Hasham

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[hashijee]

There’s no room in my heart for any more confusion. I don’t know how to deal with confusing behavior anymore. I’ve lost the energy and the will to spend days and nights analyzing every word or the real meaning behind certain actions. I’ve lost the ability to keep up with hot and cold behavior, with inconsistency and minimal effort. There’s no room in my heart for any more setbacks. I’m done putting my life on hold waiting for the perfect declaration of love. I’m done trying to accommodate those who can’t keep their promises or those who can’t make up their minds. I’m done trying to prove my worth to someone. I’m done fighting for those who aren’t afraid of losing me. There’s no room in my heart for any more goodbyes. I’ve said them all. I’ve said them over and over again. I know them all too well. Now, I only have room for those who want to stay in my life willingly. Now, I only have room for those who know exactly what they want from me and what I mean to them. Now, I only have room for those who can bring stability, warmth and honesty. Now, I only have room for those who don’t have any intention to walk away. There’s no room in my heart for any more cracks. My heart just wants to heal. My heart just wants to be whole again. #bokeheffect #bokehlens #bokehlicious #bokehuk #Bokehseries #bokehgram #bokeheffect #instacolor #bokehphotography #portraitphotography #colorphotography #colorgram #instacolor #bokeh https://www.instagram.com/p/BzbI-qzHRiz/?igshid=f46b53d8yvqz

[hashijee]

[hashijee]

[hashijee]

[hashijee]

"If you see me successful today know that i have had my set of failures in the past....i have fallen and i have got up back to stand...i have worked hard and have put in my day and night to be able to rock....

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If you see me beautiful and gorgeous today know that i have had been judged...i have felt insecure at a point in the past but i did learn what works for me what helps me enhance what i already am..and i have learned to belive in myself...

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If you see me value know that i had known how it feels to not be valued by someone you would have wanted to be valued by..but i had learned i only want to be valued by people who are pure and who resonate with me....

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If you see me smile and be confident know that i had also known how it feels to not feel them at all....but i had learned what is worth smiling for and what is not...

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If you see me having a good day where i am all proactive and killin it...know that i do have my set of bad days...but i had learned to create a balance within myself....

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If you see me fearless know that i have feared too...i just learned to go beyond them....

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So if you see me to be just a perfect canvas all things beautiful know that it has been painted with all dark and light...less and more colour...

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Because i am learning too...i am healing tooo...i am growing too...

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And you can do it too....

[hashijee]

میرے پاس جاﻧﺎں کچھ نہیں!  نہ جدائیاں نہ وصال پل میری دسترس میں تو کچھ نہیں کچھ اشک ہیں اک یاد ہے اک دل ہے جو برباد ہے اور شہر سنگ کے لوگ ہیں میرے چاروں اور ہی درد ہیں  میرے ہمقدم بڑے روگ ہیں__! #citylife #cityphotography #urdugram #instaurdu #portraitphotography #colorful #aky #sunny #architecturephotography #buildings #urduliterature #instashutter #instapic #instatravel #pictureoftheday #b #vsco #instavasco #vscogram https://www.instagram.com/p/By5x4Mmn9wT/?igshid=1bw5ivubgt3pn

[hashijee]

It may be unfair, but what happens in a few days, sometimes even a single day, can change the course of a whole lifetime... #Khaled Hosseini #The Kite Runner #bokehlicious#bokehuk #Bokehseries #bokehgram #bokeheffect #thebokehseries #portraitphotography #bokehphotography #instabokeh #bokehkillers #nightphotography #shadow #shadowphotography https://www.instagram.com/p/BymRyUtgxmE/?igshid=10c3zoy4phth2

[hashijee]

I know that on some days you just want life to slow down, you wish that you could stop battling and start living. You want to be fought for instead of being the fighter, you want to be held instead of holding everything together and you want to be understood instead of drowning in a sea of your own confusion. But if you’re meant to face the hardest of battles alone, if you're meant to keep fighting with little to no help, then maybe it can only get better from there, you can only rebuild after destruction. You can only find peace after war. I guess what keeps me going is knowing that we all get what we deserve in the end, what we work so hard for and what our hearts truly desire. Because just as things can change for the worse overnight, they can also change for the better. Just as things suddenly disappear, life can magically hand you more blessings. And maybe you’re not meant to win every battle or get all the answers right but as long as you still know how to stand tall every time life knocks you down, you will prevail. Ironically, life becomes easier when you know that even if you lose all your battles, as long as you haven’t lost yourself, you’re still a winner. #bokeheffect #bokehlens #bokehphotography #bokehful #bokehkillers #bokeh #instacolor #instashutter #instabokeh #bokehlicious #bokehuk #bokehgram #Bokehseries #bokehstoryphotos #mybokehseries #hashgram #bokehlove #bokeh#bokehlights https://www.instagram.com/p/Bx5e9qvnwJ5/?igshid=1dsgm1gzjljkx

[hashijee]

[hashijee]

ہمیں یہ گلٹ اور ڈپریشن رہتا ہے کہ ہم اس کے اب بہترین بندے نہیں رہے ‘ مگر ہم تو ا س کے بہترین بندے کبھی بھی نہیں تھے ۔

ساری تعریف ‘ ساری حمد ‘ ساری پرفیکشن ’’ہمارے لئے‘‘ تو کل بھی نہیں تھی۔

جس گلٹ کو ہم دیوار بنا کر الله اور اپنے درمیان لے آتے ہیں‘ وہ تو ہمیشہ ساتھ رہے گا ۔

آج اس غلطی پہ شرمندہ ہیں‘ کل کسی اور پہ نادم تھے۔ ہم پرفیکٹ نہیں ہو سکتے تو پھر الله سے بات کرنے سے جھجکتے کیوں ہیں؟

غلطی ہوئی ہے تو معافی مانگو اور نئے سرے سے الله کے بندے بن جاؤ۔ یہ اتنا آسان ہے۔ کیونکہ کچھ لوگوں کو الله نے اپنے دین کے لئے چن لیا ہوتا ہے۔ ان کو قرآن پہ تدبر کرتے رہنا چاہیے ‘ اپنے لئے نہ سہی تو دوسروں کے لئے۔ خوشی سے نہیں کریں گے تو قدرت آپ کو کھینچ کر‘ گھسیٹ کر اس طرف لے آئے گی مگر یہ آپ کو کرنا ہے۔*آپ chosen one ہیں‘ پرفیکٹ نہیں ہیں تو اپنی خامیاں اور گناہ دیکھ کر پریشان نہ ہوا کریں۔

توبہ کریں‘ اور پھر سے شروع کریں۔ صرف الله ہی کے ساتھ تو انسان ہمیشہ ہر چیز نئے سرے سے شروع کر سکتا ہے !‘

ہمارا کام..... گناہوں سے بچنا ہے، بچنے کے باوجود ہوتے رہیں گے.... پھر پلٹ کر توبہ کریں.... گناہوں سے پاک ہم نہیں ہوسکتے...

[hashijee]

ایک موسم بہار کا ہوتا ہے ایک موسم خزاں کا. پھول آتے ہیں درخت خوشی سے کھل اٹھتے ہیں. خزاں آتی ہے اپنے سنگ پتے تک لے جاتی ہے. مگر درخت کسی بھی گلے شکوے سے بے نیاز عاجزی سموے اپنے رب کے حضور اسکی رضا کے سامنے سر بسجود رہتا ہے. کیونکہ اس کو 'یقین و ایمان' ہوتا ہے کے اس کا مالک اسکا خالق، موسموں کے موسم بدلنے کی قدرت رکھنے والا اپنی وفا کا چلن نبھانے میں کتنا وفادار ہے. فَإِنَّ مَعَ الْعُسْرِ يُسْراً. إِنَّ مَعَ الْعُسْرِ يُسْراً. بلا شبہ ہر مشکل کے ساتھ آسانی بھی ہوتی ہے . اور بیشک ہر مشکل کے ساتھ آسانی بھی ہوتی ہے. بہار خزاں، مسکان آنسو، غم خوشی، زندگی موت، صبح شام، ایک معین وقت تک سب بدلنے کے لئے ہے، نہیں بدلنا چاہے تو ہمارے شکر صبرو حمد کا چلن. موسم خواہ ہماری خوشی ہم پر عطا کا ہو، خواہ اللہ کی مصلحت کے تحت اسکی رضا کا ہو، ہر حال میں ہمارا شکر ہماری وفا ہے، ہمارا صبر ہماری وفا ہے، ہماری قناعت ہماری وفا ہے، ہر حال میں اللہ کی حمد ہم پر واجب الادا، ہماری وفا ہے. جس میں جتنا شکر ور صبر ہے اس میں اتنی وفا ہے! اللہ پاک ہمیں وفادار رہنے کی توفیق عطا فرمایں اللہ ہمّ آمین! #bokeheffect #Bokehseries #Bokehishq #bokehlove #bokehlicious #bokehuk #bokehgram #bokehphotography #instabokeh #bokehkillers #bokeh #urdugram #urduadab #urdu #urduliterature #urduquotes https://www.instagram.com/p/BxlzGhRn6vT/?igshid=1kvu0cab89l78

[al-afaf]

“You will not find the sweetness of worship until you place a barrier between yourself and your lusts.”

— Bishr Ibn Al-Haarith [As-Siyar, 10/473] (via ghvrabaaa)

[julaibib]

إِن يَعْلَمِ اللَّهُ فِي قُلُوبِكُمْ خَيْرًا

If Allah knows there is anything good in your hearts,

يُؤْتِكُمْ خَيْرًا مِّمَّا أُخِذَ مِنكُمْ

He will give you better than that which has been taken away from you,

وَيَغْفِرْ لَكُمْ وَاللَّهُ غَفُورٌ رَّحِيمٌ

And He will forgive you. And Allah is Forgiving, Merciful.

— Surah Al-Anfal [8:70]

[islamic-art-and-quotes]

رَبَّنَا وَسِعْتَ كُلَّ شَيْءٍ رَحْمَةً وَعِلْمًا

Our Lord, You have encompassed everything with Your mercy and Your knowledge.

Source: umaymen, via IslamicArtDB

[goodreadss]

““We are all different. Don’t judge, understand instead.””

— Roy T. Bennett, The Light in the Heart

[hashijee]

I hope you realize that just because someone didn’t choose you doesn’t make you any less valuable or attractive. It just makes you a better fit for someone else. It makes you more available to someone who is looking for the kind of love you can give. And to find that person you have to believe that you are incredible. That you are great. That you are enough. You have to believe that the right person may meet and get to know a bunch of other people more ‘intimidating’ but at the end of the day, they’ll choose you. They’ll pick you because you’re their special someone. They’ll choose you because there’s only one you and to them, you are their world. #thoughts #lifequotes #lessonlearned #lifechoices #bokehlicious #bokehuk #bokehgram #bokeheffect #bokehlens #bokehphotography #bokehful #bokehkillers #instabokeh #Bokehseries #bokehstory https://www.instagram.com/p/BvlL-mxnn4D/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1p8hrwyq5vn44

[hashijee]