A Play on Words

sad bi ex-jew

[happyclip]

Nothing is going good

[happyclip]

Moe can’t reach his parents. He isn’t eating much or sleeping well. He is getting worked up over the smallest mistakes. He is so anxious. He pretends he is fine. I’ve been asking him to teach me Farsi words and tell me Iranian folk lore or talk about aerospace engineering. Last night we spent hours discussing force, gravity, mass, and the concept of time.

He is leaning into the dark humor a little. He joked we are both gonna end up without families now.

[happyclip]

My mother treats me like I’m some kind of conman. Like I’m always just being nice enough to figure out how to best hurt others. She says to me I’m “just so toxic lately”. Which was last spring after blatantly blaming me for my sister’s suicidal thoughts. I will never go home. I am done being at fault for everything.

Once she told me I am a dirty little opportunist. I was 9 and asking how George w. Bush was president if he was dumb. She kept yelling at the news because he was dumb. And she turns to me and she says he’s a dirty little opportunist just like you.

She threw a trash can at me. On my birthday. She was being mean throwing a fit. I said “let’s cheer you up, what makes you happy”

Her response was to throw a trash can at me and scream “I DONT GET TO BE HAPPY I HAVE YOU INSTEAD”

I will never go home

[torturelabyrinth]

Let’s go do fun outdoor winter activities and take vitamin d supplements and sign up for yoga class and go on antidepressants and buy a SAD lamp and stretch daily! Follow me everyone!! *slips on black ice and falls face first onto the ground and the snow piles up on my unmoving body*

[happyclip]

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[1111111111110]

I love daydreaming and not having to participate in life

[thememedaddy]

[my-dailydreams]

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

here’s to all the things you survived quietly and privately this year

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

here’s to all the things you survived loudly, to the dead horses you beat to death, to the shit that makes you scream

[000l]

[ghostsberry]

quick better call saul studies

[lakevida]

i always convince myself i dont sound that weird and then i go out in the world and get involved in anything longer than transactional small talk and its like ohhh thats right ive only been hanging out with gay people who speak in riddles

[willgrahamscock]

[brawltogethernow]

[depsidase]

[cheaphalloweencostume]

good morning from the airport

[angel144k]

[tomblessing]