Birch

He/they, TW vent account

[super-autism-death-ray]

something's fuckin wrong with me dude

[hazyforestdisorder]

I just want to set myself on fire at this point

[hazyforestdisorder]

Please I just need to heal.

[neglectedmutt]

i wish i was a “love me loudly or don’t love me at all” person but i was cursed with abandonment issues so im a “love me however terribly and abusively you want just don’t leave me” person

[hazyforestdisorder]

Drunk but the world goes on outside somehow

[motelhymns]

having to accept u won’t ever change and that i need to let u go is the hardest thing im ever going to have to do

[motelhymns]

am i still your favorite

[motelhymns]

i need you more than you’ll ever need me

[holy-l4ndmine]

Mourning the loss of someone who is still alive kind of hurts. Especially when things were said that made you feel like it would never happen. It's always in the signs though. They stop speaking with you. They stop interacting with you. They just stop caring. So you're left there trying to understand why this may be for the best.

[hazyforestdisorder]

Something cruel exists in the world

[hazyforestdisorder]

I think something hid the key to my lockbox when it was clear I wouldn't be safe getting into it

[hazyforestdisorder]

I'm on my own. If I let anybody in its MY fucking fault when I get hurt. I need to learn better. Get fucking cold, lock myself down. Fuck everybody else.

[hazyforestdisorder]

I really am just the filler friend.

I wish I knew how to be more comfortable with being alone

[hazyforestdisorder]

To be betrayed by oneself, or to be betrayed by man?

[potato-face09]

[quotefeeling]

“I just want someone to be truly happy because of me. Someone who is happy to see me, happy to hear me, happy to know me.”

— Unknown

[piecesofapuzzle]

i feel like i'm both too much and not enough