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@haileefields: whats it to you

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milofuckedup​:

He let out a breath that resembled a laugh as he rolled his eyes and shook his head, there was nothing in the world that he could have found to be less true than that statement. “I am going to end up with no one Hales.. lets be honest, if and thats a BIG if, these people even do like me, they like me for the idea that I am this fixable, broken, unattainable thing that isnt who I really am.. I am so fucking tired of being reduced down to the idea of a person..” he was babbing at this point, letting every idea that had stewed in his head for the last couple days float out into the air between them. He felt her arms around her and he melted, holding her close and letting out a breath that took out every bit of anxiety within him. He was ready to drink the day away with his friend and let all of this bullshit go, even if just for a few hours. “well.. maybe we could use my powers of seduction” he couldnt help but cackle, him seductive was just laughable. He had slept with three people in his almost 25 years on this planet and one of them was only once. He was that farthest from what these blogs were making him out to be “and the fear you invoke.. we could run this town” he was already pouring another shot. “well.. Nate apparently is in love with me” he rolled his eyes “farthest thing from the truth, that man tolerates me at best, and thinks of me as a pathetic puppy at worst” he shook his head “so I clearly have some strings there.. I wont let them destroy you” he laughed  

“What if we made a pact that if we’re both still single by like thirty then we just get married ourselves?” She giggled. “Your powers of seduction?” She said raising an eyebrow. “Oh please give me a little show. I would love to see that.” She said as she moved to sit back up on the counter. Hailee had learned a lot about seduction when she had left Crawford for California, but she would never admit that. Despite being more confident on the outside she was riddled with insecurities and fears on the inside. “Please teach me your ways Magic Milo.” She said as she sat back and prepared for whatever Milo would do. When Milo mentioned the idea of Nate being in love with him her heart nearly dropped to her stomach. She couldn’t fathom the idea of her best friend and ex love being in love. “Oh?” She said not knowing what else to say. “It’s fine you don’t have to pull any strings. He has every right to hate me. What I did was pretty fucked up and it’s not like I’ve explained anything nor am I going to to anyone but like you.” She said as she took another shot, feeling the warmth through her body. 

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milofuckedup​:

“you didnt have me last time” he held up his digits and wiggled them “magic fingers, I could swipe us anything, we just have to live in my car” he was laughing again. “happily ever after sounds nice, but also very boring, no good book has ever truly ended with happily ever after” he shrugged a little and let his dimple cave in as she poked his cheek, his cheek now surrounding her finger. “Im honored Hales” he scrunched his nose and let his back rest against the refrigerator. “apparently everyone is in love with me, and all my friends have been lying to me, and my private moments arent so private anymore. I have some how been labeled the one who is running around on everyone else.. and… honestly I am just sick of it..” he shook his head “none of those people have feelings for me, because Im fucking me.. like come the fuck on.. everyone can do better than me, thats the one thing that the gossip blog and I can agree on..” he huffed, he was getting overwhelmed. He truly hadnt stepped foot out of his house in days, too scared to go out into the town now that he had felt so violated. Milo raised his shot “I dont even have anything to cheers for..” he laughed, shaking his head and downing the shot without so much as blinking, like it was water. “another?” 

The girl’s heart broke for him as she heard Milo speak. “Hey, well you know what Milo. Whoever you end up with is going to be the luckiest person in the world, and if I have to fight anyone for you I will.” She said as she went over to hug the boy. Hailee would never consider herself good at comforting someone, but she tried her best. “You’re amazing and don’t let anyone tell you otherwise, okay.” She said as she pulled away from the hug to take a shot with the boy. “And hey if anything we’re two fucked up people together. You know that gossip blog may not really talk about me...or well apparently they’re afraid of me...but aside the point...” She said as she got off topic, the liquor beginning to hit her. “They may not talk about me, but most of this town hates me so....I mean like the other day I got into a huge fight with the Sinclaires and that sure sucked, and I’m sure they aren’t the only ones who wants to literally destroy me.”

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ofbellcir​:

it   was   probably   an   unusual   sight   ,   she   could   give   them   that   .   it’s   not   everyday   you   see   a   person   walking   their   cat   around   on   a   leash   .   bella   found   it   comical   that   she   got   so   many   looks   from   strangers   .   standing   as   alcatraz   sniffs   around   ,   she   notices   another   onlooker   ,      and   she   couldn’t   help   but   engage   .   “   what   ,   have   you   never   seen   a   cat   before   ?   “

Hailee thought she was still high from what she had smoked the day before when she saw a cat on a leash. She looked from the cat to the owner and registered that it was Bella and couldn’t help but laugh. “Honestly I was trying to figure out if I’m still high or if you’re walking your cat on a leash? Probably both.” She giggled. Of course she expected nothing else but a sassy reply from one of her best friends and one of the few people who didn’t seem to hate her in Crawford. “Honestly if it were anyone else I would certainly be more confused.”

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milofuckedup​:

“change something like what?? run away together?” he laughed shaking his head, the idea was nice enough. Him and his best friend on the road, taking on shitty town after shitty town. “hate to break it to ya starshine, but im flat broke, and it wont be long until I cant even afford this shit hole town” he laughed, it was the easiest thing to do, that or cry. He stuck with the first option. “well I dont have any gossip, but apparently the whole town has gossip on my behalf” his voice caught in his throat, it was hard to admit, reading those things definitely had caused him to spiral. He drank a lot more, and talked to a very select few people, he couldnt bring himself to interact anymore. “shots!” he all but yelled out in excitement

“I tried that and it failed, remember? But yes Milo let’s run away together, fall in love and live a happy life.” She joked. “But to be fair if I were to have a happily ever after with anyone here it would be you.” She teased as she poked his cheek. “Oh?” She raised an eyebrow as she heard Milo speak. She knew she didn’t have many friends in town, but to hear Milo had gossip going around about him was shocking. She thought nothing but good of the boy. “Break too many heart, babe?” She joked again as she finished her cup and went to pour them some shots. “Alright go big or go home.” She said as she grabbed her own shot and raised it up to Milo’s.

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crawford task #001: hailee’s insta

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milofuckedup​:

He rolled his baby blues as she joked, letting his shoulder bump into hers as they sat on his rickety counter, chipped and in desperate need of repair. “we..wow.. youre right.. we are kind of really good at this whole being adults thing..?” he smirked, finishing off his cup and sliding off the counter. “Im not trying to go into work hungover, Im trying to pass out so drunk that when I wake up I am going into work still drunk, terrified of when the hang over hits mid shift” he laughed, it was something he had done quite a lot. Working a dead end, meaningless job meant you could show up in whatever state you were in. 

“Oh totally. Drunk, single, living in a shit ass town. We have to change something about that...maybe not...I don’t know...” She said as she drank some more. Hailee didn’t ever really have solutions to her problems except to run away, so she wasn’t one to actually suggest change. “So any new hot gossip in your life? Tell me all of it.” She laughed. “And don’t worry if you aren’t drunk at work I’ll bring you some shots. In fact, we should take some shots now.”

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nxtehqs​:

“that’s literally what you said, hailee. are you not hearing yourself?” he furrowed his eyebrows, still shaking his head in disbelief. “becoming a new person is fine but hurting other people to get your way isn’t,” he stated, frowning deeply at her words. he really didn’t understand where she was going with this, hurting him with each word he said. he should just turn his back and leave now. she didn’t deserve his time a day. he rolled his eyes. “well…yeah. the least you could do is apologize for being so fucking rude about it. i understand completely that you wanted a better life for yourself but can you imagine being in my position and having literally one fucking friend in this joke of a town who decides to kick you in the dirt and ditch you just like everyone fucking else?” he argued with her. yes, he was aware he was making this more personal than necessary but he was mad and in his mind, he had every right to be. he laughed then. “what is there to be happy for you about? you’re right back where you started, aren’t you?” he raised an eyebrow, smirking down at her. “you’re totally right. why am i even bothering? i’d much rather be anywhere than here with you,”

“Well I’m sorry. Better?” She spat sarcastically. Deep down she actually meant it, but she was in too deep to admit that now. “Boohoo, I’m sorry having only one friend was your biggest problem here, but that wasn’t mine. My father was mine, so I would much rather take being alone over being stuck here with him.” She said as she took a step forward closer to Nate becoming more confrontational the angrier she got. She was angry at herself, but it was becoming easy to take it out on him. Push the person closest to her away. “Then why are you still standing her Nate? Having fun staring at me? Missing all of this?” She was anger and letting her anger get the best of her. Normally she wouldn’t say anything about herself, but she didn’t care right now. 

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hudscnfm​:

          he  smirked  at  her  words.  “you  know  i’d  try,  but  i  doubt  they’d  listen  to  me.”  his  laugh  was  short  and  his  brow  creased  at  hailee’s  mention  of  messy  —  not  that  it  was  surprising  that  her  interactions  with  them  went  awry,  but  hudson  couldn’t  help  the  concern  that  creeped  in.  “what  happened  ?  do  i  need  to  go  all  big  brother  on  them  ?”  though  he  doubted  that  would  do  much  good,  he  felt  a  protective  urge  for  hailee.  her  next  question  helped  him  breathe  a  little  lighter  and  he  cast  a  glance  around  the  book  store.  “one  book  ?  damn,  you  pose  a  tough  dilemma.”  his  lips  pursed  as  his  eyes  trailed  over  the  covers.  finally,  his  gaze  landed  upon  doctor  sleep  by  stephen  king  and  he  snatched  it  up  to  shake  towards  hailee.  “yes,  this  one.  a  classic  author,  a  classic  story,”  he  said,  smiling  at  the  cover  dreamily.  “though  if  you’re  not  a  fan  of  horror,  i  don’t  recommend.”

“How about if we just disassociate from our own families and start our own family?” She laughed, until she realized how that sounded. “Not like that...I mean...you know what I mean...” She said her cheeks heating up from the embarrassment. She knew they both had their own set of family issues. Of course, only Nate knew the extent of Hailee’s family issues, but after ruining that relationship she didn’t have anyone to get that deep with nor did she trust anyone enough for that. “I’m not a fan of horror nor do I read much, but if you say it’s good I guess I’ll give it a shot just for you.”

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cordeliasfm​:

Cordelia had found a nice spot in Crawford after moving here not so long ago, it had become her favorite spot to frequent and not to mention, she was away from all the chaos that is her entire family. Don’t get her wrong, she loves her older siblings and how hard all of them have worked to be able to make ends meet, but it could be a bit much at times especially now that at least half of them had kids of their own and the house had become incredibly crowded. She didn’t think anyone else frequented this place, especially since it wasn’t much to look at, so when she saw the other, she couldn’t help but grin. “Me neither.” She admitted before then shrugging. “I guess you could say that.”

Hailee looked up and smiled when she saw Cordelia. She didn’t know the girl well, but she welcomed any face in Crawford that didn’t absolutely want to punch her in the face. “What happened to you?” She said as she moved to make room in the shade. “I feel like most days here are long days, you know? Like if a day actually goes by fast and painless it’s a miracle.”

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milofuckedup​:

As the liquor burned its way down his esophagus he smiled, it was welcome, but it made his eyelids hang a little heavier. The many hours up and thoughts that wouldnt shut up were catching up to him, and he loved the way the warmth seemed to wrap him up. Her laugh cut through the exhaustion and he laughed with her·“I could never imagine you·of all people.. a rebel? would have never guessed” he continued with the light tone, one bursting at the seams with sarcasm. He pushed himself up onto the counter and let his laugh continue through his words·“I love how you didnt say whether it was a good or bad influence, because I am pretty sure we are drinking heavily at 7PM on a Wednesday” he smirked.·

The girl couldn’t help but laugh as Milo met her sarcasm with more sarcasm. “I’m an angel. You’re the one trying to ruin my angel status.” She giggled as she hopped up onto the counter next to him. “I mean isn’t the rule to start drinking at 5′ o clock anyway. Therefore, we’re like doing really well because we waited. That’s called self discipline, baby, look it up.” She giggled as she drank some more from her cup. “Plus who cares about working hungover? If anything it’s better than being sober and sad at work.”

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karanovich​:

“no?” he repeats playfully, brows raising slightly. “okay.” he decides not to push it, eyes widening when she takes over the detective role. then, he just lets out a laugh. “pff, what- no? i would never.” he claims, tone defensive, though with a hint of amusement. she goes on to bring up a valid point- it could’ve very well been her boat. now, jud would’ve been a little nervous, if it weren’t for the fact he’s pretty sure she does, indeed, not own a boat. before he can even question it, she confirms the assumption, and he can’t help but laugh. “oh, dude, tell me ‘bout it. but hey, maybe one day.” he offers with a shrug of the shoulders, a small smile across his features. “right. yeah, yeah, absolutely. totally bad.” he nods his head, pretending to buy the act for a moment before eventually flipping the script, cutting to the chase. “so, wanna steal a boat and do some drugs?” 

The girl pouted as Jud didn’t believe that she had no drugs. Although, who could blame him? It was pretty obvious with the way she was acting. “Jud I’m a good girl. I don’t misbehave.” She smirked. “But if this bag in my pocket was a bag of drugs I guess I would share with you...” She teased as she pulled it out. “I don’t usually steal though. I was always afraid to get caught...” She said smiling at Jud. “But hey do your thing. You’re probably much better at it than I am. Plus hey, I can’t complain...the view here is really nice.” She winked. Hailee was typically a pretty awkward flirt, but she felt pretty comfortable around Jud having seen him around Crawford and certainly thinking he was cute. “Was that cringy? It might have been...” She said, biting down on her lip to stop herself from further embarrassment.

[rpmememaker]

Send “✆” for a MORNING text. Send “✉” for a text that WASN’T SENT. Send “☎” for a RUSHED text. Send “⁇” for a DRUNK text. Send “✿” for a SUGGESTIVE text. Send “ø” for a LATE NIGHT text. Send “✘” for a HATEFUL text. Send “#” for a RANDOM text. Send “@” for a SCARED text. Send “&” for a LOVING text. Send “%” for a CURIOUS text. Send “ツ” for an EXCITED text. Send “$” for an ACCIDENTAL text. Send “♀” for a HEARTBREAKING text.

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hudscnfm​:

*  𝐂𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐄𝐃  𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑  :  @halieehmu​  .

          the  day  had  been  slow  at  the  bookstore  —  hudson  could  count  the  number  of  customers  who’d  walked  in  on  two  hands,  and  the  number  of  those  who’d  actually  bought  something  on  just  one.  which  was  why  he  was  so  grateful  when  hailee  walked  in  with  his  coffee  order.  now  they  were  lounging  in  the  comfortable  reading  area  in  the  back  corner  of  the  store,  curled  up  on  the  sofas.  hudson  took  a  grateful  sip  of  his  steaming  coffee  and  leaned  his  head  against  the  back  of  the  sofa.  “  has  anyone  told  you  how  amazing  you  are?  ”  he  asked  with  a  smile,  looking  over  at  hailee.  “  and  i’m  not  just  saying  that  because  you  brought  me  coffee  at  the  peak  of  my  boring  ass  day.  ”

Hailee had gotten a tex from Hudson requesting coffee and she happily obliged not having much else to do for the day. Spending time with the one Sinclair that didn’t want to rightfully so murder her was refreshing. “Ha you wanna tell that to your siblings? I think they would disagree.” She laughed as she handed him the coffee. “You know I actually ran into them, and ha...we can just say it was messy...but hey you’re my favorite, so who cares?” She smiled as she sat down next to Hudson. “So like if you had to recommend one book in the whole story which would it be?”

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milofuckedup​:

He let himself dramatically tumble to the side as she pushed at his shoulder. “hey there, I was being nice and here you are pushing me” he teased. He had always enjoyed his time with Hailee, they had been great friends before she left, and when she came back, he was surprised. He knew she had what it takes to make it out of this shithole. He was selfishly glad to have his friend back, even if she saw her return as something shameful, he didnt. “at least I know I am good for something” he joked. The walk back to the trailer was quick and easy, only a few blocks, he brought up the way the clouds looked like mushrooms today, and the smell of burning wood off in the distance. When they finally made it back he held the door open for her, and made his way inside. “nothings changed.. so if you need anything, you know where it is” he laughed. He walked into the kitchen and pulled out a few bottles of stolen liquor. “take your pick” he joked, pulling out a mug (among the only cups him and Luna had), and handed her one. He poured a healthy dose of whiskey and held the cup up. “to this shit hole town” he laughed, offering a toast. 

The girl smiled as Milo mentioned things were where they had been before. Hailee had spent plenty of days and nights hanging around Milo so she knew the trailer like the back of her hand. “Thanks.” She smiled as she grabbed the cup from Milo. “Cheers.” She said as she clinked her glass to his and drank the whiskey, the familiar burn running down her throat. “Man what I did miss was getting absolutely shit faced with you.” She giggled, remembering the nights of trouble she would get herself in. “Me? A wild child? I could never...” She laughed, sarcasm in her tone as she drank more of the whiskey. She was grateful for these moments of Milo where she could let her walls down and just be. “Look at you being an influence on me, huh?” She teased.

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nxtehqs​:

nate’s face dropped for a moment before he couldn’t help but scoff. “a better life for yourself? thanks, hailee. so a better life had nothing to do with me? cheers,” he nodded, shaking his head in disbelief. “i understand that if you got an opportunity to go off and make some money and do well for yourself then that’s perfectly fine. but you completely abandoned me with no explanation whatsoever. nothing,” he told her, pointing a finger at her in disappointment. at her next words then, not only did his jaw drop to the floor but his heart dropped to his stomach. “better for your image? what was? not to be hanging around….poor trash like myself?” he raised an eyebrow. “wow. that was harsh,”

“Nate...you know that’s not what I meant...” She said as she ran a hand through her hair, a frustrated sigh leaving her lips. “I just chose to become a new person, okay?” Although, Hailee wasn’t proud of the new person she had become. If anything Nate made her a better person when she first met him. “Look...I don’t know what you want me to say okay...You want me to say sorry? That I regret it? That I regret leaving? Because I don’t, Nate.” She sighed. What she did regret was dropping everything with no warning, but she wasn’t going to admit that. “Couldn’t you at least be happy for me that I made it out, because quite frankly there were times where I sure as hell didn’t think I would, and you know that.” She spat back. Hailee knew her actions weren’t right, but she also knew that out of all the people in Crawford Nate knew what went on in her life the most. “Do you really want to start this now? Start this conversation and get into it, because frankly I don’t think either of us are ready for that conversation and the shit we both clearly have to say to each other.”

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milofuckedup​:

“well if you have to see him again, dont hesitate to call me, I’ll go with you” he said with a small shrug, he knew there wasnt really anything too much to worry about, but he would hate himself if he didnt offer her the life line. “no one has there shit together Hailee..” he started “thats hardly a reason to not want to be friends with someone, if thats your reasoning, then you sure as shit shouldnt be my friend” he laughed softly, giving her a small nudge. “I like you because youre kind, and honest, and driven..” he clears his throat a little, trying to stop himself from getting too emotional to continue. “You are kind to me, and you are there for me.. if one doesnt deserve the other, you have it the wrong way around” he offered genuinely. His eyes now fixed on her small frame next to him, not able to catch her eyes but smiling none the less. “Its almost like I know you or something.” he laughed. Standing up and offering her his hand to help her up. “they are back at the trailer.” he informs  

The girl was the worst at taking compliments, but she wasn’t about to protest and start a much longer conversation on the topics surrounding her insecurities. “Thanks...” She said as she looked down at the ground, not being able to offer much more on the subject. Hailee wished she could see herself the way Milo was describing, but it just wasn’t possible in her mind. She followed Milo as he led the way to the trailer. “Thank God someone knows me...” She joked. “Thanks for saying nice things about me...I guess that’s why I keep you around or whatever...” she joked as she teasingly nudged the boy. “Hey, you’re pretty great too Milo.”

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nxtehqs​:

“yes. that’s it. i’m fine,” he shrugged, crossing his arms over his chest. he wasn’t going to go into full detail about how he was feeling. he wasn’t going to sit with her and tell her all about everything she missed and helping her catch up. of course not. she didn’t deserve that. he raised an eyebrow. “a conversation about what? about how you disappeared off the face of the earth? about how you read and ignored all my messages? about how you declined all my phone calls?” he narrowed his eyes then. “because that’s the only conversation i plan on having with you, hailee. because i deserve some sort of explanation,”

The girl bit her lip not even knowing how or where to begin. She could break down and just start crying like she was internally, but her hard exterior refused to do so. Of course if anyone could get to her it would be Nate. “I got busy...” She said as she tried to lie to him. “I got an opportunity and decided not to look back. Decided to make a better life for myself, and I did, but if I would’ve looked back that world would have come tumbling down and I wasn’t going to risk that.” It was all a lie. If anything things got worse after she left everything behind. She thought it was an out, but being alone in the world and having doors constantly shut in her face was anything but good. “Plus it was better for my image...” She knew it was a low blow, but she couldn’t think of anything else to say. As the words came out of her mouth she wanted to apologize, but the fear of admitting failure held her back.