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“You deserve a slow love. Uncomplicated. No rush. Sure. Stable. Consistent. You deserve that love. You deserve someone that’s sure of you, that you’re sure of.”

— (via perfectfeelings)

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“You can never really go back to the same waters. Not only are you no longer the same, but neither are the waters you left. The current has changed. The elements of nature have affected the stream. When you return, although it appears the same, it really is a different river and you are a different person. Therefore, you cannot cross the same river twice.”

— Alice Walker (via quotefeeling)

heartbreak-diaries

Wanting someone's growth and healing more than they do for themselves is the loneliest place to be. You're allowed to walk away if it will bring you more peace.

-j.rose

I still get flash backs of you and me, but it's easier to remember all the bad instead of the good. I spent so long denying myself feelings of anger or resentment, just so I could be with you, just so I could protect your heart. And when we were finally done, all the bitterness and resentment came flooding out of me. Everything I had bottled up for years had spilled out and I had to face the reality of what I had to endure when I was with you.

It still gets to me now. I still sometimes cry for the girl I was then, I bent over backwards and made myself small just to put you first. Nothing hurt me more than us.

I'm never putting myself through that again.