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REBLOG IF NAZIS OFFEND YOU MORE THAN NIPPLES.

Wow, bye Tumblr

As I’m sure most of you have seen, Tumblr has banned Explicit content. I didn’t post it. I didn’t even consume it that much. But a lot of my reasons for being here are... well, redundant if most of my wee fanbase is gone.

So. I’ll keep this blog up. And I mean, I wasn’t overly using it. But if it gets deleted in the Tumblr thing, you can still find me on Ao3. I don’t use Twitter... Or any of the other things. but I guess you can find me on this same username wherever fandom goes next <3

Woops!

Three weeks since last update. My baddddd.

School continues to be great, but HARD work. I’ve had to try and figure out more work-life balance because I was just crying a lot from burn out. I keep thinking how glad I am to be here rather than like, Ivy League. Can you imagine the level of breakdown if I were at a hard school??? EEEK.

The great news is re: headaches! They SEEM to be sinus related, rather than tension related. Why great? Well, that’s easier to treat than having chronic migraines. Also, forcing myself to slow down has been better for my mental health. This week I went and had a massage, and have been trying harder to take the right vitamins and stuff. My eating has been trash (guess whooooo ate nearly a whole bag of candy corn at 11.45pm last night? MEEEE) but other than that health wise things are okay.

It’s been disappointing to have to lay off the writing but I know it’s for the best. It’s just making me ITCH to get to holidays and start writing though! Maybe I’ll get to finish TJ x Stucky ;)

My folks have moved out of their beautiful home :( But they’re together again, so that’s nice.

That’s the majority of the update. I’ve got nice new friends. I share an office with some cool people. I really need to do some volunteering for my CV - which I kind of hate the concept of doing. Volunteering to boost your resume, rather than out of kindness... Seems like a dick thing, but it’s kind of necessary. And hey, I guess the end justifies the means - it gets people who need help, well, help. So if they’re doing it for their resume, or out of kindness.... I guess it doesn’t matter?

Annnnd that’s an update. This took ages to write because I keep getting distracted.

Don’t eat candy corn at 11.45pm, kids. Just. Don’t. *sweats*

politics under the cut

Yayyyy QLD legalised abortion! Whether or not you’re in favour of abortion, I feel that all women should have the right to choose. Besides, if you don’t believe in abortions... Don’t have one?

But so happy that this has happened because it means women get the dignity of choice, yanno?

Bah.

Today is a hard day. I mean. I'm happy. But I am also just weighed down by some life stuff. I need a massage 😂 I've got almost constant tension headaches despite all the self massage stuff I have. Bah.

Ahhhh I’m just so in love with my course. <3 <3 <3

I definitely feel like I’ve chosen a great school for me at this point in my life. I think if I were at a fancier school, I’d hate it. I’m really in love with the people and the place, and what I’m achieving. I love the small program.

I’m less in love with the lack of brain space, but that’s okay.

I took A National Icon down and hopefully can fix it up and post it again at Christmas :))))))

#personal

Oh no, my queue ran out!

And I don’t have time to fill it with glorious things because SCHOOL.

On the pro side, school is going well. I have a new nice doctor, and new psychologist, and things with Simon are great. I’m exercising regularly, but my eating is bad.

I keep meaning to write, but I keep getting so sleepy.

But like. Shit is good. My grades are improving (not that they were bad - but I did have a big learning curve in the first few weeks). I’m even considering going back to yoga :)

I think I’ll take down A National Icon until I can finish it but... Lemme ponder that.

#personal

thehappykindofsad

My parents have been married for 19 years and together for 20 and I asked them what they were doing for valentines and they both looked so disgusted and said it was commercial and they hated it and then my dad said to me that every year he sends her flowers her favourite chocolates and a card pretending to be a secret admirer because although they think it’s a stupid holiday he wants her to have chocolate and then I went to my mum and asked about her secret admirer and she said it was a running joke between them cause my dad spends the day saying he’s gonna beat up her secret admirer and they both know it’s him but it’s been going for twenty years and my mum keeps the cards and if that isn’t love idk what is

steebadore

#exquisitely sorry but would you like to know who this post is about #you know who this post is about. (via @newsbypostcard)

#oh bless i love this so much #someone fic this for me #stucky #steve rogers #bucky barnes

nadiabc

Anthony calls Sebastian a diva lmaoooo

#anthony mackie #sebastian stan #oh god these two #lol

hridi

angry looking bearded Steve Rogers will let everyone know that HE LOVES BUCKY in first five minutes of the movie

#bucky barnes #stucky #steve rogers #lol #anthony mackie #sebastian stan

stevebottoms

i’m not saying this is how Bucky uses his fingers on Steve but it’s definitely how he uses them on Steve.

#oh hello #bucky barnes #stucky #steve rogers

therealallecto

Do you think Steve will ever forgive himself for the fact that when he was the one falling, Bucky jumped?

zelldas

#stucky #bucky barnes #steve rogers #first of all #FUCK YOU

chriservans

Chris Evans + naughty thoughts

#chris evans #lol #oh dear

livs-cooke

I usually put myself in my films, ‘cause like… As a groundbreaking director and also an iconic actor, I mean, you do the math. Why wouldn’t you put those two things together?

#taika waititi #this man is a gift