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The moment you decided to bless me with a fuçkery, I knew I could not stand to watch just as an audience and decided I could only honor your performance by participating in it too! That's what you love right? A show! And you get to be the diva that is petaled with my appreciation ♡

Your ungraceful presence inspired so much loving spite. I really must thank you for being here with us today, in whatever manner life chose to spend you. I prepared this letter, not meant to woo you, but feelings were held hostage all the same. Ehem!

Oh Bunny! ♡

Your malice flavors every reunion with spice and sour zest. Rejuvenating! Your ardent abnegation is the salt that cleanses wounds, it stings like a b!tch and bites like one too ♡ Woof 🙈

The intimacy of hate shares a fine line with desire. Sadly, I cannot claim to nurse such passions for you! Tragic, I suppose, that lady friendship could not be spawned between us. Mind then with civility, we must settle. 😔

But! If you were to insist upon us your prejudiced exertions, then expect I would embrace them with my loving attentions ♡ Flattering, it is, how much you bleed with contempt. ♡

I admit, rarely do I perverse my indulgence in chaos. I was only a humble moth, lost and wandering in the dark, but the conundrum you represented was like a sparkling candle lit upon my withered soul. Tell me, how was I supposed to resist the muse that wrote poetry to my undead heart?

Prey, then, I am, who quakes in delight from your cantankerous counters. With kindness, if that were a wealth you could spare, I plead you lower your blood pressures, lest your valves intend to palpitate mine ♡

#my rhymes #poetry #it's more of an anti-ballad #dedicated to that one delightful girl who makes everyone else look good by being in league with the morally corrupt #more context: vampire rp

Yup, still alive

Still alive

life update: trying to do better this year, self care-wise. So far so good. Work is hard but I’m getting a little better at it and I’m managing my time so that I don’t work 15 hrs a day with no food breaks. I’m taking breaks now.

I go out once a week to volunteer (canvassing) and while I’m not feeling it, it gets me out of the house and walking for 2 hrs straight.

Then there’s my art hobby. Been drawing more frequently now and doing my best to enjoy original art and not the stress of fan art. Other hobby of collecting DC comics is also going pretty well.

Have been neglecting my writing, poetry, and music buuuuuut that’s a little wtv. Finding it a little hard to meditate or get a quiet zone these days. I think I’m in the consuming phase of my year cycle. Not yet bored enough to do news things/go back to do old things.

status of the week: flayed flambéd and emotionally filleted

another life update: somehow it’s a little shocking when the teenhood best friend you haven’t spoken to in months comes up to ask you on discord for a family discount for his brother-in-law’s funeral after they died from cancer. just another thing that is acceptable when your mother owns a funeral home business.

and yes, they received the discount. i just feel bad that i’m too emotionally inept and used to people dying that i could only give them tragic comedic relief.

#irl things #on another note #i got promoted at work #but im just surprised i still even have a job

stressed depressed and ready to be laid to rest

#hello depression old chum #you're a little too fucking early this year #i was sure i woudnt be seeing you for another month at least!#december at the latest #you've ruined the party before it even started but dont worry i know how you are #misery does love company doesnt it #you've missed me that much have you?#been a while since i had time to ruin my life #guess there's nothing to do about it

just a life update. i have been dabbling in google music labs and have made some tunes:

https://agenthandler.tumblr.com/tunes

#music #no words

the struggle i face to like a post

the comic by @dopingues

shabbytigers

O look! look how this bakerie ful clene yet unletered be

I mote obey as sign hath said so lawful good I lik the bred

unknought

my name is Cow, and ive beheld it maters not how words are speld tho one toungs grate for getting bred a payre of toungs is bettere yet

so wen the doors are open wide and yu yern for the bred inside pleas keep one toung inside your hed and use two toungs to pik the bred

#im wheezing #poetry

sixpenceee

A new study has found that bats are quite aware of their limitations. They’ll often hunt in groups, piggybacking each other’s sonar to extend their range by up to 160 meters (525 ft).

It’s kind of the equivalent to a network of Wi-Fi hotspots. The bats are effectively eavesdropping, listening out for other bats that have caught a meal and using them as guides for locating delicious insects. (Source)