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@harpalium
You’re weak. That’s why you lose.
...Tempted to bring back my old Ayato blog in an attempt to at least be sort of active w/ TG since my Hide and Kaneki muses aren’t cooperative...
Honestly I feel like I need to address this issue because it’s important. I’m sorry if I disappoint anyone.
I love Tokyo Ghoul, and I love writing characters from it. The fandom has always seemed very friendly even when it... wasn’t and that’s because of the friends I’ve had in it. Truthfully, I only have a few friends here now, and there’s a part of me that feels damningly inadequate not only because I don’t have a consistent partner like I used to before I went on my big hiatus for university last semester, but also because I feel terribly left out. Tokyo Ghoul may be great, and despite some of the minor squabbles I’ve witnessed, it’s stayed that way. The only thing that’s changed since I left is the fact that now things are extremely clique-y. And it feels unsafe. I want to make friends and love writing with them. I want to be best friends and not feel like I’m being left out, but time and again I get online and I feel like I’m just slapping my keyboard and throwing a garbage reply at someone who either may or may not reply or someone who ultimately just doesn’t seem interested. And when it’s not someone else who seems disinterested, I wait a day to respond to something and my muse loses interest.
Honestly I’m extremely depressed to the point of actually finally going back to therapy after two years without it (I was nearly hospitalized, too, because I took a test and scored really high on it which was Bad). I’m struggling to think that I can continue running this or my Kaneki blog when I feel unwelcome and feel like I’m struggling to make a dent in the community in any way when it comes to making friends who enjoy talking to me for longer than 10 minutes.
This is really negative and I’m sorry. I’m just lonely and extremely discouraged with both my writing and my ability to befriend people. No one in particular is at fault, I just generally feel like I suck and I don’t know if I can keep doing this right now when I’m at such a low point in my life.
I see your true [colors] And that’s why I love you { So don’t be a f r a i d to let them show }
till death do us part, huh?
@harpalium
There were many places Kaneki expected himself to end up in when he turned eighteen—a steep ditch, maybe just a very deep hole, a bathtub—but university? Kamii University, he never considered himself as lucky–
here’s to show everyone got an opportunity to aim at something better.
The apartment was reasonably-sized, considering the cheap price he’d gotten it for ; a comfortable, two-bedroom, LDK station, with nice lighting and vanilla-scented candles. It was ways off from being better than his aunt’s place, but his high school apartment? That place had been in such bad shape—paint peeling off, floorboards smelling of dead rodents, the actual dead rodents underneath his bathroom sink—the upgrade was a no-brainer. He didn’t think he could go back living there, even under forced persuasion ; the lock was broken, anyways, and he’d never quite gotten around to fixing it.
He set his bags down carefully, a backpack and regular black suitcase, leaving them to sit idly while he cruised around his new living quarters. The kitchen was quaint, equipped with every type of electronic ( or otherwise ) helper, from microwave to waffle maker, to ( and Kaneki couldn’t thank the furnishing team enough ) a sleek coffee machine propped up against the counter corner top. Ideal for a university student’s cooking habits—he could definitely learn to appreciate this. Living room, the usual—a couch, no armchairs, low-set coffee table, and a flat screen mounted on the farside wall. The longer he browsed the surprisingly spacious rooms, the clearer the picture became ; he really had gotten it cheap.
the sound of rustling broke him out of his quiet contemplation.
His first instinct was to grab something heavy and blunt—he’d dealt with enough break-ins to last for a lifetime, he wasn’t ready to continue the tradition—but a few moments of digging through his memory reservoir and, yeah, that was probably his roommate, the one he distinctly remembered being informed about.
“ Hello? I’m the new resident, are you Nagachika-san? ”
He hadn’t heard anything about his new roommate, but he reasoned that no one could be worse than his last one.
Parents are cruel beings put on this planet by someone who obviously has it out for people like him. Whoever invented getting up at the crack of dawn after spending all night packing (okay, maybe that procrastination was totally his fault) also has it out for him. Trying to get all his stuff in the room -- television and boxes full of all the things that would help him procrastinate -- had taken entirely too much effort.
Once he’d unpacked, he wormed his way under the blankets he’d just put on his bed and passed out. Of course, he’d has to boot his nagging parents out before he could do that, too. Of course he’d pay attention in class, study, take notes, and be a ‘good boy.’ What is he, five? He can totally be responsible! Nagachika Hideyoshi is the very definition of responsible!
Alright, maybe that’s not true.
A thud and a soft voice as he’s rolling over to readjust himself brings him back to the realm of the living several hours after he’d fallen asleep. Pushing himself up, he blinked the sleep from his eyes and raised both his eyebrows at the person in his room. Obviously, this is his roommate, and, well... he hadn’t expected someone who looked so shy and -- dare he say it, cute.
“What? Oh, yeah, I’m Nagachika Hideyoshi. You can call me Hide, though. And you’re Kaneki? Sorry, man, I unpacked my stuff and went out like a light the moment I finished. You need help?”
i should not have to tell people not to harass or send threats to ishida-sensei if anything happens to mutsuki in the upcoming chapter(s). please PLEASE do not do that.
I’ve already had to tell someone who messaged me not to do this like. I shouldn’t have to say this? Don’t be mean to him just because something happens to one of your favorite characters. And don’t jump the gun either. Truthfully I don’t think this is going to end as badly as we think. But really, if we attack him for whatever is going on with Mutsuki we could either 1) expose that we are getting spoilers leaked to us, which could upset him, or 2) still upset him quite a lot. PLEASE be mature about this.
I’ve been slow the past few days because of school and... I made the mistake of purchasing a new Pokemon game to keep my mind occupied. I plan to get to things tomorrow (or rather, later today, after I’ve slept). I’m sorry for the wait, guys, but don’t worry, I’ll crank stuff out on here and @sphaeria soon!
Peers over the other’s shoulders to sneak a peek at the screen. “Who’s all in your team?”
“Fennekin and Chikorita.” He is trying not to scream at his DS right now, so he’s put it in sleep mode. “I didn’t know you liked Pokemon, Kaneki.”
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He’s totally not distracted by a Pokemon game. Totally. Absolutely not. What kind of dork would he be if he played THAT game? (He’s playing Pokemon.) “Whoa, I wonder who turned that guy to stone?”
Was there a time when Hide was confused about his feelings for people?
There certainly was. He questioned his feelings for Kaneki. Now, I’m not saying this in a particularly romantic or non-romantic sense. It can be interpreted any way, but Hide has always had an abnormal attachment and affection for Kaneki as his best friend. But when Kaneki disappeared -- I am certain that Hide knew. This person he’s known and loved like a brother is no longer human, and I’m sure that while THIS in particular isn’t what would have ever caused an emotional dilemma for, there’s something that would.
Why didn’t Kaneki outright tell him? Why didn’t he trust him with it? And why on this green Earth has he had to chase him down to make sure he didn’t fall apart and die?
I think there were moments when he questioned why he didn’t resent Kaneki for taking all of this on himself instead of ever asking him for help, and then spontaneously leaving him. He was confused, and pretty lost all those months that he tried to find him.
There might have been some anger hiding beneath it all, but in the end, regardless of what happened to him, he was just happy to see him alive and happy to try and push him to continue being alive. Whether he was confused, hurt, and sad about it all or not.
Friend?
Friend sad???
NO FRIEND ABSOLUTELY NOT, I LOVE YOU. LOOK HOW PRECIOUS YOU ARE. YOU ARE A BEAUTIFUL HUMAN BEING AND JUST BY BEING HERE YOU ARE SO STRONG AND I AM SO PROUD. YOU GOT THIS I BELIEVE IN YOU AND LOVE YOU LOTS AND LOTS. LOOK AT THESE BUNNIES.
JOY.
He just came out to have a good time and he’s feeling so attacked right now.
It looks like he has perfect timing. Haise has a pretty forlorn look on his face. Not for long! Rushing down the hallway as best he could with a prosthetic leg, he called out in his usual over-excited voice. “Special delivery! One extra black coffee and a giant hug headed your way, Sasaki! You better run if you don’t want it!”
on the bright side, at least my debilitating fear of abandonment will never leave me
TG:JAIL ft. Hide
For akanekitties
Getting people emotionally invested in Star Wars is his life’s greatest achievement. “What if Anakin had listened to Mace Windu? Imagine!”
you could pull the hammer back; you could be on the attack.