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ANGSTY EP for the aesthetics.

It is often while traveling through the dark that you find the ones who shine brightest in your life. @endlessdrifter

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endlessdrifter.

That mirror, that so wickedly place mirror was the bane of Cedric’s existence. He, however, knew better than to question Logan’s choices. He secretly loved them anyway.

“It’s funny, though,” he thought aloud, drawing circles with his thumbs all around his boyfriend’s shoulder blades and hoping to relieve some tension. “How I’m the nature-bound, green-peace asshole and you’re still twice the hippie…”

He was always harsh with words, yet his intentions were far from harmful. Cedric had a lot going on at all times, and more often than not his bruised spirit translated into sharp words and an aggressive behavior. 

“You say that like I would know. I haven’t met your mother… But if she’s at least half the dumb goof ball you are, I call that a win. The world can only take one of you…”

     His eyes now went up to meet Cedric’s. He sometimes couldn’t help but to think how handsome his boyfriend was, and how good it made him feel when they were together. After moving to Chicago, there was a before and an after Cedric in his life. The Logan that lived in Chicago before meeting the blond was a version of him he didn’t want to be ever again, a Logan not even himself could recognize.

     “ Bullshit. ” He raised his eyebrows a little, his forehead slightly wrinkling at the motion. “ You would love to have two of me. The sex would be amazing, just imagine. But I think I agree. The world wouldn’t be able to take two of me, and... neither would you. ” Logan winked at him, hoping he would get the joke. As usual, he got a little carried away. 

    “ You know, it could’ve happened. So be glad it didn’t. My mom is a twin, and so is her father. Apparently the twin gene runs strong in that side of the family. You should meet my family, they’re cool. ” he looked down with a far off, nostalgic smile.

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endlessdrifter.

“Oh, don’t get me wrong,” Aaron started, “I love to talk about turning humans into monsters just as much as the next guy, but it is a rather morbid thought being human myself.” A true remark, even when he had great potential, the kid was not one to brag about his powers. “Besides, a world full of vampires seems like a horrible thing I’d like to avoid.”

     “ Well, that’s exactly my point. If the world was filled with vampires, there would be no human left. You’d be taking the fun part out of it. We’d all be equals, and that would end up being boring after a while. ” And he mean it. Without humans in the world to use as objects and toys, he would run out of hobbies. 

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scfisma.

       alex frowned for a half a second before nodding with a slight shrug. “i mean, yeah, but you’re assuming all vampires are animals. there must be one smart vampire out there that’s gonna be like ‘hey let’s maybe keep some people alive in a cell or something so we can eat and stay alive.’ —or half-alive, i don’t know.”

     “ That is an interesting idea, actually. ” he let out a small scoff before speaking. “ But from where I see it, vampires are predators by nature. They hunt their prey, and honestly I think they enjoy doing so. Take the hunting part out of it and... It stops being fun. ”

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endlessdrifter.

“Are you trying to be creepy on purpose? Because I wouldn’t even know where to begin tearing down your point of view,” Aaron sentenced, judgement clearly imprinted in his words. “I’ll just refrain from saying anything altogether.”

     “ But please do! By all means, I absolutely LOVE to understand different points of views. ” not even a trace of his irish accent on his words; Rowan knew very well how to hide and fake accents, and he had done so many times in his life. “ If you’re not enjoying this conversation, then why are you still here? ” he queried, truly intrigued.

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open starter.

     “ If every vampire made every human a vampire, there would be no humans left to feed on, would there? ” his eyebrows drawn together by a slight frown, talking without hesitation as he stared at the other sitting in front of him. “ Don’t you agree? ”

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open starter.

     “ HEY. Sorry I’m late, I didn’t want to come. ” Gus teased. The bus had taken longer than he expected and, yes, he might’ve overslept a little too.

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eternallyfinn.

Finn let out an irritated sigh. “Are all witches assholes, or is it just you?”

     “ And you vampires are better because? ”

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endlessdrifter.

“… No.”

Granted, Logan’s ass was something else, yet Cedric was not even having any kind of dirty thoughts yet. Until, of course, Logan caused that train of thought to emerge in the irish’s mind. Now, he couldn’t help but indulge himself in watching his boyfriend’s rear as he turned, part of him actually feeling the need to grope; to hump, even.

Cedric wasted no time, finding his way to the bed and climbing on top of him. After placing each leg to the sides of Logan’s body and resting his weight precisely on his ass, the druid’s hands drifted towards his shoulders and he started offering a massage.

“You are… actually rather tense. What happened to the zen bullshit you sell me all the time?”

     Logan looked up, meeting his own gaze in the reflection of the thin, tall mirror that was hanged on the wall in front of the bed. The mirror was originally hanging on the back of the door, but since his arrival there, Logan had thought it would do a much better job in there; where he could make eye contact with his boyfriend while they were having sex. Both a perv and a devoted lover. “ It’s not zen. And it’s definitely not BULLSHIT either. ” He took pride on his doing; the spin his life had took when he moved to Chicago. “ I practice a healthy stress free lifestyle       or at least I try to. I’m my mother’s son, Cedric. Stress n’ tension are a natural in me. ”

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noctvidus.

He knew it was a very selfish thing to do to put Thomas in such situation. Nathaniel knew it, but no matter how hard he tried to stay away from the dark-haired male, there was something that always brought him back to him. Crawling and craving him, Nathaniel always went back to him. He pressed his lips together for a moment, conflicted eyes lingering on the other’s face. “Leave you outta the picture?” The young teacher repeated, eyebrows knitting together in a troubled frown. The only thought was unbearable. “You know I can’t do that. Tom. It’s not that simple.”

     “ It IS that simple, Nate. ” He felt the need to go and hold him in his arms, but he couldn’t. He had to stand faithful to his thoughts, to his feelings. Their relationship was fun, dynamic and refreshing at first, but with the whole sneaking to not get caught, the not being free to text him freely without fearing his boyfriend would be the one to read it... Thomas had gotten enough of it. “ You’re just thinking for yourself. That’s selfish. I’ve had enough. ” Pushing people away by hurting them with words seemed to work perfectly fine in movies, but it felt so damn wrong in real life.

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endlessdrifter.

“Who are you calling a food whore!? Well, I guess I get the whore part, but not about food!” Raghan whined in his defense, not really helping his case. Though by then it was simply pointless to hide his nature. His life was an endless episode of sex in the city… Thankfully now he had two boys to keep him sated and saved him the trouble of going out hunting every other day.

“Really, babe? Now you’re ignoring me?” Scott teased, pulling at his shirt to get his attention, but it was pointless since he decided to turn to Raghan.

“The weather here is pretty lovely,” Raghan interrupted the vampire, “It’s kinda warm with possibility of cuddles. I hear the right thing to do is to move over here and be treated like you deserve,” he teased, sitting down as well and patting his lap slightly, just to mess with Scott.

“… Oh, so now you team up against me?”

     “ I’m sorry, Ray-Ray. I couldn’t hear you over that buzz. ” Sage teased. He had learned to tease from Raghan. Or well, he had began using it because of him. It was fun to pick on people, less the aggressive part and adding a little bit of humor to it. “ What’s the weather like there, again? ” He leaned over the table, trying to hold in his laughs and cupping what used to be Scott’s coffee with both of his hands. While he was completely ignoring the vampire, he wasn’t planning on getting up from his lap anytime soon. He was far too comfortable in there to move. Even when he knew he’d be just as comfortable on Raghan’s lap. Both of his blonds made perfect chairs for him.

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tentaculii.

“do you have their phone number? i’d like to speak to them,” he was truly concerned about this boy’s lack of internal care – worried that he wasn’t into his health as much as he should be. “you’re willing to eat something off the floor…. i think that’s self explanatory,” except it probably wasn’t for someone who didn’t see the need to brush off a few crumbs. “aren’t you scared there was hair…. or bugs on whatever it was you picked up?”

“ ... They’re my parents, of course I have their phone number ” His frown was drawn together, as he shook his head to give a little more emphasis to what he was saying. “ I ain’t giving it to you, though. You look like the kind of guy who is about to tell my parents on me. ” He teased, assuming or, well, hoping the other was just messing with him and overreacting over the whole thing. “ Oh, c’mon!!! It was just a snickers. I dropped it like three seconds before picking it up, it was still in perfect state! You don’t waste a snickers like that, my friend. Don’t be so squeamish. ”

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smokingoursmiles.

        She broke into a chuckle, amused by the picture that the other had about her work, and how it was almost spot on. “YEAH, sometimes, but that’s the most boring part of my job. I also look for missing people, criminals sometimes, and I also investigate corporations and the like. It’s a pretty diverse job.” As Arthur stepped between them, she lowered down to scratch behind his ears, much to his delight, which he expressed placing his paws on her shoulders and nosing into her. “IF you’re really that curious about it, perhaps we can talk about it over a coffee? It’s my day off.”

     It never happened to him on a regular basis. Clients inviting him to have a cup of coffee? It literally had never happened to him before       ONCE he tried to ask a nice girl on a date, and the rejection was shameful enough for him to never try it again. Why now? Why did it have to be now? When every minute of his life was more fucked up than the last one? “ I am curious about it, so coffee sounds like a really good idea. Besides, it’s always my day off. I mean, that’s got to be the biggest perk of being my own boss, isn’t it? ”

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@smokingoursmiles ❤’d for a starter.

     “ Is it hot in here, or it’s just you? ” Lamest pick up line in the book. Still, and thanks to his looks, Logan thought he could still perfectly pull it off. Visiting that bar had became a habit, drinking made coping with being away from his family a lot easier.

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endlessdrifter.

It was outrageous, to think they were actually dating when they couldn’t be more different. He relished those differences, of course, yet sometimes he just had to study for his midterms…

“If I scratch your back, will you let me study?” he wondered aloud, knowing well enough that the moment his hands touched Logan’s body, no studying will get done. As he put the book aside, Cedric realized it wasn’t about pleasing Logan, but maybe getting a break himself. He had learned to do that with the other around.

“Alright, alright. Lay on your chest, I’ll do what I can.”

     “ You’re not... waiting for me to lay on my chest so you can take advantage of my beautiful perky ass, are you? ” De Luca looked up to the blond, their eyes locked instantly as he slowly started to turn so he would be laying on his chest. “ ‘Cause that wouldn’t be very nice of you, baby ” He waited a few seconds for a reply, even though he was clearly just teasing him, just like the 99,9 percent of the time. 

     “ AIIGHT. All yours, sir. ” 

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