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𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘦𝘳𝘷𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘵𝘦𝘤𝘵.

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⸻  this  is  a  slow  activity,  heavily  plot  based  writing  blog  for  ABIONA BIRRU,  a star wars oc.  private,  selective,  oc friendly.  multiverse  &  multiship.  as  cherished  by  louise. 21. gmt.  est  june 2022.

memes.  headcanons.  development.  promo.  carrd.  wishlist.

[healedforce]

*  wielder  of  white  light,  she  who  heals.   ©

[healedforce]

*  wielder  of  white  light,  she  who  heals.   ©

[healedforce-a]

i’m  sorry  for  the  low  activity  on  here  !  i’m  planning  on  revamping  to  freshen  things  up.  work  has  me  all  over  the  place  but  i’m  here  and  i  love  abiona.

[healedforce-a]

i’m  sorry  for  the  low  activity  on  here  !  i’m  planning  on  revamping  to  freshen  things  up.  work  has  me  all  over  the  place  but  i’m  here  and  i  love  abiona.

[healedforce-a]

hey  guys  sorry  for  the  radio  silence  on  my  part  !  the  work  week  has  absolutely  drained  me  and  i’ve  had  zero  energy  for  writing  but  i  hope  to  slowly  ease  back  into  everything.  thank  you  all  for  your  patience,  i  love  you  dearly.  ♡

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solesnati​.

    HE  HAD  HEARD  THE  STORIES .      BEN  HAD  TOLD  HIM  about  the  uncertainty  all  Jedi  that  remained  had  lived  in  following  the  Purge .      he  had  heard  more  from  Leia  and  Mon  Mothma .      it  hadn’t  been  safe  for  as  long  as  he  had  been  alive .      Luke  understood  now  why  his  aunt  and  uncle  had  been  so  concerned ,    why  Owen  had  tried  so  hard  to  keep  him  at  the  Farm .      to  be  Force  sensitive  was  to  have  a  death  sentence  if  word  were  to  get  out .      but  now  it  was  safe ,    or  getting  there ,    and  the  curiosity  over  whether  there  were  more  and  the  desire  to  connect  returned  tenfold .        ❝      it’s  okay ,    Abiona .      ❞        Luke  reassured .      head  dipping  as  he  reached  with  a  great  hand  into  the  collection  of  stardust  around  them ,    pure  energy  and  life  shining  brightly  in  response ,    coming  from  her .        ❝      i  can .      what  you  have  is  the  Force ,    a  unique  connection  to  it .      ❞

                       “  is  it  okay,  though?  is  it  really?  ”  the  question  isn’t  meant  to  be  rude,  she  doesn’t  mean  to  undermine  his  authority.  after  all,  he  is  a  jedi.  one  of  the  last.  but  the  danger  would  always  remain.  empire  sympathizers  existed,  those  who  were  afraid  of  the  force,  others  who  wanted  all  force  sensitive  individuals  to  be  eliminated.  she  understood  that  the  threat  wasn’t  half  as  gigantic  as  it  once  was,  but  the  hesitance  still  remained.  eyes  widen  as  she  follows  his  hand,  head  tilting  slightly  to  the  side.  “  i  am  a  healer,  i  have  always  been  a  healer  ---  i  always  will  be  one.  how  i  heal...  well,  i  use  the  force.  it  guides  me  into  helping  others.  it’s  my  duty  as  a  doctor.  but  i  have  other  things  too.  things  that  happen  that  i  can’t  explain.  you  understand  all  this  much  better  than  i  ever  could  :  you  know  me,  skywalker.  surely  you  must  have  something  that  can  help  me  learn  how  to  cope  with  this?  ” 

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𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐈𝐒 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐘 𝐅𝐄𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐈𝐍 𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐆?

hope.

in longing, you feel hope. you're on a long road, you know this. your desire is strong, big in your chest but you don't feel weighed down. you've had your hardships, but you know what you truly seek is, or could be, not far from your grasp. not to say you don't feel the burning in your heart for something more, but there’s still a spark in you, a voice that says, "don't give up, what if?" you can be patient. you know you must be. your yearning is felt like a campfire in rain, the circumstances say the flame should be out, but yet it burns, as long as god willing or sheer effort keeps it alive. you feel the pull in your gut that makes your throat tighten with the ache of your heart but you softly smile, it's just a reminder of your love. you aren't afraid of your feelings in the way that would make you push them away because you're familiar with them and you know the payoff would be well worth the grief. you're doing great my darling, you will find your love if you have not already.

tagged by: stolen. tagging: you!

[healedforce-a]

WHAT TRAGIC CHARACTER FROM GREEK LITERATURE ARE YOU?

patroclus.

you are patroclus, from the iliad by homer, doomed by fate to be stuck in a love story that has no place on the battlefield. although you always have the best intentions, you have to realize you cannot save everyone. your unwavering loyalty means you often lose yourself in the process of putting others first. take a deep breath, remember who you are, and that you are deserving of the same love you try to put out. you are kind, you are strong, and you give and you give but it is never enough to protect those you love. in the end, it's not even enough to protect yourself.

tagged by: stolen. tagging: you!

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what kind of touch do you possess?

warm touch.

you are the embodiment of a cozy blanket and warm sunshine on a cool day. you give the best hugs, they are truly powerful. you embrace others with your big heart and feel everything to the max. you have a gift for uplifting others and raising the mood of whatever situation you are in. you can easily read the room and give your attention to who needs it the most. you are a joy to be around. others feel at home around you, which leads to lasting meaningful relationships. sometimes, though, you neglect yourself by putting others first. you feel that you will not be loved if you don't care for others. it can be hard to constantly put up a happy facade, i know. but remember, you are worthy of love.

tagged by: stolen. tagging: you!

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WHAT TYPE OF “I LOVE YOU” ARE YOU?

i love you, i’ve always loved you, i will always love you.

it's commitment, it's devotion, it goes often without saying, but is felt nonetheless. it's accepting that you would travel to hell and back for them if they asked and knowing that they would do the same for you. it's an old ache, long after they've burrowed deep into your chest and settled there like a weight- grounding, an anchor point. even when you're apart, you can still feel the shape of them, it's like phantom pain. neither of you can help but succumb to the other's gravity, yet neither of you fear the collision. it means that you trust them, that they make you feel safe, that they feel like home.

tagged by: stolen. tagging: you!

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WHERE DOES YOUR ANGER LURK?

in your eyes.

rage in silence, in wordless defiance. cheeks dampened, clenched fists tremble, yet cannot move, cannot rise. wronged, your heart demands justice and aches at its absence. you can do nothing but weep, tears flooding the space fury hollows out.

tagged by: stolen. tagging: you!

[healedforce-a]

WHAT COLOUR CHARACTER ARE YOU?

dark  blue  character.

dark blue characters are kindhearted and responsible, driven to care for others around them. they are good at strategizing in the heat of the moment, but are also quite impulsive and rush into things without a plan when they are fired up. while calm people and patient teachers, they are quite hotheaded and not afraid to stand up for what they believe in. their sense of morality guides them, both into battle, and into healing. they get along with a wide range of people, but do have a temper that causes them to get into short-lived disagreements. they don’t like to be seen as inferior, as much of their strength comes from the softness inside of them. they like being needed and helpful, and want people to agree that they know what’s best for them, although others can get annoyed at what they perceive as nagging. they take turns being the voice of reason and the reason for the voice. they can hold their own, and believe in respecting everyone as long as everyone is respectful in turn. they often had to grow up fast and mature early, which they both take pride in and resent. they are likely to join a just cause on a whim, and do what it takes to develop the skillset they need to best help the cause, although they prefer to be at the center of the action. if they feel no one is doing anything and it needs to be done, they’ll step in. they are often close to prodigies, having some sort of incredible skill that they can expertly hone. they are inspirational and have a lot of emotional maturity. they can both maneuver people through their hardships and inspire them to rise up. they can often ignore their own feelings and needs in the process of being a sort of martyr for others, however, and can grow resentful when no one pays attention to them like they do for others. dark blue characters need people in their lives who will encourage and uplift them in whatever cause they choose to support, as well as give them space to talk out their feelings. they also need others who will recognize when they are taking too much responsibility on, and take some time to give them care and support and affirm their willingness to care.

tagged by: stolen. tagging: you!

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WHAT COLOR DOES YOUR LOVE FEEL LIKE?

bright sunny yellow.

sweet tasting popsicles, summer dresses and shielding your eyes from the sun. your love is the excitement of something brewing, something growing. it’s the almost childish bubbling giggles of something new, but with the potential to stay. it’s wide smiles, blinding sunny light and warm bodies that gravitate to one another. it’s the the softness, the willingness, the slight holding of breaths in a crucial “what if” moment. it’s the impatience too. the bouncing on tiptoes to see further than your eyes can reach, the holding out for a future that never seems to come even though you’re ready, you’re so so so ready. it’s the constant feeling of warm sand beneath your feet, holding out for the crashing waves. and still you wait, dry and impatient and with burnt soles of feet. your love is sour candy, enjoying it as your nose scrunches up from the aftertaste of it. it’s hands that grab and take hold, that reach and ask them to stay and hope and beg and wait. it’s bubbling excitement sure, but it’s also demanding, focused, driven. it’s love like a plan, with a path and route and a clear destination. and you bonce on your tiptoes, and burning, waiting for the soothing water, the crashing waves, you hold onto the melting popsicle, you wait and wait and wait. it’s tiring almost as much as it’s lazer focused ambition, deeply rooted desire and the unrelenting hope that it will work, that it will come. and it does, i promise it does. the waves crash, the beach floods and the pain passes, the water cool and soothing and you can let yourself fall in, sinking, sinking. and it’s good, it’s perfect, what you were hoping and more, holding and embracing you and welcoming you into the stillness you always knew you were reaching for.

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where   should   you   be   kissed ?

forehead.

over-worrying and overthinking everything, your mind is always a whirling storm. no matter how you try, the fears overwhelm all else. you need someone trusted to press a kiss to your forehead, helping to quiet the thoughts that just refuse to settle.

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[pocketmemes]

STAR WARS ROLEPLAY MASTERLIST.

reblog this post with your muse name, whether they are a canon/original/crossover blog with an au, whether or not they are legends-based [if it doesnt matter just skip that bit], and whether or not you're a multimuse,,, aaaaand you'll be added to a very simple masterlist carrd that aims to be updated at least once a month. yippie!

EXAMPLES.

anakin skywalker / canon / single-muse

wedge antilles / legends & canon-divergent / multimuse

james tiberus kirk / crossover / single-muse

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senaetors​.

@healedforce​          /          FOR          ABIONA     BIRRU          →          prompt.

          ↪     i     know     you’re     getting     tired     of     this     !

an     empire     unlike     any     other     had     claimed     the     galaxy     as     most     knew     it     –     the     jedi     order     had     fallen,     and     so     had     many     young     lives     of     growing     padawans     awaiting     their     first     session     with     their     master.     the     planets     had     gone     up     in     flames     before     their     very     eyes,     and     any     who     opposed     to     the     grand     emperor     would     eventually     come     to     meet     the     burning     end     of     a     lightsaber     gone     through     flesh     and     bones.     it     was     a     disoriented     world     they     lived     in     :     one     they     had     to     be     wary     about,     their     lips     silenced     of     any     opinion     regarding     the     new     world.     once     a     queen     of     naboo,     later     turned     senator     was     forced     to     live     a     life     in     secrecy     :     her     known     identity     buried     under     an     empty     stone     with     her     emblem     –     QUEEN     AMIDALA     OF     NABOO     no     longer     of     existence.

               a     sigh     had     escaped     her     parted     lips     without     her     knowledge,     a     hand     going     through     masses     of     curls     that     eventually     twirled     around     her     index     finger.     brown     hues     flickered     from     the     hologram     to     the     healer,     a     soft     eyebrow     quirked.     ❝     this     is     not     a     world     i     bowed     to     live     under     –     ❞     the     words     left     so     carelessly,     head     dropping     between     clammy     palms.     ❝     it’s     painful     to     witness     what     ana     …     ❞     she     silenced     herself     from     speaking     the     word,     heart     clenching     to     her     chest     just     thinking     of     him.      ❝     what     DARTH     VADER     and     darth     sidious     are     doing.     ❞ 

               the  galactic  republic  was  the  last  straw  that  held  many  civilizations  together,  the  final  semblance  of  hope  in  warred  times.  with  it’s  transformation  into  the  empire,  the  fall  of  the  jedi  and  countless  lives  lost  ---  the  universe  fell  quiet.  thousands  of  voices  were  silenced,  democracy  in  itself  turned  to  ash  and  bone.  what  could  they  have  done  to  prevent  this?  no  one  could  have  known  what  chancellor  palpatine  truly  was,  but  still,  abiona  cannot  help  but  feel  like  this  tragedy  could  have  been  prevented.  they  could’ve  done  something  :  but  now?  now  all  they  could  do  was  sit  back  and  wait  until  like  minded  people  came  forth  to  fight  against  a  common  enemy  ---  the  emperor  and  his  right  hand  man,  darth  vader.

              “  it  isn’t  what  i  wanted  to  live  under  either.  ”  the  defeat  is  evident  in  her  voice,  usually  soft  expression  now  hardened  with  the  grief  of  a  former  life  lost.  a  world  filled  with  hope  for  a  better  future,  not.  .  .  whatever  this  disgusting  empire  offered.  “  it  is  painful,  it’s  heartbreaking.  i  can’t  just  sit  here  and  do  nothing  while  they  hurt  hundreds  of  thousands  of  people!  i  was  born  to  heal,  to  protect  others.  and  i  hate  that  now  i  can’t  do  anything  to  help.  i  can’t  live  with  myself  if  i  just  let  this  happen  without  at  least  trying  to  aid  those  who  oppose  this  horrific  regime.  ”