Halogram

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[halogramangel]

I digged my claws into his back

Aching

Hoping that one day

I can find you again

In my cuticles

I am a sinner

[halogramangel]

To the wolf

As dandelions grow

Between my ribs

I will know

If it was you

The question I have asked since

Your light filled the air

Like white phosphor

Agonizingly beautiful but

Destined to devour my skin

If we touch

.

To know you is to

Fade from my mortal flesh

And become more than I can handle

[halogramangel]

The end of Halogram Angel

Hello folks, so....

This is it. This is it for this blog. I am not going to write in here anymore even if I want to. I am making this conscious decision to finally heal from the reason this blog was created. It is hurting my mental health and I can't keep the blog.

I have been loving the things I experienced here, like collaborations and people writing me very nice stuff. My heart still clings to this blog but it doesn't fulfill its purpose of freeing my emotions anymore. I might create a new one and you can dm me to get the link.

This blog will not be deactivated or deleted because it's a main blog and the dm's are still open if you want to know how I am or reach out in any other way but for now I have to accept the fact that I have built this blog on a lie. That is also what the blogs name is about.

I love every single one of my followers. Have a good time my fellow poets. I am in tears.

Good bye.

[halogramangel]

Fall

Crumbling I have no answer for

No questions I ever asked I

Don't know if I want to see you anymore

But why do I

Keep glancing through my fingers

Why do I

Keep falling

For a lie

Oh why are you so easy to fall for

[halogramangel]

When the sky is pink

All your problems

No longer mean a thing

And the way you look upon

Seems to be wrapped in bubblegum

And cotton candy are the clouds

And to the horizon fly your doubts

To a red and violet sun

When cloud nine is passing by

You will be freed from all your ties

[halogramangel]

Light

A soft brush of gold on my arm

Heart light and where all was heavy it falls down

When I fly again

Feather flies, at peace I am

At oneness tonight

No fright where I don't fight for things

Not meant for me, I do now see

Thank my angels for holding your wings

Upon me feeling free

[halogramangel]

Silhouettes

All these people walking through my head like they walk through dreams

Not real

But still there

Not alive

But so vivid.

Too vivid.

[halogramangel]

"Mephistopheles"

He said to the girl

Come to me face to face breath to cheek

I'll make you weak so come with me

And so she did

And his acid tongue felt like shivers

When you ignore the pain

And the devil was her love

Beyond her last day

And her monther by her grave walked by

And for a split second

Thought she saw eyes

[halogramangel]

Isn't it lovely she said in that mansion

With her lover oh so handsome

Little did she know that he

Just wanted her to bleed

And so he drank

And so he weeped

Because there wasn't a woman

That he could keep

His eyes on

But his fangs of

[halogramangel]

Haunted houses always pulled her in

Because she also

Is haunted

And has

Broken walls

Empty halls with only steps

But no one to walk

And old dusted books

But no one to talk

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Halling call

In the spring she fell

Empty, as the water once was

Giving life it feels just cold

Spreading fever, icing her soul

Down the whole she fell

Heard a man scream get me out she looked

To where he speaks, he'd tell

Just get me out, out of this hell

Lastly she fell down

And last she saw the man

A shadow with horns

In front of the frightning light of blue

To become thunderstorms

Looking down, her falling down

An angel now her held

For maybe hell won't get the best of her

Her blue lips stopped to pray

And she flew away

[halogramangel]

Halloween

On the night the dead come to life

Follow follow to the woods

As we ask you for a dance

With reeds in wind your foot

Steps one by one you silent breathe

And in your eyes the fright is what amuses

All the crowd never to see for you

Into the woods you go

Pearcing like finger to the loom

The atmosphere is frightening you

As many young man who liked the fear

Are now to follow you, they whisper

Don't go further don't go in

The woods that when I lived I've been

But into the woods you go

Until you'll be found in the snow

[halogramangel]

So today will be a Halloween-poetry special. I hope you enjoy 🧛🕸️🕷️

[halogramangel]

Hii just checking on you, how are you? :-)

Hi ^^

I am getting better although therapy isn't frequently enough. Have been writing for websites, it's a small job of mine without deadlines wich is perfect. I think I'm on a good road. Planning to get a new training and move out of home but we'll see.

Thank you very much for asking 😊

[halogramangel]

I don't want to see your eyes anymore when I close mine

[halogramangel]

Lonely

I think it is okay that I have spent so much time alone in the last months.

I mean, sure. It's tourmenting sometimes. You are left alone with your thoughts, want to be held and theres no one to hold you.

But now that I meet people I am constantly surprised of what a persons mind can consist of. The little spikes and flaws.

Now that I have spent so much time in my room, I feel like a child when I watch leaves fly from the trees.

I don't feel like my room was a cage. Maybe it's just a cocoon. This will pay out one day, and maybe does already.

[halogramangel]

Oh what are scars but the ups and downs

Of our lives portrayed in our souls

Oh so the dust on my skin feels like velvet

I feel the melody in minor call the life back to me

For sadness seems to be

Being alive for me

I mix the grey with pink clouds

I think I found beauty in the worst case

And fire in the worst place