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happy birthday to me 🥳💐
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happy__happy: thank you hana’s mom for birthing the only valid human twenty-three years ago
girlgroups__only: who bought you the flowers??
kpopfingers: why are your toes out
sooyeonsleftear: legend, take a picture with sooyeon
hanasunemiku: which one is the flowers
wishingonasignal: happy birthday baby!!!! we love you!!!!
⟨ jeonghwa ➝ bodyody ⟩ i need fresh ones just for you
⟨ jeonghwa ➝ bodyody ⟩ lmaoo pray tell how should i make my fuck buds suffer?
⟨ jeonghwa ➝ bodyody ⟩ i doubt any of them want it That badly
⟨ hana ➝ jeonghwa ⟩ they better be special
⟨ hana ➝ jeonghwa ⟩ make them beg for it. delayed gratification is such a beautiful weapon to wield.
⟨ hana ➝ jeonghwa ⟩ if you act like they shouldn’t want it that badly, they won’t.
hana has grown restless lately. it’s only been a week since her new movie came out, but she hasn’t been sent to a single audition in that time, and despite the hectic whatta man promotion schedules, it feels like her future is slipping away from her. she won’t get jobs if she isn’t sent to auditions, not real jobs that she wants, at least. she gets a steady stream of offers to appear in low-quality campus romance web dramas, but those offers don’t mean anything to her. they’re not what she wants.
her manager taunts her with the idea of an audition. that may not be his intention, but hana’s zoning out and she hears the word audition, and she feels a drop of disappointment when she pays enough attention to get the real context. it’s an audition for a variety show she has to do, one with a cast consisting solely of idols, meaning no one would watch it and her opportunities for making new connections would be limited. he tells her she has to to film a video, though, so she does the next time she gets her room in the dorm to herself.
“i’m the goddess of wish, hana.” hana begins the video in her room with the camera held in her right hand. it’s the over-the-top confidence she plays up on variety to draw attention to her, but she also wants to make sure the casting directors know she’s more worthwhile to cast than any of her group members who’ve also been nudged to send a tape in. she might not want to go on the show all that much, but that doesn’t mean she’s okay with someone else being picked over her. “and this is our dorm,” she sing-songs with a well-rehearsed heaping serving of sweetness that she plans to keep on for the rest of the video.
“i’ve been living here for four years now, so i’ll give you a quick tour and answer all the questions you have for me!” she wants to roll her eyes at her own manufactured enthusiasm, but she’s gotten good enough at this that it doesn’t show on her face for even an instant. “this is the room i share with soojin. i won’t show you her side of the room and give away all her secrets...,” none of the other members were getting free promo in hana’s video, “but this is my side of the room. that’s my bed. it doesn’t look very slept in, does it?” she pouts cutely and swings the camera to get maple’s cage in the frame. “that’s maple. isn’t he adorable? i’ll miss him if i get the chance to be on the show, that will be the hardest part of moving in with so many other idols but not him, but he’ll understand.”
on the cue she’d planned out in her head, hana leaves her bedroom and enters the hallway. “the office and our game room are down there,” she points down one end of the hallway, “but they’re occupied right now so i can’t show you!” that isn’t true. she just doesn’t want to waste more time on filming the stupid audition. “that can be one of the hardest parts of living with the other wish members. there’s always someone in the bathroom when you need to use it, or in the kitchen when you’re hungry.” hana doesn’t cook anyway.
“this is the living room and that’s our kitchen and our dining area,” hana announces once she arrives at her destination, moving the camera focus off of her again for a brief moment to demonstrate that she isn’t lying. she keeps walking, “and that’s our laundry room. there’s not a bunch of dirty wish members clothes in there right now, so i can show you.” and show the camera she does, before returning to the living room and focusing back on her own face, which has been thoroughly made up to not look made up. “so that leads me to your last question. what has made this dorm my home? it has to be my members of course, doesn’t it?” it might not be true, but bc knows what they’re doing with selling the friendship thing among the girls, and hana is well aware of how appealing it can be to look so close to her group members. “i wish i could grab some of them and make them help me out with this video, but...” why would she want to put other members in her solo audition? “they’re all busy. but thank you for watching my audition. please look positively on me. this was wish’s hana and my short dorm tour!”
she grins with satisfaction once she’s turned the camera off. if nothing else, she knows she hasn’t lost her acting chops.
WOOSHIK MADE A SMALL HUM of acknowledgement in the back of his throat at her response - or lack thereof, but he wasn’t really surprised. hana had always been, for lack of a better term, mysterious. like an enigma, and wooshik was curious to figure her out. fortunately for him, he was a patient man. he could bide his time and wait for what he wanted, just as well as he could be persistent in getting what he wanted.
their sudden closeness had caught him off guard - it was something he hadn’t been expecting from her, but he didn’t allow it to show on his face. if hana wanted to play games, he could play along. he might’ve been a little rusty when it came to games such as these, but he wasn’t a novice at them. “don’t act like you don’t know what you’re doing. these games might play on those little boys you toy with, but i’m not so easily defeated.” he chuckled at her words, placing his hand over hers that was resting on his chest. “i don’t need luck on my side. i make my own good fortune.” he let go of her hand and closed the door, his thumb clicking the lock button on the key’s remote, before sliding it into his pocket. he wrapped his arm around her waist, leading her towards the entrance. when the stepped onto the elevator, he pushed the button for one of the upper level floors. he looked down at her while each number slowly ticked by, a smile on his lips. “you look really beautiful tonight.” the words were genuine and sincere, different from the cocky and playful ones he’d said just moments earlier.
hana felt compelled to argue back in indignation that she could toy with any man she set her mind to, wooshik included, but she fought against it. toying with wooshik wasn’t her goal, really. if she’d been playing him like any other guy, she wouldn’t have gone back to his place with him so easily. when she wanted to play a game she played it, drawing it out for the ego boost of how long she could string someone along with nothing but her as the prize at the finish line. wooshik was different because, loathe as she was to admit it, she cared if they ever spoke again. she cared if he grew tired of her. she didn’t say that. “if i was toying with you, you wouldn’t know it,” was what she did say, careful to keep her voice unaffected.
again, she pretended to be unaffected at his next words. she pretended the sincerity of his compliment wasn’t like a pinch to her arm telling her to wake up from making a mistake they wouldn’t be able to go back from. it was an irrational thought. she’d crossed traditional friendship lines with friends before without so much as a second thought and hadn’t ever cared, so why was it different with wooshik? why had she been fighting against her own desire to cross the lines for so long now when with anyone else, she would have acted the minute she had the impulse? none of her internal questioning showed on her face as she watched the floor number change. “do i? tell me more.” she slowly turned her gaze to him and raised an eyebrow. “you don’t clean up so bad yourself.” she didn’t try to hide the scan her eyes did down his body, but she slipped his jacket off her shoulders at the same time and held it out to him with one hand. “i suppose i won’t be needing this anymore.” it almost sounded like a thank you.
hana currently lives in a dorm in gangnam with the rest of her wish members, although that won’t be true for much longer since wish will be allowed to move into their own places soon. she shares a room with soojin in the wish dorm, but insists to this day that she deserves arabella’s single room.
hana never really had to be tidy growing up. her mom, or her parents when she still lived with both of them, always hired a cleaner. that said, she does care a lot about appearances and will generally keep her side of her room clean, especially if she’s expecting company, but good luck getting her to clean any communal areas of the dorm. she’ll claim she didn’t contribute to the mess so it’s not her problem.
her room is decorated with only top tier items, including egyptian cotton bed sheets that she completely replaces with new sheets every two to three months. the decoration is largely impersonal and you won’t find pictures of her with her family or friends. the most personal thing in her room is her journal, which she keeps in one of her drawers and refuses to let anyone else read.
she has one pet, a dwarf hamster named maple who she bought just after wish debuted and keeps in a cage in her room. some sort of a reptile like a snake might help keep up her reputation better, but hana’s very attached to maple and will not take anyone talking shit about her having a hamster. hana loves animals far more than she loves people, so maple probably gets to see the sweetest side of hana out of anyone in her life.
truthfully, hana isn’t a big fan of living with the other wish members. it isn’t them personally, but she’s not used to living in such a small place with so many people considering she spent most of her adolescence living in a nice apartment practically on her own since her mom and step-dad were so rarely around. even when she lived with her mom and dad and her brothers, they were fewer people living in a bigger place back in daegu. the only woman hana had experience living with before the wish members was her mom. suffice to say, hana is not good at sharing or building a tolerance against anyone else’s annoying behavior. she’s very prone to getting into verbal (and occasionally physical — she was raised with brothers, that’s how she learned to fight her battles with people she lives with) fights over stupid things because of this and also still has not learned not to use all the hot water when she takes a shower and others have to shower after her.
there’s something to be said about the way the cars hum in the city streets, how the traffic never seems to stop and the lights are as bright as if the sun was out. in a place like seoul there’s no such thing as night and day, no such distinction in the way that energy ebbs through its veins. but she’s been here for so long now that it seems natural to her, and growing up in cities her entire life means that she feels an emptiness when there’s any sort of pause.
so admittedly, it feels weird to be in an apartment by herself, with the traffic muffled to a low hum and light only visible through cracks in curtains. it’s like being in her own world, and she feels like it’s a metaphor for something but she’s not quite sure what.
“no schedules tomorrow?” she inquires without looking, reaching up on her tiptoes for two cups as she waits for the water to boil. not that it really matters anyways, no one in their profession is any stranger to late nights and early mornings, and full nights of sleep come few and far between for her. and even so, she wouldn’t miss an opportunity to hang out with hana like this, just the two of them, with no outside distractions. bella sets the glasses down on the table between them, pulling the hood of her oversized sweatshirt up over her head and tying the string into a bow, effectively making a cocoon for herself. “i swear you don’t rest. which is good, i guess, since you can keep yourself busy.” she walks over to the cabinet again, looking over her shoulder at her friend. “do you want tea? i have a lot. black tea and peach and some random one my mom gave me when she visited.”
“something later in the day,” hana says, only half-sure that her answer is accurate. there isn’t anything early enough on the schedule that would have her manager barging into her room at the dorm and yelling at hana for staying at bella’s, and that’s all that really matters. “i haven’t been getting many auditions lately, so no way i have one tomorrow.” she’d barely been sent to any since she’d booked a cameo in some upcoming tvn drama that she fears she may have only gotten cast in because she has a label mate and a group mate in bigger roles.
she likes bella, so she makes the executive decision not to dive into bitterness about her acting career so early in the night unless bella gives her express permission to. she’s still on set each week for get it beauty and doing her duties for sk telecom and kloud, but she hasn’t had a break from filming in a year and it makes her restless to have time off when her group mates are furthering their careers more by the day.
“black tea, please.” the politeness sounds strange on hana’s tongue, made only more so by its sincerity. she props her head up with her hands, elbows planted on the table in a way she can almost hear her mother chiding her for. “what has 7rophy been doing lately? i promise i won’t spill all of your secrets to bc unless they offer me something good in return.” hana gives an ironically innocent smile to go with her words.
“MAYBE I DO, BUT THAT’S for me to know and for you to find out whenever we get there.” wooshik hummed in response to her words, his fingertips lightly tapping against the steering wheel as he focused his attention on the road. he could feel her eyes on him, an unwavering gaze, and he had to fight to keep the smile off of his face. he knew that he was a good looking guy, some maybe even going so far as to calling him a visual. he never spent too much time dwelling on his own physical appearance, although it was nice to know that hana seemingly agreed with everyone who complimented his looks.
“something on your mind?” he asked nonchalantly, although there was definitely a teasing intonation tinging his voice, his eyes flickering over to her for a moment, before going back to the road. wooshik chuckled deeply at her words. “trust me, i never lose.” he pulled into the underground parking lot of the building he lived in, parking in his usual spot. after cutting the engine, he quickly got out and walked around to the other side, opening the door before hana could push it all the way open. “you beat me last time, not again.” he grinned at her.
“there’s always something on my mind,” hana drawled with performed detachment. she didn’t expand beyond that, but she didn’t take her eyes off of him either to keep him curious. wooshik was attractive and, as an even higher honor in her opinion, she was attracted to him. she’d never pretended he wasn’t easy on the eyes, but he wouldn’t get a direct compliment out of her so easily, either.
upon their arrival, hana climbed out of the seat of wooshik’s car, not bothered much by invading his personal space as soon as she was out by pressing her body close to his and resting a hand on his chest, almost like their closeness was a casual mistake. “i beat you last time?” she tilted her head and looked up at him through curled lashes. “that’s cute, but you should know by now that i only lose when i want to.” she smiled and gave him a look that said she had him exactly where she wanted him, though whether she was as in control as she pretended was up for debate. “you got lucky. who knows? it could happen again.” she dropped her eyes from his to where her hand was still resting on his chest and pulled away from him so he could close the door. “maybe even tonight.” she faked a chill and pulled his jacket tighter around her shoulders as she waited for him to take the lead once again.
act i. put shackles on yourself to tame demons that shouldn’t inhabit your ribcage. girl, have some heart — courage alone only goes one way and you know where you’re headed.
act ii. your body is a shipwreck, but you have made a home of it and you will die drowning yourself. you’ve got the mind of a queen and the face of a goddess and you swear you won’t drown alone.
act iii. the ocean weeps when you enter. they know if not the moon, you can change the tide.
the next time they ask why they shouldn’t play with sirens, let them know. ( c.j.s. )
⟨ hana ➝ surplus charm member #3 ⟩ and here i was thinking you’d learned how to read, but it looks like you’re still having trouble.
⟨ hana ➝ surplus charm member #3 ⟩ don’t give up. i’m sure you can master something else instead. potty training? riding a tricycle? the concept of object permanence?
⟨ joosung ➝ hana sunbaenim ⟩ you looked so pretty in whatta man!!!!!!!!!!!!!
⟨ joosung ➝ hana sunbaenim ⟩ wow!!!!!!!!!
⟨ joosung ➝ hana sunbaenim ⟩ my heart 💞💗💥💥
⟨ jeonghwa ➝ bodyody ⟩ baby if i wanted to send you my nudes for your pleasure they’d already be sent
⟨ jeonghwa ➝ bodyody ⟩ that’s why i need a beta
⟨ jeonghwa ➝ bodyody ⟩ let’s be honest probably half the people i send my nudes to aren’t worth it
⟨ jeonghwa ➝ bodyody ⟩ but i’m an equal opportunity nudist
⟨ hana ➝ jeonghwa ⟩ i must have missed them, then. 😘
⟨ hana ➝ jeonghwa ⟩ honey, you have to only send them to the ones that work for it.
⟨ hana ➝ jeonghwa ⟩ if they haven’t happily suffered to see them, they haven’t earned it.
⟨ hana ➝ jeonghwa ⟩ if you want to send me your nudes you can just say so, babe.
⟨ hana ➝ jeonghwa ⟩ the better question is if anyone is worth sending them to.
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#4YearsWithWISH #4YearsWithWISHingWells 💜💙
see you tonight 😘
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breakthroughsjune: spare kisses ma’am
knightsfuturewife3: wow that’s the most clothing i’ve ever seen her wear
↳ girlslikewish: @knightsfuturewife3 bitch if i had hana’s body i’d walk around naked 24/7 stfu
hanasunemiku: whatta woman
minho85_: very nice pictures hana
kpopfingers: give us a better closeup of your hand please
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