Do you see me...?

Indie RP blog for my OC Rona. ENGLISH IS NOT MUN'S NATIVE LANGUAGE so even if I stay very careful, I apologize in advance for any mistake. OC/Multi-verse/Multi-ship extremely friendly ! Contains NSFW but NO SMUT, I'll try to tag everything properly. None of the gifs are mines but photo edits are.

[haunting-red-soul]

I'm going to take sort of a break for a few days. Maybe I'll still reply from time to time, but I won't be very active for a moment. I need to draw, make some edits, set things up for a new blog and work on my exams.

[haunting-red-soul]

Cold Hands | Imclearlythebetterpilot

[imclearlythebetterpilot]

The small smile on his face widened ever so slightly when she attempted to explain how she had missed him.

"Oh?" He asked, tilting his head to the side. "Why haven’t you?"

[haunting-red-soul]

She nervously looked down at her feet, searching for the right words silently.

"I-... Because they're what they are, and... Well I'm no longer one of them. The dead aren't supposed to interfere with the livings..." she sighed. "I can't get attached to a living because I shouldn't. And... Because, in the end... They always leave. Sooner or later."

[dmatsuyama]

[thedrelliot-deactivated20250104]

"Well," he said with a grin, "I do like to think I’m more perceptive than most; tacitly or otherwise."  His grip didn’t release her despite the way in which she pleaded for a reprieve.  This was his power over her that she could not deny as she had so many others.

"I am Dr Thomas Elliot, but you may call me Tommy," his grin turned into a kind smile, "May I get you lunch?"

[haunting-red-soul]

"Tommy..." she repeated hesitantly. Now she was starting to be kind of afraid as he seemed to never let go of her. She needed personal space for God's sake, and at this rate, she was going to literally panic.

"I'm-... No... Sorry but-... But I have to decline your offer." she replied with a hard gaze. "I'm-... I do not have the need to eat anymore..." It was half the truth, since she indeed didn't have to eat, since she had no need for nutriment, but she always enjoyed all kind of food, particularly everything sweet, even if it was tasteless to her... But, right now, all she wanted was to get away from this man, at least for a moment.

[error404hatenotfound-deactivate]

haunting-red-soul started following you

"Miss! You look sick! Are you sure you should be outside?"

[haunting-red-soul]

Rona remained surprised as the child spoke to her. It was the first time someone that young spotted her.

"I'm-... I'm okay..." she assured with a nervous smile. "Don't worry..."

[haunting-red-soul]

Cold Hands | Imclearlythebetterpilot

[imclearlythebetterpilot]

"They are similar to your own like this, are they not?" He chuckled lightly, clasping his hands together behind his back. "Though, there is a bit of difference. All of my race share these red eyes."

[haunting-red-soul]

"I see..." she muttered, smiling. She was glad he had noticed about their similarities, and thought for a while silently before confessing :

"Loki... I-... I realized... When we lost each other, in the Bifrost... I realize now that-... That I've missed you a lot more than I expected." she admitted. "I-... I know that may seem strange but-... But I've never felt that way for a living before... In fact, I never allow myself to."

[haunting-red-soul]

I reached 30 followers ! [happy chinchilla noises]

I swore I'd make a lil follow forever so here we go :

ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴀᴇꜱ (they're awesome and nice and I really like them and go follow now !) :

imclearlythebetterpilot ; heart-of-corazon ; imagine-doflamingo ; applesama ; violet-renegade ; ownd3mons

ᴛʜᴇ ʜᴇʟʟᴀ ᴄᴏᴏʟ ᴏɴᴇꜱ (we haven't rped that much (or are currently on a thread) but they're amazing so I can't wait to interact more !)

conuxdrum ;  allseeingpirate-vildarks ; thedrelliot ; blue-bat-revolution ; jonathancrxne ; adrepticius ; doctorharleyquinzel

ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴᴇꜱ ɪ ꜱᴛᴀʟᴋ (I'm too shy to rp with them (because they're pure quality) but it's great to see them on my dash !)

allonsx-archieve ; untxmable ; scarecrxw ; i-have-never-seen-the-light ; hismechanicalheart ; delliinger ; askdofuramingo ; entranquilidad ; agentofgotham ; perfectlyegotistical ; error404hatenotfound

[soeyfah]

[haunting-red-soul]

I cant take another b r e a t h

please tell me I am not u n d o n e

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An indie oc rp blog.

One year of roleplay experience.

Semi-selective.

Multi-verse, multi-ship and oc very friendly.

Gifs used.

Novella (third person), prefers para but will do all sorts.

Nsfw content (will be tagged), no smut (mun underaged).

Mun is a fluffy chinchilla who loves giving hugs and meeting people.

[mcmillianco]

The surreal forests of Romania, by Andrei and Sergiu Cosma of PhotoCosma.

[doctorharleyquinzel-blog]

"Huh." That definitely slows her walk, and she turns back to look for any trace of insincerity.

Her tone sounds serious, at least.

"…how’d it happen? You haven’t been hauntin’ busy city streets since then, have you?"

[haunting-red-soul]

"No-... No in fact, I appear in a new place almost everyday..." she explained, "Everytime I vanish from one place, I wake up in another. That can be anywhere on the planet..."

Boy, it sounded so weird now that she was voicing it out loud. Maybe she should also tell her that, since she was invisible to most livings, people might thought she was talking to literally no one...

"Still don't think I'm crazy...?" she sighed with a sad smile.

[haunting-red-soul]

Cold Hands | Imclearlythebetterpilot

[imclearlythebetterpilot]

A small, thankful smile played at his lips and he shifted his weight from one foot to the other.

"Thank you, Rona." He replied softly, and it could be heard in his tone that he very much meant it. Thanks was not something the prince gave often- he had been taught not to thank others from a very young age- but he felt she deserved it at this point.

[haunting-red-soul]

She couldn't help but smile a bit stupidly, by reflex. She was feeling incredibly well, in this instant, and she unconsciously leaned closer to him... Before snapping back to reality.

"It's-... It's nothing, really...I meant it..." she breathed out nervously as she looked away, truly wondering if she wasn't under some kind of spell to act that strangely. "I take back what I said... About you eyes. They're lovely..."

[hisashtrayheart-archive-blog]

haunting-red-soul | heart-of-corazon

[hisashtrayheart-archive-blog]

| ⋖♥⋗ |     —— Corazon was not a ‘deep’ person. He wasn’t good at reflecting, or seeing things for what they were not. That was the reason why, when she said she hated him, he believed her. And after that, his thoughts trailed off. His expression changed to disappointment, and maybe even something close to hurt - but Corazon’s face didn’t do that expression ever.

(You hate me? But… Uhm. I thought we were friends?) He usually didn’t care about such things. Words were meaningless after all, so he knew they shouldn’t affect him. But he had honestly thought he had gotten a new friend, and now, it would appear not.

(Ah, well, of course you hate me. Who am I anyway? You’re a cool ghost who can do whatever you want. I’m just… I’m just Corazon. I’m not even the real Corazon anymore, since I got… Killed. Or whatever.) He never thought about it that way. He never beat himself up, because he knew it would just make him sad. And he was never sad.

He had been staring out at nothing, but now he turned his head to where he knew she was. Her saying that she hated him had thrown him off, and he was trying to climb back on his horse, but it wasn’t as easy as he remembered. It had been a long time since he had cared what anyone said to him. He didn’t remember how to be okay again. He knew he had to lie to himself, but he didn’t remember how to do that.

(You hate me.) He thought, looking at her, yet not - he couldn’t see her after all -. He scratched his knuckles, and wondered what he was supposed to do now. Wasn’t it a bit awkward to stay in a place with someone who hated him? He pushed himself to his feet, towering as tall as he was. It was time to leave then.

[haunting-red-soul]

Rona kept her head down, wringing her hands as she started to wonder if she was right to tell him about all this... Could he truly understand ? She wasn't even sure he cared about all this... But she found the strength to raise her head, looking at him again. How shocked she was to realize he was staring right back at her.

It wasn't a coincidence. She could feel his eyes on her... Either he had deduced her position by listening to her, or... What if he could actually see her, now ? She didn't think it was really possible for a living unable to discern her to fully detect her presence as time passed, but what if...?

She was too busy envisaging every possibilities to notice him moving, but when she did, she remained speechless at how tall he was. Like, boy, he was impossibly tall...! She would never have thought the human body could reach that height.

She shook her head, why was he getting up in the first place ?

"Wh-... What's wrong...?" she asked, blinking in incomprehension. "You-... You're leaving...?"

No, of course not. Not without her at least, he had asked her to come with him, it wasn't all for nothing. Right...? He couldn't leave just like that, he was going to write on his board, anything, something like 'we're going' or 'follow me', something to let her know it was time for the both of them to go on his adventure...

He couldn't just stay quiet. All mute he was. He couldn't. He was going to make a gesture to tell her it was high time for them to leave this cellar...

"Please... Please don't go... You can't-... Please don't leave me like that..." she prayed weakly, her throat tightening.

[haunting-red-soul]

writing a long ass reply and forgetting to save like uuuuUUUUUUURGHHHH

[haunting-red-soul]

Cold Hands | Imclearlythebetterpilot

[imclearlythebetterpilot]

He nodded in reply to her silent request, carefully studying her expression for any signs of disapproval, but when he found only wonder there he let out a sigh of relief he hadn’t realized he had been holding in. 

"What do you think?" He asked quietly, true curiosity in his voice.

[haunting-red-soul]

She didn't answer immediately, thinking of a good enough reply to give him. She held her breath unconsciously as she brushed her fingers against a thin line that was running on his collarbone.

"You-... You are-..." she breathed out after a moment. He was unbelievably cold to the touch and she felt tinglings run under her flesh. "Wonderful... No... More than that... I-... I was scared, you know, scared of finding you... Strange. But I'm not afraid anymore... You're gorgeous, Loki. Gorgeous."

[son-of-the-hell]

[illdoitmywayitsmylifenotyours]