i will love you always, my guiding light, my hero @heartandsol-0 - Tumblr Blog

updated intro post let's goooo

hi!! i'm sol (he/they/it)!!

welcome to my blog!! it's kinda all over the place tbh but that's how i like it

asks, @s, messages always open!! however i will note that life is super busy + i get overwhelmed easily. it may take a while for me to respond but i WILL get to it at some point!!! i promise i’m not ignoring you 🙏🏼

be warned: i'm a Yapper.

fandoms:

starkid (ESP hatchetfield >:D and vhsccs. and. cc also.... and twisted...... okay. FINE!!! you got me!! i love everything starkid's ever done 🙂‍↕️)

hadestown!!!!!!

pulp musicals

shipwrecked comedy

the bright sessions

the mad ones

agatha all along

nevermore webcomic

matilda

adamandi

blorbos: MISS HOLLOWAY and DOUGLAS DUKE KEANE from HATCHETFIELD❗️ELLIE WADSWORTH from THE BRIGHT SESSIONS❗️ORPHEUS and EURYDICE from HADESTOWN❗️ANNABEL LEE and LENORE from NEVERMORE❗️

music: i love music i wanna hear any and all music reqs you may have!!!!! *in a Deep Fried Good Ol' Fashioned American Country Boy accent* >:[ gimme all ur music reqs boy >:[ i love expanding my musical palette >:[

🌀ooooo you wanna recommend me music so badddd🌀

tags: now that i actively participate in more fandoms than just hatchetfield, i realized i needed to organize things better

there are the fandom tags (self explanatory),

and other tags:

sol speaks- talk tag

rb- reblogs

mutuals <3- mutuals

solsfics- my fics and/or other writing

<3- just some of my fav posts

poetry. to me.- things that are poetry. To Me.

HOLY SHIT

#girl HELP it’s only day 2 of my summer classes starting WHY DID I JUST SPEND 8 WHOLE HOURS DOING THE TEN BAZILLION ASSIGNMENTS #GRILLLLLLL HELPPPPPP WE JUST STARTEDDDD 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#it’s day 2 of classes being open WHY TF DID I HAVE TO TAKE AN EXAM TODAY 😭😭😭😭😭😭 WE JUST GOT HEREEEEEEE #like listen i understand #i understand this is my mistake #i signed up for 3 summer classes thinking it’d all be fine and dandy #BUT I FORGOR #I FORGOT I SIGNED UP FOR THE MONTH LONG SEMESTER #THE SEMESTER #YK THE NORMAL SEMESTER OF A COOL 16 WEEKS???????#YEAH BABE I SIGNED UP TO DO IT IN 4. 4 WEEKS. DOES ANYONE HEAR ME #AND NOT ONLY THAT!!!!!!! NOT ONLY THAT!!!!!!#ITD ALREADY BE A LOT IF I WAS JUST DOING ONE OF THEM!!!!!! ONE ONE MONTH CLASS IS A LOT OF WORK AT ONCE BUT NOT TOO BAD #I CANNOT EMPHASIZE THIS ENOUGH #I #I AM DOING!!!!!!!!!! THREE!!!!!!!!!!!! ALL AT THE SAME TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!#*deep breath*#WHIIIILLLLEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!! ALSO WORKINGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#guys seriously this month Might actually kill me wtf #this is DAY TWO and already i lowkey feel like my heads about to explode 😭😭😭😭#i should’ve paid more attention when signing up #i should’ve signed up for the 6 week semester #or 8 #or 10 #again this is completely my fault #HOWEVER 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 YALL I MIGHT NOT MAKE IT 😭😭😭😭#sol speaks

douglas-duke-keane

i think holloway actually is always eating insane shit. shes a cook she likes to experiment and after she takes in that she cant die from whatever she eats she gets a bit wild with it. brenda has walked in on her putting hot sauce on ice cream

#YESSSSSSSSSSS #she’s like my freak of a little sister who has put milk in soda to see how it tasted (it was Disgusting)#hmmmm lemme see what else has she done #i feel like miss holloway has decided to see how well Literally Everything goes with syrup #also like you said she’s always cooking so she comes up with the most weird shit #she could write a cursed recipe book #rb #miss holloway

douglas-duke-keane

when u write holloway its very needed that she sucks just a tiny little bit

#THIS THE PART OF WRITING HER I NEED TO GET BETTER AT #I WANT THEM TO BE HAPPY SO BAD THAT I LOVE TO WRITE SWEET CUTESY FLUFF #BUT MY GIRL!!!!!!!!! HER ASSHOLERY!!!!!!!!!!#dw guys in all my (25 😭🫠) wips im working on making her more annoying <3333333 #we CANNOT forget that sometimes my beautiful girl can be so fucking irritating <333333 #rb #miss holloway

douglas-duke-keane

I think duke could teach holloway some asl

douglas-duke-keane

@pisces-comet !!!!!!!! every1 look at this

pisces-comet

one time duke comes over to hers for coffee and to chat. it's been nice to get some conversation with someone that takes less work for once. she's been picking up a bit more over the days. And he spots a book on her shelf, pushed towards the back, a little dusty. An old ASL dictionary he used to have. He gave it to someone a long time ago. Distant in his mind. He asks where she got it? "Oh, I've been meaning to crack that open for a while." Oh? "Oh. I got it from the bookstore. Second-hand." She signs with that smile. His tabs are still stuck in between the pages.

#AAAAAAUUUUUUUGGGGGGGHHHHHHH #HOH DUKE IS SOOOOO REAL #YOUR MIND OP……..#THIS IS A LIFE-ALTERING HEADCANON #BLACK HOH DUKE MY BELOVED………..#rb #holloweane

babies sleeping all around me and here i am posting my shit on tumblr

#mybullshit

#myblorbos

#i <3 to post on company time <3333 #<- guy whose first time it is posting on company time (these kids keep me BUSY)#anyway i’ve missed everyone so fucking much omg i was just scrolling and going AUGH OUGH #JESSE </3 ARC </3 BINH </3 ACHILLES </3 REN </3 RICKY </3 ITS BEEN TOO FUCKING LONG #i hope everyone’s doing well <3333 #i’d say i’ll be more active soon but im not entirely sure if that’ll end up being true 😭😭😭😭#ANYWAY if you’re a beloved moot be on the lookout for an ask from me it may be coming your way soon #(also binh omfg imma respond to you as soon as i gather the energy to omg 😭😭😭)#i made the mistake of taking 3 1-month summer classes and they’re happening all at once #they start next week so imma be swamped w that and work until i finish 😭😭😭#BUT who knows??? i am known to scroll tumblr while procrastinating so maybe i Will be active after all #either way i’m here rn!!!!#sol speaks

quirrelmorts

brenda!

#MY GOAT #rb #miss holloween

douglas-duke-keane

thinking abt how holloway barely seems to show any empathy except for during the fireworks scene and duke starts getting upset and she begins frowning like her heart is shattering

#SIGHHHHHHHHHHH :((((((#rb #holloweane

douglas-duke-keane

the amount to which ppl grasp holloway but utterly fail to understand duke... bonkers stuff

#FUCKING YEAH 💔💔💔💔💔💔#it like actually genuinely kills me #everyone can have their interpretations blah blah blah but people flatten him out so so bad #i’m glad i have my circle of moots who Get It bc while not true in the overall fandom duke is just as beloved as miss holloway. to me.#they are the nearest dearest characters in my heart <33333 #high empathy trans autistic duke <333333 low empathy trans autistic miss holloway <3333333 #ALSO THEYRE BLACK. I DONT SAY IT VERY OFTEN BUT THEYRE BLACK #THEYRE BLACK BC IM BLACK AND I SAY SO #ARGUE W THE WALL #rb #holloweane

douglas-duke-keane

my miss holloween prediction

#wheres sol. t4t holloweane save me #< OMG ACHILLES HI ACHILLES!!!!!!!!!!!!#T4T HOLLOWEANE SAVE ME!!!!!!!!!#i’ve been so incredibly mia HOWEVER……….. T4T HOLLOWEANE <3333333 #also lmao i lovelovelove how we’re comrades in arms for t4t holloweane it is so beautiful To Me <3333333 #rb #holloweane #mutuals <3

automaticheartcrusade

I need to talk about Duke and Miss Holloway as like a #1 Holloduke fan but specifically the negative sides to their relationship bc Matt Lang reinforcing that Miss Holloway also drives Duke nuts and he gets annoyed with her because she’s difficult to deal with….we need to talk about that more. Because she is difficult to deal with. We sympathize with her of course, in general she is a good person who uses her powers to help people, but like most have said, she pretty much lacks patience and empathy at times and we don’t discuss enough on how that is on Dukes part. Like imagine witnessing the person you love die and then magically come back to life in the span of a very short time only for them to scold you, gloss it over, and tell you to focus back on the mission at hand. Imagine being constantly dismissed every time you’re rightfully concerned and worried about said person that you love, but they keep acting like everything’s not a big deal. Imagine feeling upset, heartbroken and played by this person, but still inviting them to your wedding because you care about them so much and want them to come, only for them to make fun of your fiancé and then turn the tables and get upset at you. Miss Holloway is stuck and doesn’t have any options, but in the same breath, the hard part is admitting that Duke also deserves better and he has a right to be upset and confused by her.

#THANK YOUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!#i feel like a lot of people sympathize with miss holloway on this (for very good reason)#but bc they feel like duke is just duke (NOT super cool witch lady who everyone’s in love with) they kinda gloss over his pov #the same people are the ones who said duke in that scene of miss holloween was ooc bc He Set Boundaries Ough Scary #like YES it’s devastating bc these two genuinely love each other so goddamn much #but you’re missing half the tragedy with that pov #the tragedy is duke has GOOD REASON to move on!!!!!! she has made him feel SO crazy he’s been SO loyal and STILL she wont give him answers #obviously it’s not her fault BUT from his pov she’s just being conniving and secretive and leading him on JUST FOR FUN #so of COURSE once he feels he can no longer wait he’s gonna try his best to move on #bc in his eyes their relationship was never going anywhere!! SHE never let it go anywhere!!!#and he thinks it’s purposeful or bc she just wants to mess around/play w his feelings #when THAT COULDNT BE FURTHER FROM THE TRUTH #AUGHHHHHHHHHHHH THEYRE SO TRAGIC 💥💥💔💔#but anyway yes i need people to stop woobifying duke and then acting shocked when he’s not a pushover #when he doesn’t just let miss holloway lead him on for eternity #like first of all DUKE IS MORE THAN HIS KINDNESS!!!!!!! he likes classic rock and hotcakes and miss holloway and stability!!!!!!#he dislikes having to deal with difficult parents in his work!!!!! ‘wow they’re a pain in the ass’#OUGH SO MANY PEOPLE THINK DUKE WOULD NEVER DREAM OF CUSSING #WHEN CANONICALLY HE HAS DONE IT SEVERAL TIMES #fandom mischaracterizing duke might just kill me tbh #duke is kind and loving and caring and considerate but dammit he’s a PERSON!!!!!!!#a person who deserves to stand up for himself!!!!!!!#and again none the perceived slights against duke are miss holloway’s fault but that’s what makes it so TRAGIC!!!!!!!!!#these beautiful helpers deserve each other and they deserve love and happiness but the ‘Stances (circumstances) WONT GIVE IT TO THEM #GOD THEY MAKE ME SICK #rb #holloweane

strawberry-sweet-vampire

Black Miss Holloway who's appearance takes inspirations from Janet Jackson. Do you see the vision.

#*deep breath*#YYYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSS #YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!! YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#HOLY SHIT #I HAVE NO WORDS OTHER THAN #YYYYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#jesus fucking christ i’m gonna be ILL #IM OBSESSED WITH THIS #BLACK MISS HOLLOWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!#like you don’t understand i can’t believe i haven’t seen you around this is an instant follow #no one gets it like you do

douglas-duke-keane

in miss holloween when holloway mind controls that pastor she kinda does it with a wave of her hand and very little fanfare. wheras every other portrayal she does this whole rigamarole. the main difference here is that other times duke is around and this time he wasn't which implies to me that she shows off for him

#i love her so bad #and she loves DUKE so bad :((((((#she’s like look at my cool powers!!!!!! isn’t it cool what i can do aren’t you in awe of me???#(doesn’t this make up for the lack of personal detail?? the things i can never tell you?? my name??)#i’m so sad for them holloweane is THE sweetest and deserve THE best WHY MUST THEY TORTURE THEM SO 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#rb #miss holloween

wups-up

Also is glam her name fr fr or is it a stage name

#taking bets now that we never hear her real name in the show #like she's so swept up in the performance and her life as glam that she loses that other side of herself #which would make it that much more heartbreaking when she loses glam to the lords in black #and suddenly she has to become someone entirely new. again and again and again #< YUHHHHHHHHHH YOU GET IT!!!!!!!!!!!#ough man she’s so fascinating………..#please mysterious witch tell me MOREEEEEE #and she’s sitting in a pile of shattered masks going: which one??#AUGHHHHH I LOVE HER SO BAD #rb #glam and the pentagrams

wups-up

Pre-Deal Holloway toxic band Yuri where all the members are dating each other while simultaneously vying for fame and trying to be better than each other

#apollo’s dodgeball………#rb #glam and the pentagrams

paranormaltheatrekid

the two loves of my life

#BIGGGGGG DAY #BIGGGGGGG FUCKING DAY #rb #miss holloween #glam and the pentagrams

douglas-duke-keane

holloway being more prioritized with fixing her reputation over the singers.replacing them like they were pets

#fucking YEAH #i’m actually so excited to see a more ruthless/egocentric miss holloway #like she’s always been my low empathy queen but she’s still chosen kindness in what we’ve seen of her so far #to be taken back in time when she was a STAR #god i can’t fucking wait #i wanna see her get a little mean with it #like she suffers so goddamn much #she deserves it!!!!! let her be a hater for a bit <3 #like i wanna see a miss holloway with teeth!!!!!! i LOVE scenes where she’s up against someone Bad and so she acts however she wants #but she’s always kind to the people who matter. to the best of her ability #i want to see her more lax. i want to see her BEFORE The Horrors #shit i wanna know more about her early life!! what was her life like before she became a pop star??#what was SHE like???#i def think there’s something to be said about her poor backup singers like 😭😭😭😭 their lead didn’t skip a beat after their death #LITERALLY 😭😭😭😭#they def deserve much better than that and it sucks that holloway cares more ab her career and reputation #HOWEVER COMMA #I WANNA SEE HER LET LOOSE FOR A CHANGE!!!!!!! I WANNA SEE HER BEFORE SHE WAS CAGED!!!!!!!!!!#I WANNA SEE HER WHERE SHES LIVING THE LIFE SHE WANTS TO LIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!#rb #miss holloween

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