair, but stay above it, trusting that other people will eventually see the truth - just like you did.”
— Unknown
#thestruggleisreal
“One of the advantages of being disorganized is that one is always having surprising discoveries.”
— A.A. Milne
#thestruggleisreal
My feelings might be deep, but not as deep as the of my tears
“I can’t promise to solve all your problems but I can promise that you won’t have to face them alone.”
— Unknown
Someone will love you
But someone is not me...
“Big things are often just little things that people notice.”
— Markus Zusak (via quotemadness)
I NEED YOU, YOU NEED ME OR ANYONE ELSE AND ANYONE ELSE WILL NEED YOU.
And that's the true.