220M

or Hare ◇ 20 🥩 He/It

[hares-lyre]

Hare's Lyre

Heavy paws approach.

Last updated 7/5/26

I'm a wolf identified by ID# "220M". Alternatively, I am also called "Hare". I am 20 years old, I use masculine and nonhuman terms and go by He/It pronouns.

By definition, I am a therian/alterhuman or transspecies but I don't really care for using labels on myself. I will use them in posts so it's easier to digest what I may say.

This blog was made just to journal my re-exploration with my identity and species, find community and to learn more from others. In my early adolescent years, I stuffed a lot of myself away as I feared judgement from peers. In doing so, I believe it affected my sense of self. Now, I'm trying to be myself again and simply live a satisfied life.

I am northwestern wolf physically, mentally spiritually and psychologically. I am radiocollared and in captivity as I struggle to live alone due to illnesses. I am male with a primarily black and dark brown coat, lighter colored chin and lilac colored eyes.

I also have a split identity/species. Along with being a northwestern wolf, I am also a werewolf-like entity named "Lyre". In this form I am a lot bigger than my wolf counterpart; I have black fur with 4-point star patterns on various points of my body. As well as a few pairs of wings.

◇ These 2 images were drawn by me. Please do not use or trace them.

I am also an Eta miscecanis and smell of burning wood.

While I am generally friendly and curious, I am also very skittish. I like interaction/to interact, especieally from/with others that are like me but I often will go quiet and run off when I feel awkward. Do keep that in mind when interacting with me 1on1.

◇ Always feel free to send in asks though. I find them fun.

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BYI & DNI

Before you interact

I block freely. I curate my online space and experience. If I feel uncomfortable, I will remove what's making me feel that way. It is never personal, please understand that.

I have moderate-severe dissociate amnesia and have a hard time remembering things.

I am autistic and have ADHD, BPD w/ narc traits and an UDD. I may come off as hostile or sound monotonous sometimes but I do make use of tonetags when talking 1on1 to avoid that. If you assume my tone despite that, that's no longer my problem.

I can be considered a misanthrope but my dislike is not black and white. I will be respectful of any humans that drop by as long as they're respectful of me.

My account should be generally SFW. I may use swear words time to time but that'll be about it.

Do not interact

I can't really stop you from interacting/viewing my profile if such applies to you but I don't believe it's hard to simply be respectful.

Under 16. For this platform specifically (you're free to interact on tiktok), I am not really comfortable interacting with others that young. I don't care if you like or reblog my posts but do not follow me.

If you post ed/sh/gore content. I care little what people do in the privacy of their devices, this is not here because I think it's "wrong". These few things make me uncomfortable/trigger me and I have a habit of looking at the profiles of whoever interacts/follows me so I'd like to avoid seeing something unsavory by accident.

"Basic" DNI (zoophiles, pedophiles, homophobes ect ect). If you're unsure what this includes, feel free to ask as I know everyone's general views may be different.

Don't drag me into random discourse or drama. I stay in my lane, you stay in yours. If you dislike me or anything of that gesture, just block me and move on with life.

[hares-lyre]

Wuff! What all gear do you currently possess and what’s your favorite/what makes you feel the most euphoric? 🐾

Wauf! I don't have much but here's what I got!

1st: My mask!

I made it a couple months ago ! It doesn't exactly give me euphoria (at least, not in the traditional sense). To me, it doesn't even feel much like a mask but a tool to help me transform into my wolf form (like that movie "a whisker away" !)

I plan to remake it when I gain more expertise in mask-making :]

2nd: An attempted hypermotion tail

I can't afford a bontail (May attempt to ask for one for my birthday..) and most people who make their own tend to not have comms open due to demand so I made my own using wire! I want to strengthen it and make a different sleeve for it someday but I really like it!

It's super lightweight and I often forget I'm wearing it which makes it feel a lot more natural on me.

3rd: Fuzzy gloves with claws

I got these only a week or two ago but I really like them! I want to get used to wearing and using them so that I can wear them a lot more frequently and not struggle with holding items nd the like.

I do also have 3 pairs kemonomimi ears but I don't really like them all that much (the headbands often give me tension headaches xc)

I can feel most of my non-human body but I can never see it so having little gear like this helps my phantom shifts feel less phantom and more like actual parts of me :)

[hares-lyre]

Why did you pick 220M as you radio ID? /nfta /genq

Back innn 2022?, I discovered I was a system. In the headspace/innerworld, it had the layout of an apartment and on it's front door, "220" was plated. I still don't know if this number has any significance or if it was simply a random number my brain came up with but it became extremely important to me. I used it as a catch-all name for a while when interacting in system spaces.

I no longer really call myself a system or say that I have DID/OSDD, I was never diagnosed/medically recognized in the first place so it mattered little to me if those alters were real or not.

But "220" still meant something to me.

When finding out about radiocollar IDs, I was really ecstatic about them because I've never felt connected to "real" names unless they were in someway unnatural or not.. well, a name (such as being named an item, action, descriptor ect).

I did try coming up with other numbers first but none of them felt like me. Then I remembered I went by "220" nd put M at the end to test it out. And here we are!

Suppose I picked it because nothing else would sound or look like me

[hares-lyre]

I haven’t played genshin before but I know about it! Hope that’s a good time! I am hyperfixated on animal crossing rn. It was a dead hyperfixation that only recently came back after like half a year.

Drawing fun oc’s sounds like a blast. I haven’t participated in art fight but I have a lot of friends who do it :333 *wags*

Ive played animal crossing for a short time (pocket camp and new horizons i think they were called?)! Wish I hadn't sold my switch back then, I'd love to play casually..

I've been participating in AF since 2019 ! Although during the past 3-4 years, I had completely stopped due to burnout (unrelated to art) so I'm super happy to be participating in it again

[hares-lyre]

ARRWOFF !!!

WAUF!

[hares-lyre]

Cool! Rn I’m playing animal crossing. Sorry about the disappointing news!

Glad you’re seeing progress in fixing your sleep schedule! My sleep schedule is often all over the place.

Drawing and games are both fun :3

Anything in particular you like to draw or play?

I've been battling sleep problems since I was a pup, it's ruff out here T_T

I've been playing genshin mostly ! (currently my hyperfixation)

As for drawing, I'm currently participating in artfight this year so my recent art has been other's fun ocs !

[wulfbones]

A group of radio-collared canines has begun unexpectedly establishing itself amongst the community. What originally started as lone dispersals in similar environments has morphed into an accepting family. Their loudly-howled songs can be heard from across state lines, their territory encompassing a wide variety of things for them to do with one another. Researches have started to refer to this group as the ROGUE CANYON PACK.

FEATURES: System and fictionkin accessible, misceverse-esque hierarchy, roles (for colors, ones age, ones pronouns, etc), introduction channels for all packmates, pup-friendly channels, personal vent channels, and much more.

RULES: Must be bodily 16+ for every canines comfort. Any canines who use radio-collar identification numbers (or are, at the very least, genuinely interested in the topic) are permitted. Leave human discourse of all kinds at the edge of the territory or you will be run off by the pack.

Discord | Community

Pack formed and managed by 1806X (@otherbodied), 1813M (@collared-pacific), and I. ♡

[hares-lyre]

!!!!!

[hares-lyre]

How’s your day going so far? :3

My time it’s still in the morning

It's also morning for me! (est time!)

I woke up a couple hours ago, I think I'm finally fixing my sleep schedule again. I've received some disappointing news earlier so I'm a bit bummed out about it but other than that, I think I'm alright!

I'm now going to spend some time playing games then maybe drawing later :]

[hares-lyre]

I want more howls (asks)..

(looks at everyone like this)

[hares-lyre]

Wanted to share this animation I saw years ago that really made me feel like a wolf when I was younger.

I can't really explain what about it makes me feel wolf.. Like everything about it, especially this specific cover for the song. The vibe and animation itself is so well done, the animator did such a great job.

[canislupuslatrans]

Weird pattern I keep noticing in nonhuman spaces so I'd like to point this out. You can't wear collars, silicone tails, puphood/half muzzles & harnesses and be against kink/BDSM. Thats just not how it works.

You can wear all that stuff for non-sexual reasons, but you need to remember that that stuff belongs to the kink community, and you need to respect the origins and history of what you are wearing.

Show tails (non plug silicone tails) originated from the pet play/kink scene, for the love of god DO NOT WEAR ONE if you're going to hate on pet play.

and if you pull the "I'm a minor!" thing, then don't fucking wear something so heavily associated with kink culture!

augh, some of y'all are giving me gray hairs on my muzzle

[hares-lyre]

This past week I've been sleeping ALL day and it bums me out a little because I don't get to chat with my friends much.

But also I'm happy because I'm simply a wolf. I protected my territory all night and went hunting, it's natural I am tired by daybreak.

[hares-lyre]

I think I'm going to revamp my profile nd redo my intro later today.. I've been wanting a more neat/clean look for it nd with less gifs/stamps

[hares-lyre]

I find that I really like to sing even though I may not be all that good at it. It reminds me of howling in a way nd gives me euphoria

I can't howl that well yet so singing is a really nice alternative

[astrakaninez]

One thing I feel very connected to

Radiocollars / Tracking collars

WHAT’S A RADIOCOLLAR❓

A radiocollar is a device placed around the animal’s neck, like a real collar, and it’s mostly used on wildlife.

Thanks to this device, the movements, migration routes, and habitat use of animals are monitored using the global positioning system.

The spatial and temporal resolutions provided by the GPS tracking method allow the identification of critical habitats, migration routes, and breeding grounds, which are essential for the survival of species.

The method has been found to be very useful in the conservation of endangered species, as it provides the opportunity for continuous tracking without invading the habitat of the species.

(from Wikipedia - GPS animal tracking)

WHY DO I FEEL CONNECTED TO IT❓

Everytime I come across a picture of a wild canine or feline wearing one of these collars I immediately think “yup, that’s me”.

As a domestic dog, I’ve always felt very connected to dog collars, and this connection doesn’t end when I’m feeling more wild.

I’m a wild animal, but my life is constantly “monitored” by humans: I have to depend on them when it comes to friendships, relationships, food, house, school/work, public transport,… all of these things can’t miss in my life and, in order to have them, I have to be with humans and to depend on them.

Humans also take care of my wellbeing, like doctors and psychologists. And the humans I live with actually track me on a geo locator app to make sure they know where I am in case something happens and they need to reach me.

On this aspect, it’s something kinda “philosophical”: this connection reflects how I feel in my life with humans. Wild animals normally shouldn’t wear collars, but these devices are necessary for their individual and specie wellbeing, and so humans are in my life.

But there’s another aspect: the more animalistic one.

The tought of being an animal with a radiocollar makes me really euphoric bc it’s like being a registered wolf, an “official” wolf, if that makes sense (and a lioness aswell).

I would love to have a real radiocollar as gear, but it would be really expensive and I don’t know if you can just randomly buy one.

So, a few months ago I’ve decided to give myself an ID number like the ones radiocollared wolves are identified as (based on their birth date, etc.).

My ID number is 1309F.

HOW DID I CHOOSE THIS ID❓

13 -> it would be 2013, when I started to experience my first animalistic experiences.

09 -> I’ve born in 2009.

F -> stands for “female”, my gender.

I hope you liked this kind of post, lemme know if you relate in some way!

[hares-lyre]

I had an awful nightmare that has seemingly forced me into a shift ghh..

I am calming down but the fur on my back is still standing and my shoulders are tensed.

While shifts make me feel good and happy, I really don't want the idea of "fear = heavy shift" put in my head. I don't want something negative associated with it.

[hares-lyre]

I drew it out because drawing makes me feel better

[hares-lyre]

I had an awful nightmare that has seemingly forced me into a shift ghh..

I am calming down but the fur on my back is still standing and my shoulders are tensed.

While shifts make me feel good and happy, I really don't want the idea of "fear = heavy shift" put in my head. I don't want something negative associated with it.