only took me 6 years to change hayley’s url <3 miss y’all
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@hayleysutton
only took me 6 years to change hayley’s url <3 miss y’all
Soooo... I wrote a post a while ago explaining, or what I thought was explaining, my mental health/my reasoning for doing things the way I do things. I just looked and it was actually two years ago !! already starting this post off with a time blindness bang Surprise, surprise even after seeing my lovely therapist the only thing that was managed was my anxiety. Not my sensitivity to rejection, not my “bad habits”, not... really anything else that has been running my life since I can remember. I finally decided to make an appointment with my doctor and after a few months of stumbling around... I have ADHD. Like, been officially diagnosed, working on what’s going to work best for me now that I know type of a thing. Which is honestly so wild to me, but also comforting in a sense because I’ve always known deep down that I’m so different from other people. And all in all, it explains a lot. Like... everything. Not sure why I felt like posting here. I just miss you guys. I’m sorry I pop in and out a lot and forget to reply, or reply like 10 years later. Or I just seem to not exist for a while. I’m going to work on it, but I’m also accepting that this is likely something that I will always do. I don’t mean to ruin my relationships with how the way my brain is wired <3 So every time I say I’m sorry over and over again, I really do mean it. I just stumble over the same mistake, and it’s as frustrating for me as it is for you. tldr; I finally, at 24 years old, got an ADHD diagnosis and it’s weirdly freeing, but also pretty difficult to take. Hope this crazy year has treated you guys okay!! I’ll try to leave this browser open and keep an eye out if y’all wanna say hey!
Muriel Barbery, The Elegance of the Hedgehog
- the retribution of mara dyer
hi I don’t have any gifs of crystal reed on this computer so have a gif of rapunzel instead??
I was gonna try to make this sound poetic or whatever but honestly I’m tired of trying to pretty up something that just isn’t pretty. Over the past 5 months I have been going to a new therapist and this one is finally getting me somewhere. And I’m not gonna really expand on that - point is I’ve come to explain a few things, I guess. I know I’m not obligated to, and half of you probably don’t even come on so you’ll never even see this but it’s gonna make me feel better to know it’s here.
So, if you ever wondered “Hey, why does Brittany (or Hayley) seem wishy-washy, contradictory, etc.?” “Why did Brittany say she was gonna do this thing and then not get to it?” or anything to do with “Why did Brittany do (insert said thing here) that doesn’t seem like her?” -- OR “Hey! Why did Brittany just disappear off the face of the Earth while we were roleplaying?” I’m here to answer all of this. If you have your own pressing question about “Why did Brittany (or Hayley) do (this specific thing you have a question about)?” And it doesn’t seem to get answered below feel free to message me over here on my personal.
Let’s get this thing started before my anxiety kicks in and I chicken out LOL.
Chord Overstreet - Hold On (Audio)
did a lil revamp on Hayley’s mobile and desktop themes ;)
Not everything is supposed to become something beautiful and long-lasting. Sometimes people come into your life to show you what is right and what is wrong, to show you who you can be, to teach you to love yourself, to make you feel better for a little while, or to just be someone to walk with at night and spill your life to. Not everyone is going to stay forever, and we still have to keep on going and thank them for what they’ve given us.
Emery Allen (via wordsnquotes)
future!hayley para please?
I will try, sweet anon. But sadly (actually I’m not sad at all about it lmfao) I am not the same person mentally as I was when I played Hayley. (Trust me, it’s better this way.) I’m not sure I even know how to play her character anymore seeing as she was very similar to me at that time (and I think that simply happened because I was the way I was – i.e. a people pleaser and insecure as all hell) So I dunno, maybe I’ll play her the way I (now) think she was meant to be played?? I suppose this is my one regret I wish y’all could know me as the person I am now not the flake I was a few years ago LOL. Calls myself out hardcore even though you didn’t ask for it!!TLDR: I’ll try !!
wow I think about deleting this account a whole lot
here’s what i miss.
being invested in an rp.
spending entire commutes responding to posts or plotting (and draining my phone’s battery in the process).
plots being played out on the dash rather than headcanoned in private so that even if my character isn’t directly involved, i’m still able to follow along and feel included.
going on vacation and though i’m on hiatus, not being able to stay away from the dash and using so much of my data i’m warned of an overage.
staying up much too late because the dash is moving and i don’t want to miss a moment.
almost missing my morning bus because i stayed up too late and then got sidetracked catching up on the dash.
group chatzys and paras lasting for hours and the ridiculous plots hatched within.
ships that aren’t rushed (or if they are, because love at first lust/sight does exist, they’re played out realistically).
midgames. break-ups. make-ups. frenemies. surprising brotps.
organic storytelling.
unexpected writing chemistry with a player/character.
being wholly invested in an rp.
ooc: Johnny Depp is tied up in Hayley's wardrobe, he's gagged but he seems all right with the whole situation at this point.
still baffles me to this day
Thank you @thierrylasry for sending me these SPECtacular frames ;)
Happy One Year Anniversary Exchange! ✈︎ ↪ I can’t believe it’s already been a year since the Exchange closed! The Exchange was a great RP, one that I know we will all have a special place in our hearts for. Over the years, we had crazy tasks where someone had to tell their best friend they were a lesbian and they were in love with them and some forcing people to hook up which actually helped them fall in love - but no matter what it was it always brought new excitement and drama to the dash. We had the best events that managed to evolve from Laser Tag games into Murder Mysteries. We all grew here on the Exchange, our characters and ourselves, and even though it’s over, it was a great ride while it lasted. Happy anniversary everyone! xx
You get a strange feeling when you’re about to leave a place. Like, you’ll not only miss the people you love, but you’ll miss the person you are at this time and in this place because you will never be this way ever again.
Anon (via lifeafterthesis)
ugh guys rping is not the same w/o all of you