I wanna be a butch's fucktoy in the most depraved way ever. I wanna be used over and over by multiple older butches who genuinely give no shit about my pleasure and only want to use me as a fleshlight. I rub myself to all the nasty dms and asks I get from older lesbians bcs they always make me so horny. I just wanna be used.
if you really "support fat lesbians" then why are you not letting me button my big oversized flannel over your still-shivering frame while you repeat after me that nothing happened and that we're just heading home now because you went and got your clothes a little messy and we need to go get you cleaned up
telling me i'm allowed to have a reward but my kind of reward is being put down on my tummy across your thigh and being spanked soft and slow praised and praised every blow, until all of my thoughts have melted and soaked my thighs past my panties and onto your jeans <3
I need a butch with a sex drive as high as mine. I need her calling me out of the blue, telling me work has been stressful, that she needs me to come by and fuck in her car to blow off a little steam. I need her begging for videos of me fucking myself when we’re apart, need her telling me she can’t go a day without getting off to me, and if she cant have me in person she needs to see me, to hear my gasps and whines. I need her knocking on my door late at night, already unbuckling her belt the moment I pull the door open. I need lust and desperation, hard packing in soaked boxers, hands that can’t stay away from my cunt even in crowded rooms… I need to see how she’ll melt when she realizes she’s found a femme who wants to indulge all of her desires, who can satisfy her as deeply as she’s always wanted.
"you take it like such a slut, baby," your butch says, holding your face between his fingers. "so greedy for it. your pussy is just sucking me in-- fuck. your cunt is doing all the thinking now, huh?"
he's looking down at the space between your bodies as he thrusts, watching you take him over and over again; the head of his cock catching on the rim of your entrance before passing through and abusing your g-spot-- it makes you sob into his palm. your eyes have gone all teary and shifty, watching his face screw up while his hips slam into your pelvis.
the more you whine at his degredation, the more into it he gets. twenty minutes in and he's already looking at you like a piece of meat, and God does it get you wet. he slides in deeper once he has your knees folded like a doll, and you cry out, high on pleasure. between his grunts and your keens, the wet sounds of your pussy only increase, making him the greedy one-- he's drowning in your body. you're so submissive at just the touch of his hand, and it turns him feral.
"so fucking breadable, princess-- fuck-- a toy for me to breed and use."
your eyes snap back to him from their hazy, crossed position, and you whine in question. yeah? what else?
"just a greedy hole for me. my cocksleeve, yeah?" he looks at your face for a second to gauge your response, and when he sees your pupils blown, he grins. "you love being daddy's whore, baby?"
uh-huh! you whine muffled into his palm, drooling past your lips to coat his fingers. he slams into you harder in response, and your eyes roll back.
"mine. my slut, my toy, my pretty little thing. taking me so well, baby; is this all you were meant for? say it. say it, or you don't get to cum."
his next thrust is punctuated by three of his fingers slipping past your lips to press down on your tongue. you can't speak when you're gagging, and his other hand reaches up to squeeze your tit and roll the nipple-- you choke.
he only laughs.
"gonna fill my baby up. make you take it-- you don't have a choice. open wider, baby," he commands, reaching down with his forearm to push your thighs to the bed, making the inseam burn, "let daddy fill you."
his hips begin to stutter as his head tosses back, but you're already way ahead of him. the next time he talks down to you, eyes heavy and dark with his thumb on your clit, "you look so pathetic like this, taking my dick so deep you go dumb," you're already cumming all over his cock and spasming until your vision tilts.
and he doesn't stop, of course. you're done when he says you are. your pussy is so wet, messy, and ruined; he has to take advantage.
table of contents: books; anthologies, history, novels, erotica, photography. films; movies, documentaries, shorts. miscellaneous; dissertations, articles, etc.
note: everything (minus a few) has a link to access the media! if i am able to find the missing links i will attach them along with adding new content. there are a couple things that are not specifically butchfemme, but i kept them because i feel that they fit. enjoy!
𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚕𝚘𝚐𝚒𝚎𝚜 + 𝚌𝚑𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚒𝚌𝚕𝚎𝚜
୨୧ A Restricted Country by Joan Nestle
୨୧ Brazen Femme: Queering Femininity by Chloë Brushwood Rose, Anna Camilleri
୨୧ Butch/Femme: Inside Lesbian Gender by Sally R. Munt, Cherry Smyth
୨୧ Butch is a Noun by S. Bear Bergman
୨୧ Femme/Butch: New Considerations of the Way We Want to Go by Michelle Gibson, Deborah Meem
୨୧ Femme: Feminists, Lesbians, and Bad Girls by Laura Harris, Elizabeth Crocker
୨୧ Lesbian Culture: The Lives, Work, Ideas, Art and Visions of Lesbians Past and Present by Julia Penelope, Susan Wolfe
୨୧ On Butch and Femme: A Compiled Readings by I.M. Epstein
୨୧ Persistence: All Ways Butch and Femme by Ivan Coyote, Zena Sharman
୨୧ The Femme's Guide To The Universe by Shar Rednour
୨୧ The Lesbian Erotic Dance: Butch, Femme, Androgyny, and Other Rhythms by JoAnn Loulan
୨୧ The Little Butch Book by Leslea Newman
୨୧ The Persistent Desire: A Femme-Butch Reader by Joan Nestle
୨୧ Tomboys!: Tales of Dyke Derring-Do by Lynne Y. Fletcher, Karen Barber
୨୧ Tomboy Survival Guide by Ivan Coyote
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NOTE ⋆ there is more history content in the film section as well as historical fiction in the novel section!!!
୨୧ Appearances Can Be Deceiving: Butch-Femme Fashion and Queer Legibility in New York City, 1945–1969 by Alix Gitner
୨୧ Baby, You Are My Religion: Women, Gay Bars, And Theology Before Stonewall by Marie Cartier
୨୧ Becoming Visible: An Illustrated History Of Lesbian And Gay Life In Twentieth-Century America by Molly McGary, Fred Wasserman
୨୧ Before Stonewall: The Making of a Gay and Lesbian Community by Andrea Weiss
୨୧ Boots of Leather, Slippers of Gold: The History of a Lesbian Community by Elizabeth Lapovsky Kennedy, Madaline D. Davis
୨୧ GLBT Historical Society: Museum & Archives ⋆ general LGBT archives, but a very important and great source
୨୧ Making History: The Struggle for Gay and Lesbian Equal Rights: 1945-1990: An Oral History by Eric Marcus
୨୧ Odd Girls and Twilight Lovers: A History of Lesbian Life In Twentieth-Century America by Lillian Faderman ⋆ I’m not a fan of this one, but decided to keep it in
୨୧ Uninvited: Classical Hollywood Cinema and Lesbian Representability by Patricia White
୨୧ Unsuitable: A History of Lesbian Fashion by Eleanor Medhurst
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୨୧ A Crystal Diary: A Novel by Frankie Hucklenbroich ⋆ The razor-edged, compelling, often wryly humorous story hustles us from the blood-and-beer-drenched corners of her St. Louis meat-packing district '50s youth, through the sex-soaked Hollywood alleys of her '60s baby butch years, into the druggy metropolis of '70s San Francisco.
୨୧ Beebo Brinker by Ann Bannon ⋆ Beeboo, a butch 17-year-old farm girl newly arrived in New York after she is driven from her Wisconsin home town for wearing drag to the State Fair. Befriended by the gay Jack Mann, a father-figure with a weakness for runaways, Beebo sets out to find love.
୨୧ Departure from the Script by Jae ⋆ An aspiring actress meeting photographer, femme meeting butch in this light-hearted lesbian romance set in Hollywood.
୨୧ Doc and Fluff: The Dystopian Tale of a Girl and Her Biker by Pat Califia ⋆ Set in the bleak and not-too-distant future of a culture in its death throes, Doc and Fluff careens through the lives of a pair of outlaw women struggling to survive on the road.
୨୧ Feast While You Can by Mikaella Clements, Onjuli Datta ⋆ A fresh, queer spin on possession horror with a sharp focus on deeply complex small-town dynamics. A young queer woman who's lived her whole life in the dead-end mountain village of Cadenze finds herself violently possessed by an ancient, malevolent, memory-eating entity that inhabits the caves bordering her home.
୨୧ Last Night at the Telegraph Club by Malinda Lo ⋆ America in 1954 is not a safe place for two girls to fall in love, especially not in Chinatown. Red-Scare paranoia threatens everyone, including Chinese Americans like Lily. With deportation looming over her father—despite his hard-won citizenship—Lily and Kath risk everything to let their love see the light of day.
୨୧ Lucy and Mickey by Red Jordan Arobateau ⋆ Lesbian life in the late 1950s, early '60s; and a powerful romance & sexual drama between two females, Lucy & Mickey.
୨୧ Patience and Sarah by Isabel Miller ⋆ In an early puritanical New England town, a butch and femme fall in love and discover they can run a farm and live together away from the world that sought to limit them and their love.
୨୧ Satan's Best by Red Jordan Arobateau ⋆ volume #1 in the ten book lesbian biker series THE OUTLAW CHRONICLES. In this action-packed novel we are introduced to the gang of raunchy and glamorous biker women, including the 5 Warlords who run the Outlaws. Enter beautiful blond butch Angel–lone rider on the storm.
୨୧ Stone Butch Blues by Leslie Feinberg ⋆ The life of Jess Goldberg, a working-class Jewish butch lesbian in New York from the 1940s through the 1970s.
୨୧ The Well of Loneliness by Radclyffe Hall ⋆ The timeless struggle of a butch and femme couple to be accepted by "polite" society. This now classic was banned outright upon publication in 1928.
𝚎𝚛𝚘𝚝𝚒𝚌𝚊 𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚕𝚘𝚐𝚒𝚎𝚜
୨୧ Back To Basics: A Butch-Femme Anthology by Theresa Szymanski
୨୧ Breathless: Erotica by Kitty Tsui
୨୧ Hard Road, Easy Riding: Lesbian Biker Erotica by Sacchi Green, Rakelle Valencia
୨୧ Rode Hard, Put Away Wet: Lesbian Cowboy Erotica by Sacchi Green, Rakelle Valencia
୨୧ Set in Stone: Butch-on-Butch Erotica by Angela Brown
୨୧ Sometimes She Lets Me: Best Butch Femme Erotica by Tristan Taormino
୨୧ The Harder She Comes: Butch/Femme Erotica by D.L. King
𝚙𝚑𝚘𝚝𝚘𝚐𝚛𝚊𝚙𝚑𝚢 𝚌𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚍
୨୧ Butch/Femme edited by M.G. Soares
୨୧ Butch: Not Like The Other Girls by SD Holman
୨୧ Dagger On Butch Women by Lily Burana, Roxxie Linnea Due
୨୧ Love Bites by Del LaGrace Volcano
୨୧ Making Out: The Book Of Lesbian Sex And Sexuality by Zoe Schramm-Evans, Laurence Jaugey Paget
୨୧ Nothing But The Girl: The Blatant Lesbian Image by Susie Bright, Jill Posener
୨୧ The Butch/Femme Photo Project by Wendi Kali
୨୧ The Drag King Book by Del LaGrace Volcano, Judith "Jack" Halberstam
୨୧ The Femme's Guide to the Universe by Shar Rednour
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୨୧ A Complicated Queerness: Living Femme in a Dyke Community dir. Johanna Buchignani, Emily Hillman ⋆ short film: This film investigates the ways in which gender, power and sexism are lived and experienced within the San Francisco Mission dyke community. The documentary aims to promote awareness of and discussion about the prejudice and invisibility of queer femininity, in order to build alliances and healthier communities.
୨୧ Before Stonewall (1984) dir. Greta Schiller, Robert Rosenberg ⋆ documentary: The history of the Gay and Lesbian community before the Stonewall riots began the major gay rights movement.
୨୧ Bound (1996) dir. The Wachowskis ⋆ thriller/crime: Corky, a tough female ex-convict working on an apartment renovation in a Chicago building meets a couple living next door, Caesar, a paranoid mobster, and Violet.
୨୧ By Hook or By Crook (2001) dir. Harry Dodge, Silas Howard ⋆ crime/romance: A buddy film that chronicles two butches, Shy and Valentine, who collide by chance in the San Francisco streets. Shy is immersed in daydreams about the loving father they lost and Valentine is searching for the mother they never met. Like-hearted mischievous souls, the pair stumbles into a series of shambolic shenanigans — along with Valentine’s girlfriend, Billie.
୨୧ Dream Girls (1994) dir. Kim Longinotto, Jano Williams ⋆ documentary: Women join Japan's all-female Takarazuka Revue musical theater troupe, portraying men's roles. The film explores gender dynamics, desires, and complexities of female identity in Japanese society through these performers' experiences.
୨୧ Gay Tape: Butch and Femme (1985) by Cecilia Dougherty ⋆ short: The Gay Tape brings “a little fine-tuning” to the question of representation, honing in on the subjective particularities of the butch-femme dynamic as experienced by members of Dougherty’s local Bay Area dating pool.
୨୧ Gender Troubles: The Butches (2016) dir. Lisa Plourde ⋆ documentary: What portrayals of lesbianism are acceptable and who gets erased? Butch lesbians from a wide range of backgrounds and ages provide a compelling exploration of society's assumptions and challenge ideas about what it means to be female. They show the rewards that come with self acceptance. Tender, funny, and thought-provoking. NOTE: after clicking the link, scroll down to the middle to watch where it is available with english audio and french, spanish, dutch, or portuguese subtitles.
୨୧ If These Walls Could Talk 2 (2000) dir. Jane Anderson, Anne Heche, Martha Coolidge ⋆ romance/drama: This anthology of short films tells the stories of three lesbian couples - who live in the same house at different periods of time - who are at a crossroads in their lives. The second story includes a motorcycle riding, leather jacket and tie wearing butch, Amy.
୨୧ Last Call at Maud's (1993) dir. Paris Poirier ⋆ documentary: Some genuinely wild women – and some more demure but no less lively types – take center stage in Paris Poirier’s vivacious documentary about the life and times of Maud’s, the longest running lesbian bar ever.
୨୧ Salmonberries (1991) dir. Percy Adlon ⋆ drama/indie: A woman (played by k.d. lang) who grew up in a small town in Alaska goes to the public library to try and find out who her parents were. She eventually befriends the librarian, an East German immigrant who lost her husband while escaping from behind the Iron Curtain. They help each other try to find closure to the events in their past.
୨୧ Shinjuku Boys (1995) dir. Jano Williams, Kim Longinotto ⋆ documentary: This documentary offers rich insight into gender and sexuality in Japan via a candid portrait of Kazuki, Tatsu, and Gaish, three trans masculine hosts working at the New Marilyn Club in Tokyo’s bustling Shinjuku district. As the film follows them at home and on the job, all three talk frankly about their lives, revealing their views on love, sex, and identity.
୨୧ Stormé: The Lady of the Jewel Box (1987) dir. Michelle Parkerson ⋆ documentary/short film: Through archival clips, Stormé DeLarverie, bodygaurd of a women's club and former drag king looks back on the grandeur of the Jewel Box Revue and its celebration of pure entertainment in the face of homophobia and segregation.
୨୧ Stud Life (2012) dir. Campbell X ⋆ romance/drama: JJ, a lesbian, works as a wedding photographer with Seb, a gay man who is her best friend. After JJ falls in love with a gorgeous diva, her friendship with Seb becomes strained, and she may be forced to choose between Seb and her lover.
୨୧ The Aggressives (2005) dir. Daniel Peddle ⋆ documentary: The Aggressives is an exposé on the subculture of masculine presenting people of color and their femme counterparts. Filmed over five years in New York City, the featured subjects share their dreams, secrets, and deepest fears.
୨୧ The Watermelon Woman (1996) dir. Cheryl Dunye ⋆ romance/comedy: An aspiring black lesbian filmmaker researches an obscure 1930s black actress billed as the Watermelon Woman.
𝚖𝚒𝚜𝚌𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚎𝚘𝚞𝚜
୨୧ A Butch Road Map by Ivan Coyote ⋆ spoken word
୨୧ A Dyke's Bike Repair Handbook by Jill Taylor ⋆ motorcycle care/repair handbook, this one is so random i just love it lol
୨୧ Are Butch and Fem Working-Class and Anti-Feminist? by Sara L. Crawley ⋆ article
୨୧ Butch Between the Wars: A Pre-History of Butch Style in Twentieth-Century Literature, Music, and Film by Karen Allison Hammer ⋆ dissertation
୨୧ Female Masculinity by Judith Halberstam
୨୧ Feminizing Theory: Making Space for Femme Theory by Rhea Ashley Hoskin ⋆ thesis
୨୧ Femme: Feminists, Lesbians, and Bad Girls by Laura Harris, Elizabeth Crocker
୨୧ Lesbian Identity and the Politics of Butch-Femme by Amy Goodloe ⋆ paper/review
୨୧ Lineage To My Femme Foremothers by A.N. ⋆ zine
୨୧ Lipstick & Dipstick's Essential Guide to Lesbian Relationships by Gina Daggett, Kathy Belge
୨୧ Narrating and Negotiating Butch and Femme: Storying Lesbian Selves in a Heteronormative World by Sara L. Crawley ⋆ dissertation
୨୧ On the Appropriation of Femme from Lesbians Over Everything, a discussion between four femmes ⋆ article
୨୧ The Misunderstood Gender: A Model of Modern Femme Identity by Heidi Levitt, Elisabeth Gerrish, Katherine Hiestand ⋆ study
୨୧ The Mythic Mannish Lesbian: Radclyffe Hall and the New Woman by Esther Newton
୨୧ To All the Beautiful, Kick-Ass, and Fierce, Full-Bodied Femmes by Ivan Coyote ⋆ spoken word
i was meaning to post this for when i hit 1k followers, but i somehow have already surpassed that. it is weird to think that i started this blog on january 27. thank you all so much for following and interacting. i hope you enjoy this list and my blog in general!!
Been dreaming of a mean possessive butch coming inside of me while calling me theirs. Face burried in my neck while roughly thrusting inside of me and biting my neck. Both of us too dumb to say anything coherent. Just breathlessly repeating "mine" as I clench around every inch of their cock.
pspsps, butch who keeps my legs open while they use me however they want... butch who calls me a good girl and tells me they know i can take them one more time when i tell them i can't go anymore... pspsps, butch who tells me i did so good for them while i'm fucked out and willing to give them whatever they want...
I tell daddy to get me a water while I run to the bathroom because I’ve had too many drinks already and she orders me another drink instead and of course I drink it now I’m drunker than I intended to be so I’m perfect to be taken advantage of and she seizes the opportunity….
