Welcome Underwater

a look in my universe? reality feels slighty to the left, take from this what you will. (bystanders_journal on insta)

[haveyoutriedsinking]

the waters are waiting..

>>take a look?

[warning: this may trigger those who suffer from dissociation, derealization and depersonalization, delusions, possibly hallucinations, paranoia.]

you’re floating; you feel calm, ready to explore the depths and discover the creatures within them.

>>sink?

>>proceed?

you reached the tree, you may go everywhere from here and loo at everything that has been recorded so far.

>>look outside?

>>hear?

>>inspect the information?

[...]

is this reality too different from the one you're used to?

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you just had a look at an inner psyche that wasn't your own, how do you feel?

you may rest here for as long as you wish, we thank you for visiting and hope to see you again.

[ravenfleesfire]

Types of dissociation

You feel like the present moment is a memory you're recalling

You feel like the "real you" is a fictional character and you are someone else having some kind of delusion that you're them

Your body is a car that someone you feel safe with is driving while you're in the passenger seat getting sleepy from the streetlights

Your body is a car that someone who puts you on edge is driving very very badly

You experienced an emotion so intensely it overloaded and short-circuited your brain into failsafe shutdown mode

You got so dizzy that you fell over and fell through the floor and now you're in the mirror world

You feel like every next movement you make is going to be the one that clips you into the Backrooms

You feel like every slight decision you make is going to be the one that traps you in the timeloop

You're dissolving into the air around you like a vapor

You're trapped underwater in a cave and no one above can hear your mortal panic

You're lines of code watching the real world through a screen

You feel like you'd relate to a Radiohead song

You feel like the present moment is currently being written by Kurt Vonnegut

The curséd amulet

Trapped in a painting

Animal with its leg stuck in a trap mode

[8-8-8-16]

I am so many people And none of them are me

[teathattast]

[crucifixcavity]

these fruits are an unnatural bright shade of red

[crucifixcavity]

these fruits are an unnatural bright shade of red

[sasharjones]

Just discovered while researching Blue Jays for a commission that due to climate change, the Blue Jays' range has been expanding... which has led to instances of hybridization with Steller's Jays as their ranges overlap??

Look at you!! You are so goddamn pretty and cute!?

[ghostmoor]

take me back to 1984 i cannot stand the future anymore

[gnawgag]

TAINTED BLOOD, TAINTED SELF.

folie a deux - savannah brown / elly smallwood / supernatural 4x04 / edouard labrosse / pissing contest, or interrogation on behalf of a lover who is no longer mine - silas denver melvin / blud- rachel mckibbens / ceruse - jen mazza / birthright- george abraham / tracie macvean / cis people asking cis questions - silas denver melvin / blood - my chemical romance

[hamburguesaxd]

Did it really happen?

[godenteredmybody-deactivated202]

[noth1ngiswrong]

Aren’t you glad you didn’t look?

Taken 10/18/22.

[inanotherunivrse]

in another universe, my window is open and im laying on my floor. i am 12 years old. nothing bad has happened to me.

[funeral]

Christian Scharfetter, Ego‐Fragmentation in Schizophrenia: A Severe Dissociation of Self‐Experience

[mogeye]

Perichiros: An identity that has become bitter from abandonment. It has sat waiting for something, or someone, for longer than it remembers; it might have even been created for this purpose. And yet, the more that time goes on, the more it must realize that it is destined to be alone. To never again see the faces that have crafted it, and to withstand the burden of those actions for as long as it knows how to do.

What is a creation to do when it is abandoned by its painter? What does its life- one that had been created only to be discarded- really come down to? It could choose to let go, to become, to paint its own future.... or, perhaps, it could choose something else.

When one steps into an old home, lost to decades of emptiness, and fleeing from light like the dust permeating the air, they are always taking a chance. Something could always be waiting there. Something that has been waiting for a very, very long time.

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[its-simply-just-krys]