wanting nothing but joy and happiness in the world

[hawkeyeisj]

Our principle is so sweet. She mails cute things to our homes each week just to say she’s thinking of us all. This morning I needed to see this encouragement. #coolprincipal #neededencouragement https://www.instagram.com/p/CKbaZ2zjGJi/?igshid=7gph81ezfgpb

[hawkeyeisj]

@sonofhassan testing out some of his new lighting equipment. He said to me, “ mommy I really like my hair in this one!” We I must say so do I my love. #myson #mylove #proudmotheralways #blacklove (at Saint Albans, Vermont) https://www.instagram.com/p/CKHnrdOD0Yi/?igshid=rh1b0mdfw71b

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Grams and @sonofhassan love dancing together. Happy new year y’all! #theylovetodance #gramsandgrandson #newyear (at Saint Albans, Vermont) https://www.instagram.com/p/CJfYmEkjIgi/?igshid=11ylbbuphcuw5

[hawkeyeisj]

Starting this read tonight so I am able to implement more approach within students and teaching staff alike. I’m so excited. #blm✊🏾 (at Saint Albans, Vermont) https://www.instagram.com/p/CJABf7qje8y/?igshid=1jfhn817cn8d3

[hawkeyeisj]

Today is trigeminal awareness day, teal day. I will continue to fight. I’m posting this while having a major flare up. How ironic. #trigeminalneuralgiaawareness #trigeminalneuralgiawarrior #wearteal #itsnotaninvisibledisease #yesitsreal https://www.instagram.com/p/CGDFeFYjJnp/?igshid=uxf6cdbwxqcm

[hawkeyeisj]

When Star Trek is on and ur sick in bed. Who comes in to cheer u up? None other than my fellow Trekkie @sonofhassan and Sheldon the pup of course. Oh and yes I am laying on ice packs just because know someone is going to ask. #timetogether https://www.instagram.com/p/CFf-HZ1jlOe/?igshid=1l63x1o03g9dy

[hawkeyeisj]

I was told that I don’t look sick. What does looking sick intel. Maybe I should look like the last two photos all the time. It’s not an invisible illness. It’s just internally painful and externally damaging because people tend to just say u don’t look sick. #trigeminalneuralgiaawareness #trigeminalneuralgiawarrior #fibromyalgia #endometriosis #pcos https://www.instagram.com/p/CE9u68Cj5Ci/?igshid=1ea3glz6719c1

[hawkeyeisj]

My latest project is all cured and ready for use. Sometimes with chronic pain I tend to have to retreat to my bed. However work still needs to get done regardless. This turned out be a lot of fun to make. Old, busted food tray turned into my personal bed desk with sample wallpapers and some of my artwork! #diy #beddesk #ihadtimetokill #artsandcrafts (at Saint Albans, Vermont) https://www.instagram.com/p/CE2MUbIjdeW/?igshid=qt35nbgjunkm

[hawkeyeisj]

20 years ago today at 10:41 pm mst I gave birth to one of the best humans I’ve ever met. I’m so very proud to be your mother. Mommy and daddy couldn’t have prayed for more when asking Jehovah to allow us to become your earthly parents. He has truly blessed us more than we could have imagined. Thank you @sonofhassan for always being such a happy person. We are more than proud to know you and to watch you grow and enter into adulthood. Continue to smile and enjoy your life. We have nothing but appreciation for the choices you have made including you choosing to enter into service of Jehovah the most high. We love you my darling son! #hes20 #proud #wheredidthetimego (at Saint Albans, Vermont) https://www.instagram.com/p/CE0cPPyDH_6/?igshid=1cbug2epg2vtx

[hawkeyeisj]

Trust me when I say I’ve had enough! #donewiththis #enoughalready #trigeminalneuralgiawarrior https://www.instagram.com/p/CEp-ViHDgCI/?igshid=1mq7x1kjajkfp

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Hey mommy weren’t u a dancer wayyyyyyyyyyy back in the old days?! Child of mine I’m not that range old ok! Naw but in all seriousness, I love when my son comes to me and actually wants to do things like this. Oh and sorry but we tend to dance around here in our pjs! #funwithfamily❤️ https://www.instagram.com/p/CEYaYqIjIFb/?igshid=mw621t3hkgho

[hawkeyeisj]

So today I did a thing that only a few will understand. Enjoyable! (at Saint Albans, Vermont) https://www.instagram.com/p/CEMy3K1DV63/?igshid=ey028ok4wfks

[hawkeyeisj]

Feeling as if tonight may be the perfect night to pull this baby back out for a bit of tuning and practicing. #hulusigourdcucurbitflute (at Saint Albans, Vermont) https://www.instagram.com/p/CDe4TeJDLJX/?igshid=2pme2exomva8

[hawkeyeisj]

So this guy did a thing the other day! He officially became a working man with his first paid job! Congratulations to @sonofhassan for always going for his dreams! He makes it so easy for mommy and daddy to be proud of him! #autismawareness #firstjob #proudparents (at Saint Albans, Vermont) https://www.instagram.com/p/CDakzLZjXEj/?igshid=107ttl619yctc

[hawkeyeisj]

Thank u so much @peeks @zanjoostore for allowing me the opportunity to wear such a beautiful head wrap/crown and earrings. Your gift for my son’s graduation was simply the most special and loving and thoughtful blessing we could have imagined getting. We thank u from the our hearts. #zanjoostore #love #thankful https://www.instagram.com/p/CDZqUhaD7sG/?igshid=z2ohs745o6sj

[hawkeyeisj]

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I choose to fight through the pain! I choose to fight through the “you don’t look sick” comments that come from so many. I choose to be a warrior for change. #trigeminalneuralgiaawareness #trigeminalneuralgiawarrior #trigeminalneuralgia #endometriosis #endometriosisawareness #fibromyalgia #fibromyalgiaawareness (at Saint Albans, Vermont) https://www.instagram.com/p/CC2-MgEDIky/?igshid=1fmkugobsbrzw

[hawkeyeisj]

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I could watch @sonofhassan walk across the stage a thousand times and it’ll never get old. Meanwhile, when did my baby grow up?! #graduation #2020 #classof2020 #classof2020strong #proudparents (at Saint Albans, Vermont) https://www.instagram.com/p/CClnnHlD7E5/?igshid=1o90wcc1fh34f