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she/her, exe

[heartbeats-exe]

⌦ booting heartbeats.exe . . . ⌦ loading system files . . .

💾 user: heartbeats.exe 📡 status: online ❤️‍🩹 mood: fragmented but romantic ⚠️ current errors: too many wips not enough serotonin

📇 fandoms loaded: mdzs • svsss • bnha • hp • marauders • capri • erha • jjk 💘 primary ships: chengxian • liujiu • alljiu • drarry • allyuan • ranwan • prongsfoot

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“your heart’s still beating. isn’t that proof enough?”

[erabu-san]

Erhm

[onnahu]

whatever anyone says, Liu Qingge will always be famous for telling Shen Qingqiu that he can just get a new one after his favourite disciple "died"

[haiang]

oh japanese edition you feed us so well

[haiang]

oh japanese edition you feed us so well

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4. What is the plot bunny you've been carrying for the longest?

maybe its not the longest, but its definitely one of my heaviest.

it’s an orv fic, but it’s not canon at all; it’s a full palace AU. ancient china setting, court politics, concubine/general dynamic, all very dog-blood. kim dokja’s a captured general turned concubine, yoo joonghyuk’s this caged war god prince, and the whole thing turns into political games, obsession, and dokja trying to dodge a death he already knows is coming.

i’ve had it for a while, i just haven’t posted anything because i’m a bit… unsure about writing for orv. i’ve read it for years, so i know the characters, but actually writing them feels different. especially dokja. he’s one of my favourite characters ever and i keep feeling like i won’t get him right.

also the setting. orv is so rooted in that meta, system-heavy world, and this is just straight historical. no scenarios, no constellations, none of that structure. so part of me keeps thinking it doesn’t quite fit, even though i like the idea.

i have written a decent amount of it already, which makes it more annoying because it’s just sitting there. i think i just don’t want to post it and have it go nowhere, or feel like it doesn’t land or resonate with my readers.

if people actually seem interested in the idea though, i’ll probably just post the first chapter and see what happens.

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The Shixiong Who Made Me Maliciously Enamoured

📂 new file added

SVSSS | Shen Yuan/Shen Jiu

tags: Romantic Comedy, Slow Burn, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Strangers to Friends to Lovers, Dislike to Lovers, Crack Treated Seriously, Unreliable Narrator Shen Yuan, Shen Yuan Transmigrates into an NPC, Accidental Flirting, Not Actually Unrequited Love, Head Disciple Shen Yuan, Shidi Shen Jiu, Shen Yuan Is a Troll, Found Family If Found Family Was Deranged

wordcount so far: 14,153

chapter count so far: 3/25

The Shixiong Who Made Me Maliciously Enamoured

💿 summary:

Listen.

It’s not weird to take a personal interest in your new shidi. Even if he’s beautiful and bloodthirsty and glares like he’s trying to incinerate you with his mind. Even if you’re keeping a very normal observational notebook about his behavioural progress.

Shen Jiu is Qing Jing Peak’s newest disciple—mysterious, sharp-tongued, and extremely high-risk for becoming the future Scum Villain. Luckily, Shen Yuan is here to reform him. With mentorship. And sword drills. And maybe just a little bit of thigh-hugging.

It’s fine. This is all very professional. He's doing it for the Sect!

Or: The one where Shen Yuan thinks he's reforming the scum villain, Shen Jiu thinks Shen Yuan is intolerable, and somehow they end up in love.

[heartbeats-exe]

system update: chapter 4 uploaded . . .

📂 file: The Shixiong Who Made Me Maliciously Enamoured

⟶ svsss | shen yuan/shen jiu ⟶ romantic comedy • mutual derangement • obsession-as-character-development ⟶ chapter 4 is up

🎍 excerpt

“But,” he said, quieter, “you are not vulgar in the way she meant. You are not filth. You are not a stain on Qing Jing. You are not something I am embarrassed to have near me.” The room went still. Shen Jiu did not move.

🔗 chapter 4

[barricade0511]

Not a proper place to dump boyfriend🤔

[yutaan]

Ta-dah! I gave myself a birthday gift: Coloring the sketch of Jiang Cheng that I did for his birthday! I had a wonderful time, what an excellent gift \o/

[red-garden]

Jiang Cheng is actually so reasonable and restrained, because if the savant that everyone loved looked at me like I mattered and said said I would always be his number 1, that I was just as valuable as him despite my flaws, that we would stand together in history on equal footing as legends, and then he left me to protect near strangers? The crash out would have been biblical. I would have killed everyone and then myself.

[sandontshengshou]

genuinely every time i try to write jiang cheng into a pairing that isn’t chengxian i end up up turning the other guy into a cuck because what tf is jiang cheng’s purpose as a character if not to yearn for/crave revenge against wei wuxian? that little cunt creeps in everywhere!

jiang cheng and other guy(tm) go on a boat trip- he and wwx used to do that. fucking around and getting drunk? they used to do that. eating his favourite food? oh wei wuxian used to love that. petting dogs? remember when jfm sent away jiang cheng’s dogs? because why? wei wuxian!

SAME thing applies to wei wuxian btw and that’s CANON

[mapacart]

SangCheng Week Day 1: unveiling secrets

C’mon Huaisang the man’s being vulnerable, here

[ohohoho-nyohohoho]

lol peak hilarity is when people put lwj's grief and jc's grief anywhere on the same level. i know amanormativity has a death grip on society but losing your gradeschool crush who youve barely spoken to at all is nowhere near comparable to losing your entire family

[heartbeats-exe]

The Shixiong Who Made Me Maliciously Enamoured

📂 new file added

SVSSS | Shen Yuan/Shen Jiu

tags: Romantic Comedy, Slow Burn, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Strangers to Friends to Lovers, Dislike to Lovers, Crack Treated Seriously, Unreliable Narrator Shen Yuan, Shen Yuan Transmigrates into an NPC, Accidental Flirting, Not Actually Unrequited Love, Head Disciple Shen Yuan, Shidi Shen Jiu, Shen Yuan Is a Troll, Found Family If Found Family Was Deranged

wordcount so far: 10,107

chapter count so far: 2/25

The Shixiong Who Made Me Maliciously Enamoured

💿 summary:

Listen.

It’s not weird to take a personal interest in your new shidi. Even if he’s beautiful and bloodthirsty and glares like he’s trying to incinerate you with his mind. Even if you’re keeping a very normal observational notebook about his behavioural progress.

Shen Jiu is Qing Jing Peak’s newest disciple—mysterious, sharp-tongued, and extremely high-risk for becoming the future Scum Villain. Luckily, Shen Yuan is here to reform him. With mentorship. And sword drills. And maybe just a little bit of thigh-hugging.

It’s fine. This is all very professional. He's doing it for the Sect!

Or: The one where Shen Yuan thinks he's reforming the scum villain, Shen Jiu thinks Shen Yuan is intolerable, and somehow they end up in love.

[heartbeats-exe]

system update: chapter 3 uploaded . . .

📂 file: The Shixiong Who Made Me Maliciously Enamoured

⟶ svsss | shen yuan/shen jiu ⟶ romantic comedy • mutual derangement • obsession-as-character-development ⟶ chapter 3 is up

🎍 excerpt

“He called him baobei mid-duel.” “That wasn’t a fight. That was foreplay.”

🔗 chapter 3

[soursoppi]

what wimmin, why walmon, who whoman…

[heartbeats-exe]

guys…

if i did kinktober and/or whumptober would

anyone be interested …

kinktober and/or whumptober

fuck yes

no gtfo

Voting ended onOct 22, 2025

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[soursoppi]

echoes of the heart / 心魔