Hatter and His Tea

Hi there! I mainly write fanfiction in a particular fandom. M/M too. Enjoy my random thoughts and some drabbles here and there 😸

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The club enjoyer in Griselda’s club :

“Why do we even go to this place, they all just playing the same f-ing song over and over again.”

Like lol. The music was so repetitive in the club, waiting for the main characters to finish and leave the scene.

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I’m also obsessing with these two. The doujinshis are gorgeous and they are just so cute.

Blue Lock | pairing : Nagi x Reo | G

Confusion

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Is it love? Is it not love?

The questions repeated inside Nagi’s head.

Laying on the soft green grass, he looked up and watched the blue coloured sky, noticing the clouds that were moving ever so slowly. The sun was still shining above them, raising the heat.

Drenched in sweat and extremely exhausted from the grueling practice, Nagi still found it hard to believe that someone like him, who has no motivation in life, could actually be dragged into playing a sport… soccer out of all things.

Everything felt bothersome to him; waking up, eating, going to school, and lots of other things. His world used to consist of just playing video games and sleeping, that was until he met that person.

He still found it weird that Reo treasured him greatly, even going as far as calling him as a genius, and after watching a particular drama, he suddenly wondered if Reo has feelings for him.

No one would go that far, even carrying him on their back, if it wasn’t for love… right?

Nagi questioned himself once more. He could feel his own heart beating loudly as he continued to lie there, enjoying the breeze that blew past the grassy ground, dissipating the heat on his body.

Closing his eyes, his mind drifted to a peaceful rest, not noticing the footsteps closing in on him.

“Nagi~” The voice called out to him.

The white haired boy groggily opened his eyes and was quickly greeted by that smile. He found his heart beating rapidly again and his body heat increasing.

Is it love? Is it not love?

The questions entered his mind once more.

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And another one shot / drabble

Blue Lock | pairing : Nagi x Reo | T

Bliss

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Legs interlocking one another, hands wrapped around each other.

Reo tightened his grips around the wide back, tracing the familiar muscle that the other had put on. How could he have imagined that the unmotivated Nagi, who always thought of everything as troublesome, could actually change and become someone like this.

As he buried his face deeper, enjoying the warmth that radiated from the exposed skin, he thought of the heartbreak, the despair, the hard work… and his own rebirth from the ashes.

The heart that was torn apart, broken into little pieces by his treasure, was then mended by the same person.

“Nagi…” Reo called out, unwilling to let go this time, no matter what the future might bring and he too hoped that his treasure was feeling the same way.

Unbeknownst to him, Nagi too, held the same feeling.

As he held the sleeping Reo in his arms, he thought of the day Reo found him and the precious ‘gift’ that he received in return. The world opened up to him, and it was all thanks to Reo.

The two of them together, always. Nagi held on to that thought, unwilling to let go of his only one.

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Torment | Prince of Tennis | Tezuka x Fuji

There was silence between them.

Despite sitting next to one another, they found themselves talking to the person in front or next to them, rather than to each other.

The ciggarette’s smoke in the izakaya was pungent and the lights barely illumintated their table and the foods that were scattered across the table.

They had decided to hold their reunion at this old style izakaya. Hidden in a small lane, it was a local place with a wooden interior.

The place reminded Fuji of Kawamura’s sushi, before they decided to close down. He still found himself missing that place, that moment in them where they were all much younger and fighting for the National.

With every sip of the cold sake making his way to his lips, the blue eyed prodigy found his mind feeling a little bit lighter and numb.

He needed the power of alcohol for tonight, especially when he found himself sitting next to that man.

Tezuka Kunimitsu, the current and youngest Grand Slam Champion. They haven’t seen each other for years. Ever since the U-17, life decided to drift them apart.

The last message that Fuji sent him was wishing him a Happy New Year and that was 2 years ago. Despite changing his phone, the prodigy still keeps the messages stored.

“Here’s your drink.” The waitress suddenly placed another drink in front of him.

“Ah, I didn’t order this.” Fuji chirped in. He was about to return the drink, fingers gripping the full glass of oolong hai when he felt another hand gripped his.

“It’s mine.” Tezuka told him, his fingers were still touching him.

“A-..” Fuji nodded and placed the glass nearer to the man.

He released the glass and expected Tezuka to do the same. Instead, that warm and wide hand, rough from gripping the racket his whole life, kept intertwining his fingers with the prodigy and brought it under the table, right on top of the tennis player’s hip.

Fuji felt his face flushing bright red, like a kid. At least, this time he could blame it on the alcohol.

With his head feeling light, lips numbing from the cold drink and the alcohol, heart beating loudly, and the chatter surrounding them that appeared to never ends, Fuji came to wish that the party would end soon, finally ending his one-sided love.

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I wanted to make an r rated version. Maybe next time. Gotta be in that mood first lol

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Here is another drabble I wrote last night.

Fury | Prince of Tennis | G | Tezuka x Fuji

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Note: of course gotta go back to that moment again lol.

Fuji held in the tears that were slowly coming up to his eyes.

It was painful, getting your heart broken to pieces.

Watching him catching that ball and walking away, not even finishing their match.

“How could you, Tezuka…” He whispered, gripping the racket in his hand tightly as he looked towards the other side of the court, completely devoid of his presence.

He could still hear his heart, beating ever so loudly from the adrenaline that pushed him to stand against him.

Ignorance and pride, all turning into humiliation and frustration, but most of all, he hated himself for knowing why that man stopped the match.

To find his own guidepost… to be his own guidepost.

“Goodbye, Tezuka Kunimitsu…” He finally whispered, ready to say his farewell to the person who was always a step in front of him. His beacon of light since the day he met him.

As he could no longer hold the tears that were falling from his closed eyes, Fuji made a vow to himself. It would be the last tears he ever shed.

Until they meet again, Fuji thought to himself, knowing that he would win the next one.

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Thanks for reading. I ended up posting these on my ao3 too. I want to do another long fic but brain being derp -.-

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Alright here is one from today prompt word. This time is a comedy too. Woohoo.

Amazement | Prince of Tennis | Tezuka x Fuji

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There was something about it that made him unable to look away.

Raised with somewhat old-fashioned principles and etiquette, Tezuka never once looked or thought about something like this.

Thus, as he arrived at that person’s class activity for their school festival, the usually stoic and unrelenting man had found himself in a predicament with a new found emotion whirling up inside of him.

“Oh… what’s this?” Fuji said in his wider than usual smile.

Coming closer to the bespectacled man’s table, the prodigy appeared to notice the out-of-ordinary expression that was currently plastered all over his captain’s face.

Tezuka tried his hardest to keep his whirling emotions inside, to show no weakness as Fuji moved his face closer and closer to him, pressuring him.

It was, of course, a futile attempt as he quickly noticed that the black coloured dress, with its white lace trimming around the chest area and the skirt, was actually quite loose for the prodigy; enabling the captain to peek inside, noticing that contrasting colour against the pale white skin.

“Pervert.” He then heard Fuji, causing his heart to skip a beat.

“Maybe I'll wear this outfit next time, captain…” Fuji whispered straight to his ear before leaving him in a rut.

As he watched the ‘maid’ of the cafe run along, Tezuka quickly closed his mouth and tried to get the image out of his head, with failure.

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I’m in my drabble mode. This one is at least all lovey doey.

Bliss | Prince of Tennis | Tezuka x Fuji

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The deep kisses, stealing his breaths away.

Fuji knew his cheeks must be blushing right now in the color of red.

He kept his lips parted, feeling the pleasure from the invading tongue as the warm and wide hands were pulling him in, closing any distance between them.

Those same hands then traced the silhouette of his back, gripping the white coloured shirt roughly, as if wanting to rip it away, right there, in that moment.

He then heard his name called in that deep, growling voice, awakening the dormant feeling that he thought was buried deep inside.

Feeling that was hidden the moment he watched him leave, despite knowing it was what that man wanted.

To reach those dreams, the dreams that motivated that man, the dreams that made Fuji fall in love with him and his tennis.

That feeling, much like the first time he saw him, was now laid bare with each of the deep kisses.

“Tezuka, I love you…” He finally said it, after all these years.

Heart beating rapidly, Fuji opened his eyes and saw those piercing eyes that were now looking straight at him. It shimmered underneath the low light and reflected his own face.

Unwilling to let go this time, Fuji wrapped his arms around the man, content that the other was doing the same thing.

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Today is TRAGIC DRABBLE DAY.

Longing | Prince of Tennis | Tezuka x Fuji

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There was this distance between them. It started out small, but then it grew further and further.

Fuji always knew Tezuka was unreachable, even for him. He was called a genius, a beauty, but those words meant nothing against that person.

The bespectacled figure and his grand ambitions, burning so ever brightly. Fuji too wished to be like him, to fly next to him, and yet the distance between them grew ever so larger.

In the end, he was but a fan. Abandoning tennis to pursue photography. Capturing the distance with an image, like a spectator aweing that unreachable figure.

Despite their history, standing side by side during those years, the bonds between them have dissolved, just like that.

“Ne, Tezuka…” He found himself calling to that person.

Clearly kissed by the sun, Tezuka Kunimitsu had grown more mature. The sculpted jawline, the wide shoulders, the strong muscles that were able to withstand hours on the court.

Was it some fate or a cruel twist in life that they were able to meet in this small cafe, in the middle of a foreign country.

Languages he barely understood, places that were unfamiliar with him, but those eyes that were looking towards him, he understood it.

“Do you love me?”

He wanted to say it, the longing within him was unbearable.

But he gritted his teeth and continued on with that fake smile.

Deep down, he knew that Tezuka would say yes. Those piercing eyes, they too were longing for him, and yet, they knew the distance between them was far too great.

Maybe in another lifetime.

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I wrote this for a monthly prompt thing and the theme of the day is - Defeat.

And so here is a small drabble of TezuFuji because I love them (and Happy Birthday again Fuji!)

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Defeat

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How long have they been waiting for this moment?

For this moment in time, standing not side by side, but face to face, divided by this long net in the middle.

One bounce, two bounce, Fuji then let the ball fly high. The sun almost blinded his eyes.

With a swift movement, he hit the ball that was coming down. Hard and fast, it flew past the net that divided them and hit the green coloured ground, just where he wanted it to hit.

But of course, his formidable opponent, the person he always looked up to, was already there and prepared. The bespectacled man returned the ball with ease, with the same strength and speed.

The feeling was thrilling. The feeling was erotic. He always wanted this man. His piercing gaze thrilled him and brought an emotion that Fuji didn’t know he could have.

With a stride, he caught up with the ball, returning it to the other side of the court.

His heart continued to beat loudly. Whether he wins or loses the match, it didn’t matter as he was already losing himself to Tezuka.

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And yes, Happy Birthday Fuji!

I wanted to write a fic for you (least finishing this 1 wip but alas…).

Maybe soon.

Also wow a ring…

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I have ideas… I have feelings… I have WIP that I need to finish and yet….

Procrastinating? Not in the mood?

All of the above… conflicted feeling…

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Lol started reading Blue Lock… you guys sure the BL doesn’t stand as Boy’s Love lol

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Finally got into Heaven’s Official Blessing… I also want someone to call me gege… thought it’ll be sister version ;.;

Where is my hua cheng!?

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I still write things… wow… I don’t know how long this will last though. I think I’m spending the creative juices that were held back by dry writing season. Lol.

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

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An excerpt from whatever was in my head for this story. Maybe I will write it down one day.

It is set in this medieval Kingdom. Final Fantasy like.

Fuji is a Prince of this Kingdom who on the outside looked promising. Filled with richness and natural resources, but actually was built on blood and lies.

Fuji is raised to be their killer. He is also abused by his father, the King, but no one knows about that. Except for his own family and the higher ministers. And so, the citizens rebelled under the help of Atobe (who is a Prince of a nearby Kingdom. He has his own reasons to start the rebellion, including one involving Tezuka).

Fuji killed his family to spare them from the rebellion while Atobe beheaded the King. They then captured Fuji and used him as a sign - cue humiliation r*pe etc.

Tezuka is a son of a noble family from Fuji’s Kingdom. His father hated the King and knows that the King is turning mad (GOT Style). Fuji was ordered to kill Tezuka’s family but he let Tezuka got away (as he actually saw Tezuka when they were a boy and was instantly captivated by him). Tezuka then vowed revenge.

Anyway… this is like the end bit lol.

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“I’ve always loved you.” Fuji confessed, the feeling that was hidden all these time.

The feeling that started when he first saw the boy in that match. His sharp movement, his prowess, his ability and intelligence, Fuji loved it all and was instantly captivated.

If, in this life, he could have just one wish, he wished for that boy to live, and so on that night, he let him go. Not that he could even defeat him.

Fuji was delighted when he saw the boy again, now has grown up to become a man. He didn’t mind the pain, he could take the pain if it paid for his sins. If it returned the pieces that were taken from him.

He just didn’t expect Tezuka to be so tender to him. Even if it is a lie, Fuji was enjoying it. He was bathing in a warm light for once.

And so, in this moment, he knew it was time to pay for his greatest sins. “Even… if it is a lie, thank you for loving me…”

Tezuka could only watch as the blue-eyed man closed his eyes and fell to the ground. There was blood, pouring out from the fragile body.

He quickly casted his swords away and cradled the dying body. Fuji was still breathing, but it was faint.

“Hey… Fuji… hey…” Tezuka slapped the cheek that started to lose its colours.

He dreamt of this moment, of seeing the killer of his family died in front of him. He didn’t dream it to be this way.

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I think I just want smut and angst once more.

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I want more TezuFuji materials…

Least this obsession got me to write again. But I also want more canon fodder. I just found out about all these songs too. Please more duet for them. Damn you Konomi for making (spoiler alert) Fuji lose. I hope you write Fuji and Tezuka match towards the end and also get them to live together!

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I just have to get this out of my chests…

Spoiler alert for ff16 if anyone hasn’t play it. Not that you will be missing much anyway because the game is an utter disappointment in pacing and gameplay.

My biggest problem is the lack of set up and payoff

- no consequences of destroying the crystal

- skipping clive’s life during enslavement even though it would be a great background story and growth for clive, especially since they are dealing with the theme of slavery.

I had someone with an audacity telling me that Clive’s story isn’t related to his enslavement. I feel like these gamerz don’t know good story / pacing even if it hit them right in the head. A story with theme of slavery and a main character that actually got to experience it? Got it to your head?

Its a shame they wanted to skip that bit. Felt like the writer / the developer just wanted us to play a grown up adult clive asap rather than thinking of the story pace and emotional moments. Like 13 years of his life were being skipped. And we have another unnecessary time skip where these guys don’t even change their clothes.

They wanted to make these super serious and realistic (albeit with magic) world but they don’t think of these tiny details.

- clive not being hunted down as a terrorist.

- bearers freed and yet have no safe heaven. Basically no spread out safe area or something. Or just a growth in these communities. Considering the story’s flow, we should have more chaos. I think even in ffx you got turned away at the temple towards the end because of your action. ACTION HAS CONSEQUENCES PEOPLE!!

- just the whole thing about bearers. We missed out on that personal connection because of the time skip, then the whole thing is just showing bad treatment towards bearers. There are just no growth and apparently the big fix is just destroy the crystal and problem will be solved. Oh guess we don’t have human’s nature factored in it. The whole power play and also now that the crystals are gone, humanity needs to discover new energy and way of living asap. Before that being stabilise, guess everyone just die or suffer. Thanks Clive.

The least they can do is showing us new technique etc to make it more believable.

God this game just made me made because of all these telling not show. There’s probably a bunch of stuffs but yea.. just need to vent these out.

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Apparently jeff loveness and waldron is removed from marvel (according to reddit marvel leaks subreddit).

If it is true, i’m laughing hard right now coz loki s1 made me spite waldron so much.