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I draw whatever I want, being dark topics of abuse, incest, grooming or predatory actions. If you are sensitive to any of those themes, please block. Everything drawn is not real, blah, be kind.

Withering Rose AU / strawpage (out dated and broken)

For Jack / Venom

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nom nom nom (wip)

I love Felixs and Mollys relationship, I'd love for him to comfort her when no one else understands with how she is feeling.

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don't be shocked if i post captain clark dick pls, thank you

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personally, im not a huge fan, I have doodled it before. If its what you enjoy, that's great, don't let anyone stop you!

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so many fan posts about Sophie and Felixs relationship is incest and grooming, but no one seems to know what incest and grooming actually is (spoilers, incest and grooming isn't always sexual, romantic, involes minors and physical)

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I am a sucker for unhealthy mother x daughter relationships, and the backrooms did it GREAT. funnily enough my favourite part is the translation of Mary's messy childhood home, getting to see how the backrooms remembers such a horrible place, windows corvered in newspapers to isolate Mary from going outside, the backrooms removing some of those newspapers and letting sunlight in, then completely getting rid of it next time, creating a windowless space where you feel trapped once again just like mary felt before. I definitely want to redraw one part of the movie with Rosemary and Sophie.

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Felt Captain Clark

he is so silly, his hat and shoe on his back are both magnetic, I have yet polished and painted them though.

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I find it interesting that the backrooms movie special (everything must go edition) came out the same day that Kat and Bobby went missing. I thought that was super cool whiles watching it, i really enjoyed how analogue the special was and even got spooked!!!

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this mask is terrifying, im wet

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every drawing of me and captain clark, I am violently eaten and throw against a corner of the wall after. I am truly loved

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captain clark chin scratches !!

seen this move 3 times in cinema (so far), I adore this big animal with all my heart

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Withering Rose AU

Rosemary had a difficult time with eating due to the big shift in her life, she made sure to feed her eldest daughter (when she remembered) but never fed herself. Sophie often had to make her own basic easy meals (canned soup, sandwiches/toast, frozen meals), always making extra to feed her mother as well.

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Withering Rose AU

omg I love Rosemary leaning all her issues on her underage daughter, becoming dependent on her. pleaseeee do not give your daughter identity issue's and take away her childhood.

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im going to be upset if in the new episode, Rosemary isn't abusing Sophie in some sort of way, im sure she would of neglected her and Sophie had to step up to cook and clean. But im hoping for something abit more sensitive, physical or mentally abuse is good with me! (incest please).

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Request - Vore (NSFT?)

im up for new things, do not press keep reading if you are uncomfortable with vore.

not the weirdest request I've gotten, it honestly made me learn about the scale of vore and that me being into gruesomely being eaten is technically part of the vore community.

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apologize to Jack / Venom, I don't follow nor have any interest in you anymore. I would go into more on the reason why I was that way, but I'd rather keep my mental health and trauma personal. I had you block bc I didn't want my posts to show up and spook you, i don't remember the last time i interacted with you, other than to block you. again I deeply apologise to you.

im not expecting you to accept this apology, I just hope this put you at peace, even if its just a little bit. If you do have any questions or stuff you'd like to put stuff on ease, my DMs are always open for you, or send an anon ask. It's been 4 years and I think you deserve any questions you want answered.

extra / edited : i wanted to add some more details that are probably important. the doll is no longer, It had been in a random box for around 2 years and i used it to reuse the stuffing inside it. Why did i take so long to apologise? honestly I was scared of freaking you out and or you thinking I was lying, im not 16 anymore and want to change as a person for the better. How do I know you are not lying? sadly I am unable to give any proof of something im not doing, though if I wanted your attention again I would of never blocked you, purposely letting you find my account with ease, hoping you'd post about me and create more drama. I understand how it feels to live with paranoia and constantly feel as someone is after you, even when you want them to leave you alone, it was a huge reason on why i deleted my hypnosleepe account, fear of bad people trying to contact me again, it had nothing to do with you. I don't want you to feel what i felt, I deeply apologise (again) and hope the future is bright.

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Captain Clark - Backrooms movie

guess my favourite character