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@hbicsofia-blog
An update on my current situation;
As you all most probably know of the cruel prank that was played upon me a few days ago I have an update on the situation. My furniture has been retrieved from the roof. My walls will be painted in the next few days also. After then, everything will be back to almost new.
You're welome.
I have no clue about motorbikes or cars or anything of this sort. So I congratulate you.
You're talking to me, why? Don't get me wrong, I like the whole getting to know the gf's family thing, but Santana doesn't give a fuck so your attempt, while cute, is needless.
I.. don’t think that’s possible, actually.
I can't go as fast as I want to, or make any turns but I it's possible. I youtubed it. There was a girl doing fucking yoga on top of her bike. It was pretty awesome.
Nice ride. And how interesting are we making things?
As interesting as you want but I have a need for speed so my vice is a race. Winner chooses what we do after.
Lets be blunt, shall I?
Fine.
You know I could do it on my own. How hard can the paint job truly be? Well it wasn’t very nice and I do not appreciate it, okay?
It took you three days just to figure out that you could paint over everything instead of trying to scrub it off so sorry if I don't really trust you to handle a paint job, plus you're too short to reach some of the crap.
I guess I'm not very nice. Anyway, you have the dorm to yourself for a little while. Your sister is nuts and fucked shit up with both of mine so I'm out. Don't touch any of my stuff unless you're prepared to pay for it. And from the looks of it, you can't so I better not find your dirty little fingerprints on anything when I get back.
I’m trying to change! Hit me. Do it. I don’t care any more, okay?! I thought you were bearable compared to all the people I despise with our last name but you’re exactly the same. Come to my dorm and hit me to make yourself feel better, or equal, or whatever you’re trying to do. Then we’ll never have to talk again.
No one knew about our father. No one knew how much he hurt me that I had to leave. Who even knows how far I had left to push until my injuries got worse?! If you want to make that part of me that I’ve tried so hard to fix return, do it. Hit me like a man. Toughen me up. Show me that I fuckeed up so bad I shouldn’t be able to walk.
I don’t know why you want to do this so bad, but come do it. I’m not going back to being so violent it chokes me. Not any more. Not with Cheyenne around, not now that I’m maybe starting to get somewhere in life.
I knew it. I fucking knew it.
I’m not going to hit you. I’m not being forced into the role of monster and homewrecker again. Not this time, Sofia.
Oh my god, you're not any of those things! Fight me Santana. Fucking fight me. Oh okay, so you'll pick a fight with Mom and not me?! You'll pick a fight with Steph and not me?! You'll even fucking fight dad, but not me?! I'm pretty sure I won't leave those kinds of bruises on you if we fight. I'm literally the easiest one to fight and you wont?? Who else are you going to pick besides me?? What else do I have to do?? What else do I have to break??
All I said was that you weren’t exactly alone. Please shut the fuck up, because I’m trying so hard to be calm and be a better person here when all I want is to cut a bitch.
No, you said you didn't give a fuck about me, and sorry but I take that personally. Especially because I have rooms filled with fucks to give about you. The only way you're going to get me to shut up is if you beat it out of me.
I don’t want you or a family at all when it’s as shitty as mine was. Don’t waste your time in hanging around for me. I don’t give a fuck about either of you. Any of you, for that matter. I’m dead to Steph, so why shouldn’t I be dead to you? It’d make things a hell of a lot easier.
I could argue back at all your points but I’m not going to. Mainly because I had three hours sleep and I’m hungover.
I can tell you don't, we all get it, I could be dying and I wouldn't expect you to show up, but I still care about you and there's nothing you can do about it. It would, but life isn't easy. Not even for us spoiled little brats. Oh, well.
Well, most of the time, people aren’t worth that kind of energy.
Cheers to that.
But you’re not alone. That’s the thing that pisses me off the most. You and Steph always whining about how you’re so alone with each other, at family meals, with a big-ass bank account backing you up. You have no idea. You’re just spoiled brats who play the woe be me card 24/7. Both of you need to grow some balls.
Me and Steph are what? How would you even know that huh? First of all, and this is my fault but I mean it's not like you noticed, I wasn't really around growing up because my parents were never home and my sisters were always fighting. So where did that leave me? Oh right, to ride my stupid bike and surfboard -- alone.
Big ass bank account? Are you fucking stupid? What is that going to buy me? Tell me Santana, what is it going to buy me. Is all that money going to make mom and dad notice me? Is it going to stop you and Steph from fighting? What the actual fuck does that big ass bank account have to do with not being alone? You'd have to legitimately be a dumbass to grow up in our house and think that a big ass bank account amounts to anything but problems. Getting money shoved so far down your throat isn't being spoiled. It's getting ignored. It's getting pushed aside. It's pretending. It's looking for someone to lean on and not finding anyone, A) because they are out of the house working big shot medical whiz kids or B) stupid bitches that can't seem to get along when they are both fighting the same cause. That just leaves me looking stupid on the side while everyone else is spending time and energy together.
Yup, I have no idea what being alone is like. I'm just a spoiled brat who gets everything she wants with a perfect family, whining about getting dirt on my shoes.
What are you going to say hm? That you're the one that's alone because you refuse to take any of their money? Money means shit. That doesn't define if someone is alone or not. Gonna say you're alone because you want out of this family? Because you fight Steph on a daily basis and push me away? Yeah, no. That's your version of a pitty party because you're doing that by choice.
How about you grow some balls and accept that even when you're doing whatever you're doing, I'm literally still standing around like an idiot seeing if you might be in the mood to be my sister again. Yeah, you can keep pushing me away but I'm still just going to be here. Why? Because I don't ever want you to feel the way I did. I know you're going through a lot and I don't want you to feel like you're alone. I'm glad you found people worthy of your presence, and it hurts but you've made your point pretty clear. I'll give you the space you want but when you're done, you can still come and find me because this dumbass of a spoiled brat likes having you around.
Yep. Sucks that you had to find out this way.
Wow, you’re starting to sound like a Fabray. I’m guessing Steph and Santana aren’t in your top five favorite people at the moment?
Heartbreaker.
No, they are. That's the problem.
I'm in a dancing mood
That’s awesome Pokemon will forever be amazing
Well, yeah. Too bad it's like hella creepy to watch nowadays. I don't know about you but I think Ash and his friends have been ten for like ten years now.
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Well, when your roommate is practically dying in front of you—you have to kinda care. But here’s the thing. No matter what anyone says, she doesn’t want to listen. You could be saying the sweetest thing to her and she’ll just put this huge wall up. She has her mind set, Sof. And she’s not going to listen to anyone, no matter who it is. I don’t know, I’ve never been in this situation before. Plus, I don’t think you’d be on your death bed anytime soon, so let’s not make you an example, please.
If being sweet doesn't work, be a bitch. Who cares if she hates you if she's alive. At least, that's how I explained it to Jacen. I said if it were you or Santana I'd do anything to get you into rehab, even if it meant that you'd hate me for life or disown me as a sister. At least you'd be alive. My bad, my bad, I was just trying to set a perspective.
Well, I wasn’t going to just flat out call you one, but yeah, you’re a total bitch.
I’m kidding.
I can be, but I don't really care enough to be one.
Yes, ma’am. I rock a Dyna.
Hm, nice nice. I ride a Modified KTM 450 SX-F. How about you take yours, I'll take mine and we make things a little interesting?
That and eye candy.
What’s going on?
And the truth comes out!
Just, family stuff. Well, if you can even call it that because in order to have family issues you'd actually have to have some sort of a family right?
