[hauntedmilk]

Hey! If you are new to this side of tumblr, or in recovery, please leave.

I post a lot of triggering content and I'd hate to have a negative effect on anyone who isn't already deep in this shit or is trying to get out of it.

Also ED "coaches" can go get in the fucking bin, ta.

All of my posts are okay to reblog unless it says otherwise in the tags.

[goldcrescent]

and not to sound like a conspiracy theorist but another reason I hate the return of 2000’s th*nspo shit is bc starving does make women frail and has longer term consequences like early osteoporosis, brittle bones/teeth, insomnia, ect. Your muscles will start eating themselves. It also makes you extremely emotional and severely lowers your capacity for critical thinking not bc you’re a girl but because your brain isn’t getting any fucking nutrients so idk I just feel like its very convenient that every time there’s an uptick in fascist rhetoric and women’s rights are being stripped suddenly it’s peak fashion for women to be starving, weak, and exhausted

[hauntedmilk]

Someone be an absolute babe and lend me a fiver so I can buy something for dinner that isn't pasta or soup? 😅

I'm so sick of pasta and soup.

There's still a week til payday and that's all I've got in the house.

[echoesofsaturn]

I don't want my life to be a perpetual load of trying to recover from something after something and someone after someone. I don't want recovery to be all that I am.

[hauntedmilk]

I stopped taking my meds. It's been a little over a week and so far I feel fine apart from a slight dizziness. I have a full month's prescription available if I feel like I need to start taking them again but for now I'm gonna see how well I do without them. Wish me luck!

[srdcovka]

[thatdayindecemberr]

Dream/Weirdcore Character 2

Step into a soft, surreal world where reality feels slightly off. Mix and match pastel outfits, uncanny accessories, and nostalgic details t

Vibes 🌊💖🧜‍♀️

Open tags <3

[hauntedmilk]

[hauntedmilk]

Tumblr is so DEAD omg why do I use this fucking app?

I'm basically talking to myself.

[should-be-sleeping]

In fifth grade a boy tried to impress me by swallowing a whole tadpole live and I punched him so hard that he puked and the tadpole was fine.

[should-be-sleeping]

I kept it in a terrarium and it became a normal 🐸 despite everything. About a year afterward (I thought) it died, so I sadly put it in a shoebox in the shed until the ground thawed enough for a proper funeral but when that day came I opened the box and the frog was fine.

[justprettygay]

[should-be-sleeping]

This is funnier than anything I have ever said.

[should-be-sleeping]

This post is to Easter what a Geiger counter is to radiation.

[kosmogrl]

they call me 007

0 will to live

0 tasks completed

7 mental disorders

[codenamejustine]

I wish someone taught me how to feel good without destroying myself

[expiredloser]

“I dont know why girls have anorexia, its not like guys like it” I AM GOING TO KILL YOU WITH A ROCK

[spin-the-wheel-polls]

You can only drink the drink you get from this wheel for a month!

https://wheelofnames.com/uh3-8jf

how're you feeling?

Great!

okay, I could do it

okay, I couldn't do it

dead

horrible

im allergic/intolerant

Results

Voting ended onApr 9

[hauntedmilk]

Three days worth of meds in my system. Almost as much as last time I tried to OD but this time it's just to feel something other than chronic BPD emptiness.

Let's see if it has any effect at all.

[hauntedmilk]

Upped it to 5. Maybe I'll die. That might be nice.

[hauntedmilk]

Hospital.

[hauntedmilk]

Three days worth of meds in my system. Almost as much as last time I tried to OD but this time it's just to feel something other than chronic BPD emptiness.

Let's see if it has any effect at all.

[hauntedmilk]

Upped it to 5. Maybe I'll die. That might be nice.

[hauntedmilk]

Three days worth of meds in my system. Almost as much as last time I tried to OD but this time it's just to feel something other than chronic BPD emptiness.

Let's see if it has any effect at all.

[hauntedmilk]

This song might be triggering for some of you (ed vibes) so I'm sorry for that.

But I hear it and I'm like "goals"