dear KH fandom: can someone PLEASE tell me what Ansem the Wise's natural eye color is??? idk if I'm just turning blind, or if they're legit hiding it from me at this point, but I'm trying to figure out what my OC's green eye color would be after giving into the darkness. Xehanort's silver turned into a yellow, And Ansem's were more like an orange amber but his eyes... look more like an orange-toned brown??? so did it just turn more "yellow" but was orange already? I'm confused! DX The idea was a more forest-green, not bright green like Axel, if that helps. Also curious about blue. Would it be a slightly deeper "gold-yellow" since there's more pigment than silver? I want a whole chart at this point lol.
I wasn't going to say anything because I didn't think it was going to be relevant, but my depression has been getting really bad the last few months. My anxiety has been great, and I finally made a breakthrough, and felt like I was in the clear, but in turn, my mood kinda... dropped. Like, gradually getting worse and worse as the days went by. I thought it was like a weird mood swing once my anxiety finally vanished?
Long story short, I found out last week the anti-anxiety med I've been taking is a serotonin inhibitor. Like, I was already going to talk to my doctor about coming off of it since I don't feel anxious at all anymore, but now I really need to come off it because I think it's literally killing me from the inside out.
.... Aaaaaaaaaaaaand it turns out in rare cases it causes bleeding gums. Not the bad dental hygiene like I thought hahahahaha
It's... honestly a really weird feeling when your brain is literally unable to feel happiness. Like I thought this was some weird depression thing because I work nights and don't spend a lot of time outdoors (with vitamin d). But nope, it's chemical. The only reason I've been able to stay relatively okay is because going online and doing stuff gives that dopamine hit, which isn't bad but... it's not the same as actually "happiness", as you know lol. The reason I'm mentioning it now is because, uh... I had my appointment set for this week, but... I didn't stop to actually look at it on my planner. It was for "yesterday". A Sunday. When the clinic was closed. So I def wrote it down wrong.
Which meeeeeeeeeeeeeeans I probably missed it. Most likely.
I'll have to make a new one, but it will most likely be a few weeks out, so... I either have to slug through this dark episode a few more weeks or... try stopping cold turkey.
Which I know isn't a good idea but I'm not sure I have a choice.
Either way, I cannot risk coming here on Sora. For those of you that don't know yet, there was a 7.4 magnitude earthquake off the west coast of Japan. Even with evacuation there is definitely going to be major damage and casualties.
Even if I tried to ignore that... and played Sora in a different timeline... it would feel really freaking weird not to address it as the news hits online. Only two people on here know how bad his trauma/ptsd really was, and even then one only got a glimpse of it. If I played him realistically it would be bad. Really really bad.
So now I'm super depressed, and Sora would be straight up triggered, and anything I tried to do with him right now would just be an utter disaster, since we would both be emotionally unstable. (aka I do not trust myself at all hahahahaha)
And I can't play Mickey because he's a sideblog to THIS blog, so I'd literally see Sora every time I log in, and.... he'd just be in the back of my head the whole time OTL
I'll still be online and on discord if anyone wants to talk, but I reeeeeeeeeeeeally gotta try staying off here because I know it will end in disaster somehow. I may try to rp one of my other muses but even that could be risky, because the dopamine hit gives me a mood swing, not lasting "happiness" laskjdlkasjd and idk if that's actually worse for me in the long run OTL
So yeah, unfortunately another month long haitus for me -dabs- cuz I don't want Sora to lose any friends on here HAHAHAHAHA -sobs and cries-
I didn't technically write my appointment down or miss it, I just conflated it. It was for JANUARY 31st, I just wrote it down at the end of december to remind myself to write it in my new planner once I got it.
Anyway I called the clinic and they THANKFULLY had an appointment for today. So I'll be going to that so now I can SAFELY wean myself off of it. Hopefully my mood will improve over the next few weeks and I can FINALLY BE HAPPY AGAIN -sobs sobs sobs-
I wasn't going to say anything because I didn't think it was going to be relevant, but my depression has been getting really bad the last few months. My anxiety has been great, and I finally made a breakthrough, and felt like I was in the clear, but in turn, my mood kinda... dropped. Like, gradually getting worse and worse as the days went by. I thought it was like a weird mood swing once my anxiety finally vanished?
Long story short, I found out last week the anti-anxiety med I've been taking is a serotonin inhibitor. Like, I was already going to talk to my doctor about coming off of it since I don't feel anxious at all anymore, but now I really need to come off it because I think it's literally killing me from the inside out.
.... Aaaaaaaaaaaaand it turns out in rare cases it causes bleeding gums. Not the bad dental hygiene like I thought hahahahaha
It's... honestly a really weird feeling when your brain is literally unable to feel happiness. Like I thought this was some weird depression thing because I work nights and don't spend a lot of time outdoors (with vitamin d). But nope, it's chemical. The only reason I've been able to stay relatively okay is because going online and doing stuff gives that dopamine hit, which isn't bad but... it's not the same as actually "happiness", as you know lol. The reason I'm mentioning it now is because, uh... I had my appointment set for this week, but... I didn't stop to actually look at it on my planner. It was for "yesterday". A Sunday. When the clinic was closed. So I def wrote it down wrong.
Which meeeeeeeeeeeeeeans I probably missed it. Most likely.
I'll have to make a new one, but it will most likely be a few weeks out, so... I either have to slug through this dark episode a few more weeks or... try stopping cold turkey.
Which I know isn't a good idea but I'm not sure I have a choice.
Either way, I cannot risk coming here on Sora. For those of you that don't know yet, there was a 7.4 magnitude earthquake off the west coast of Japan. Even with evacuation there is definitely going to be major damage and casualties.
Even if I tried to ignore that... and played Sora in a different timeline... it would feel really freaking weird not to address it as the news hits online. Only two people on here know how bad his trauma/ptsd really was, and even then one only got a glimpse of it. If I played him realistically it would be bad. Really really bad.
So now I'm super depressed, and Sora would be straight up triggered, and anything I tried to do with him right now would just be an utter disaster, since we would both be emotionally unstable. (aka I do not trust myself at all hahahahaha)
And I can't play Mickey because he's a sideblog to THIS blog, so I'd literally see Sora every time I log in, and.... he'd just be in the back of my head the whole time OTL
I'll still be online and on discord if anyone wants to talk, but I reeeeeeeeeeeeally gotta try staying off here because I know it will end in disaster somehow. I may try to rp one of my other muses but even that could be risky, because the dopamine hit gives me a mood swing, not lasting "happiness" laskjdlkasjd and idk if that's actually worse for me in the long run OTL
So yeah, unfortunately another month long haitus for me -dabs- cuz I don't want Sora to lose any friends on here HAHAHAHAHA -sobs and cries-
I wasn't going to say anything because I didn't think it was going to be relevant, but my depression has been getting really bad the last few months. My anxiety has been great, and I finally made a breakthrough, and felt like I was in the clear, but in turn, my mood kinda... dropped. Like, gradually getting worse and worse as the days went by. I thought it was like a weird mood swing once my anxiety finally vanished?
Long story short, I found out last week the anti-anxiety med I've been taking is a serotonin inhibitor. Like, I was already going to talk to my doctor about coming off of it since I don't feel anxious at all anymore, but now I really need to come off it because I think it's literally killing me from the inside out.
.... Aaaaaaaaaaaaand it turns out in rare cases it causes bleeding gums. Not the bad dental hygiene like I thought hahahahaha
It's... honestly a really weird feeling when your brain is literally unable to feel happiness. Like I thought this was some weird depression thing because I work nights and don't spend a lot of time outdoors (with vitamin d). But nope, it's chemical. The only reason I've been able to stay relatively okay is because going online and doing stuff gives that dopamine hit, which isn't bad but... it's not the same as actually "happiness", as you know lol. The reason I'm mentioning it now is because, uh... I had my appointment set for this week, but... I didn't stop to actually look at it on my planner. It was for "yesterday". A Sunday. When the clinic was closed. So I def wrote it down wrong.
Which meeeeeeeeeeeeeeans I probably missed it. Most likely.
I'll have to make a new one, but it will most likely be a few weeks out, so... I either have to slug through this dark episode a few more weeks or... try stopping cold turkey.
Which I know isn't a good idea but I'm not sure I have a choice.
Either way, I cannot risk coming here on Sora. For those of you that don't know yet, there was a 7.4 magnitude earthquake off the west coast of Japan. Even with evacuation there is definitely going to be major damage and casualties.
Even if I tried to ignore that... and played Sora in a different timeline... it would feel really freaking weird not to address it as the news hits online. Only two people on here know how bad his trauma/ptsd really was, and even then one only got a glimpse of it. If I played him realistically it would be bad. Really really bad.
So now I'm super depressed, and Sora would be straight up triggered, and anything I tried to do with him right now would just be an utter disaster, since we would both be emotionally unstable. (aka I do not trust myself at all hahahahaha)
And I can't play Mickey because he's a sideblog to THIS blog, so I'd literally see Sora every time I log in, and.... he'd just be in the back of my head the whole time OTL
I'll still be online and on discord if anyone wants to talk, but I reeeeeeeeeeeeally gotta try staying off here because I know it will end in disaster somehow. I may try to rp one of my other muses but even that could be risky, because the dopamine hit gives me a mood swing, not lasting "happiness" laskjdlkasjd and idk if that's actually worse for me in the long run OTL
So yeah, unfortunately another month long haitus for me -dabs- cuz I don't want Sora to lose any friends on here HAHAHAHAHA -sobs and cries-
There we go. Selling this for a mil.lion dol.lars. I call it "Mustard and Ketchup". It represents our addiction to condiments in a highly processed society.
So apparently some people new to Tumblr think a repost and a reblog are the same thing, so when they see creators asking for people to not repost, they're thinking the creators are saying to not reblog 😭
Y'all, a repost is when you copy/download the work and create a new post using the work making it seem as if it's yours. A reblog is you using a site provided feature to share the creator's post directly from the creator so that it's still credited to them and they still get all of the traction/notes from the work.
Please, reblog fics/art/etc. that you enjoy! Reblogging is not reposting! Creatives need support too, and reblogging is a way to do that!
If you receive this, you make somebody happy! Go on anon and send this to 10 of your followers who make you happy or somebody you think needs cheering up. If you get one back, even better <3
Anon, you're so sweet! I don't have a crying emoji so you get this.
The tool, called Nightshade, messes up training data in ways that could cause serious damage to image-generating AI models.
New anti-AI tool from the team developing Glaze that looks to poison prompts and ruin data sets entirely.
The tool can go so far as to trick AI into generating things it didn't ask for. 50 "poisoned" images of dogs into a data set yield typical errors companies have been working to get rid of: weird proportions, extra limbs, etc. When they added 300 samples, it was drastic enough to make a data set that was trained to generate "dogs" into "cats" making the tool basically useless.
It's not out yet, but they're adding it to Glaze and they intend on making it open source.
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