additional tags: anal sex, hand jobs, smoking, painplay, dirty talk, praise kink, bathing/washing, sexual overstimulation, dacryphilia, (just a little bit. as a treat), straight up this is just 3k of xavier putting cigs out on gaspard. and gaspard having the time of his life about it, light dom/sub, aftercare
pairing: guy-man/pedro
rating: explicit
words: 2723
tags: recreational drug use, weed user busy p, mixed feelings about drug use, established relationship, making out, a helping hand, softest dom/sub undertones, smoking, handjob, masturbation, a non weed smoker writes about smoking weed, praise kink
tags: rope bondage, light dom/sub, (they have something of the sort going on but i couldn't tell you what), subspace, blow jobs, coming untouched, oral sex, praise kink
thomas couldnāt help but be nervous about meeting pedro after their little⦠escapade. when closing his eyes, he could still feel large hands ghosting over his hips and slight beard brushing against the column of his neck. it made working so hard, whatever left of his brain only focused on the other man. guy-man had even noticed, asking him what the fuck was wrong with him while he was staring at the computer screen like he was being haunted.Ā
and it was safe to say, he was.Ā
so there he was. he sat at the couch of his apartment, legs curled underneath him and chewing on a fingernail, after having called pedro to come over. the clock hanging in the hallway was ticking for each second passing, teasing him and making the wait time feel so much more prolonged.Ā
thomas really had no idea why he was so nervous. truly. pedro was one of the most comforting and calming to be around, which was the entire fucking reason he asked pedro to fuck him! he inhaled and exhaled deeply. he needed to be calm. for fuckās sake, he had to be!
there was a knock on the door, causing him to jump to his feet and scuttle off to open the door. on the other side, pedro stood with a smile. thomas smiled shyly, dipping his head, before letting pedro in. āhi thomas! how are you doing?ā pedro asked and wrapped one arm around his waist. feeling the otherās warmth against his side and his cheek brought a calm out of him.Ā Ā
āiāmā¦ā thomas trailed off, his eyes darting to the side. he was deciding rapidly if he should be honest with pedro or lie and be polite. but pedro caught on so quickly and his smile dropped that the decision was made for him. āiāve been thinking about um⦠our p-previous meetingā¦ā he trailed off and pedro nodded, grabbing his hand.Ā
āyouāre not regretting it, i hopeā¦ā pedro trailed off and thomas snapped his head up, shaking his head quickly.Ā
āno, no, no!!ā thomas the otherās eyes widened as he continued to shake his head rapidly. he began leading pedro to his living room, who placed a hand on his back and kept in step with him until the couch. the otherās facial expression was pinched in a focused sense, his lips pursed and brows furrowed together. they both sat down, pedro sticking close by his side. thomas stuttered quietly, brushing a hand through his short hair. āi j-justā¦ā he stopped, his tongue unable to detangle and stop stuttering. his nerves felt like they were running underneath his skin, making him feel so fucking⦠raw and tender.Ā
āi havenāt been able to stop thinking about it⦠i-i⦠cannot focus anymore, i just think about you all the fucking time.ā thomas exhaled. he had shut his eyes, his hands shaking slightly. it felt so nice to finally share his emotions. having had it hanging over his head for so long, a weight felt like it was being lifted from his shoulders.Ā
āoh, thomasā¦ā pedro sighed, before cupping his face. thomas opened his eyes, staring it pedroās open, silvery gray eyes. he was grinning sweetly, brushing his fingers against thomasā stubble and cheekbones. āhave you been thinking about me?ā pedro asked, his voice quiet and so cutely small between them. a blush began blooming on his face. thomas could only nod, lost in pedroās eyes.
ābabyā¦ā pedro exhaled and his breath brushed against thomasā lips. the nickname hit thomas in the stomach, pedroās breathy voice leaving him warming from the inside out. pedro brushed his thumb over the otherās full bottom lip, making butterflies brush in his stomach.
āp-please, pedro⦠kiss me-ā thomas whispered, his breath hitching, and leaned in to brush his nose against pedroās. he shut his eyes with a flutter.Ā
pedro leaned closer, pressing his lips against thomasā. unlike the way they were kissing during their hookups, this was sweet and chaste. pedroās hands trailed across his arms, his fingertips gentle against his skin and causing goosebumps to ripple against his skin. thomas held tightly on the otherās shoulders, overwhelming love washing over him until his entire body was shaking like a leaf.
pedro leaned back, pressing his forehead against thomasā. thomas sighed, braiding their fingers together. āare you okay?ā pedro asked, brushing his knuckles against his cheekbones.
āye-... yeah, yes.ā thomas whispered, voice shivering. pedro kissed the side of his mouth, before trailing multiple kisses along his cheek. he kept kissing all over thomasā face, on his cheekbones, his eyelids, his forehead, his nose, his temples, his chin and his jaw. the slight beard on pedroās skin brushing along thomasā skin, bringing him out of his swirl of overwhelming emotions to bright, golden, twinkling joy.
giggles rose out of him. pedro kissed him harder, his beard tickling against his jaw. āooh, p-pedro!ā thomas exclaimed, clenching his eyes together and leaning his head backwards. pedro climbed into his lap, straddling his lap, before kissing across his cheeks and nose. āthat tickles!ā thomas continued, still chortling adorably. his hands dropped to his hips, grabbing at them, while pedro leaned closer to him and pressed their chests together.Ā
their eyes met and the tension in the room changed. thomas exhaled, heat blooming in his face, as pedro grinned cheekily. āare you keen on something else, baby?ā pedro asked, voice dropping into that husky tone thomas remembered so well from them hooking up. he dropped down to press their crotches closer together and thomas whimpered gently.Ā
āyes, pedro, oh my fucking god-ā thomas exhaled, tilting his head back as pedro pressed his lips against the column of his neck. thomasā breath hitched, his eyes squeezing together. pedro grazed his teeth against his neck, making molten hot lava pour through his veins and he moaned quietly. thomas dug his hands into pedroās hips, pulling him closer and brushing their crotches together again.Ā
pedro groaned into his skin and leaned up to kiss thomas on the lips once again. thomas moved to cup his face and whimpered quietly into pedroās mouth, while the other began grinding properly into him. he moaned deeply, heat building up into intensity deep in his stomach. a hand cupped his crotch and he groaned, his breath hitching mid-groan, and tilted his head back. he glanced at pedro, the otherās eyes half lidded as a pink blush was high on his cheekbones.
Height gap romance except the shorter one is frequently depicted in situations where they are contextually taller. The taller one sitting while the shorter one looms over them. Both of them lying in bed with the taller oneās head pressed to the shorter oneās chest. The shorter one straddling the taller oneās lap and leaning down for a kiss. The taller one on their knees as the shorter one tilts their head up. Please, it makes me go feral
its fun writing slash as someone who's sex/romance oscillating because one day i'll be writing it and it'll be nice. and then the next i am so repulsed that i cannot work on it