Ely, short for Elysium. 32, it/they perisex disabled trans person, full pronouns here [https://en.pronouns.page/@Heart-Buzz] (icon by me! disability bee emoji by @whimsy-flags)Lovecore furry, casual gamer, casual artist, full-time stoner. my page is generally minor-friendly, but I occasionally share risque furry art. I talk about weed and disability pretty often. IMs and asks are always open for both commissions and art trades. Same username on Bluesky, e621, FurAffinity. ๐ Mutual Aid reblogs are not tagged, you WILL see them ๐
I'm Elysium HeartBuzz, a magic bumblebee that loves to draw~๐
Note: this is not an art-only blog. i post my thoughts, feelings, vents and rants, and everything else here. i also complain about my disability a lot.
i love bugs and i love love! i will post/reblog about those things a lot!
Links:
Commission Info
Tumblr: @heart-buzz (you're here!)
Bluesky: Heart-Buzz (NSFW)
FurAffinity: Heart-Buzz (NSFW)
e621: Heart-Buzz (NSFW)
pronouns.page: Heart-Buzz
I draw:
furries, buggies, OCs (mine and others!), fan art, surprise gift art, commissions, art trades
๐ interests under the cut! ๐
Interests:
video games: Sonic the Hedgehog, Animal Crossing, Okami, Spyro the Dragon, Mario, The Legend of Zelda, Banjo-Kazooie, Hollow Knight, Pokรฉmon, Crash Bandicoot, Kirby, Shovel Knight, The Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim, Baldur's Gate 3
TV: Avatar: The Last Airbender, Avatar: The Legend of Korra, MLP:FIM, Princess Tutu, Amphibia, Gravity Falls, The Owl House, Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood, Samurai Champloo, Wildcard Kitchen, Tournament of Champions, anything with Alex Guarnaschelli/Brooke Williamson/Tiffany Faison/Duff Goldman (i really like cooking and baking shows ok), Dual Survival, Alone, Extracted, airline disaster shows, animal attack shows, animal documentaries
Movies: My Little Pony: The Movie (2017), Sonic the Hedgehog (the new 3D/live-action ones and the original OVA), How To Train Your Dragon franchise, just about every 2D animated Disney film, Studio Laika films, Pokรฉmon films, the Kung-Fu Panda films
YouTube: Bobby Duke Arts, Jazza, Babish Culinary Universe, Smosh Pit, Dunderheads, Dropout, SciShow, Kurzgesagt - In A Nutshell, Joov, AntLab
Music: All That Remains, Slipknot, old-school Linkin Park, Snail's House, Foster The People, Crush 40, Funk Fiction, Qumu, Vector U, TheFatRat, Nine Inch Nails, the bumblebee that mistook my fluffy pink pants for a flower this morning
Misc: Bugs (specifically hymenoptera, but I like a lot other kinds as well!), Flowers, Dogs, romantic, familial, and platonic love, disability activism, angelic symbolism, weed, crafts, chocolate
โheโs a woman to meโ
โummm isnโt that kind of misogynistic? are you equating womanhood with submissionโโ
BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK
sorry i couldnโt hear you over the sound of me putting a fictional man in a slutty apron and calling him mommy. sorry. i was too busy hand-feeding him strawberries and then writing 12k of emotional devastation and domestic porn. sorry i gendered him like a little fucked up doll in a victorian nursery.
YES. HEโS A WOMAN TO ME. HEโS A HOUSEWIFE. HEโS A HIGH-FEM BRAT. HEโS A PRETTY LITTLE THING WHO GETS RAWED IN THE MOONLIGHT AND MAKES SOFT WHIMPERS AND BAKES BREAD TO COPE. AND I DO NOT CARE IF IT MAKES SENSE.
HE IS MADE OFย TROPES.ย HE IS MADE OFย VIBES.ย HE IS MADE OF GLITTER AND TEARS AND POST-WAR PTSD.
HE IS WHATEVER THE FUCK I WANT.
HE IS NOT A MAN. HE IS NOT A WOMAN. HE IS Aย TRAGEDY IN LACE.
youโre talking about โmisogynyโ like i didnโt just write a fic where he gets folded in half by a feral beast of a love interest and then cries because heโs โtoo used to not being touched gently.โ BABE. THERE IS NO DIGNITY HERE. ONLY CATHARSIS.
your academic thinkpiece cannot survive the heat of my horny little monkey brain. you want to talk about gender roles?? I WANT TO PUT HIM IN A COLLAR. I WANT TO GIVE HIM A GENDERCRISIS VIA DICK. I WANT TO MAKE HIM THE MAID AND THE MUSE AND THE MADONNA.
and also? sometimes i call him a manwhore for getting railed twice in one chapter and still being emotionally unavailable. because HE DESERVES IT. because I SAID SO. because itโs FUNNY and UNHINGED and thatโs theย POINT.
you are not fixing the world. i am not breaking it. we are both feral rats arguing over a Barbie doll in a trench coat. take your discourse and go. iโve got work to do. iโm about to make him lactate out of spite.
Actually cause Ik youโre not gonna answer the ask I sent about this since you canโt hide behind โintellectualismโ or whatever it is youโre trying to do.
But ops post was not an invitation for you to randomly go in depth on your sexual fantasies and it is really strange you saw their post discussing misogyny and decided that was appropriate. As I said in the ask thereโs this thing called consent and it is generally not considered consensual to go up to strangers and start talking about your sexual fantasies in any capacity.
Some of you really need to learn appropriate boundaries online because these are still real people you are talking to and I highly doubt you behave this way towards people in real life.
You should take some time to read @3liza's post documenting the Phantom Report Bug (which she deserves praise for doing, thank you eliza) and see how fucking broken Tumblr's report tool is.
I also want to reiterate something she is once again correct about: no one files bug reports. I have first hand experience working at Tumblr and I remember having to tell web devs on Staff "i saw a post about someone talking about a bug" and they were unaware because no one followed through to file a bug. I have fixed bugs that I saw people posting about that were in my domain (I'm a mobile dev) but were not in the system.
No this is not an endorsement of "complain about it enough and eventually someone will see it", this is an endorsement of "file a bug report directly to computer companies and people will most likely read it and probably fix it". I mean it this is not a Tumblr-only thing. I've seen this at every company I've worked for. Just fucking file a bug report please I beg you, software gets complicated and the devs are just unaware that there's a bug until you bring it to your attention. And they want to fix the bug! I promise!
WHAT AM I ALWAYS SAYING TO YOU PEOPLE. COMPLAINING GETS THE GOODS. YOURE NOT ALLOWED TO GET MAD UNTIL YOUVE COMPLAINED ABOUT THE PROBLEM TO SOMEONE WHOSE JOB IT IS TO FIX IT
But it's Enver Gortash and some fucking. Pink kobold. Enver Gortash holding and kissing a little fat pink and brown kobold. And all the Baneites just have to accept it
nobody talks about how exhausting it is to live in that space between "things will get better" and "i can't handle this anymore." it's like your emotions are constantly swinging. leaving you both hopeful and defeated in the same day.
Also, โpartnerโ is just a good word? It implies an equal relationship where both of your work together in pursuit of something, whether that be life goals or just having fun together.
