《봄맞이》

there are so many hidden things inside of me It made me change so much It put me to sleep, it tied my hands and feet It trapped me in a dark room the pieces of lost time the memories of love that I threw away they shave been deleted and thrown awaywritten by casey

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alright, because i’m the WORST i’ve moved my blog yet again. so, please feel free to go follow me over here and also go follow my single/mystic messenger muse blogs. here & here 

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alright, because i’m the WORST i’ve moved my blog yet again. so, please feel free to go follow me over here and also go follow my single/mystic messenger muse blogs. here & here 

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alright, because i’m the WORST i’ve moved my blog yet again. so, please feel free to go follow me over here and also go follow my single/mystic messenger muse blogs. here & here 

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alright, because i’m the WORST i’ve moved my blog yet again. so, please feel free to go follow me over here and also go follow my single/mystic messenger muse blogs. here & here 

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alright, because i’m the WORST i’ve moved my blog yet again. so, please feel free to go follow me over here and also go follow my single/mystic messenger muse blogs. here & here 

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alright, because i’m the WORST i’ve moved my blog yet again. so, please feel free to go follow me over here and also go follow my single/mystic messenger muse blogs. here & here 

[jjks]

big bun cringing behind smolest hyung

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[95z]

little dumpling ♡

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hurt ME any way you want.

                                         but don’t touch  h i m.

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chimxrical:

kai spent most of the walk staring at the ground. it was quiet interesting compared to his thoughts. blinking at being back already he looked at the other as he felt unsure of what to say. “it’s nothing jace.” he smiled at the other sweetly. “i know i can always talk to you.” he affirmed. “lets just make dinner yeah?”

jace pulled him closer, cupping the others cheeks as he shook his head.  ❝ it’s not nothing. ❞ he said stubbornly, shaking his head a few times. ❝ kai, we’re gonna be married soon --- sooner than soon we’re supposed to tell each other things. ❞   he whispered, pressing a kiss to the others forehead  ❝ i-i’m not eating until you tell me.❞

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chimxrical:

watching the other carefully he paused as he raised an eyebrow. “alright, but just because you asked so nicely.” he cooed as he kissed the top of the other before entering the other carefully. “do you feel good baby?” he asked before he started to move at a brutal pace.

he let out a loud yelp as the male started moving inside of him  ❝ so g-good daddy, it feels so good.❞ haru said out in a whine. he clenched around the male, already feeling himself coming close as his whines became more vocal and a lot more needy.

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chimxrical:

“i’m not though!” he protested as he shook his head. hearing that he gave a curious look before the next words hit and he was red. “not now!” he whined. “i can’t because i promised joonki to hang out pretty soon.” he pouted as he kissed him softly. “we should eat come on joonho.”

❝ you are, and you need to start believing it. ❞ he said softly, kissing the male once more. hearing that he chuckled as his arms pulled the small frame closer to his own letting his fingertips creep under the others shirt as his lips move to the others neck  ❝ aish joonki won’t be back for another hour.❞ he mumbled   ❝ i want to hear you moan my name for real this time.❞ he smirked. 

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chimxrical:

“you’re loosing too much weight! you look too skinny.” he argued as he knew the other not eating was unhealthy. understanding the answer without it being said he got up quietly before going to hug him tightly. “you aren’t fine. why didn’t you tell me?” 

he felt himself crying harder his lip quivering  ❝ n-no i’m fine --- ❞ hajoon let out a sob, shaking his head a few times. he didn’t look at kai but when he felt the others arms around him, he slowly let himself fall into his boyfriends hold, crying softly onto him.  ❝ i didn’t want you to hate me!.❞ he cried out.  ❝ or think i was ugly....i didn’t want you to think of me differently, i wanted you to keep loving me.❞

[moonbunnie7]

[sunshine-n-strawberries]

BUT WHERE’S THE LIE AHAHAHA

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@hcjima

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chimxrical:

hearing that he was confused. “why would i ever hate you? i love you so much. you’re my everything.” he said softly. the next words startled him as he shook his head. “that’s not good hajoon! you can’t wait that long to eat. you need to eat now…” he mumbled as he wasn’t sure what to say for a moment. “people do-hajoon are you starving yourself because you don’t think your body is good enough?” 

he's not sure why but the words only make him want to cry harder, eyes never allowing themselves to look at kai  ❝ i don’t want to eat now! i-i’m so close to being perfect i just! ---- i need more time.❞ he mumbled, teeth biting down harder on his lip he was pretty sure he was making it bleed as he shook his head furiously.  he doesn’t wanna tell kai but he doesn’t wanna lie to him, he started to sob as he tugged at the sleeves of his sweater not saying a word to kai’s question, not bothering to tell anyone as he looked away.  ❝ i....i’m fine.❞

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