notes ; WE ARE FINALLY HERE. i canโt tell if it feels rushed but atp idec iโm just trying to get this out ๐ญโ๐ฝ POP DA MF APPLE JUICE GET THE FRICKING FIRE WORKS WE ARE GETTING LIT.
BONUS โ 570 wc, just a little fun extra that i felt like writing ๐ซฐ๐ฝ
you could feel the beating of your heart all the way in the back of you ear, itโs rhythmic patter at an abnormally fast rate as you nervously stood in front of donghyuckโs apartment door. a place that was very familiar to you once, but felt totally foreign now.
you wondered how it would all unfold, what the first few seconds of your interaction would go like. would he have a moment of realisation that maybe you werenโt worth his time? would you two even talk much? would everything just go back to normal after a month of not seeing each other? you were tempted to back out for a split second, rethinking this moment and reschedule your โdateโ so you could mentally prepare yourself, even if you were the one who proposed it.
but the door opened, almost as if donghyuck knew you were there this whole time. with a slow pull, you were met with him, and the emotions washed over you like a wave. you could never forget what donghyuck looked like, youโre sure that an image of his face has been permanently scarred in your mind, serving as both a fond or traumatic reminder. the only change was the new jet black hair he wore, its length having grown by a little bit.
โi missed you.โ were his first words, a bashful smile already stuck on his face that he couldnโt fight off. it was contagious, as soon enough you smiled back at him, unable to hide your joy. you missed him too, and you told him exactly that. โcan i hug you?โ donghyuck followed up, this time avoiding any eye contact.
the cuteness aggression you felt for him were put aside for a moment as you leaned forward and embraced the boy next door in a soft embrace, one which tightened as he pulled you closer. you got a whiff of his signature vanilla scent, one you wished to drown in by never letting go off him. but donghyuck already pulled away, retracting his arms back to his side.
โdo you like the hair?โ he asked with a shy smile sporting his face. you smiled again, nodding your head. you loved it. you loved everything about his look. and after seeing him again, you came to the conclusion that you just loved seeing donghyuck. โitโs a nice look.โ you decided on keeping your answer simple, though your answer was enough for donghyuck to beam.
โthank you, itโs a new me. i got the website ready so letโs hurry up.โ donghyuck motioned for you to follow him into his apartment. you followed the boy into his place and as you did, donghyuckโs words fully sunk in your head. they lingered as you watched the episodes, and they lingered even after you finished watching them all. looking to your side, you were met with donghyuck whoโs head was slumped, having dozed off some time ago.
focusing on the newly dyed black hair, his words came back to mind. a new me. you couldnโt agree more with his simple statement as the hair brought a new identity to the boy you knew. it signified the start of something new, and new him, a new era, a new chance.
staring at his softened features that were in deep rest, you came to the conclusion that you truly were willing to take this new chance, and new him into your life.
Tag 2 or more people so I can send this ask and participate in the mini game
(sorry if something is wrong, my english is basic)
1. kpop group that want to go a concert
i've never been to a kpop concert but next year I'll go see skz!! ^^ the groups that I would like to go to a concert are twice, kiss of life, babymonster and nmixx
2. idol that has same aestethic
my clothing style/aestethic changes all the time hahaha but the one that is most similar is chaeyoung and jihyo
3. kpop song that should have more recognition
GENTLEMAN, SORRY I LOVE YOU, FUNNY VALENTINE AND STRAWBERRY CAKE
4. talk about an interesting hobby
I really love to sing, since I was little I have always been interested in music, I want to learn to play various instruments and if any I can produce my own music and be a great singer
5. kpop song that everyone likes except you
It's not that I don't like it, but that I get so tired of listening to that song because it appeared all the time in my ads... it's tippy toes by xg ๐ (i know xg is not considered kpop but well)
thank u for the tag love (โ ย โ โโ โฟโ โโ ย โ )โ โก
1. name a kpop concert that you want to go to
i haven't been to any concert UNFORTUNATELY cuz my country sucks ass but i would love to go to nct's concert (everyone act surprised ig)
2. idol that has the same aesthetic
actually going to let @yeritos and @fairytopea pick this one for me based off my irl insta acc ... bc i genuinely do not know
3. kpop song that should have more recognition
wishies deserve sm attention ....
4. talk about an interesting hobby
i love to write & sketch !!!!! i have aaalways loved the both of them and ive been drawing n writing ever since i was a kid .... the lore i used to come up with was crazy fjkdjdsj
i also like to sing :] i was in a school choir for a bit but then i randomly stopped LOL and now i probably sound like shit but
5. kpop song that everyone likes except you
i honestly have no idea .. im too laxy to think #tbh
i would love love to attend a nct concert again or an aespa concert they have such BANGERS love u lots aesnct.
2. idol that has the same aesthetic
probably no one as of now but iโm striving to be more of a ningning haechan smoothie they my GOATSโฆ
3. kpop song that should have more recognition
tripleS ยท Acid Angel from Asia <ACCESS> ยท Song ยท 2022
NCT DREAM ยท Candy - Winter Special Mini Album ยท Song ยท 2022
charla and crunch
4. talk about an interesting hobby
one thing i enjoy thoroughly is server designing it brings me delight to look at pretty decor and know that i made it myselfโฆ !!! im the type of person to be quick to give up on newly picked up hobbies but when it comes to stuff like designing its different somehow?
5. kpop song that everyone likes except you
not going to speak on it. every song from #that group makes me want to jump in a bad way
hey so not trying to stir anything but iโve noticed your liking for spongebob. this might be a crazy ask but iโd appreciate it if you could change your spirit animal from him to a different character because itโs disturbing the ardabob agenda iโve been crafting for months. ARDA GรLER is spongebob, not you. change it. respect your elders.
the vision of me being spongebob was actually whispered to me in a dream by bob l'รฉponge itself i don't think arda stands a chance, hope that helps!
notes ; dedicated to june aka @yeritos our moodboard goat because she asked for it, much love bob lโรฉponge ๐ซโญ๏ธ ANYWAYS YNRINA NATION UP THEY WORKED IT OUT ON THE REMIX YIPPIE ๐ญ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ฅ mc was probably like: โi didnโt know karina was chill like that wait..โ
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