You are not obligated to get better 100% from your trauma. You are not obligated to rush getting better. Society tells us that if it even takes a month or more then the problem is us and they get upset with us. That is THEIR problem, not yours. Itâs okay to have triggers a decade later, and even more decades than that. It is okay to not go back to who you were before you were hurt. The you you are right now is perfect and brave and wonderful. Be kind to yourself, work on healing at your own pace. Itâll be okay. You are lovely as you are, triggers and all.
shoutout to people who don't have a "before" the trauma.
shoutout to people who don't have any sweet or nostalgic childhood memories. to people who don't remember enough of their childhood to know what the before was like. to people who lost their innocence before they ever learned the word for it. to people whose pasts were too painful to keep around in any form. to people who only knew trauma, and don't have an idea of what life would be like without it. to people who can't long for "the better days" because there weren't any.
you deserve a good future. i hope it's there for you soon.
roronoa zoro had a bounty of over one billion berries for his head â and prided himself in it. particularly, out of all of his crimes, you thought that his most heinous one yet had been to dress himself that fine while you were not around to see it.
â° & suggestive. mdni. thirsting over wano!zoro. reunion after whole cake. implied fem!reader. no y/n used. i need this man carnally. no spoilers!
W.C: 1.7K
the whole cake island incident had taken less than a week to be solved, and yet, it felt as though you had spent an entire decade and more into that miserable and forsaken place. upon approaching the location where the rest of your crew was stationed at â with your stupid swordsman you so yearned to reunite with â you foolishly believed that the coast was clear.
one single hour with him was all you hoped for. hell, ten minutes would have been enough for the time being. but as so it seemed, fate was a sadistic worm that threw battle after battle onto your lap, against foes stronger than you would have wished for, and whose mere existence was enough to divide the crew for yet longer periods of time.
glimpses of him were what you had been offered amidst that never-ending nightmare, and seas be merciful, wasnât he a luxury meal course.
you had been praying to whoever listened for a mere opportunity to get that man alone, and at last, the deity of couple-who-spent-two-years-apart-and-now-canât-keep-it-together-for-more-than-a-week â or something like that â was merciful enough to grant you that desperate wish.
zoro had snatched you by the waist once the opportunity seemed fit enough, and that monument of a man dug his calloused fingers so deep into your figure that it threatened to leave bruises longer-lasting than the ones you received at whole cake. his lips brushed near your earlobe, before traveling lower; chests pressed against one another as he whispered lustful-filled promises amidst small confessions of how much he had missed you.
and oh, hell knew those words were more than reciprocal. unfortunately, your tongue seemed to weigh more than a hundred sea kings as your fingers gripped the hems of his kimono, lips half-parted while your eyes drowned in the sight of him.
at your lack of action, zoro froze. he was an experienced man â so long as the subject involved alcohol or sword-fighting or your detailed schedule. the love matter? he was as proficient in it as he was in differentiating north from south. zoro moved his face from where it was buried in your neck, a tinge of uncertainty shown in his glance.
the silence lingered as zoroâs face scrunched in concentration, gears turning inside his head as the poor and clueless man attempted to understand whatever thought was going through in yours.
âif you want to speak about what happened during the time we were apartââ he began, seemingly planning on taking a step back and further from your body.
you tugged at the kimono and pressed him to your figure, a lonesome finger trailing down the bare skin of his chest, losing itself under the fabric of his clothing. you felt him shudder due to your touch, though your mouth remained sealed and you were sure your eyes were as wide as the four seas. zoroâs own hands were hesitant. there he was â the terrifyingly strong swordsman, the one whoâd be the strongest, the one whose name was uttered in fear â completely vulnerable at the palm of your hand.
you wanted to swallow him whole.
âdo i need to killââ he spoke again, and you shushed the attempt yet again. as much as you valued his immediate instinct to eliminate whoever had dared to bring you pain, that was anything but the time for such declarations.
zoroâs grip regained its usual strength as he became more impatient, his words coming out with an edge as sharp as the swords sheathed and carried at his hip. âwhat is it, woman?!â
âwas this given to you?â
he blinked, dumbfounded. âhuh?â
âthe kimono, zoro. was this given or borrowed?â
the swordsman rolled his eye as he, once again, pressed your chest flush against his, returning his ministrations to your neck once he was sure that nothing was amiss.
âwhy does it matter?â he rasped against your sensible skin.
as much as you wished to surrender entirely to that sinful mouth, a glimpse of the dark green of the cape he wore made you push his shoulders. your eyes were transfixed, unable to tear themselves from his appearance.
âof course it matters! i need to know whether or not iâll need to bother stealing them once we leave this place,â you answered, eyes so focused in his chest you failed to notice the darkening of his glance.
zoroâs usual attires consisted of overused pants, the green haramaki that was close to infusing itself with his skin, and â if he felt the need, which was rare â a plain coat or t-shirt. the instances in which your lover dressed himself with such fine clothing were rare. truth be told, the entire crew was more well-dressed in an hour in wano than in an entire month in the sunny. the lack of money was far more common than you wouldâve wished, and zoro himself refused to waste his slim fair share of berries and gold with â at least to him â vain and useless things such as new clothes.
hence why you were planning on robbing at least two entire wardrobes worth of those kimonos. the absolute urge to have him like that was gnawing at your insides. you wished for nothing but to have your arms around him for the entire day, acting as though an insistent pendant dangling from his neck and clinging to his chest due to the sweat from battles.
your mind trailed on, wondering if that pirate-surgeon wouldâve been able to perform such a feat.
âkeep wearing that, at all times,â you punctuated, allowing his hand to raise your thigh to the height of his hip. âyou donât bathe whatsoever, so it wonât be hard.â
he grinned against the skin of your exposed collarbone. âliked it that much?â
you hummed your agreement. zoro pressed your back against the nearest solid surface and opened your legs for further access to where you needed him most. the pair of you had half-an-hour of privacy â if not less â and he clearly didnât mean to lose those precious minutes with meaningless gestures and words. zoro tossed the cape on the ground and started to undo the knot that kept his kimono shut.
you stopped him in the spot. ânuh-huh.â
âthe hell you mean nuh-huh?â he bit back.
âclothes on.â
âhow am i supposed to fuck you with shit on?â
you craned your neck to the side, offering him a clear glimpse of the wickedness gleaming in your eyes. âyouâll figure it out. unless youâre not up for the challenge. iâll understand if youâre feeling like backing out. maybe someone more flexible wouldâveââ
he wrapped both of your legs around his waist, supporting your entire weight with the arm placed under you. he moved and aimed for a distinct position, and you blinked a bit surprised at his decision. zoro had suspended you midair, with neither a wall nor a table to aid him. a gasp of delight and awe passed through your lips as zoroâs clothed thigh roughly rubbed itself against your arousal.
a calloused finger guided your chin up with roughness, adjusting your eyesight to his face.
âme,â rough voice wielded in a monosyllabic command whose further intentions he was sure you would understand.
the trance upon the first glance of that set of clothes â and the sinful thoughts thereafter â managed to distract you from the fact that you and zoro had been apart for almost three weeks. and for an instance you had forgotten that the yearning fed by distance was reciprocated. that zoro had been just as eager to have you in his arms as you were to be drowned in the sea of his lust.
that brief pledge â me, look at me â had such a meaning hidden underneath, that for a second you felt the urge to cradle his face in your hands, if only to caress the man beyond the demon with the care he ever so longed for.
most pirates sailed around the seas with postures and expressions that nearly seemed to shout âsex for freeâ. to them, the act itself conducted with strangers was but another trivial aspect of adventure; an adrenaline-filled activity not to be taken seriously. to zoro, sex symbolized the deepest shade of intimacy. an instance where he laid himself bare to you. not in the sense of nakedness â for he couldnât care less for the sight of his body beyond the physical strength required to wield his swords and protect his crewmates â, but rather in the act of offering you his soul on a silver platter.
he was not a man of words. his devotion was made explicit through the manner with which he served you. zoro thought himself a wretched creature at your service, meant to protect and please. there was no space available for the hesitation born from the thought of vulnerability. sex was the act of tearing his skin apart with his own blade in order to offer you a warm solace within the walls of his heart. it was a sacred transaction where you were the worshiped deity; the ground beneath your feet the altar he knelt upon. and one should treat the object of their faith with the utmost respect.
yet, due to the scarce time unmatching the accumulated desire, zoro wasnât given the chance to adore you properly. hence the reasoning of such a request.
a heartwarming action, truly. but your eyes were attracted to the way that stupid kimono hugged his frame, offering a scarce glimpse of his chest â only enough to leave space for imagination. both a curse and a blessing was bestowed upon you.
zoro turned your chin towards him yet again, a vein nearly popping on his forehead, wearing an expression youâve grown to know too well. âeyes on me.â
you grinned. perhaps your stupidest decision yet. âare you jealous of a kimono?â
that taunt was his undoing.
âup for the challenge,â zoro echoed, tone dead, pupil blown. âclothes on.â
zoro flexes the muscles of his thigh, his entire expression brightening up with wickedness as his other hand reaches for your clothed arousal. âletâs test that, huh?â
âi need my legs to fight!â you suddenly felt the urge to remind him.
he grinned like a devil. âyouâll figure it out.â
â đâ⏠wrote this while rewatching some zoro moments in wano!!!!!!!! the exclamation marks are a shout for help!!!!!!
Ah yes, Zoro with that kimono is godly, I could eat that man up đ€€đ€€đ„đ„ Thank you for this maste piece for us in the -fucking needing that man carnally with our souls- community!
summary: in which zoro convinces you to see yourself from his point of view.
warnings: named fem!reader/oc, reader has suicidal thoughts (not too explicit, yet not very subtle), cursing, zoro may be ooc, angst/comfort
word count: 2K+ // slightly edited
an (1): this fic started when i got drunk and wanted to read angst. i revised it so many times and iâm still somewhat unsatisfied (hence the rushed ending) but i really love this oc i created and hope i get to write about her more :3 been feeling a lil sad bc i turned 21 and iâm still somewhat stuck in my life and uuuugh. just need zoro so bad..anywayâŠIâll probably do an oc introduction next :p
ZORO thinks youâre the prettiest person in existence. He wishes he could give you his eyes so you could see yourself from his point of view. He watches you as you sit next to Robin: a blanket wrapped around your body, your head leaning on her shoulder as you listen to the conversation sheâs having with Franky.
Tonight, somethingâs different. You donât have the usual gleam in your eye nor does your laugh echo throughout the Sunny. Instead, your eyes are red and swollen, and youâre quieter than usual â only speaking when youâre spoken to. Your eyes meet Zoroâs for a split second, and understanding flashes in his gaze as he realizes why youâve been so distant.
You ignore the swordsmanâs curious eye, trying to be more interested in the conversation Robin and Franky are having; something about poneglyphs, but you wouldnât be too sure because your thoughts are louder than their voices, making it hard to focus.
Tonight, everything hits you at once: your past, the present, and the what-ifs. The future remains a distant concept, with its many possible outcomes holding you back.
You think these thoughts that cloud your brain are nothing but selfish. A burning desire of yours is to quietly slip away and let your soul be free from this body and place.
You love the Straw Hats, your captain, and your crewmates. You love the sea and exploring new islands. With every stop, you hope to learn something new to distract yourself from the small part of you that wishes you weren't alive.
But every now and then, it hits you. And you feel like youâre nothing but a waste of space.
Before you realize it, Zoroâs standing next to you, offering his hand. You know the blend of sympathy, disappointment, and sadness on his face. With a deep breath and a small smile to the rest of the crew, you accept it, allowing him to pull your body up and lead you down the corridor.
+x+
Roronoa Zoro, pirate hunter turned pirate, was someone you held close to your heart. He was your closest friend, your anchor in times of darkness, and your lover.
He took care of you, even in your absence; he told you that you look out for everyone else that you tend to forget to take care of yourself.
When the crew split up and you had decided to go to Whole Cake Island, Zoro made sure Franky had sent you off with two transponder snails so he could check in on you. Heâs still unsure of what happened on the island of sweets, but after your reunion with the rest of the crew heâs noticed the light in your eye had become darker.
He leads you to his room, opening the door for you and placing his swords by the entrance. You take a seat on his bed, a change from your usual behavior of lying down. Your thoughts crowd your mind again as the atmosphere around you grows quieter.
Youâre not doing enough. Luffy doesnât need you, nor do the others; you believe youâre just extra weight they carry because youâre his sister.
âWanna tell me whatâs going on in that pretty head of yours?â You feel the mattress dip as Zoro occupies the space next to you, his body radiating warmth your way. Heâs laying down, arms rested behind his head, eyes closed. You stare at the man next to you, taking in his form; despite the number of times heâs smiled in the face of death, scars and stitches scattering his body, you still think heâs the most handsome man on this earth.
âJust beenâŠthinking,â you start. âAbout everything thatâs happened up until now.â
Zoro hums to let you know that heâs listening, a cue for you to continue.
âNobody on the crew knows this, not even Luffy, but I was there at Marineford.â
This makes Zoroâs eye shoot open, a look of surprise painting his face. As bad as it sounds, he isnât too interested in learning about where the crew spent the last two years, heâs just glad they all made it back together alive. He knows that you spent time mastering your Haki with your childhood teacher, but thatâs all youâve let the crew know about.
âGrandpa snuck me in disguised as a marine â I promised I wouldnât tell anyone if I was able to leave quietly. I wanted to see Ace one last time, and he granted me that because he owed me one for keeping an eye on Luffy when we were younger.
I was able to visit his holding cell, and the sight of himâŠit felt as if I was being punished. Ace was the one person who understood me and how I tend to feel, the one person I shared so much in common with. He was able to find bits and pieces of himself again thanks to the light that shines through Luffy, and when he left us I promised that Iâd try and keep him safe despite the distance between us, and hopefully find myself through our crybaby brother as well.â
Youâre smiling fondly at the distant memories of you and your brothers, ones that you wished were photographed so you could have physical proof of those events taking place; so even when youâre old and senile youâll be able to remember them happening.
âTell me more,â Zoro says. He eyes the spot next to him, and you position yourself to lay there. He allows you to remove his left arm from behind his head to use as a pillow. âWere you safe, at least?â
Of course not. You were infiltrating the World Government, and if you made a tiny mistake, you wouldâve been right next to Ace on the execution platform.
âI was â you know I wouldnât do anything impulsively, unlike some people.â You giggle, remembering the moment Luffy fell from the sky, in the middle of the battlefield. âI ended up being able to sneak away because of him. I found Trafalgarâs submarine and hopped on board and waitedâŠand I canât help but think that was my biggest mistake, leaving Luffy alone. Itâs a heavy guilt that Iâve been carrying.â
Zoro ponders for a moment; it isnât your weight to carry, he wants to say. Luffy went to Marineford on his own accord, and not every ending is a happy one. Heâs also curious about how you were able to find the surgeon and his crew, but thatâs something heâll ask about another time.
âAnd when I felt Shanksâ presence nearby, I asked Law to take me to his ship â which he declined, of course â so I got off and swam there instead. The waters were surprisingly calm, so donât panic, Iâm sure Jinbe wouldnât have let me get eaten up,â you confess to him, reassuring him that you were safe every step of the way.
You stare at the left side of his face, your arms wrapped around his body as if he was a teddy bear. The blanket you had previously wrapped around your body now covered parts of his, his arm cuddling you close as if youâd ever slip away.
âHowâd it go with the redhead?â Zoro asks. His eyes are still closed but you know heâs interested in knowing; asking questions is somewhat his way of begging to know more. He isnât as stoic as he thinks he is, at least not towards you.
âIt was good seeing Shanks again. He was heading to Marineford to end the war, and allowed me to stay and hide with him until Luffy made the decision to reunite in two years. Heâs actually the one who took me to my childhood teacher; it took about three weeks after burying Ace and Whitebeard to get there.â
Zoroâs curious about how you handled Aceâs burial, but again, thatâs something heâll ask about another time.
âThey asked about us. It was different being the one to share experiences about life on the sea; but it was refreshing and funâŠI told them all about the crazy stuff we went through, and they let me know about the reputation weâve built for ourselves. Itâs actually kind of cool how many people know of us, but also scary at the same time. It really opened my eyes though; it was probably the first time in a long time that IâŠâ you trail off, repositioning your head to be more comfortable, the hand that lay on Zoroâs chest now tracing lines as you daze off. Sensing that heâs lost you, he opens his eye and nudges you lightly.
âI felt like I had a life purpose again. Gaining the knowledge that a lot of people had their eyes set on us as a team, it made me realize the responsibility I hold. The promises I made to both Ace and Sabo, the ones I made to you and the rest of us, and the promise I made to myself as a child â my ultimate dream: to live a long, fulfilled life.â
âEven though I felt great and motivated after that and even now, the thoughts still linger around. The what-ifs: what if I stayed and attempted to save Ace alongside Luffy? What if I got caught by the Marines? What if the five of you never found me in Loguetown?
Itâs a never-ending battle, and Iâm getting more tired of myself with every passing day. Itâs the reason why even now I exhaust myself mentally and physically, just to escape my thoughts. I guess there must be something happening with the planets for me to experience these feelings right now,â your tone is light, almost playful, yet your words place a heavy weight on him.
You let out a sharp sigh, suddenly turning on your back and staring at the wooden ceiling. You release your Haki to see what the rest of the crew is up to, noticing that some of them have already gone to bed. The only other people awake at the moment are Luffy, Sanji, and Jinbe â sharing a late night snack and a hushed conversation.
âYouâre stronger and more resilient than you think,â Zoro states. âAs a matter of fact, youâre probably the strongest person I know, both physically and mentally.
Youâve faced nothing but obstacles your entire life, and it makes me wish I had known you when we were younger. You and Kuina wouldâve been great friends.â The mention of your loverâs childhood friend makes you smile. Heâs only ever confided in you about his upbringing, and you pray to the heavens, hoping that Kuina herself hears you ask for his protection. âI admire you so much.â
And itâs true: Zoro envies how strong you are. He wishes he had unlocked Haki at a young age. He wishes he was as smart as you. There are so many things Zoro admires about you, and he wishes he knew the words to voice it.
âIâm not great with words.â You giggle at his self-awareness but let the laughter die down as he rolls his eye playfully. âBut you deserve to be here â alive â regardless of where you came from, what powers and knowledge you possess, and what happened when you were a child. Iâve watched you grow into the person you are today, and itâs been a privilege.
Sometimes, it feels as if I was a saint in my past life to experience this: the open ocean, the different people and places, and you. However you see yourself isnât how anyone else views you. Chopper looks up to you as a guardian â and despite the small age difference, Iâm sure our knucklehead captain does too. Nami, Robin, Usopp, and Franky see you as their sister. Iâm sure I heard Jinbe speaking of you like a daughter, and as for the annoying waiter we call a cook, he practically worships the ground you walk on. The skeleton praised you constantly, so Iâm not sure how you donât see the admiration everyone has for you.
Youâve become one of my biggest inspirations. Iâll probably never be in the mood to admit this again, so make sure youâre listening.â He suddenly sits up and rests against the headboard, your movements copying his as he interlocks your hands with his.
He meets your gaze, and you feel like you fall in love with him all over again. Heâs looking at you with pure adoration, as if heâs trying to engrave your face into his memory.
Even with tear stains running down your cheeks and puffy eyes, youâre still the prettiest person to exist. Everything about you is perfect, and a demon like me doesnât even deserve to be in your presence, Zoro thinks.
âThe time we spent apart, I took some time to think about our adventures as a crew. Iâm not sure if I subconsciously did it because it was a strange feeling being away from you all, or if it was because Perona kept asking too many questions.
After explaining how the ten of us all became a crew, she pointed out that I mentioned you a lot. I didnât think so at the time, but I guess itâs just something that feels natural to me. What Iâm trying to say isâŠ
âI love you. You know this already, but I know sometimes it feels nice to have a verbal reminder. Iâm in love with you, and I know Iâll always be. And Iâll help you fight your battles, even when you ask me to give you space. Iâll do anything you want me to, just promise me youâll let me be there for you. You â in such a short amount of time â have become my greatest weakness.
It hurts when you push yourself away from everyone else, especially me. I know you donât want to feel like a burden, but youâll never be one; to me, or the others. Especially to Luffy. Whether you decide to tell him you were there to see Ace, is up to you. Iâm positive he wonât react the way you think he would. Youâve always taken on way more than what we ask of you, and applying more pressure to yourself isnât going to make us look at you any differently. Youâre appreciated for all that you do, and will always be.
The only thing Iâm asking of you is to take the time and make sure youâre taking care of yourself. Physical battles already take a toll on all of us, and we can always help each other out, but the mental ones we face can only be taken on by ourselves. Even I find it hard to deal with it. But then Iâm grounded by remembering the fact that I was put here on this Earth for a reason â everyone was.â
Your jaw is hung open at Zoroâs words; yes, he saves sweet talk for you and you only, but this was an entirely different and unexpected side of him.
You want to cry. You want to kiss him. You want to take all of his pain away and give it to the officials in the World Government. You want to cradle his face in your chest and kiss his cheeks and tell him sweet nothings; yet as you process his words, you sit there in silence.
Iâm grounded by remembering the fact that I was put here on this Earth for a reason â everyone was.
Similar to the last words spoken to you by your beloved brother Ace, you feel tears slip out of your eyes and suddenly youâre trapping Zoro in your arms.
âThank you, Zo.â
The whisper reaches him, and he relaxes comfortably in your embrace. He buries his head in the crook of your shoulder, his arms wrapped around your torso. Even though it took a lot of guts to be that vulnerable, his chest feels lighter. With a soft kiss pressed to the top of his head, you return the words back to him.
âI love you so much. Thank you for always being there for me. Youâre truly one of my anchors in this life.â
+x+
You wake up the next morning alone in bed. Itâs nothing out of the ordinary, except this time a note sits on Zoroâs nightstand.
Woke up to Nami banging on the door. Kind of surprised it didnât wake you up either. Anyway, weâre docked now and Luffy dragged me out with him to explore. The stupid cook and Robin are still here on the ship, so I asked them to ring me when you wake up. If you decide to leave the ship, come find me. If not, then rest and Iâll come back to you later. Love you, Zoro.
You smile at the sloppy handwriting, your mind quickly flashing to last nightâs conversation between the two of you. You sit and think about it and come to the conclusion that you no longer doubt yourself. You feel as light as a feather, hopping out of bed and changing into a new outfit for the day. Youâre assuming your lover had taken it upon himself to change you, not remembering when you had put your sleeping clothes on.
You waltz into the kitchen, greeted with heart eyes and the smell of coffee.
âGood morning to you, Athena. Weâve been waiting for you to wake up, Sanjiâs desperately wanting to go pick some things up. Are you feeling better now? Zoro said you were feeling under the weather this morning.â Robinâs gentle voice distracts you from worrying about the amount of blood spilling from Sanjiâs nose, a soft smile on her face as you greet her back.
âGood morning! I feel much better now, like I can do anything.â You smile. Sanjiâs serving you a plate of breakfast as you sit across from the archaeologist. You start to eat, trying to peek at the newspaper sheâs holding in her hand. The headline makes you choke on your food.
âWHAT THE HELL? LUFFYâS AN EMPEROR NOW?!â
Your voice is loud enough that Sanji and Robin are sure the entire island could hear it. Before Sanjiâs able to fill you in on what was discussed after you and Zoro went to bed, your shrieks were heard throughout the Sunny.
âWHAAAAAAT?! MY BOUNTYâS AT TEN DIGITS NOW?!â
âWell, you and Zoro missed a lot last night. Weâre happy to know that youâre feeling better now though!â Robin says, a closed-eye smile sent your way.
Youâre in a state of shock: reading the article that was released less than twenty four hours ago, and you hear Sanjiâs tongue click.
âMaybe we should take Athena-swan to Chopper for medicine,â Eyes wide and jaw hung, you nod your head. âAnd probably look for the embarrassment you call your boyfriend.â
With that, you shove Sanji away from you, standing up quickly and taking hold of Robinâs hand. You grab your bag and walk off the ship with the two of them next to you, feeling thousands times better than last night.
Zoro, you say in your mind. Please donât be lost. Eh â itâs been hours since they left. Heâs definitely lost.
With a new sense of confidence and optimism, you hold your head high and continue your journey in making this a life worth living.
+x+
an (2): ahhhh yes!! athena (reader) is luffyâs sisterâŠi have her while character outline already written. i kinda hate the ending but i also didnât want to stay stuck on this lil story for too longâŠbut i do want to write more abt our lovely athena and the life sheâs willing to live <3
please do leave feedback! it helps me improve :) especially since iâm still learning & getting back into it!!
Soft Zoro is my biggest weakness! Even I felt so much better about myself after reading this â€ïž Every time I feel down I'm gonna read this to make myself feel better!
warnings: tummy-pusher zoro, squirting, oral (f!receiving), overstimulation, prone bone, chokehold, slight breath play, creampie, violent imagery, religious imagery, bit of aftercare.
zoro thinks you might be trying to say his name.
heâs knelt between your legs, sitting back on his haunches and rocking his hips just enough to fuck you with the fat tip of his cock. thereâs a rhythm to the unsteady rise and fall of your chest. short inhale, long exhale, the same way you always sigh his name when heâs reduced you to this.
tears dotting your lashes, drool seeping from the corner of your mouth, hips bucking mindlessly trying to get him to slip in deeper.
Content warnings: smut. no pronouns used for the reader but they are described as having breasts and a vagina.
i have a note on my phone that i keep open at night because i'll have ideas as i'm falling asleep that i'll forget in the morning. this was one of them. the note just said 'jing yuan fingers you in his office chair.' enjoy.
title taken from Put My Hands On You by DEAN, Anderson .Paak
as usual, minors and ageless blogs dni.
You stretch languidly on the couch, setting your novel down on the table behind you. The sun in the artificial sky outside your window has set, and the stars have come out. Time has truly gotten away from you, and you suspect it has escaped your lover as well.Â
Normally, by now Jing Yuan would have emerged from his office in your shared home and flopped himself in your lap to beg for attention, like a big cat wholly unaware of the size of his body. Instead, the door to your loverâs office remains closed, and when you put your ear to the door you hear the rustle of papers followed by a gusty sigh.Â
You can picture him, seated at his desk behind the door. You know heâs practically pouting, shuffling through the mounds of paperwork that require his attention. He likes to reserve his time at home to spend with you; both of you lead busy lives and what time you have together is precious to him.Â
However, there are some days where he gets distracted. Your lover is a hard worker, dedicated to his job and efficient to a fault, for all that he likes to play the fool. Today must be one of them. You know that by this time heâll have completed all of the work that needs to be done today, otherwise he would still be at the Seat of Divine Foresight. Jing Yuan doesnât like bringing his urgent work home.Â
He probably needs a distraction, you muse to yourself. Itâs more than likely that a complicated matter came up and he got lost in the weeds, reviewing every piece of connected information, no matter how tangential.Â
You canât lie, youâre craving his attention right now too. Itâs been a long day and you came home ready to sink into the warm embrace of your loving partner, only to be thwarted by his own dedication to his job, so you canât find it in yourself to be upset with him. Getting his attention is worth the attempt, though. If heâs truly busy heâll tell you, with mournful eyes and a loving kiss.Â
If he has time and just needs a reminder to pull himself out of work, well then. A smile pulls across your lips as you remember the other times that heâd apologized to you for getting distracted, and a shiver runs down your spine as you feel his phantom touch on you.Â
Itâs worth an attempt, you decided. To make your intentions clear, you go to your shared bedroom and pull out a nightie that heâd gifted you, a tiny thing made out of deep maroon silk. Itâs practically lingerie, an idea supported by the matching panties you slip over your legs before you pull the nightie over your head. The hem just kisses the tops of your thighs, and you smile at your reflection. The only thing left is to pull on the short silk robe that hangs in the closet; Jing Yuan does like to unwrap his gifts.
You knot the tie at your waist, loose enough that he can see the peek of maroon lace under the collar of the robe. Your dear general does also love a tease. Satisfied, you make your way from the bedroom to his office, gently tapping your knuckles against the hardwood door.Â
âCome in,â you hear his low voice rumble, and you let yourself in his office, closing the door behind you. Jing Yuan sits behind his desk, still dressed for the day with his hair bound up. He looks remorseful as you approach him, trailing your fingers over the edge of his desk. When you get close enough he gathers you into his arms, pulling you to stand in the space between his spread legs.Â
âIâm sorry, my love. Time got away from me today,â he sighs, burying his face into the soft silk that covers your midsection.Â
You stroke your hands through his soft hair. âThereâs nothing to forgive. Iâm not going to fault you for doing your job,â you say, leaning down to press a gentle kiss to the top of his head.
âYou are too kind to me, my love,â he breathes against you, voice muffled. He nuzzles his face into you, and you huff out a laugh at his childish behavior. You feel him nudge aside part of your robe, and he smiles against you. âWhatâs this?â he purrs, pulling back just enough to undo the sash of your robe. It falls open, revealing the silk and lace underneath.
âPajamas,â you deadpan. You run your hand through his hair, scratching your nails gently against his scalp as he shamelessly admires the way the deep crimson lace frames your decolletage. âItâs late, Jing Yuan. You should come to bed,â you admonish as you slide your hand from his hair to cup the side of his face.
He leans into your touch, turning his head to press his lips to your palm. His golden eyes gleam as he looks up at you over the top of your hand, and you know heâs planning something. You decide to try and beat him to the punch and bait him out of his chair.Â
You step back, pulling out of his arms. Itâs immediately suspicious that he just lets you go, and you canât help the thrill of anticipation that shivers down your spine. Affecting an air of disinterest, you turn away, taking a step towards the door. âIâm going to go run a bath. Feel free to join me whenever you finish.â
His arm snakes out, grabbing your wrist. You bite back a grin and let him pull you into his lap, his other arm banding around your waist, pressing you against his chest. âLeaving so soon?â he murmurs, tracing the line of your neck with his nose.Â
He brushes his lips in a delicate kiss on the sensitive skin underneath your ear. You sigh and tilt your head to the side, exposing your throat to his attentions. Ever the obliging lover, he trails his lips to the spot where your pulse flutters under your jaw, his tongue tasting your skin for a brief moment before he bites. Heâs careful- or perhaps deliberate, biting just hard enough to bring a flush to your skin. Thatâs going to be difficult to cover in the morning, you muse.
You feel him smirk against the new mark on your throat. He kisses it before he moves on, nipping and sucking a trail down your throat, leaving a swath of marks in his wake. Thinking of all the makeup youâre going to have to use in the morning to cover them, you lift a hand to push his head away. He must sense your intent because he changes tactics, trailing a hand up to grasp at your breast. His palm is large, and you can feel the warmth of his hand and the calluses on his fingers through the thin silk of your nightgown.Â
Your fingers sink into his hair, pulling him close instead of pushing him away as he mouths at your collarbone and squeezes the fat of your tit in his palm. He slides his hand under the lace to pluck at your nipple, as a musician plucks the strings of his favorite instrument. You sigh and arch your back, pressing yourself into the heat of his hand.Â
The movement also grinds you down against his lap, where you can feel the growing weight of his erection against your ass. Deliberately, you roll your hips back into it, and you feel him groan against your shoulder. You go to repeat the movement, hoping that it will drive him to do more, when his other arm stills your hips.Â
He chuckles into the curve of your neck, one hand still playing with your breast and the other rubbing soothingly at your hip. âDonât be impatient, Iâm going to take care of you.âÂ
âYou had all day to play around, Jing Yuan,â you demand, tugging lightly at his hair. âI want you now.â
âGood things come to those who wait, my love,â he says, pressing a fond kiss to your cheek. He resumes his slow exploration of your body, his large hands moving gently over your skin. One hand glides down to tease at the sensitive skin of your inner thighs.
You spread your legs, inviting him to touch you where you want it most. He obliges, and you almost wish he didnât as he skates his fingers over the damp gusset of your panties. He runs a finger up and down your covered slit, teasing at your clit through the cloth.Â
His movements are deliberate. Whenever you get impatient, he always slows down and teases you until he gets his way, the insufferable man. Jing Yuan has had centuries to cultivate his patience, and it always shows up at the worst times. You know that if you push him further, heâll just continue to tease, bringing you closer and closer to the edge but never letting you fall.Â
So you relax into him, running your fingers through his hair while he does what he pleases. He practically purrs in satisfaction, bringing his fingers up to gently pinch at your clit through your panties. His chest rumbles with a laugh under you at the sound you make, and he presses a kiss to your temple. âYouâre so good to me, my love. I suppose I shouldnât make you wait any longer.â
He slowly slides your panties down your legs, stopping to tuck them in his pocket before he finally puts his hands where you want them. You moan at the first touch of his finger to your clit, throwing your head back to rest against his shoulder. He slides his fingers through your slit, coating them in the slick thatâs gathered there before he returns to your clit, rubbing gentle circles on it.Â
Each touch stokes the fire in your belly. It had been simmering low while heâd been teasing you, but now that heâs actually touching you it roars to life, sending sparks skittering through your bloodstream.Â
You can hear him murmuring soft words into your hair, but you donât register any of them as he sinks a finger into your hole, continuing to play with your clit. You have a sneaking suspicion that heâs writing his name in the shapes that he traces, but in this moment you canât bring yourself to care.
You moan as he adds another finger, curling them against the spot inside you that makes you see stars. He nudges your cheek, prompting you to turn your head so he can capture your lips in a kiss. You moan into his mouth as his fingers pick up speed. Gone are the teasing touches; he seems intent on bringing you to your orgasm as fast as possible.
Jing Yuan consumes all of your senses. Heâs warm against your back, his lips move hot and heavy against yours, and his fingers are thrusting deep inside you, pounding against the spongy spot in your core that makes your blood sing. You canât help it, you see the peak of your orgasm approaching and then in the next moment are thrown off it, your back arching as you break away from the kiss in a silent scream.
He works you through it, wringing every drop of pleasure he can from your body as you come down from the high. When you still, he finally withdraws his fingers from your dripping center, bringing them to his lips and sucking them clean with a hum of contentment.Â
As you settle into his lap, you can feel his erection. Heâs fully hard under you, and you feel the fire in your belly spark to life again. He makes a noise of confusion as you turn in his lap, but you silence him with a kiss. Luckily his chair is big enough that you can plant your knees on either side of his hips, and you roll your hips down to meet his as you settle over him. He moans filthily into your mouth, his arms coming up to wrap around your body.
You reach your hands down to pull at the belts and buckles of his clothes, cursing in the back of your mind that he wears such a complicated outfit.Â
âYou donât have to do that, my love-â he starts, breaking away from the kiss. You silence him with a look.
âI want you inside me,â you say. He moans as you wrap your hand around his newly freed cock and stroke him. Heâs ready for you, you just take a moment to pay him back for his earlier teasing as you pump him with your hand, paying special attention to the sensitive spot underneath the head.Â
Lining him up with your entrance, you sink down on him, and he throws his head back against the chair with a moan as your slick heat envelops him. Itâs a torturous few moments as you take him; your lover is big enough that you have to give yourself time to adjust no matter how well prepared you are.
When your hips finally meet his, you moan at the sensation of fullness. He tips his head forward to rest his forehead against yours, and the two of you rest like that for a moment, eyes closed and simply basking in the closeness.
You break away first, shifting on your knees as you prepare to ride him. He leans back in his chair and watches you from heavy lidded eyes, his hands stroking up and down your thighs and waist.
He moans as you lifted and dropped your hips against him, his eyes dropping fully closed as you moved against him. You feel his fingers tightening against your hips as you pick up the pace, grabbing his shoulders for support as you ride him.
His hips move under you, matching your rhythm as he rolls them in time with your hips. He leans forward, taking the opportunity to catch one of your breasts in his mouth. You twine a hand in his hair, and you canât help the whine that slips out of you as he sucks on one of your sensitive nipples.Â
Your thighs quiver, and Jing Yuan takes over, your breast leaving his mouth as he plants his feet and begins thrusting in earnest. You cling to his shoulders as he moves under you, moaning helplessly as he chases his pleasure.Â
âPlease, Iâm so close. I need-â you gasp, pulling one of his hands off your hips and guiding it to your clit. He knows what you mean, and immediately starts rubbing the sensitive nub gently with his thumb. You arch your back and keen as your orgasm washes over you, shuddering in his hold.Â
You feel a pulse and then a flood of warmth inside you as he comes, groaning and falling forward to rest his head in the valley between your breasts. You wrap one arm around his shoulders and run your other hand through his hair, both of you panting as you come down from your highs. With a sigh, you press a fond kiss to the top of his head.
He bites gently at the side of your breast and you swat at his shoulder. âYouâve left enough marks.â
He pulls back with an impish grin, tightening his arms around your waist. âYou wear them well, my love,â he says, smiling up at you. âI think Iâm ready for that bath now, if your offer still stands.âÂ
You test your legs as you raise yourself up on the chair, not trusting the wobble in your knees as you move. âYouâll have to carry me,â you decide, flopping back down into his lap.Â
it wasnât supposed to end up this way. hell, you had only made your way into the fortress of meropide to deliver an urgent message from neuvillete to none other than the duke himself, your boyfriend.
so how oh how did you end up with a mouth stuffed full of dick?
âfuckâŠthatâs it beautiful, doing soâ so well for meâ wriothesley groaned, pushing his bangs back from his face.
you moaned around his dick in appreciation and gratitude at his praise, your cunt pulsing at the sheer sinfulness of the situation. you knew damn well that anyone could see what was going on should they venture even one step too far up the staircase leading to the open plan of his office. truth be told they wouldnât even have to set foot on the stairs, for they would hear the sloppy sounds of your mouth long beforehand.
your eyes gazed into his, enjoying how he fell apart at the sight of your mouth engulfing every inch of him. the way his eyes clenched shut, scar just below his right eye compressing as it followed the movements of his eyes squeezing from the overwhelming pleasure.
he could feel the coil in his stomach tightening, his resolve unravelling as he tried to regain his composure and control, albeit failing to find any reason to given how you were taking care of him so fucking well.
alas, before his end could occur, the sound of his heavy door opening downstairs and footsteps audible caused both parties to freeze, the risk of your filthy secret threatening to be discovered.
proving his ability to act instantaneously under pressure he lifted you off his soaked cock, pushing you under his desk and reeling in his chair so his state of undress would not be identified should whoever was quickly approaching wander too close to his grand desk.
after a continuous rhythm of steps, a head poked through, the figure confirmed to be chef wolsey.
wriothesley briefly glanced down at you, his eyes sharp in a silent warning;
stay. silent.
you spared him a single smirk just before he lifted his head to look at the man who was now standing before him.
âhow can i help you today wolsey? if itâs for time off you already know the drill, you need to give in credit coupons.â
above your head you could hear the chef speak.
âah, your grace, itâs not about that. if you are lenient enough i would need your authorisation on a slight change to the ingredients of the welfare meals. i have discovered a correlation of stomach bugs occurring with numerous inmates possibly due to the type of milk used.â
really and truly, you couldnât give a shit on the status of the inmates, as cruel as it sounded. you just wanted to be filled by wriothesley, and wolsey was currently cockblocking you. so you did the one thing that was advised against.
âi suppose that can be done, given that itâll lessen my work load should i allow this matter to be resolved. just give me the required paperwork and i can give you clearanââ
he immediately tensed up, seizing in the middle of his sentence. why? because he felt your hand slowly stroking his girth. although taken by surprise, he did his best to not show it, opting to clear his throat in an attempt to save himself.
âumm, sir, are you alright?â
your hand tightened on wriothesleyâs dick, twisting as you stroked, your smirk widening with your wicked intentions. you could see his thighs taut and fists clenched, trying so hard to not react. he couldnât talk, he knew if he opened his mouth to speak he would either let out a groan or moan. whatever the outcome, both were highly unsavoury and would no doubt get you caught. after a few moments of silence wolsey pressed further.
âermâŠyour grace?â
you slightly loosened your grip and slowed down your movements to allow the man in front of you to save his dignity, if he even had any left.
he lifted a bandaged hand, waving it around in a dismissive motion. âyes yes, iâm quite alright. donât you have ingredients to be chopping or something? best get to it.â
wolsey immediately nodded, turning towards the stairs and swiftly making his way down. only when wriothesley was certain he was gone did he push you off him and pushed his chair back, pulling you upwards and slamming you on his desk.
âoh you are so fucked baby. did you enjoy us almost getting caught?â
he leaned over you, caging you in while he started rubbing your clit through your panties, eliciting a moan from you.
âyeah i know you enjoyed that, youâre fucking soaked you dirty girl. want me to fuck you?â
he pressed harder on your clit, rendering you unable to speak. you arched your back and rolled your hips in time with wriothesleyâs hand, maximising the pleasure. when he didnât hear an answer however he took it upon himself to bring a hand down against your left cheek, the stinging sensation leaving you crying out at the pain mixed with pleasure.
âanswer me y/n, do you want me to fuck you?â
âyes wrio please! it feels so good!â the strokes of his fingers increased in rapidness, the friction of the fabric against your clit quickly bringing you to the brink of orgasm.
âyou gonna cum pretty girl?â
âshitâ yes wrio!â
âwell thatâs too damn bad.â and he pulled away altogether, standing at full height and looking down at you.
you turned your head to look at him, eyes wide with the fear he would leave you like this, unsatisfied.
âwrio please! make me cum, i need you so bad baby!â
he stood, arms crossed and expression unwavering.
âoh you do now? maybe you shouldâve thought about that before you pulled that little stunt of yours.â
you wiggled your ass at him hoping to break down his resolve.
âwrio iâm sorry, iâll be good for you i swear.â
he said nothing, instead opting to move closer to stand right behind you, dick now pressing against your clit, making your breath hitch. you heard movements of metal behind you, wondering what he was doing until he leant closer over you, chest to your back which pressed his dick even further into you. you moaned out, too distracted to realise just what he was doing until he grabbed both your wrists, bringing them together and cuffing them with his handcuffs.
he stepped back to look at his handiwork, smirking as your arms flailed to the best of your ability, struggling to get free. he then bent down, kneeling while he pulled down your panties, looking at your cunt shining with arousal.
âwrio! what are you doing?!â
âyou want to get fucked right? iâm just fulfilling your wish, with the exception of one thing of course: you canât cum.â
you whined out, jolting when you felt extremely cold fingers against your entrance, tracing the seeping hole. it was apparent that he used the power from his cryo vision to lower the temperature of his palm.
âwrio! câmon i said i was sorr-â
you cut yourself off when you felt two of his fingers breach your entrance, stuffing you to the hilt. his fingers were thick as it is, so you already felt extremely full. even worse when he curled them against that spongey spot in your cunt and started attacking it.
your thighs immediately tried to close, proving to be quite the useless action once his iron grip prevented you from doing so.
âaht, aht, if you know whatâs good for you y/n youâll comply like a good girl, youâre already in deep shit as it is.â
and so, you succumbed to the pleasure of the sensation you were feeling, moaning at wriothesleyâs ministrations on your pussy. he leaned over you once more, this time feeling his bare dick directly on your bare clit. he licked the shell of your ear, whispering into it seconds later.
âyeah does that feel good y/n? go on, tell me how good iâm making you feel.â
âso fucking good wrio! i want moreâ want you to fuck me. donât hold back, i can take it.â
he complied, removing his fingers and moving his dick down to your entrance, using your previous lubrication and current arousal to fully coat his angry red tip, before slowly pushing in.
your back arched hard into a âcâ, your hands doing what they could to grip onto his desk despite being cuffed.
he laughed at your actions, continuing to sheath himself inside you until you were completely filled, resting for a moment before slowly pulling out again. he repeated this action multiple times, teasing you to see just how long it would be until you completely snapped.
âwrio! can you stop fucking around and jusâ oh fuck!â
his change in pace was instantaneous, his thrusts pounding against your ass, having you moan out in ecstasy. he quickly pulled his tie from around his neck, putting it around yours and pulling so your head fell back, being able to see him above you and therefore his next words to you.
âbe quiet baby, or iâll stop.â
although his door downstairs was big and heavy, it wasnât soundproof. and if you didnât shut the fuck up someone was bound to hear.
you nodded your head, opting to let out whimpers of approval instead. he doubled his pace, something you didnât even know was possible, almost as if he was challenging you to disobey him once more.
it was becoming increasingly difficult to not cum. his thrusts drove so deep inside you it felt like you couldnât breathe in the short burst of intervals between thrusts. each push of his hips against yours had the veins on the underside of his dick rubbing up against your g-spot, something that quickly had you tumbling towards the edge. you knew wriothesley knew that, how could he not when all he could feel was your cunt gripping him so tightly?
itâs not like he was well off either, he was quickly losing himself inside you too. although you had been dating for a little over 7 months, he still could not find himself getting used to the way you clenched around him. it had him quickly unraveling the exact same way you did, and delving deep into the pits of no return.
âyou gonna cum?â his voice was strained, composure tethering on a thin thread, threatening to collapse.
ân- no.â a lie. you both knew that. he decided to play along though.
âgood. cause you canât cum.â
âwrio!â you had no choice but to beg, for you were quite literally about to cum. his earlier actions had already brought you to the edge, but now you were delirious with pleasure, and had no way to stop yourself from cumming. you already did what you could. âplease! let me cum, let me cum! iâm sorry baby i really am, i need you to make me cum! iâm begging you, just do something, anything!â
wriothesley had no other option but to allow you to, given that he was about to cum himself.
âgo ahead y/n, make a mess for me.â
with his approval, you immediately felt the coil inside your stomach snap, causing you to gush around his cock. you moaned out his name as quiet as you could, which wasnât very quiet at all. he never stopped thrusting, allowing your essence to go everywhere. on your thighs, on his, and dripping on the floor. your cunt was gripping wriothesley like a vice, and he fell victim to his own orgasm, hands on your hips tightening, groaning deeply while spilling every drop into your spent pussy. his thighs shook from the sheer intensity as he slowly came to a stop.
all was silent for a moment, as you both breathed heavily, hot and exhausted from what had just taken place. after a while, wriothesley was the first to move, slipping out of you and grabbing some tissues from the side of his desk, wiping delicately at your cunt before pulling up your panties and releasing your wrists from his cuffs with a key from his draw. he gave your temple a kiss before pulling away.
he then fixed himself up, tucking himself away back into his pants and taking his tie back from your neck, wiping the sweat from his forehead and sitting back in his chair, pulling you down with him and engulfing you in a hug.
ânow then, would you like some tea before you go?â
Warnings: Afab!reader, gendered language, brat taming, forced submission, corporal punishment, non consensual spanking, public spanking, some very light fingering, over the knee spanking, paddling with a hairbrush, thigh grinding
A/N: Yes, this is a follow up to my Wriothesley Kinktober spanking fic. Did I have any business at all working on this instead of the next Kinktober prompt? NO đ Iâm so sorry, I just couldnât stop thinking about this reader and Wriothesley, yâall are gonna need to forgive me for my lapse in judgment
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You really had no idea why you were entertaining this. After everything heâd put you through the last time youâd met, Wriothesley certainly didnât deserve even so much as a polite, cursory letter of correspondence back, let alone the right to actually occupy the same space as you, and yet ⊠here you were, wearing a dress that was nice but not too nice, standing in front of a cafe that was neither overly fancy or overly pedestrian, but something in between. Youâd been adamant about picking the venue and, to your surprise, heâd easily conceded that power over to you. Further testing the waters, youâd then put your foot down about getting to choose the time you would meet at and, even more confounding, heâd given in to that demand as well.Â
It was all incredibly suspicious of him, to say the very least, and youâd very nearly backed out at the last minute for fear that it was some sort of nefarious trick but the ever growing pile of missives from the Duke of Meropide had stared at you accusingly from the desk in your room until youâd finally rushed out the door just to escape them. That youâd found yourself here, at the exact meeting spot and a few minutes early, was only a coincidence, surely. You didnât actually want to see him after heâd humiliated and abused you so terribly, but since you were already at the cafe then perhaps it wouldnât hurt to stick around long enough to hear him out. Or so you tried to tell yourself, anyway.Â
There was no denying your anxious nerves though, and you flutteringly smooth your hands over your front to iron out imaginary wrinkles that werenât actually there. You probably should have worn something a bit more practical. Less dressy. If he got the wrong idea about you (as if he just as likely hadnât already) and he assumed your goal today was to seduce him rather than talk about program options for inmates at the prison you were going to scream. Just really let him have it. He would have deserved it, honestly, given that less than stellar first time meeting, but the least he could do was - -
âThere you are.âÂ
The voice is accompanied by the familiar press of a heavy palm along your waist, and you jerk back so hard you nearly give yourself whiplash. Wide eyed, you tip your head back, back, back to finally meet Wriothesleyâs questioning eyes where they tower high above you.Â
âDo not touch me!â You hiss, impulsively slapping his hand off you to make his brows lift in surprise.Â
âSorry Iâm late?â He tries, which you would have been rather inclined to give him points for under better circumstances as none of the clocks in the vicinity had chimed the hour yet. It may not have been by much, but he wasnât running behind despite his willingness to take the hit.Â
But better circumstances would not have found you flushing profusely at just the sight of him and trying desperately to conceal it to no avail. And the spark ignited in you at the brief touch of his fingers was another matter entirely, but you make a concerted effort not to think about that as you offer up a prim little sniff. âYour tardiness is of no concern to me, your grace, but even you must know touching women inappropriately is highly frowned upon in Fontaine. I'm sure it must be easy to forget your manners when you spend so much time at the bottom of the ocean ⊠so Iâll do my best to remind you. I trust I wonât have to call for the Gardes today?âÂ
You canât quite keep the smug look off your face now, positively riding on the high of public immunity, but it quickly fades when Wriothesley not only meets your challenging stare head on but he even allows the corner of his mouth to pull in an infuriatingly enigmatic smirk. âNot to worry, miss. I have every intention of behaving myself so long as my lovely companion in her pretty little dress does the same.âÂ
Giving an angry, impotent jerk when a fresh wave of fluster creeps up your neck to settle along your cheeks, you narrow your eyes up at him in warning. But he just shuffles close enough to truly loom over you now and itâs all you can do to keep your attention locked on his face instead of averting your gaze in a clear sign of defeat. You canât quite seem to find your voice no matter how hard you attempt to locate it, though.Â
Sedately bending down to your level, Wriothesley brings his face close to yours and lowers the tone of his voice when he speaks again. âI take it your last lesson is still fresh enough in your mind that you wonât need a refresher today? We certainly donât want your nice clothes getting dirtied, do we âŠ?âÂ
You choke on an incomprehensible flurry of things you wanted to say to him, but the double edged quality of your public immunity quickly makes itself apparent. Sure, he couldnât â wouldnât treat you as badly as he had behind the closed doors of his office when there were so many prying eyes all around you here, but that also meant you couldnât kick up the same kind of fit or risk causing a major scene. Youâd thought you were playing this smart by agreeing to meet him only on your terms but it clearly went both ways on this neutral playing field, and you have to make a concerted effort to calm yourself instead of taking the bait.Â
âIndeed, your grace.â You relent as mildly toned as you can manage. âI will make every effort to remain cordial.â
âExcellent.â Nodding once, Wriothesley reaches out with a deliberate slowness â like he was dealing with a skittish cat â and your skin prickles defensively in response. But you still allow him to gently take your arm with nothing more than a twitch to show for it and that seems to please him a great deal, given the now amicable tone of his voice. âLetâs find a table and get started then. Iâm sure there are a lot of things you want to talk about.âÂ
That was an understatement of the highest order given how many biting remarks were just at the tip of your tongue, waiting to be unleashed upon him. This was neither the time nor the place for it though, so you let him guide you around the side of the building to a quaint little patio where he proceeds to steer you straight into an unoccupied seat at the most secluded table in the far corner. It surprises you a great deal that he not only takes the time to pull your chair out but even slides it in behind you, and the fact your heart wonât stop hammering at the interior of your ribcage because of it just makes it all the more perplexing.Â
Given his previous behavior Wriothesley was in absolutely no position to be acting like some kind of gentleman, and you were even less inclined to fall for it.Â
Moving around to the adjacent chair, the duke claims his own seat across from you where he takes a moment to get comfortably situated before looking at you expectantly. âAlright. Where shall we begin?âÂ
You canât help the suspicion that flashes across your mind. He was even willing to put the ball in your court like this? What exactly was he up to?Â
âWell,â Speaking slowly, warily, you open the worn leather carry case youâd decorously sat on your lap and withdraw a hand-typed sheet of parchment paper. âI thought perhaps we could go over our other options, since you seem so sure my initial proposal wonât work. There should still be other rehabilitation methods available to us if youâll just hear me out and - -â
His hand abruptly comes up, reaching across the table to accept the paper, and you just stare at those outstretched fingers like they were tightly coiled, hissing vipers. You couldnât make sense of this. He actually wanted to see it?Â
âMay I?â Wriothesley prompts when you neither move nor speak, giving those blocky digits a little wriggle to further indicate what he wanted. Blinking owlishly, you mechanically hand the sheet off to him and watch as he reclines back in his chair to look it over.Â
This really was just so ⊠strange. His interest in what youâd had to say at your last meeting had been cursory at best and heâd summarily dismissed all the paperwork youâd brought with you after giving it nothing more than a brief glance. But now he seems to be taking his time with it, attentively scanning the page from top to bottom, and he even hums at occasional intervals as if in acknowledgement. If you didnât know any better you would have almost thought it was an entirely different person sitting across from you now.Â
âI see,â He says at length. âSome of these suggestions just arenât viable with the way Meropide internally functions, but I think a few of them could easily be tweaked for implementation.âÂ
â⊠r - really?âÂ
Lowering the paper, Wriothesley once again fixes you with that largely impassive look that you just canât quite get a good read on. âSure. For example, I think thereâs merit in giving the inmates an opportunity to develop new or existing skills that could be helpful in a potential reintegration process. It doesnât force them to do anything or set an expectation, but it still gives them the option.âÂ
A long beat passes in numb silence and then you find yourself sitting up a little straighter, unable to keep the pleased smile off your face now even though you try very hard to keep it at bay. âOh. Well. Iâm glad you think so.âÂ
He catches you off guard with an unexpectedly genuine smile, the sapphires in his eyes dimly twinkling with what you think must be mischief. âDonât get too excited yet. Thereâs still some ironing out to be done, but you did a good job taking what I said the last time and reframing it to better meet the needs of the inmates. Iâm pleased to know our little chat served its purpose.âÂ
And just like that heâs got you huffing and puffing again, irritably digging into your bag so you wouldnât have to look at that smug face of his any longer. He was beyond infuriating, easily the most contemptible man youâd ever had the misfortune of meeting, and yet ⊠you just canât seem to stop smiling. You were undeniably happy that he seemed to be taking you seriously this time and had even praised you for your efforts to revamp the proposal to better suit his liking. Even if he did insist on sneaking in those smarmy jabs every once in a while it couldnât truly take away from what felt like a victory on your part.Â
You spend the next two hours discussing everything with him over a seemingly never ending supply of tea and diminutive finger sandwiches heâd insisted on ordering for the two of you to share even when youâd likewise insisted you werenât at all peckish. Wriothesley was very strange indeed and you werenât sure if you would go so far as to call it chivalry, at least not in any polite sense, but he did seem to have a soft spot for his inmates. That warmed you to his presence slightly, helped you relax and find a common ground with him that made you feel much better about potentially working with him in the future. It seemed like as long as both of you stayed focused on the topic of lifestyle enrichment for the prisoners you could get along.Â
But of course it was not meant to last, and the first real hiccup you run into is when he insists on paying for your half of the tab. You make a valiant effort not to cause a scene in front of the poor waiter who nervously shifts his eyes between you and the duke, but he doesnât even have the grace to look at you when he shoots down your insistence that you could pay for yourself. Your temper starts to spike at the dismissive wave of his hand, and you give into the urge to glare at him across the table.Â
âMy lord, your generosity is appreciated but not needed. I assure you I wonât go bankrupt paying for my drink and the sandwiches I ate.â Not giving him a chance to respond, you jerk your attention up at the young man making a discrete effort to shuffle away from the table. âPlease split the bill for us.â
âNo, just one tab will do.â Wriothesley cuts in, sending you a slow look of warning that just leaves you bristling even more. âIt would be remiss of me to make a young lady pay for the lunch I invited her to. Iâm sure our young friend here would agree.âÂ
The waiter nods his head in agreement when the duke inclines his chin towards him and, much to your sinking dread, he promptly pivots as if to walk away. Impulsively, you lurch half out of your seat to snag his arm and stop him, surprising a yelp out of the poor boy.Â
âHold on a minute! Donât I have a say in this? If I want to pay for it I should be able to or isnât that â isnât it just the same as misogyny or something?âÂ
The boy looks appropriately horrified. âO - oh?âÂ
âMiss,â Wriothesley intones sharply, and the edge in his voice immediately sends a violent shudder racing up your spine. It was a bit too similar to the way heâd talked to you back in his office for you to associate it with anything other than getting dragged over his knee and your cheeks burn furiously even as you clutch at the waiter's arm even more tightly. Thrumming with nerves, you turn your head to find him pinning you with a very unamused frown. âI suggest you let him go and sit back down. Thereâs no reason to make such a fuss over lunch. Iâll pay for it, and thatâs the end of it.âÂ
You share a quick glance with the boy whose expression mirrors your own look of flustered uncertainty. âBut - but I can pay for it - -âÂ
âSit down. Now.âÂ
Quickly doing just that, you neatly fold your hands in your lap with your eyes kept firmly downcast so you could avoid having to look at him. You werenât even sure if you could meet his gaze at that moment when it felt like you were moments away from vibrating right through the very fabric of time and space if you quaked any harder but ⊠but it was kind of hard not to be affected by it when only three weeks had gone by since the last time youâd gotten on his bad side. Your ass had only just finished recovering from its first encounter with his hand and you didnât want to experience it again, if you could help it.Â
Clearly relieved, the waiter beats a hasty retreat from the table and the two of you sit there in terse silence for a painfully long, drawn out moment in which your heart threatens to slam right out of your chest. Then, at length, Wriothesley finally draws a clipped breath. âI thought you said you were going to behave yourself.âÂ
You swallow. Hard. âAnd I thought you were going to respect me as an autonomous person this go around.â
A pregnant pause. âIs that what your problem is? You think Iâm, what? Being a controlling chauvinist or something?âÂ
If your face were to get any hotter you probably could have fried an egg on it. âIs that not exactly how youâve acted thus far, your grace? Gentlemen in polite society donât usually treat women like children.âÂ
âOh, Iâd beg to differ.â
You snap your head up with a viscous look â but the waiter returns, giving you a cautiously wide breadth as he walks over to Wriothesleyâs side to present him with the check. Those deep, deep blue eyes steadily regard you for another moment longer before finally dragging away from you to look at the bill. Left with no other choice you just sit there, stewing in your anger while he amicably apologizes to the young man and passes him a handful of mora plus a little extra which he tells him to keep for himself. The harangued lad is nothing but appreciative, and they exchange a few more words of thanks between them while your blood pressure just continues to climb and climb, and climb.Â
You couldnât believe him! To treat you as he had in the privacy of his office was one thing but this was something else entirely! The very last thing youâd wanted was to find yourself indebted to the Duke of Meropide in any capacity, least of all when your understanding with him was already so tentative and fragile. Youâd thought you could work with him as long as you kept things professional and limited to the greater goal both of you clearly shared, but evidently that was not meant to be. Even after the horrible way heâd humiliated you the last time youâd still been willing to partner with him for the sake of a greater good and this was how he chose to reward your willingness to put aside the disrespect youâd already suffered at his hands once before?Â
Why did he not understand how consistently infantilizing and insensitive his treatment towards you was?Â
Right on the verge of erupting, you wait until he turns to look at you again once the waiter has scurried off with a final, nervous glance in your direction, and you pull yourself up to your full height with a stilted breath. âThank you for your generous kindness today, your grace. Iâm leaving.âÂ
His brows lift at your sudden proclamation, head tipping back slightly when you find your feet in a quick rush. âYouâre serious?âÂ
âVery much so.â It takes every ounce of willpower you possess not to scream at him as you carelessly stuff your paperwork back inside your bag, barely stopping long enough to secure the latch in place before stomping away from the table. The scrape of his chair against the cobblestone is soon followed by the heavy thump of his boots catching up to you alarmingly fast. You donât think heâs hurrying after you or anything, his legs are simply much too long for him to need to, but that doesnât quite stop your skin from crawling with a sudden rush of goosebumps. You had to get away from him.Â
Quickly, before he tried another stunt like the last time.Â
âIâm not interested in hearing anything further, Iâm afraid.â You call back, positively hating the way your voice warbles slightly when you pick up your pace.Â
You were on the main road now and almost at a full blown sprint when a heavy hand abruptly snags your arm, pulling you back with a frightened squawk. Eyes wide and just a pinch more fearful than you would have liked, you jerk your attention up to look at him.Â
âJust hold your horses,â He murmurs, gentle yet insistent in the way he tugs you around to stand in front of him. âI think Iâve got a pretty good read on you at this point so I understand why youâre acting like this, but I assure you itâs nothing to get so upset about. I didnât pay for lunch because I donât think youâre perfectly capable of doing it yourself. I just did it because it was the right thing to do, and I wanted to do it. Thatâs all.âÂ
âWhy?â You whisper, unable to find the strength to speak any louder than that when you were looking up at him like this. âWhy did you feel so inclined even after I told you I didnât want that? Is it because youâre a big, strong man and Iâm just a weak woman you get to push around?âÂ
An odd look crosses his face, but you have no idea what to make of it. You can never seem to get a good grasp on his body language no matter how closely you study it. âThat is not what I think at all, miss. Youâve got a good head on your shoulders but sometimes you really let your emotions get the better of you. And before you say it, no, I donât mean it like that. If you were a man Iâd say the exact same thing. You do realize how carried away you get, donât you?âÂ
âCarried away?â You echo him, disbelief coloring your voice. âYou - you are positively incorrigible, do you know that? Iâm not sure where you get off acting like I donât have perfectly good reason to be wary of you when youâve done nothing but torture me with your presence every time weâve met!âÂ
âSorry to disappoint, but thatâs not what I get off on.âÂ
Heat races up your neck to settle in your face, making you choke and sputter indignantly until you finally manage to find your voice again. âI think I have a pretty good idea what you like, and you should be ashamed of yourself!â You snap with an accompanying tug on your captured arm. âLet me go. Iâve had more than my fill of you for one day.âÂ
âNo, I donât think I will.âÂ
âWha â unhand me this instant, you damned brute! Donât make me call for the Gardes. I already told you I would and I wasnât bluffing!âÂ
Easily holding you in place when you try to scuttle away, Wriothesley bends to bring his mouth close to your ear and the sudden, hot puff of breath against your skin instantly makes you freeze in place. âUnless you want me to give you a good swat right here in the middle of the street, Iâd suggest you calm down.âÂ
You absolutely hate the way you shudder fiercely in his grasp, fighting back a whimper at the lingering spectral ache that tingles across your backside. You couldnât do this again. Couldnât afford to let him get the upper hand here, not now when you had the safety of public immunity on your side. You still had the advantage in this situation, even if it didnât really feel like it. âYou canât do that ⊠youâll be arrested.âÂ
âIs that so?â He drawls, quite clearly unconcerned at the prospect, and you forcibly swallow the nerves threatening to choke you.Â
âIâll file a report âŠâÂ
âPerhaps you should.âÂ
Noising a breathless, frightened little animal sound, you shoot him a deeply frazzled look but his expression remains as impassive as ever. What the hell was he even thinking? âYouâre not immune from the law.â You try again, quaking in his hold. âNeither your status nor your ⊠nor your job description will give you impunity. Youâll have to stand before the honorary Iudex and explain yourself to him.âÂ
âAh, well. Wouldnât be the first time.â Ignoring your startled sound of confusion, Wriothesley straightens up again and gives your arm a gentle nudge. âCome. Before I take you home thereâs something I need to tend to first.âÂ
âWha ââ Reeling, you stumble and almost trip when he shifts into motion, dragging you along for the first few steps until you get your jelly filled legs under control and reluctantly fall in line with him. Itâs not like you really had much choice in the matter. âAre you completely out of your mind? Thereâs no way Iâm letting you anywhere near my house! I can take care of myself just fine, your grace!âÂ
âOh, I donât doubt that. But Iâm not asking.âÂ
The noise that comes out of you sounds suspiciously like the whistle of a tea kettle moments before it reaches boiling point. You give your arm a fitful yank as discreetly as you can manage when you realize there are a few people staring over at the two of you with curious, somehow accusatory looks, but he wonât let you go and it quickly becomes apparent that, short of flinging yourself onto the ground like a fussy toddler, you were just going to have to go along with it. He was sorely mistaken if he thought you were going to lead him right to where you lived though, and nothing he said was going to change that. Youâd sooner throw yourself into the vast waters of Fontaine without a life preserver before you ever even entertained the notion!Â
And that is precisely how you hit the second hiccup of the day.Â
Wriothesley guides you by the arm down the road, across a side street, up a short lane and then right into a cramped little alley that stops at a deadend on the far side. Your heart positively flatlines when you see it and you desperately try to dig your heels in to stop the forward motion as he pulls you straight towards it but thereâs no stopping him. Heâs too big, too strong, and all you can do is choke on a frightened little sound when he steps right up to the wall and then turns, expertly juggling your arm from the iron hold of one hand into the other. The static electricity that shoots through you at the first creeping suspicion of what he planned to do makes your skin prickle with a fresh wave of horror, and you immediately dance up on your toes as if to escape the swing of his palm.Â
âWait, wait, wait! You canât do this. Not here. Weâre in public! If someone sees â no, even if no one sees it isnât that still a bit much? Donât you think youâre taking this too far, your grace? I mean, I thought you said this wasnât what gets you off, right?â You offer up a nervous, borderline hysterical laugh as if to ease some of the tension in the cramped alley. âBesides, didnât you say you had something to tend to? An errand, isnât it? You need to do something - something elsewhere, donât you? If itâs groceries you need to pick up, Iâd be happy to accompany you âŠâÂ
He silently regards you for a prolonged, incredibly nerve wracking moment before slowly leaning forward and you canât quite stop the terrified squeak that bursts out of you when he grabs a much too tight, pinching handful of your backside. Blocky fingers dig into soft flesh hard enough to make you hiss and rock up in a blithe attempt to escape it but he just follows you with his hand, giving the meat of your behind a sharp jostle as he turns to press his mouth to your hair.Â
âWhat I need to tend to is this bratty ass of yours. Iâm not entirely sure why you act this way yet but weâll get to the bottom of it soon enough. Iâm going to give you some incentive now, and then take you home so I can finish teaching you how to behave and youâre going to stand there and take it like a big girl, arenât you?âÂ
You sway unsteadily in his hold, thoughtlessly dropping your bag so you can lift your uncaptured arm to brace a numb hand against the wall. What were you even supposed to say to that? And never mind the fast pumping adrenaline of fear and remembered pain suddenly pumping through your system, why on earth were you starting to feel tingly all over as if ⊠almost as if you were excited?
That couldnât be, though. It couldnât.Â
There was simply no way heâd unlocked something so perverse and dangerously immoral in you the last time he decided to play this nasty game. You didnât like it â gods, you barely even liked him! You didnât, didn't, didnât, didnât - -Â
âLittle miss,â He abruptly intones, snapping you back to reality with a sharp, haggard gasp. âWhen I ask you a question I expect an answer.âÂ
âY - yes, sir.â You blurt, dull surprise washing over you at your own obedience. What was happening to you?Â
âThatâs better, but what are you telling me âyesâ to?âÂ
You blink owlishly at the wall. Couldnât seem to tear your gaze away from it, like you were in a trance. âI ⊠Iâll stand here. Like a good girl.â
Drawing a slow, stilted breath, Wriothesley finally lets up on your ass in favor of rubbing over the fleshy swell through the now wrinkled back of your dress. His palm is broad and rough even through his fingerless gloves, and you sensitively shiver at the contact. âYou know that means no screaming. No crying. No carrying on like a child, as if you havenât earned a much needed correction for yourself carrying on the way you have. You wouldnât want someone to come running just to find you getting your butt spanked, would you?â
â⊠no, sir.âÂ
âGood.â His hand abruptly retreats only to come cracking back down with a blinding swat! and you jerk forward at the impact, sputtering on a half realized shriek. âToday weâll be working on your ability to accept what you're given and show gratitude for it. I want you to thank me this time instead of counting, is that understood?âÂ
Still wincing at the lingering sting of that first hit, you draw a slow, shuddering breath and lean your forehead against the wall. You couldnât believe this was really happening again any more than you could believe your willing compliance on the matter. Surely there had to be something very wrong with you to be acting this way. âYes, sir. Thank you, sir.âÂ
Swat!Â
âEek! Thank you, sir âŠâÂ
âGood girl,â He murmurs, giving your arm a brief tug to pull you closer to his side as he shifts to truly loom over you now. You whimper when you feel his hand cock back, preparing for the next swing, but it doesnât immediately come. Instead, his mild tone drifts over you again like a warm, prickling mist. âSpread your legs a little bit for me and lean into the wall. Come on. I know itâs hard to do right now but itâll be much easier on you this way. Iâve got you ⊠thatâs it. Just like that. Youâre already being so good for me now.â A sudden snort of laughter from him makes you twitch. âI had a feeling this was exactly what youâd need as soon as you walked into my office. Glad to see I was right about that.âÂ
Screwing your eyes shut against that soft praise, you anxiously shudder and squirm in place when every single nerve ending in your body seems to vibrate with the lingering anticipation of when the next hit would come. What a tortuous feeling. You didnât like it, you didnât.Â
âThank you, sir âŠâÂ
Swat!Â
You groan at not only the burning sting but also the way your ass jiggles from the force of the hit, somehow humiliating you even further and driving the hurt home. It doesnât take long for you to figure out why heâd wanted you to bend forward. The crease of your sit spot already felt like it was on fire from just that one slap and he hadnât been able to strike it when you were holding yourself straight and stiff as a board. Now, though, heâs free to pepper the tender area with quick, rapid fire strikes to leave you trembling against the wall, gasping each time his hand makes contact.Â
âOw! Thank you, sir ⊠eek! Ooh - oh! Nnghnn, thank you, sir! Nghn! T - thank you, sir âŠâÂ
âExcellent. Youâve really taken to this like a duck to water, havenât you?â He drawls, still bringing his palm down across your shuddering ass again and again, and again. Completely at ease and frustratingly collected about the whole thing, as if this wasnât even affecting him at all. âTell me, little miss. Have you received many spankings before?âÂ
âN - no, sir ⊠ahhn! Thank you, sir! Yeow! Ow, ow, ow, thank you, sir!âÂ
Wriothesley hums in consideration, barely heard over the intense pounding in your ears. âThatâs interesting. I didnât think so, of course, but,â Swat! âItâs still of a certain interest to me. Youâre surprisingly obedient for someone with so much attitude.â Swat! âYou wouldnât happen to be enjoying this, would you?âÂ
You go ramrod stiff, eyes widening to the approximate size of dinner plates, but then the next slap comes and you lurch with a wounded grunt. Your head feels like itâs stuffed with cotton now as you ever so slowly turn your head against the wall to look in the opposite direction so he couldnât see your face. You werenât exactly sure what kind of expression you were making when you felt so hot and flustered, and jittery, but you were certain youâd wither away to nothing if he looked directly at you right now.Â
âO - of course not, donât be ridiculous! I hate it almost as much as I hate you!âÂ
Wriothesley barks out a sudden laugh. âIs that so? You know thereâs a way to check, donât you?âÂ
Stiffening, you go so utterly still you think youâve forgotten how to breathe. In fact, youâre certain you have, given the way your heart sputters and skips a harrowing series of beats. It makes your lungs constrict painfully tight and, at last, when you start to grow dizzy, you force yourself to draw a thick, suffocating inhale. He couldnât be serious âŠÂ
âWhat are you talking about?â He couldn't be serious âŠ
âIâm sure I donât have to explain it to you.â He couldnât be serious ⊠âShall I check?â He couldnât be serious ⊠âBut I hope you know if I find out youâre lying youâll be in even more trouble.â He couldnât be serious âŠ
He could not be serious!Â
His calloused fingers slipping under the back of your dress snap you out of your horrified trance with all the lurching force of a sack of bricks and you gasp â no, you heave so hard it feels like your soul is slipping right out of your throat. You jerk upright so suddenly and so fast you actually stumble and start to collapse in a tangle of noodly legs but the hand gripping your arm just bodily hauls you back up again to shove you flush against the wall. You think you would have screamed at that very moment, damn the consequences, but you canât quite seem to pull enough oxygen into your lungs to accomplish it. All you can do is blubber hysterically as he pins you flat by pressing into the back of your shoulder, applying enough force to bring you up on your tip toes, while his other hand indelicately bullies its way up between your legs to cup your pussy through the thin layer of your panties.Â
You jolt at the contact and go still again, panting excessively for as short as that brief struggle had lasted, and Wriothesley noises a quiet sound before carefully curling his fingers back. The blunt tips of them press into you, stiltedly rubbing over the lips of your cunt with slow, indescribably heavy passes that make you tremble wildly. You canât quite seem to get a hold on it no matter how hard you try to stop it though, your teeth clenching tight enough to hurt when he twists his hand so he can slip those long digits into the leg hole of your underwear. A flood of tears pricks at your eyes when he finds your slit again and starts to press in, but he doesnât have to go very far before finding sticky slick waiting for him.Â
âI knew it.â He announces without much aplomb or intonation to clue you in on his thoughts. Archons, what an insufferable man.Â
âAre you satisfied?â You practically spit, as furious with him as you were with yourself.Â
âQuite. And you? Are you satisfied?â His tone drops an octave lower to accompany the slow, teasing glide of his fingers through your cunt, tracing from the back up to the front while pointedly avoiding any real pleasure inducing spots along the way. It makes you quietly seethe and hiss, straining against the hand keeping you against the wall, but itâs no use. Heâs got you trapped.Â
âWhat do I possibly have to be satisfied about?âÂ
âWell, youâve earned yourself another paddling, for starters.âÂ
Your entire body seizes at that and, noising an incoherent blubber, you finally twist your head back around to look up at him with big, wet eyes. âW - wait, you donât mean that - -âÂ
âI do. Iâm very sincere, in fact. Not only have you lied to me but you even continued to lie after I gave you a chance to make a better decision. You have to know thatâs not acceptable, donât you?âÂ
Blatant confusion marches across your face and then camps there, drawing your mouth into a warbling frown. Seeing this, Wriothesley allows his own to curl in a small, taunting little smirk that just sets every single alarm bell in your head off all at once. Whatever he was about to say, you werenât going to like it âŠÂ
âYou didnât really think I had no idea, did you? Come on. I had you spread you out over my lap without anything covering this cute pussy of yours. Just because I was mainly focused on your ass, that doesnât mean I was oblivious to everything else going on at the time.âÂ
Try as you might, you just couldnât make any sense of it. âBut ⊠but - -â
âBut?â
You swallow. Very, very hard. âBut ⊠but you â you didnât say anything?âÂ
âWas I supposed to?âÂ
âThatâs not what I mean and you know it! I swear, you are absolutely, positively, irredeemably - -â
âYes, yes, you hate me. Iâm sure weâve already covered that.â Breathing out a stiff sigh, Wriothesley finally relents and withdraws his fingers from your cunt. You canât quite manage to bite back the whimper that rises in your throat at the loss, but he pays it little mind and instead busies himself with casually gathering up the back of your dress. âIf you want the truth of it, I very strongly considered acting on it then too. I thought about it a lot, actually, but then I regretted not doing anything besides rubbing cream on your sore bottom and sending you on your way. Why do you think I mailed off that first letter to you the very next day? And the one after that when you didnât respond, and the one after that?âÂ
âYou - you were hoping for this to happen?â You squeak, trying in vain to twist away when he hikes your skirt up around your waist and cool air wafts against the hot burn throbbing across your ass.Â
Whimpering, you try to reach back with your free hand to yank it back down or at least cover yourself from anyone that might be walking past the open lip of the alley in the seemingly far distance, but you donât quite make it that far. Suddenly releasing his hold on your shoulder, Wriothesley quickly snakes it around your middle and locks your arm to your side in the process, too fast for you to properly react. A flood of protests erupt from your mouth as he tucks you in tight against him so he can hold you in place just like that no matter how hard you squirm. He then takes his time casually juggling the bulk of your dress into his other hand before reaching back down to grasp your panties which he slowly pulls up on to make the fabric ride up and press into you. Potent, swimming embarrassment makes you feel dizzy with it while he nudges the cotton until the swell of both cheeks slips out from the bottom to leave you vulnerable and exposed. The skin feels hot and splintery against the air, and you grimace when he smooths his palm over it to really rub it in.Â
âI wouldnât say I was hoping for this specific situation to happen,â He drawls in that perpetually unapologetic tone of his. âBut I did want to see you again, yes. Iâd thought I might try to woo you and make up for how our first meeting went in the process but youâre certainly a stubborn little thing, arenât you? Not that Iâm disappointed, mind you. This suits me just as well too.âÂ
You waver at that, whimpering softly at the implication. âIs that the only reason, your grace?âÂ
Pausing, Wriothesley just lets his massive hand rest across your ass for a long moment while you try to blink back the sudden onslaught of tears making your eyes turn misty. At length, he draws a carefully controlled breath. âNo. Thatâs not the only reason. We can talk about it more in depth later but ⊠I really would like a chance to woo you, if youâd be kind enough to let me.âÂ
You very nearly burst out in hysterical laughter at that. What an absurd thing to say when he had you pinned and immobile against his side, the back of your dress crudely hiked around your waist and your underwear meanly pulled up to expose your red bottom to all of Fontaine. It was ludicrous and insane, and unthinkable, and preposterous, and â and - -Â
He didnât really mean that ⊠did he?Â
An abrupt, halfhearted swat to the meat of your ass startles you back to reality with a soft yelp. âDonât go drifting off on me now, little miss. You still need to show me you know how to give appreciation for the things I give you. I didnât forget that last one.âÂ
Your cheeks burn somehow even hotter at that reminder. You had indeed let it slip your mind and you were quite tempted to tell him exactly where he could shove his thanks but you were a bit too caught up in the pitter patter skipping across your chest to truly fight it. His methods were the very definition of crazy but you couldnât exactly deny that they were working. Damn him.Â
Breathing deep to calm yourself, you let it out with a slow, shuddering exhale. âIâm sorry, sir. I wonât forget again.â
Wriothesley presses his mouth to your hair and murmurs a quiet, âgood girlâ that makes you go cross eyed from how intensely you shake because of it. You feel the shift of his arm but you donât even have the presence of mind to ask him to wait.Â
Swat! Right across the bare strip of your ass.Â
âNnghn! T - thank you, sir!â Swat! âThank you, sir! Oh - oooh, nnghah! Thank you, sir!â Swat! âHahhn! Ahh! Thank you, sir ⊠nghn! Thank you, sir âŠâ Swat!Â
Wheezing, you hang limply in his ironclad hold now, only having the strength left to jerk at the impact of his hand and twitch from time to time as the prickling heat gradually spreads and strengthens over your defenseless backside. Same as the last time, Wriothesley falls into an easy, steady rhythm that alternates between both cheeks, pausing only long enough for you to speak and then immediately cracking down on the opposite side. It doesnât take long for your bottom to start throbbing in hot, attention grabbing pulses that make you feel woozy with whatever trance comes over you whenever he strikes you like this. You donât understand it â arenât even really sure if you wanted to understand it at this point â but the Duke of Meropide is true to his word, and he maintains his unfaltering hold on you even when your legs slowly turn into limp, shuddering noodles under you.Â
Over and over, and over again, he spanks you until the world seems to spin around you at a nauseating pace, but your voice keeps you grounded and present in the moment. You couldnât escape the blistering sting of his hand in any capacity, not mentally and certainly not physically, so the only thing you can do is simply accept it. Not just the punishing bite of his palm striking the same tender spot repeatedly but him, specifically, too. The greater point of this lesson was not lost on you but you did almost wish it could have been accomplished a different way. Perhaps if you werenât always so stubborn âŠ
âOhh! T - thank you, sir!â You seethe, squirming against the mind numbing sting, but the next strike doesnât come though. So lost under the intoxicating medley of endorphins and adrenaline, you actually start to wonder if youâd actually thanked him out loud or if youâd only done so in your head. Panting raggedly, you swallow down a mouthful of air and then try again. âThank you, sir âŠâÂ
âDonât worry, I heard you the first time.â He murmurs, the note of humor in his voice inspiring a fresh shudder in your aching body when he gives your hip an approving pat. âYou did well, little miss. No screaming, no crying ⊠howâs your bottom feel?âÂ
Rather cruelly, Wriothesley drags his palm over the throbbing swell of your ass, and you tense up in his hold with a sharp hiss. âIt feels wonderful, sir.âÂ
He actually laughs at that â a real, genuine laugh that leaves you reeling and so surprised you can only blink in wide eyed disbelief as he carefully untangles himself from you so he can get you settled on your feet again. âThatâs what I like to hear. Youâre never going to lose that sharp tongue, are you?â He looks at you steadily, big hands cradling your hips to give you another moment longer to recover without needing to worry about falling over, and you just look back at him in perplexed silence.Â
Slowly bringing your arm up, you wipe at the evidence of tears on your hot face, and maybe just a tiny little bit of snot too. You would be glad for a wet rag when you got home. âI'm afraid not.âÂ
âGood. I like a girl with sass.â His smile edges into sly mischief territory, pinning you with a clear look of challenge. âIâll never run out of excuses to keep punishing you so long as you keep that up.âÂ
Sniffing primly, as if you hadnât just gotten your ass beat, you offer him a flat, unamused scowl. âYes, well, I really wish you hadnât pulled on my underwear like that. So unnecessary.â With a click of your tongue, you start to reach back with every intention of tugging them back down into place, but he reaches out to snag your arm before you can follow through.Â
âNo, leave it.âÂ
You sputter indignantly. âI beg your pardon?âÂ
âI said leave it like that. Itâll give you something to think about on the way home every time your dress brushes against your sore bottom, and keep you in suspense for the second part of your punishment.âÂ
â⊠you were serious?âÂ
âTerribly.âÂ
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
You could not believe you were doing this.Â
You absolutely, positively could not believe you were doing this!Â
Stealing a quick, surreptitious glance over your shoulder, you find Wriothesley right where you left him just a second ago. Standing at the foot of the stairs that lead into your small, cramped little flat in the city, one hand holding your leather bag at his side and the other expectantly braced on his hip while he patiently waited for you to get it into gear and unlock the door. A fresh rush of nervous anxiety crashes into you all at once, and you whip back around to fiddle with the key some more.Â
Dear archons above, you couldnât believe you were actually doing this!Â
Not only had you blithely accepted your fate and taken him straight to your home like a good, obedient pet, but youâd even been naive enough to find yourself somewhat excited to have him there on the way over. Even the constant throbbing that encompassed your poor bottom was not enough to distract from the eager pitter patter youâd felt in your chest but now that it was really happening and the full weight of the situation was bearing down upon you, you were suddenly consumed by a smothering sense of fear. What exactly was he going to do to you once he got you inside? Was he really planning on spanking you some more? Paddling you? What if he expected you to have sex with him after that brief exchange back in the alley?Â
Oh, bless the seven, what kind of horrible mistake had you made?Â
âDo you need any help?â He calls behind you, almost startling you enough to make you drop your key.Â
âNo, no! Everythingâs under control! Nothing to be concerned about!â You titter nervously and fumble to get the key inserted into the lock but your shaking hands keep missing and it felt like you were right on the brink of a full blown panic attack. Far be it that you were in any position to actually understand anything about this contemptible man but you were really going to have to make an effort to figure out what exactly it was that came over you every time you crossed paths with him, because now that it was faded to a mere afterthought you were a jittery mess.Â
It was almost like ⊠almost like he was drugging you, the effects so calming and soothing that your mind couldnt help but recede to a narrow pinpoint that consisted entirely of Wriothesley, his hands on you and the pain making your body sing. But heâd never had a chance to slip you anything. Youâd declined having any tea in his office, and you hadnât left your drink alone even once back at the cafe. So then what the hell was it?Â
Heâs suddenly leaning over you, beefy chest brushing against your shoulder, and you jolt so hard you really do drop your key this time. âEek! What are you doing?âÂ
Sending you a slow, mild look of questioning, Wriothesley sedately bends down to retrieve it from your feet and then straightens back up to his full, towering height again. âIâm helping you. Relax. Youâre going to pop a blood vessel one day, getting yourself so worked up.âÂ
Ignoring your indignant sputtering, he reaches around you to soundly insert the key into the lock on the first try, giving it a good turn to make the inner mechanism give way. He turns back to you with a vaguely pleased smile and you narrow your eyes at him in warning, holding out your hand to accept the key which he deposits neatly into your palm. You close your fist around it as he gestures you in first and, nose in the air, you huff your way inside with as much dignity as you can muster.Â
The sound of his heavy boots thumping after you and the subsequent swing, click and turning lock of the door quickly sobers you though, and you fretfully glance around the main room. You werenât exactly slovenly but it would have been nice to have some warning that he would be coming over beforehand so you could have cleaned. Your morning coffee cup was still sitting out on the table and - -Â
âNice place.âÂ
You subtly twitch at the sound of his voice. âIâm sure itâs nothing compared to what youâre used to, your grace.âÂ
Noising a noncommittal sound, Wriothesley wanders further into the flat, depositing your bag onto the table when he passes by it and then he pauses at the threshold of the small kitchen where he turns to look back at you. âMay I?âÂ
âKnock yourself out.â You murmur, crossing your arms somewhat defensively. He ducks his head in a brief nod and then promptly disappears into the next room where you can hear him walking around what sounds like the whole perimeter. Brow quirked, you curiously trail after him only to find the Duke of Meropide himself inspecting the contents of your icebox. âAre you looking for something?âÂ
âI wanted to see if you had something that could be used as a substitute salve for your bottom. Cryo slime condensate and some mint should work well enough in a pinch, but âŠâÂ
He trails off in thought and you canât quite help but laugh at the absurdity of it all. âDidnât come prepared then, I take it?âÂ
He closes the lid on the icebox and sends you a meaningful look across the room. âDonât worry, I wonât make the same mistake again.âÂ
This time you do laugh. âAwfully presumptuous of you to assume there will even be a next time, donât you think?âÂ
Wriothesley hums a sound that could mean any number of things or nothing at all, giving the kitchen a final look over before breezing right past you back out into the main room. Bewildered, you quickly trail after him hot on his heel.Â
âI mean, just look at the situation! Donât you think this is all a little odd from my perspective? You said you wanted to woo me but youâve certainly done a banger job of that so far and more to the point â wait!âÂ
You scramble forward, hands desperately reaching out to grab him when you realize heâs turning straight into the bathroom, but youâre a fraction of a second too late. Rounding the doorway with your heart lodged in your throat, you come face to face with a scene straight from your worst nightmares. A handful of your brassieres, some plain and cotton, others lacy and ruffled, hanging out to dry over the clawfoot tub, right out in the open.Â
And that was to say absolutely nothing of the panties hanging from the dainty drying rack right next to them!
âYou fiend! Donât look!â You scramble to get around him so you can reach up and frantically wrench a handful of your unmentionables loose, clutching them protectively to your chest, but the sound of his laughter gives you pause. You can practically feel steam coming out of your ears as you turn your head to glare daggers at him, knowing he wouldâve dropped dead on the spot if only looks could kill.Â
âCute.â Is all he says before turning on his heel and strolling right back out, leaving you standing there in your gaping confusion.Â
âWhat the â hey! Wait a second!âÂ
Very nearly tripping over your own feet, you lurch after him but this, too, is much too late to stop. You watch him swing your bedroom door open like he owned the place, disappearing inside without a second thought, and you come dashing in behind him just a second later.Â
Quickly inserting yourself between him and the rest of the room, you furiously throw your lingerie down on the floor and put your hands on your hips. âJust what do you think youâre doing?â You demand, breathing a little heavier than you wouldâve liked. âYouâre a guest here, not the damned landlord! You canât just waltz in here and start showing yourself around! What are you even looking for? I donât have anything of worth if youâre thinking about trying to rob me!âÂ
A bemused look settles across his face, sapphire eyes dancing with obvious mirth. âYou know better than that.âÂ
âAt this point Iâm not so sure anymore, your grace ⊠somehow every time we meet I just find myself caught up in a whirlwind and I canât make any sense of it. I donât understand you.âÂ
The last part is barely more than a whisper but his expression softens again, in as much as it ever does. With a deliberate slowness, like he was dealing with a terribly skittish animal, Wriothesley carefully steps closer and brings his arms up as if to pull you in against him. You twitch, instinctively tensing up, but you grudgingly allow him to gather you up against the firm wall of his body. It reminds you of the last time in his office and your mildly sore behind gives a muted throb at the lingering memory even as you breathe out a terse breath. Slowly, you start to relax against him. He certainly did smell nice âŠÂ
âForgive my poor manners. I did not mean to invade your privacy, little miss.â He tells you softly, matching the quiet intimacy of the bedroom and pulling you further under his damnable spell. âI only wanted to see how you lived so I could better understand you. Youâre not the easiest person to get a read on either, you know.âÂ
You want to prickle defensively at that â know you should â but you canât quite seem to find the strength to be upset anymore. Hesitantly, you bring your hands up to clutch at his waistcoat with hands that feel incredibly small against him. Dainty, even. âDid you mean it?âÂ
âHm?â His burly arms give you a lingering squeeze, one of his hands stiltedly rubbing over your back, and it makes you shudder against him.Â
âWhat you said earlier ⊠about wanting to woo me?âÂ
âAh. Youâre still thinking about that.â Chuckling quietly, Wriothesley shifts against you and you feel him tip his head back, speaking up at the ceiling now. âI did. I may be a no good scoundrel and a brute, but I wouldnât tell you something like that if I didnât mean it. I think youâre a lovely young lady, even if you are a pushy, hardheaded brat half the time. A pretty face and the smarts to match ⊠a cute butt,â His hand slides lower, curling over the swell of your bottom to give it a taunting pinch, making you whimper at the reignited ache in the skin. âAnd a cute pussy, too. Youâre the whole package as far as I can tell. Though, I do suppose weâve done things a bit out of order, havenât we?âÂ
You shake your head, face buried in the lower half of his thick chest. âYou are certainly a scoundrel, youâre right about that.âÂ
Dragging his hand back up, Wriothesley takes your hips and starts to gently nudge you back. âCome, letâs sit.âÂ
You almost fall for it, so caught up in the hazy shroud that seems to befall you every single time he touches you, but then you abruptly remember whatâs behind you. The bed. The one and only chair in the bedroom was in front of the desk, on the opposite wall. Your heart instantly slams into overdrive and you jerk back in his hold with a ragged gasp, hands coming up to shove at him. âNo!âÂ
To your great relief he actually stops at the near hysterical edge in your voice, giving you a funny look even as he cautiously releases his hold on you so he can lift his arms in surrender. âIâm sorry. Just calm down. Can you tell me whatâs wrong?âÂ
You wouldâve liked to breathe out a sigh, glad that he was, for whatever reason, taking you seriously now, but you were a bit too jittery with nerves to draw a full breath for that. Instead, you just offer up a tittering laugh and try to wave it off. âOf course nothings wrong. Itâs fine. Really. I just donât want to sit right now, thatâs all. Still so many things to do!âÂ
It feels like your face is on fire as you quickly duck around him to make a beeline for the door so you can get out of here and put some much needed space between the two of you, but Wriothesley stops you with a gentle yet firm hand on your elbow. Whimpering softly, you make a valiant attempt to twist out of his hold but as usual his grip on you is as good as iron and you soon find yourself pulled right back around to face him.Â
âThat was a rather big reaction for it being nothing. Iâm sure I could figure it out for myself in due time, but Iâd greatly appreciate you being honest with me now so I donât make the same mistake again going forward.â
âItâs nothing âŠâÂ
Wriothesley outright scoffs at that. âPardon my language, little miss, but thatâs bullshit. Iâve never heard you sound like that before, not even when I took that brush to your behind in my office. If I thought you were simply being dramatic or acting up I wouldnât humor it but thatâs not whatâs going on here ⊠is it?â
You donât immediately answer, not quite sure what to say or how to say it, and at length he draws an infinitely patient breath.Â
âI could probably guess,â He says almost thoughtfully, like he already had a sneaking suspicion. âIs it the bed? Are you scared of being in here alone with me?âÂ
Keeping your eyes downcast and firmly locked on the toes of your shoes, you give a slow nod in response. Archons, was he actually going to make you say it out loud âŠÂ
âI donât understand why, though. Iâve had plenty of chances to force myself on you if that was what I planned to do.âÂ
âIâm a virgin.âÂ
A visible startle dances down his arm. You screw your eyes shut, not quite sure what you expected him to say or do with that information and, for a horribly long beat, he doesnât seem to know what to do with it either. The long stretch of silence that follows your admittance is static charged and heavy. Cloyingly thick. Suffocating â though that very well could have just been from where your lungs were constricting painfully tight, braced for the pin to drop. You almost wished you were just being dramatic or bratty, and the thought of being stretched out underneath his massive body didnât scare you quite so much.Â
Finally, eventually, Wriothesley looses a slow puff of air. âThank you for telling me. Although I do wish youâd said something sooner, before I ⊠well, it doesnât matter, I suppose. All I did was touch you back in that alley, but I hope you realize how risky that could have been.âÂ
âIâm sorry, sir âŠâ Itâs all you can think to say.Â
With a mild click of his tongue, he gently tugs you into him again, and this time you canât stamp down the urge to fling your hands up and cling to him. âThere isnât anything for you to apologize to me for.â He murmurs, comfortingly rubbing across your back while the other hand slides up to cradle the curve of your skull. âLuckily Iâm not actually that much of a brute and Iâm capable of controlling myself. I wonât deny that I strongly considered sliding my fingers inside you back there but I decided to wait until we got to your place because âŠâÂ
He trails off, sounding ever so slightly ruffled, and you shift against him in your surprise. âBecause why?âÂ
âBecause I wasnât sure if you were going to be a screamer or not.âÂ
Your stomach gives a sudden lurch at the implication and you nuzzle your face deeper into his body, whimpering softly at the way your pussy flutters in unmistakable interest. You were undoubtedly curious, keen even, but ⊠despite its potency that eager gushing excitement wasnât quite enough to dispel your concerns on the matter. He was just so big, you could only imagine whatever was hiding in his pants must be rather large too. Never mind the fact youâd only just met the guy not that long ago, how were you supposed to rationalize the size difference here?Â
Youâre still trying to work that out in your cotton stuffed mind when, eventually, Wriothesley gives you a final, reassuring pat and then carefully moves to extricate you from himself. âAlright. Come with me. Letâs talk in the other room then. Iâm not going to make you do anything you donât want.âÂ
Unable to stop it, you shoot him a sharp, unamused look but he just gives you that small, secretive smile as he guides you through the door which he reaches back to close behind himself with a soft click of finality. You were loath to admit it but you did feel marginally better having the bed closed off away from the both of you. It seemed less dangerous, somehow.Â
âNothing like that.â He amends, steering you over to the table in the main room where he tugs out a chair and drops himself into it. Much to your squawking surprise, however, he then half lifts, half pulls you on top of him to sit on his thigh and you waver nervously on your perch. You werenât used to being manhandled in such a way â or any way, for that matter â but he steadies you with a firm hand, taking a moment to make sure youâre situated comfortably before leveling you with an unexpectedly sincere look. âLetâs make a deal. Weâll continue on as we have been, and nothing changes. Iâd still like to work with you on your proposals for the inmates, because I think you have a good head on your shoulders and your heart is generally in the right place, even if it is at times a bit misguided. Iâd also like to keep seeing you, if youâll permit it. I wonât force myself on you and weâll take it at your pace, whatever youâre comfortable with. You just need to be honest with me about these things, and I think weâll do just fine.âÂ
Slowly, your gaze starts to wander in thought, but Wriothesley reaches up to take your chin and turn you back to look at him again.Â
âIâm serious, little miss. You can still be a brat and talk back to me all you want, and Iâll just keep putting you in your place. I can correct you as many times as you need me to. But you have to be upfront about this. Iâm not a mind reader, and I canât know what youâre feeling unless you tell me. Do you understand?âÂ
You search his face for a moment, admittedly taken aback by the weight in his gaze. It was ⊠a lot. But Wriothesley, as a person, was also a lot. You couldnât read him, didnât understand him, could barely stand to be in the same room as him, so ⊠why then did you suddenly want him to kiss you so badly? Surely it was just that muddied, intoxicating daze that fell over you every time he touched you influencing your judgment, right?Â
Right?Â
âYes, your grace. I understand.âÂ
He relaxes somewhat, some of the tension draining from his broad shoulders as he gives your hip a reassuring squeeze. âExcellent. Are you ready for the rest of your lesson now?âÂ
Sending him a wary look, you decide to test the waters some. You were always good at that. âWhat if I tell you Iâm not comfortable having you spank me like a child every time the thought strikes your fancy?âÂ
âThen Iâd tell you thatâs too bad. Iâve already seen for myself just how quickly you get yourself in order with the right incentive, and Iâm also well aware that you secretly like it. More importantly, however, I know you need it. You felt good after the last time, didnât you?âÂ
You scoff at that and turn on his lap to affix your gaze to literally anything other than him. âI wouldnât describe barely being able to sit down on the aquabus just to get back to the city as feeling good. I was miserable for days!âÂ
âYou deserved it.â He teases you, his tone taking on a playful edge as he brings his hand up to capture your chin again. You fight it though, twisting on his thigh and leaning as far back as you can manage without falling right off, but Wriothesley is persistent and he just follows after you, easily brushing off the smack of your hand when you try to slap him away. Finally, he manages to successfully get those long fingers around your jaw and he pulls you close until your nose comes to a stop just a scant few millimeters from his. âCome on, just look at me for a moment. Rather than physically, how did you feel mentally? Refreshed, right? Like youâd been flushed clean and filled back up again. Or maybe it would be more accurate to say like youâd been disassembled and then put back together.âÂ
âThatâs not an inaccurate way to put it âŠâ You relent at last, though not without a fussy huff. âBut I still donât know if Iâd call that feeling good, your grace. I donât ⊠Iâm not sure what I felt or why I liked it but ââ Abruptly choking on what youâre saying, you look into the steady blue of his eyes with yours wide and round as deeply felt embarrassment creeps into your face. Why in the world did you say that? âW - will you kiss me, my lord?âÂ
âHmm. Do you want a kiss before or after your spanking?âÂ
âThatâs not - -âÂ
âI am not so easily distracted, little miss. You would do well to remember that.â Softly, Wriothesley soothes the blunt, calloused pad of his thumb over your cheek, still just looking at you. Still waiting on an answer. âShall I make the decision for you?âÂ
Eyes flashing dangerously, you rear back to escape his hold and, surprisingly, he lets you go. Emboldened, you primly find your feet and he lets you do that too. You feel strangely victorious as you half turn away from him, hating the jittery, almost eager excitement that starts to course through you now. How shameful to react in such a way when you knew what was going to happen to you and there would be no escaping it. Had you always been such a masochist?Â
âPerhaps I no longer want a kiss from his grace if that is how heâs going to be about it. Iâll accept my punishment but you neednât worry yourself with silly things like kisses or hugs, or anything of the sort.âÂ
Snorting a quiet laugh, Wriothesley leans back in the chair with a soft creak. âAlright. Go get me one of your hairbrushes.â You give a little jerk and whip your head around to outright gape at him, but he just pins you with that usual smile. âA sturdy one. Nothing flimsy, or Iâll add twenty more on top of what youâre already getting.âÂ
You open your mouth to protest, think better of it and slowly press your lips into a thin line instead. Hands clenching into tight fists at your sides, you storm off to the bathroom where you dig around inside the cupboard for a prolonged moment before eventually locating a broad backed wooden brush you no longer used which looked relatively similar to the one heâd had in his office. With your heart in your throat, you take it back to him and he accepts it with a small murmur of thanks.Â
âAnything else, your grace?âÂ
âIâm glad you asked, actually.â He pauses to set the brush aside on the table and then looks at you again. âTake off your panties, please.âÂ
Your brows shoot up in stark surprise, making him chuckle.Â
âRelax. I have no intention of doing anything untoward with you. I just want to see if youâll willingly take them off and crawl across my lap or if Iâll have to drag you again. Itâs hard, isnât it? Knowing whatâs coming but still putting yourself in that position anyway. I wonder how wet youâre getting just thinking about it.âÂ
âY - you just said - -â
âI said I wouldnât do anything untoward. Not that I wouldnât tease you a little bit.âÂ
The sly, mischievous twinkle in his eye irritates you a great deal, and you shyly avert your gaze elsewhere as you hesitantly reach under your dress. âYou are a terror!âÂ
âIâm sure your ass will be in agreement with that soon enough.âÂ
Groaning very softly, you hook your fingers into the waistband of your panties and carefully shimmy them down your legs so you can step out. Wriothesley watches attentively as you straighten up again, anxiously holding the balled up cotton to your chest even as you not so subtly rub your thighs together. You were indeed wet, you were more than a little horrified to realize. But he already knew that from earlier, or so you try to tell yourself, and you hesitate for only a moment when he expectantly holds out a hand to you. Shuffling over, you try very hard to ignore the way your heartbeat threatens to choke you as you carefully reach out to place your palm in his. Wriothesley pulls you even closer until your knee brushes his thigh and he reaches up to gently pluck your wadded up underwear from your slack fingers. He watches your face while he does it but you arenât sure what he sees looking back at him when you were feeling so many surging emotions all at once, and he just carelessly tosses them on top of the table, not far from the brush.Â
âLay down for me?âÂ
You give a tight lipped nod but you donât move. Canât move. You just stand there for a long, drawn out beat with your hand clasped in his, trying to will your legs to move, but itâs like youâre rooted to the spot. Gradually, your eyes start to widen. Were you paralyzed with fear or ⊠something else?Â
Shifting forward in his seat slightly, Wriothesley tips his head to look at your downturned face. âDo you want some help?âÂ
âNo!â You rush to say, jerking your head in a quick shake. âThatâs quite alright, your grace. Just, ah âŠâ
âI told you it was hard. Knowing what youâre submitting yourself to can really impact your mental state going into a spanking, which is precisely why I wanted to see how youâd react. Though, if you want my personal opinion,â He draws a brief, stilted breath. âI donât think youâre quite as strong as you like to believe yourself to be, and I donât say that disparagingly. Thereâs nothing wrong with needing help from time to time. If you ask me, Iâll give it to you.âÂ
Softly, you start to shake. Your first instinct was, of course, to snap at him and put on a brave face, and impulsively throw yourself across his lap just to show him, to spite him. But you were feeling a little too vulnerable after everything that had happened today â and a lot had certainly happened between you and him. Youâd reached some sort of tentative understanding though, hadnât you? Had even admitted to something deeply personal and intimate (a few somethingâs, if you were being honest) and heâd met you with sincerity and honesty of his own so âŠÂ
Maybe it really was okay to be vulnerable with him?Â
âI ââ You choke on that one single word and have to swallow before trying again. âIâm scared, your grace. I want to do it but I canât bring myself to ⊠and I don't know why. Itâs silly, isnât it?âÂ
Your voice cracks on the last word, something in you shattering when Wriothesley dutifully reaches out to take gentle hold of your hip. The first tears streak down your cheeks as he positions you between the wide spread of his legs so he can gather up the front of your dress while you mewl and swipe at your face. You donât know whatâs suddenly come over you but everything abruptly comes rushing out in a flood that leaves you shuddering in front of him.Â
Satisfied that he had enough of the material gathered up to prevent it from getting caught under you now, he brings the other hand up to grab your waist. Under his steady guidance, you find yourself stiffly bending forward to lay across his thigh, vibrating at an ever increasing frequency when he tugs you more firmly into place to nudge your butt into the air.Â
âAre you comfortable like that, or would you prefer to lay across both my legs?âÂ
âThis is fine.â You thinly respond and, without any further preamble, Wriothesley flips the back of your dress up. Squeaking softly at the sudden rush of cool air against your already sore bottom, you lift both hands to cover your face with a quiet whimper only to yelp a beat later when he cups the meaty swell of one cheek before doing the same to the other. He gives this one a short, lingering squeeze to make you hiss at the residual pain and then returns to the other side to do the same.Â
He takes his time with it, just casually alternating his touch between both sides of your ass, rubbing and caressing the heated skin, offering it occasional pinches to really get the nerves sensitized. The anticipation of waiting is itâs own special brand of torture, and you start to feel well and truly dizzy with it long before he decides to get started. You really couldnât believe you were doing this entirely of your own volition ⊠not only had you wanted him to do it youâd even let him help you place yourself on the chopping block. What in the world was wrong with you?Â
âIâm going to start,â He intones at last, drawing his heavy palm over your ass one final time. âYou donât have to count or thank me for this. Weâll save that for your paddling at the end. For right now I just want you to focus on what it is youâre feeling, is that understood?âÂ
âYes, sir âŠâÂ
âGood girl.âÂ
His hand suddenly retreats and â swat!Â
You immediately lurch forward with a wounded, faltering sound of agony, tipping straight forward onto your toes in an instinctive attempt to escape that blistering swing. His thick arm tightens around your middle though, giving you enough room to squirm and dance, and writhe, but not nearly enough for you to slip loose. The security that comes in knowing his hold on you is so absolute is surprisingly reassuring though, and you allow yourself to freely feel every single moment of the following few minutes in unrestrained misery.Â
Just as every other time heâs spanked you, Wriothesley starts in on your sit spots first and he pays them extra special attention now, alternating back and forth between one and the other at a steady, unfaltering pace. Even trying to curl your legs up does nothing to dissuade him, and you just end up futilely kicking at the air while he continues to rain blow after blow, after blow upon your upturned ass. The insidious nature of him warming you up in the alley first and then letting the sting settle and fester, and recede to a dull ache before starting up again makes itself immediately known and it only becomes increasingly worse as it goes on. It feels like you're being pricked and stabbed by a million tiny needles all at once, and you choke on a half strangled wail when fresh tears soon start to stream down your face.Â
Swat! Swat! Swat! Swat!Â
Over and over again, until it turns into a constant, painful blur. Youâre vaguely aware of snot dribbling from your nose but you donât quite have the wherewithal to reach up and swipe it away, much too consumed by the fiery burn spreading across your bottom to care very much about that right now. All you could really seem to comprehend in that moment was that it hurt. Bad. And with that sudden, clawing surge of pain came more tears, more sobbing, more hissing grunts that get caught in your raw throat and seem to cling there. It was overwhelming in a way that made your brain struggle just to process it, the ultimate culmination of too much buildup and not enough time to truly understand any of it.Â
Swat! Swat! Swat! Swat!Â
Itâs all you can do just to keep breathing through it. Was he actually hitting you harder this time, or was it something else making you squeal so much? All the livewire tension between you and the Duke of Meropide had finally crested, reached its breaking point after skirting around each other and the ever present looming threat of this all day, and it was â it was somehow both better and worse than the first time. It felt amazing to let your mind slip from the material world to a distant, dreamy place somewhere far, far away but it was also agonizing and teeth rattling in equal measure. Your ass felt like it was melting under the heavy crack of his palm. You hated it. You loved it. You had no damn idea what you were feeling anymore.Â
Swat! Swat! Swat! Swat!Â
And suddenly ⊠it stops.Â
Bonelessly rocking forward at the sudden reprieve, you let out a faltering, wet little gurgle that prompts him to slide his anchoring hand up to rub over your violently shuddering back. You probably would have found it quite reassuring had you not felt like you were going to be sick.Â
âHow are you holding up, little miss?âÂ
âIâm fine âŠâ You slur out, still gasping for breath. Wriothesley pauses a moment, seems to think about it, and then shifts under you in the chair.Â
âHere, letâs get your legs up as well. The way you jerk so much itâs a wonder you havenât pulled something yet.â He leans over you to reach down, gathering up your bottom half, and you wordlessly groan in protest as you weakly struggle against his hold. âHush. I know it hurts but be a good girl for me, okay? There you go ⊠isnât that better? A little less strain on your middle, right?âÂ
He pets you, very softly, and you tuck your face down against the side of his thigh with a pitiful tiny sniffle. You couldnât feel much of anything other than the continuous, throbbing burning that blankets your entire backside, but if he said it was better to lay out across both his legs like this then it probably was. You were just so tired. Exhausted. You barely even had the energy left to cry anymore.Â
And thatâs when it hits you. What heâd been talking about earlier. It did feel like youâd been flushed clean, every single thought, emotion and memory youâd ever possessed effectively wiped right out of existence and in its place was an empty blank canvas just waiting to be filled up again. For the moment at least you were free, and suddenly the tears start coming again even harder than before.Â
Wriothesley holds you through it, gently shushing you and rubbing your back when the tremors start to become too much, threatening to shatter you into a million fleeting pieces right there on his lap. It takes what seems like a very long time for you to start to calm yourself but eventually, finally, you slowly come down from it one jagged shard of you at a time. It leaves you wheezing in the aftermath, hiccuping every so often, and still he just keeps holding you.Â
It was ⊠it was kind of nice, actually.Â
âAre you in the right headspace for your paddling now?âÂ
Grimacing slightly, you sensitively squirm and shake on his lap. âMust we?âÂ
âIâm afraid we must.â He agrees solemnly, tracing his blunt fingertips over the small of your back. âRemember what I told you last time about reinforcing the lesson and making sure youâve been paying attention? Can you tell me what it is youâre being punished for?âÂ
It takes you a very long moment to remember. âI didnât want you to pay for my lunch but you insisted, and I got mad ⊠you make me really mad sometimes.âÂ
Wriothesley snorts a quiet laugh. âSo Iâve noticed. What else, little miss? What else did you do to earn this hairbrush?âÂ
Your head spins from thinking so hard but at last you manage a soft, âI lied.âÂ
âGood. What did you lie to me about?âÂ
âI ⊠I lied about not enjoying it.â
Humming, he traces the path of your spine up to the bunched fabric of your dress, following the curve of every individual divot and bump. âWhy did you lie to me about that?âÂ
You really arenât sure. Try as you might you just couldnât seem to recall but, at last, you eventually settle on, âBecause I donât want to enjoy it. I donât know why I do. Actually Iâm not even really sure if I do enjoy it, or if youâre just tricking me.âÂ
âHow would I possibly accomplish that?âÂ
âI donât know âŠâÂ
âWell, sweet girl, let me tell you something. Thereâs no shame in enjoying it and I am certainly not tricking you into it either. What is it that you like about it, specifically?âÂ
You have to labor over that one too. Why was he asking you such complicated questions now of all times, when your head felt like it had been split open and pulled apart? âI guess I like the way your hands feel on me. I like how big you are, and how strong. I feel very small with his grace.â
A pause, thoughtful and curious. âDo you like being made to feel small?âÂ
Brows knitting as a little bit of the fog starts to peel back, you bring your head up with a heavy, sluggish groan. âStop asking me so many complicated questions. You are an insufferable man, your grace.âÂ
âWell, then. My apologies.â He huffs, playing at offense, but you donât miss the note of laughter in his voice even in your intoxicated state. Turning your head when he leans forward to grab the brush, you stiffen slightly with the realization that, yes, he was indeed about to spank you with it and you canât help the curling tendril of fear at that as he settles back again. âDo you feel up to counting today, or would you like to just get it done and over with?âÂ
âThat doesnât seem like much of a choice âŠâÂ
Another amused snort. âIt probably doesnât. But you have been awfully good for me since we left that alley. Donât think I didnât see those big googly eyes you kept throwing at me.â He teases and, groaning, you reach up to cover your face again while he quietly laughs at your expense. âHow about this - you count and Iâll give you a reward at the end. That sounds a bit more fair, doesnât it?Â
âFine. I donât even care, just - -â
Swat!Â
It hits you out of nowhere and leaves you reeling, sensitively gasping and struggling just to stay in one piece. You shake for everything youâre worth, toes painfully flexing at the suffocating sensation while you twist against it. The brush hurt so, so bad. It felt like it was going to break you.Â
âDonât start getting mouthy just because I gave you a chance to rest for a little bit. Goodness, Iâm not sure Iâve ever seen anyone bounce back as quickly as you do.â Wriothesley seems to give his head a brief shake, readjusting the position of his legs under you to subtly angle your ass a bit higher and your top half just a pinch lower. The change in position leaves you blubbering for as slight as it is, and you furiously cling to his pant leg in a grip so tight it makes the knuckles scream, but a soft, attention grabbing tap of the brush against your hip soon draws you back into the moment.Â
âIâm waiting.â
âO - o - one, sir âŠâÂ
Swat!Â
You nearly come right up off his lap from how hard you jerk, but his free hand presses down on your lower back to keep you pinned. Teeth gnashing, you viciously hiss and seeth, impotently kicking your legs against the blinding sting, but it does very little in the way of good. The hurt just sinks in, spreads and then lingers with a tingly, pinprick throb. Suddenly you werenât so sure you could do this.Â
âI ⊠I - I c - canât ââ
âYou can, little miss. Although it looks like you might be a bit bruised by the end of it, I have nothing but the utmost faith in you.âÂ
As if that made you feel even one iota better about it!Â
With a pitiful, sobbing mewl, you tuck your face down against his leg in defeat. There was nothing else you could do. âT - ⊠two, sir.âÂ
A short pause and then â swat!Â
You positively shriek, shaking so hard across his legs itâs probably a miracle he manages to stop you from sliding right off. This was terrible, and youâd barely even gotten started!Â
The tears were starting to come again, or trying to, anyway, but you seemed to have cried everything out already. Your eyes just burn and swim with unshed films of mist as you rock against Wriothesleyâs legs with each punishing blow. You could feel your skin crawling with every sickening pulse across your bottom, and that was to say nothing of the way your stomach lurches as if to shoot right up out of your throat. You didnât feel quite as sick as before, but you were still pretty sure that you were going to be sick all over.Â
Swat!Â
You almost lose count, then you suddenly remember youâre only on seven.Â
Hysterically, you start to wail.Â
âS - seven, ss - sir ⊠eeek! Hahhnngh ⊠ha - eight, sir, please, donât â yaaahhah! Oooh, nooo ⊠youâre so mean, ahhn! Haahn! Youâre mean, mean, mean!âÂ
âAm I now?â He drawls, barely heard over your own delirious blabbering. Youâd never felt like this before. Never been so incredibly caught up in such all encompassing, dizzying pain, and all you can seem to do is wheeze through it while you uselessly squirm in his lap.Â
âSs - surely Iâm not the â the first person to tell y - you that âŠâÂ
âYouâre not. However, I think you can come up with a much better way to stall than that.âÂ
You laugh, hysterical and thin. He really was cruel. Quite possibly the meanest person youâd ever been unlucky enough to meet, which just further begged the question ⊠why did you secretly feel so drawn to him, if he was nothing but mean to you? It didnât make any sense. But, then again, neither does the way you mindlessly push back to arch your searing hot ass up in the air. You really couldnât fathom whatâs come over you, but you donât stop long enough to linger on it or figure it out.Â
âNine, sir!â
Wriothesley doesnât even hesitate. Swat!Â
Writhing uncontrollably, you force yourself to seethe through it as fast as youâre able to so you can get the next one done and over with. This had quickly turned into an effort in strength of will rather than any kind of physical endurance, but youâd let him beat your ass a bit too much to tap out now. You would push through this just so you could slap him across his stupid smug face as soon as youâd recovered enough to do so!Â
Legs kicking out violently, you take a moment to just shriek into the meat of his leg to muffle the sound. You were so close though ⊠just a few more and you could finally be done with it.Â
âNnghn - hahh! Ahh ⊠four - fourteen, sir! Yaahhghh! Ooohhooo ⊠oww. Fifteen, sir âŠâ
Swat!Â
âAhhgghh! Sixteen, sir! Eeek! Hehhee, eeh ⊠s - seventeen ⊠sir ⊠yeowwch! Ohh, please! No more, no more, no mooooore!âÂ
Patiently waiting until you calm down enough to hear him, Wriothesley gives your hip a soft, comforting caress with an accompanying jostle to go with it. âYou only have two left, little miss. Are you sure you canât do it? Hm? It seems like it would be such a waste of your efforts to take your punishment like a big girl only to give up now ⊠I can give you a short break, if you want.âÂ
Struggling not to hyperventilate, you suck in a series of quick, wet breaths and try very hard not to think about how badly your ass hurts. âY - youâd really stop?â You squeak out, sounding threadbare and pitiful.Â
âIf you truly needed me to, yes. But there is a big difference between you simply not wanting to do something and you being unable to do it. I think right now youâre just overwhelmed, is all, but do correct me if Iâm wrong.âÂ
You think about that for a long beat, frantically trying to blink away the thick tears lingering in your eyes. If it had been any more than two you were quite certain you wouldnât have been able to do it but ⊠two wasnât so bad. It could have certainly been worse.Â
Finding your resolve, you viciously fist his pant leg in your hands and force your shuddering body to go still, thinking perhaps that would somehow help you get through the last of it. âEh - eighteen, sir. Please.â
He shifts against you and â Swat!Â
It punches the air right out of you, leaves you gulping for oxygen like a fish out of water, but you donât stop long enough to let it fully sink in. You couldnât. âNineteen, sir!âÂ
Swat!Â
âTwenty! Ooooh, oh god, oh god!âÂ
âShh. Deep breaths. Just breathe it in and then let it out. There, youâve got it. Keep going like that and youâll be running your mouth again in no time.â He murmurs, making you groan in agony. As if the splintering, eye rattling pain wasnât bad enough, now you had to listen to him crack jokes too. Amazing.Â
But, much to your chagrin, it does work, and you gradually start to come down from it enough to think a little more clearly as the minutes continue to tick by. Itâs not by much but at least it lessens enough so that your brain doesnât feel like itâs bobbing in the tumultuous current out at sea. Even the first time heâd done this you hadnât felt quite so drained and exhausted ⊠but surely he hadnât been taking it easy on you back then, right?Â
Right?Â
âDoing good over there?âÂ
You draw a slow, stilted breath to steady yourself. âYeah ⊠no thanks to you, though.âÂ
âHah. And what did I say? I knew you werenât going to stay down long.âÂ
Gingerly, you start to push up, eager to get out of this uncomfortable position on your stomach, but Wriothesley is quick to grab you so he can control how fast you go, how quickly you can slide jelly filled legs to the floor and make an attempt to stand, but you just shake all over like a newborn fawn even with his help. With a soft click of his tongue, the Duke of Meropide reaches up to grab under your arms and non too gently hauls you right back into his lap again despite your halfhearted protests. The only difference is, this time, you suddenly find yourself straddling his thick thigh and you jolt like heâd zapped you when the pressure digs up into your cunt.Â
Noising a wordless sound of confusion, you dazedly glance down to take in the sight of your legs bracketing his thigh, the material of your dress bunched and pooled around you in an inelegant, wrinkled heap. You have no idea what to make of this sudden development, how to even begin processing it. All you know is that the body heat bleeding up from him into you makes your pussy tingle warmly, and you abruptly realize just how wet you really are. The thought that immediately follows that one makes your eyes go big in horror.Â
âW - wait ââ You stammer, trying to stand again, but he just firmly holds you in place with those big rough hands on your hips. âYour grace, thatâs - -â
âHush. Itâs nothing for you to worry your pretty little head over. Just relax. You want your reward, donât you?âÂ
Quaking, you cautiously lift your attention back to his face. âR - reward?âÂ
Blunt fingers digging into you, Wriothesley keeps his gaze locked on yours as he slowly starts to lean forward. Youâre so confused and jittery that you donât know what to make of it at first, have no clue what heâs planning to do, but then â he kisses you. And suddenly everything seems to screech to a standstill.Â
Itâs a soft yet firm press of his lips against yours, so featherlight and brief that it probably would have barely registered in your punchdrunk mind were it not for the intense spark of static energy that zaps through you all at once. You give a tiny little jerk against him, too surprised to react for a long, drawn out beat in which he simply keeps his mouth pressed to yours and nothing more. Like he was waiting. Anticipating how you would respond, if you would respond, when you would respond.Â
Abruptly, a delayed shudder finally tears through you hard enough to make you sway on his thigh. A soft gasp followed by a faltering groan. Your lashes sensitively flutter at the sudden rush of heady, sharp arousal that crashes into you all at once and you lift your hands, cautiously slow, to clutch at his impossibly broad shoulders. Wriothesley breathes out a soft sound of approval, spurning you on as he tips his head slightly to better accept the warbling kiss you shyly press back into him. He lets you test the waters on your own for a drawn out beat, his mouth steady under yours when he occasionally moves his lips with yours to further draw you into the motion despite your trembling uncertainty.Â
You like the way he tastes, youâre a little surprised to find. You also like the way he feels against you, under you, encompassing you, practically smothering you, and it doesnât take long for a strange sense of desperation to creep in, prompting you to cling to him tighter. Kiss him more fervently and stiltedly rock into him in a blind search for more of what only he seemed to be able to give you.Â
As if that was the cue heâd been waiting for this whole time, Wriothesley starts to kiss you back in earnest now, suddenly dominating the exchange to leave you feeling lightheaded and dizzy. At the same time his hands on your waist tug your pelvis forward to drag your bare cunt across the swell of his thigh, and you sharply gasp at the intense sensation it causes. Nudging his leg up a little higher to make your toes inch up off the ground and leave the majority of your weight centered on your core, he settles into a tortuously slow pace of push and pull, guiding you through the motions with the ever secure anchor of his hands on your body. You quickly succumb to it, all of it. The sensation dragging against your slit as much as the ever present throb across your ass that seems to mirror the wild rhythm of your pulse, the mind numbing way he kisses you, the smell of him as much as the taste of him. You were drowning in it all, sinking alarmingly fast.Â
Finally unable to take it any longer, you weakly turn away from his demanding mouth to keen into the air, soft and thin. He doesnât even hesitate to latch onto the side of your neck, pecking at your jaw and the pounding pulse point he finds a little lower, and you soon shudder at the warm, wet drag of a hot tongue when he laps at your skin. It really was too much. He was too much.Â
âAah ⊠y - your grace, please, I â I donât understand - -â
âI know, I know.â He shushes you in a low, rumbling growl that has you instinctively arching your back, the glide of your cunt stuttering over his thigh at the overwhelm but his massive hands just keep tugging you back and forth, back and forth. âJust relax and let me take care of it. Iâve got you, okay? You know that donât you, pretty girl?âÂ
His mouth works its way back up, kissing along your cheek to claim your mouth again. As if heâs trying to consume you, pull you into his body, and he drags another stilted whine from the back of your throat with the dizzying motion. The lingering sting of tears rises in your eyes once again as you continue to rock against him, hips squirming eagerly in his hold, but no matter how wild you get he just keeps at that same unhurried pace. Itâs almost as tortuous as the throbbing pulse that spears through your heated bottom with every little shift or jostle, but it inexplicably seems to make you even wetter. You were soaring unlike ever before. Reeling and heaving, gasping into his mouth. Having no other choice but to accept what he gives â whatever he gives you and however he so chooses â you slump into him and wrap your arms around his neck, clinging for dear life while the tension thrumming through you ratchets higher and higher.Â
Youâre so caught up in it you almost miss the first sign that this is having any effect on him at all when Wriothesley reluctantly drags his lips off yours in favor of groaning against the side of your face. âShit, youâre so wet I can feel it bleeding right through my pants leg ⊠you said I was a terror earlier but I honestly think the same thing of you.â A clipped, almost strained laugh. âI fear you may yet be the death of me at this rate, little miss âŠâÂ
You whimper at that, tightly screwing your eyes shut as you ride the gradually creating waves washing over you, each a little stronger than the last. âIâm sorry, your grace ⊠I - Iâll have it dry cleaned for you, if â if youâd like âŠâÂ
âNonsense.â He growls, turning his head so he can take a quick nip at your ear to make you gasp. âSay anything like that ever again and Iâll take you right back over my knee, do you hear me? Soak them for all I care. Come on, I know you want to cum ⊠I can feel that cute little pussy of yours throbbing on my leg. Feels like youâve got another heartbeat down there, doesnât it? Bet it matches the one in your ass too âŠâ
Crying out in stricken distress, you shudder so violently your hips grind to a sudden halt even when his hands try to keep you moving. He could force you to, if he really wanted, and you knew this, but instead â and much to your gasping surprise, Wriothesley digs his fingers in tight enough to bruise and starts bouncing his leg under you. The sound that suddenly bursts out of you is hysterical and high pitched as you sway and jolt on his lap, hands scrabbling to clutch at him somehow more fervently. The building tension in your body was too much and it locks up every single muscle, sets every single nerve ending to vibrate even while you suck in a haggard mouthful of air that doesnât seem to be enough. Your lungs are constricting, they wonât expand, and you choke on it, disoriented in the potent flood of endorphins that bears down on you with all the force of a raging hurricane.Â
It felt like you were going to vibrate right off his lap.Â
âThatâs it. Cum for me, lovely girl. Let me see how you look when youâre cumming for me, all nice and pretty. Youâre so good for me, when you want to be ⊠but you secretly like being a good girl, donât you? You want me to keep praising you and rewarding you just as much as you want me to keep putting you in your place. Yeah, Iâve got you all figured out now. Donât be scared. I wonât let you fall, just let it go. Cum for me, baby, scream for me - -âÂ
Youâre completely blindsided when the coil finally snaps and you do indeed scream, shrieking plaintively as your legs jerk and try to find purchase on the floor, try to push yourself up to escape the onslaught of sensation, but he just holds you in place even when you devolve into a mindless fit of spasms on top of him. Wailing in pleasure so potent it almost hurts, you judder through your orgasm and shove your face into the soft fur embellishing his coat, muffling the sound just enough to stop it from echoing endlessly inside your head. The persistent nudge of his leg right against your squeezing cunt seems to drag it out, encouraging tremor after quaking tremor to tear through you until, at last, you can take no more and you go boneless against him with a frazzled, heaving groan.Â
Finally, Wriothesley slows the bounce of his leg and then stills all together. Giving you an appreciative pinch around the waist, he slowly drags his hands up your sides to wrap around you and tuck you more closely against him while you weakly twitch through your post-climax haze, struggling to calm your breathing. He lets out a terse, shuddering breath of his own and rubs across your back in comforting circles, sounding a bit dazed himself when he eventually speaks again.Â
âArchons, you're perfect.âÂ
Offering up a soft whine, you give your head a numb shake. âDonât say that.â You murmur into his collar.Â
âBut itâs true. I wouldnât lie to you, little miss. Not about anything.â Silence settles over the two of you for a long stretch, just sharing the mutual body heat between each other and the lingering haze of static energy in the room. Eventually, though, Wriothesley turns his head to tuck his face in close to yours, pressing a featherlight kiss to your temple. âWe need to get you cleaned up and situated but I just want to make sure you know Iâm proud of you.â
You go stock still at that, your fingers sinking deeper into his shoulders. âWhat?âÂ
Snorting, he nuzzles further into you until you have no choice but to turn your head, grudgingly allowing him to press his forehead against yours. âFor everything, but especially for finishing your paddling.â He murmurs softly into the razor thin space separating you from him. âI know that was exceptionally hard for you to do but you took it well and you pushed through. Iâm also quite pleased that you were able to cum for me. That satisfied me a great deal too.âÂ
âItâs not like I really had much of a choice âŠâÂ
âThatâs why Iâm here, isnât it? To give you what you need, even if you donât realize you need it yet.âÂ
Huffing a brief sound of fluster, you quickly gather your resolve and force yourself to pull away, even though you would have gladly clung to him for the rest of the day if you would have allowed it. That seemed like it probably wasnât the best idea though. Too tempting to reconcile in your mind, so you carefully untangle from him and move to stand up. Youâre quite relieved that he lets you go without a fuss, helping you find your balance and get your legs under you again, but you regret it almost as soon as you take a step back and see his pant leg.Â
The wet stain bleeding through the fabric is rather obvious on the light gray material, and embarrassingly spread out too. Gasping in unmitigated horror, you quickly slap your hands over your face and make an impulsive, blind dash for the bathroom to lock yourself away and wallow in your own embarrassment in peace. And Wriothesley, for his part, just laughs at your reaction, evidently not at all concerned about either getting his pants clean or being able to coax you back out later.Â
I love the complexitivity of their relationship and how they are so vulnerable with each other. Also thank you for writing this without it being just mindless spanking just for the sake of it and someone just being subdued for someone elses pleasure entirely. It is a damn hard subject to write without it being trash with no emotion.
"Daring today, are we?" Wriothesley asks, sharp smile and narrowed eyes âdaring you to do something furtherâ so very close to your face. His red tie is in your hand, wrapped around your fist, and the reason why he's close enough that you can see the flecks of green and grey in his eyes.
"Maybe you're just not daring enough," you goad. You give another sharp tug, and it surprises him enough that he jolts an inch forward. When he rights himself, the glint in his eye promises that if you keep this up, you'll be in for it later.
His hands move to your waist, wrapped palms warm where they hold you in his grip. Wriothesley retaliates by dragging you forward (you do not yelp in surprise. You don't) until you feel the beat of his heart in his chest. He smells so goodâ something masculine, like some cologne, paired with his own natural smell of sweat and whatever tea he had that morning. It's addicting.
"You still want to keep the attitude, honey?" He asks, voice a low rumble. You feel the vibrations travel from his chest through yours, spreading through your entire body and making you fucking tremble. Your teeth clench, and you pointedly look away from him, hoping he can't tell the way blood rushes to your face. His red tie falls from your hands, fluttering limply in the air before settling once more.
Wriothesley leans forward, lips brushing your ear, hands clutching at you and holding you close. He's so warm. "Good choice," he murmurs, pressing a kiss to the shell of your ear. If he wasn't holding you up, you think your knees would have turned to jelly.
As if he knows it, the bastard smirks âyou can't even see it, the way his cheek is pressed against yours, but you can feel it. Feel the smugness and triumph that oozes from himâ and blows where his lips had just been. Makes you fucking shake like a leaf in his hold.
"Now," he says, more to himself than you. "Just what should I do with you, sweetheart?"
Wriothesley catches you where you shouldn't be, little did he know, you were just the right person, in just the right place.
wriothesley x reader II fluff, romance.
"I'll need you to come with me, miss."
You whirled around, a basket full of perfectly bloomed tulips clutched in your hand. Before you stood a large, burly-figured man, dawning a set of spiky cuffs and a grim expression. You recognized this man as none other than Wriothesley---Duke of the Fortress Meropide. But what did he want with you?
All you had been doing was enjoying your time in your favorite spot outside the city---a small plot in a lush expanse of fields you'd made your own personal garden; growing all sorts of plants, including the pretty pink tulips you'd just been harvesting. You'd found this place a handful of months ago on a stroll outside The Court of Fontaine's grounds---needing a break from city life. It was so easy to get wrapped up in the buzz of the bustling streets and forget the beauty of nature. You'd decided it was a waste to leave a perfectly fertile field unused, so you began your garden.
...that you were now being arrested in.
"Excuse me?", you asked politely, needing clarification as to why he wanted to take you away.
"You heard me, don't make this difficult.", the duke had an irritated look on his face, like he was reprimanding a bratty child that knows better than to do what they did.
...but really you had no clue what you did!
You frantically squabbled to find your words as he descended on you---his strides slow but covering much more distance than your quick, short legs could as you scurried backwards away from him. Once he reached grabbing distance from you, preparing his cuffs as his large hand gripped your squishy bicep, you managed to squeak out, "but what did I do?" as he dragged you to him.
For a moment, he haulted his actions, holding you against him and taking in your genuinely perplexed, even fearful expression. Had you really not known what you were doing?
"You're trespassing on restricted grounds.", he clarified.
Your face paled.
"...I am?", you asked, panic rising to your throat.
He nodded sternly, "These grounds are property of the city, common folk are not allowed to enter without licensed permission,", he leaned over slightly to peer into your basket, "even if it is just to pick tulips.".
Your mouth fell open as you looked between your basket and Wriothesley, whose intimidating attention on you was beginning to make you feel suffocated. All you could manage to come up with in your anxious brain frog was, "Oh...". Your mind was screaming---you couldn't go to Meropide, not over this!
The clear horror and confusion in your eyes, paired with how you'd begun to shake in his grip stilled him. Normally, this is when criminals would start pleading for their freedom, making bribes to circumvent the law, but you just froze like a deer in headlights.
From where he stood, it appeared that you'd been knowingly stealing properly-grown-goods from a city-owned field with the possible intent to sell them; but the innocent expression on your face told him otherwise. If selling your stolen goods was truly was your intent, you wouldn't relinquish them without a price. So he decided to run a little test.
"Maybe, if you offered me those tulips, I could look the other way.".
He braced for your bartering, your indignance or anger...
...what he didn't expect was your forlorn expression; how your eyes became heavy as you looked down at your flowers, your poor lip quivering as you held out your basket for him to take without hesitation.
A criminal wouldn't relinquish their goods so readily, and they definitely wouldn't look so broken hearted over something they'd merely stolen.
No, these flowers were special to you.
In any other case, he wouldn't have hesitated or cared about motives when prosecuting a trespasser...but something about you moved him.
His hand gingerly covered yours and pushed your basket back to your chest.
"I can see these are important to you, and you have no ill-intent, but you're still breaking the law by coming here.", he looked dissapointed---you were a perfectly good person, and you'd looked so happy before he showed up; you didn't deserve this.
You quickly nodded, hope in your eyes as you squeezed your basket tighter, "I'm sorry! I won't come back!".
The duke let out a long sigh, but nodded---satisfied with your answer. He felt guilty for ruining your fun, he hadn't known you'd get so scared over something so minor. He wished he'd handled you more delicately. "Don't go taking anything else from the field...but you can keep the flowers you picked. I won't tell.".
There was hesitation in your eyes as you looked up at him cautiously, "...you're sure?".
"Of course. I couldn't deprive you of something you clearly love so much.". Though his words were kind, his stern expression did not leave his face---maintaining his rough law-man exterior so as not to look soft in the face of crime.
"Thank you..." you said, your voice almost like a whisper as you touched the soft petals of the flowers you'd nurtured to full growth, then looked back at the rest of your field sorrowfully. This was a goodbye to your project---to the little respite you'd made for youself outside the city.
His eyebrows furrowed, you looked like your house had just burnt to the ground before your eyes. There had to be something he was missing.
"...if I may ask, why would you risk trespassing in a restricted area just to pick flowers? Did you think you wouldn't get caught? Or did you just not care about the rules?", you felt the rumble of his gruff voice in your chest---having just realized you were still pressed right up against him.
You looked down bashfully, half from your proximity to the dashing, rugged gentleman, and the other half from the admission you were about to make.
"...I wasn't aware this area was restricted...I'd actually planted this garden quite a while ago. I've been coming back every day to care for it ever since.". You were nervous that the details of your situation that you were disclosing might get you into greater trouble, but you couldn't just leave your garden with no one to care for it---at least if you're honest, the city might hire someone to nurture it in your stead, rather than just leaving it to die.
If you looked closely, you could see a twinkle of realization in the duke's eyes, though he masked it well.
"...I see...", not only did you not intend to tresspass, you weren't actually stealing either. All of this garden, save for the ground it is planted on, belongs to you. "I'm willing to make an exception for you, but in the future, make sure you're aware of the laws and regulations before you enter a restricted area.".
You nodded obidiently, something Wriothesley approved of in criminals, but made his heart twinge with guilt seeing a person with good intentions like you comply out of intimidation.
"I understand, sir. I'll vacate immediately."
You'd begun to step away from him, but he easily pulled you back, drawing your concerned gaze. You wondered if there was something else you had to do to right your mistake; was he going to have you tear up your beloved garden as well? That would truly devastate you.
He was quiet for a moment as he looked on at your lush garden and weighed his decision in his mind. Then, he looked back down into your innocent, breathtakingly adorable eyes and spoke, "...you may continue your gardening as long as you don't expand it. Don't go past the tilled land.", he pointed the boundary out to you, "Understand?".
His eyes widened as he met your gaze once again; he didn't think your eyes could get any prettier, but the way they glittered in excitement had his heart doing summersaults---and your pleased smile filled him with a sense of accomplishment.
You nodded gratefully, it was like he'd just given you the world, "I understand. Thank you so much for letting me keep it."
With that, he nodded curtly, then turned to leave; he didn't want to bother you more than he already had.
But before he could exit the grounds, you piped up, "...would you like to see what else I'm growing?".
You'd caught him by surprise; he slowly turned back to face you, taking a moment to process the question, before nodding, "Sure. Love to.". That sense of accomplishment once again bloomed in his chest as his simple agreement to be given a tour of your project brought the brightest smile to your face.
You quickly ushered him over, looping your arm through his to tote him from destination to destination; pointing out the various plants you'd been growing and telling him about each and every one.
"These are cherry heirloom tomatoes; they're a little more citrussy and sweet than regular tomatoes, and obviously, they're teeny. I like putting them in salads.", you picked one off the vine and held it up for him to try. He inspected it for a moment, before cleaning it on his shirt and popping it into his mouth. His eyes lit up as the taste hit him---these were really good. Better than anything he could buy at the market, that's for sure. You continued on with your little tour, "This is lavender---it smells wonderful.".
He chuckled at your interesting collage of plants, "the tomatoes I can understand, but what's with the lavender?", he didn't find much point in growing anything inedible in a garden.
The sun perfectly illuminated your rosy cheeks and cheerful smile as you beamed up at him, "The smell helps me sleep, and sometimes I like to dry bundles of it and give them away as gifts.".
His expression once again became thoughtful and judicial before he replied, "If you have trouble sleeping, then by all means, grow as much lavender as you want. But you can't go giving them out to the public.". He felt guilty for suddenly imposing all these rules onto your passion project, but it was his job to maintain order. You didn't oppose, only nodded in understanding.
"Ok, I won't give any away...", you reached down and picked a few vibrant purple, fully bloomed sprigs, then sinched them together with a little roll of twine you keep in your gardening basket, "...but would it be ok if I gave you some?". You outstretched you hand to him, head tilted as your eyes almost begged him to take the gift.
You were such a sweetheart.
"...you don't have to, but if you really want to give me some lavender, you can..." he carefully took the bundle from your outstretched hand---his fingers brushing yours in a way that made your cheeks turn pink, "I won't refuse.". Your eyes widened in surprise when he flashed you a wolffish grin, this was the first time his stoic expression broke. You were dazzled.
You found yourselves admiring one another in silence; you were infatuated with his smile, he was infatuated with your kind, gentle expression. For a moment, it felt like both your hearts were beating as one---racing together through your chests...and you two were standing awfully close for strangers.
You'd lost yourself so completely in him, you didn't realize how long you'd been standing like that. Once you came to your senses, you shook your head right and looked away from him shyly as you found your words, "If you put it in a vase beside your bed, it'll help you fall asleep...".
He continued to admire you as his grin became a softer smile. No one had ever offered him lavender as a gift before, and your desire to help him sleep peacefully touched him, even though it wasn't a problem he struggled with.
"Thank you. You really didn't have to do that."
The duke's mind was practically spinning with new emotions. You were pretty, sure, but your sweet nature, your compulsion for compassion, your friendliness to someone who is not only a stranger, but had nearly been an assailant not too long ago, reached deeply into him and practically claimed his heart just as you had claimed this garden.
It was yours now---because of what you cultivated in it.
Your smile really couldn't get more wonderful, but the doting look you gave him made him sigh contentedly.
"I know I didn't have to, I wanted to! You've been so generous with me, I want to be generous with you too..."
Wriothesley, who had never been in love before, wouldn't have guessed that a single meeting with a stranger could make him fall so hard. He had only just met you, but he felt like he'd been searching for you forever, and in a way, that means he's already known you longer than anyone else.
If he could stay in this garden with you forever, he would, but he had important duties that demanded his attention. Regretably, he had to take his leave.
He flashed you one last charming smile before parting with you.
"Thank you...I won't forget this.".
He felt like he had to assure you; like promising he'd keep them was promising he wasn't going to let you go. He cherished the grateful smile you gave him, and with one last wave, he departed.
WHJDKLDNDKKD THIS WAS SO SWEET! If you ever decide to make part 2 I would love to read it, I want to know how their relationship goes from here đ„șâ€ïž
Hello! May I request Jing Yuan and Welt finding usually silly and vibrant reader laying on the ground unmoving and unresponsive. Upon closer inspection they realize reader is crying with a blank expression . Turns out reader had to confront some people who hurt them deeply in the past and afterwards reader just shut down.
(I hope this isn't too much info. If your not comfy feel free to decline, I'd appreciate if you let me know though (mostly just for my peace of mind đ ))
Thank you.
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Jing Yuan and Welt comforting their unresponsive s/o
Jing Yuan x gn!reader, Welt x gn! reader
Note: Thank you very much for this request! I love this idea and it was very healing while writing it. Everyone has their own struggles, so angsty fluff is always a good way to cope with stuff. Nevertheless, I hope you'll like it. Take care! đ€
Warnings: mentions of trauma in the past, crying, unresponsive reader
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Jing Yuan, the General of the Xianzhou, stood beside his usually bubbly and extroverted partner, who was now unresponsive and in tears. He questioned himself, as he never saw you in such a sorry state. Sure, some days you cried on his shoulders and expressed your anxiety openly, but this was another level. Jing Yuan was torn apart by the sight of your motionless body that seemed to be glued on the ground. Never in his life did he expect you to be shaken to this point. The normally well put together man felt somehow responsible for your horrifying breakdown. Of course, Jing Yuan loved you and did everything for you. Witnessing how the tears left your eyes, creating a small puddle beneath your face, meant that he hadnât been there the right time.
The traumatic encounter with the person linked to your past had left you deeply shattered, unable to contain the flood of emotions. Jing Yuan's calm and gentle nature belied the weight he carried as a leader, but in this moment, he was solely focused on comforting the love of his life. No matter what had happened to you in the past, he was now your new protector and savior from all the pain. The tall man came closer to you, slowly approaching you as he wanted to avoid frightening you. However, you flinched a little as he accidentally made a wrong move, and that alone caused unbelievable rage inside of him. How could someone harm you in this way, so much that you even flinch in sight of your partner.
Kneeling down beside your aching body, he slowly reached out and gently wiped away your hot tears, his touch soft as a breeze through the leaves. His voice, usually commanding on the battlefield, was now tender and soothing.
âMy love, I'm here with you. You're safe with me,â he whispered, his gentleness pouring into your consciousness.
Your devastating sobs continued, but you still shifted your gaze to Jing Yuan, finding solace in the warmth of his presence. He wrapped his strong, protective arms around you, allowing you to bury your puffy face in his welcoming chest. He hummed reassuring words, his deep voice a balm to your distressed soul. Oh, he couldnât imagine how much your sweet heart must suffer.
âYou don't have to face this alone, darling. I'm here, right here, and I won't let anyone hurt you again. We'll heal together,â his words hit you like a struck, releasing you from the freezing trauma, and finally you can take a deep breath, that you missed the whole time. His love always softened you up but it also made you bawl your eyes out even more. Though, Jing Yuan never minded - it didnât matter to him how much you sob and cry because all these emotions deserve to be heard.
Jing Yuan's love for you, his partner, was unwavering. He would willingly lay down his life to see you smile again in dark times, and this moment, as you clung to him, was a testament to that devotion. He was determined to be your sole anchor, to help you find your way back from the darkness that haunted you.
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Welt, a respected and wise member of the Express, was known for his rationality and stern demeanor. March never mined his serious personality, but sometimes even she was a little intimidated by it - he always handled difficult things so easily. However, when it came to his lovely partner, he wore his heart on his sleeve. He had never expected to involve himself in a romantic relationship, but you entered his life with full grace. The moment he had set his tired eyes on you, all life flowed back into his senses, desiring you. He couldn't bear to see you unresponsive and in tears, especially knowing the cause was a traumatic reminder of the past. Welt didnât need to analyze your state, as you had once told him about your past, but viewing your shivering yet still body caused a rip in his heart.
With utmost care and gentleness, Welt approached you, who had withdrawn into silence. He knew very well how to bring you back to the present. To be honest, he was glad to find you in this state, as he wouldnât forgive himself, if he never discovered your fragile being. You usually hid in placed where you knew you were alone, though this time you were unable to make it. The man who found you was the safest space in the universe. Welt, gentler with you than with anyone, could never hurt you.
He spoke softly, his words laced with genius concern. "Love, I know you can hear me. Youâre safe now, no one can do you harm. Whatever you're feeling, I'm here. Come here in my lap," his deep voice rushed through your foggy mind, and you eased up as the hope of safety proved itself.
Your mesmerizing eyes, usually filled with admiration and enjoyment of life, now reflected endless pain and vulnerability - vulnerability that made you feel so week too. Welt carefully took your ice-cold hand and held it firmly, his touch conveying reassurance and strength. His warmth was a contrast to the coldness of your skin, to you it felt reassuring though. His touch felt like the rising sun, slowly demolishing ice and uncovering nature, causing everything to bloom. You bloomed, pushing the hardships of your past away.
âYou don't have to face this pain alone. I'm by your side, always," Welt inquired once more, promising you his love.
Welt's wisdom usually extended beyond the realms of intellect; it encompassed the depth of his emotional connection with you. He knew how to provide comfort, how to be the sanctuary you needed in this moment of turmoil. He was willing to give his all, even if it meant sacrificing himself, to see you going through this dark chapter. Kindness, food, a shelter - those were things everyone could give to you but Welt was the only one who collected all your pain and released you from it. Since you engaged in a relationship with the stern man, you healed more and more.
In this moment you started to cling to him, seeking solace in his embrace. Welt's facade of stoicism cracked, revealing the depth of love he held within. He adored you so much. He was ready to face any storm with you, protecting you at all costs, and cherishing the vulnerability that only he was privileged to witness. Welt loved how you expressed your feelings and he was proud - endlessly proud of you that you call out to him, even if you are non verbal.
warnings: mentions of murder. mentions of minor character death. reader has a brother. 3k+ words
a/n: happy angstober people
angstober event
youâve heard a lot of stories about the fortress of meropide growing up in fontaine.
a prison, not just underground, but underwater, hidden from everybody. a place to lock away the criminals, with barely anybody ever returning after they served their time. personally, youâve never encountered anybody that actually went there, only a couple of imposters, posing for the media with some wild stories. and while most of these stories sounded like they were trying too hard to get peopleâs attention with some wild preposterous claims and grotesque details, no one could ever really disprove whatever was said.
an aura of mystery surrounded the fortress and its so-called âdukeâ, like a thick fog, and everybody who dared to enter it to find out what was on the other side would never come back to tell the tale.Â
who knows, you probably wouldnât either.
because there was nothing left for you on the surface anymore. just like it was the case for so many people that you had briefly seen when you were given a small part of the fortress â your new home.
refusing to look at the man who was arguably the sole reason why you were in here in the first place, you kept looking up at the dirty ceiling above you.Â
could you really spend the rest of your life here? the label âcriminalâ forever stamped on your forehead for a crime you didnât commit?Â
tears welled up in your eyes as you remembered why you were in here, your chest tightening.
brother.
he seemed to notice your distress while sitting next to you, leaning his body slightly forward. âiâm afraid thereâs nothing i can do,â neuvillette said, his voice sounding as apathetic as it did when he had sentenced you.Â
blinking rapidly to clear your vision, you shook your head. âthere must be,â you answered, turning your head a little. he couldnât just leave you here, there had to be something he can do, anything, even if it was using his position of power as a literal âget-out-of-jail-cardâ. he couldnât just turn his back on you, could he? âi swear, i didnât do it. iâm innocentâ
the man sighed, you donât know if it was in defeat or annoyance. âyou were proclaimed guiltyâ
proclaimed guilty by him.Â
you clenched your jaw, pulling yourself up to sit upright on the bed, directly facing neuvillette now. âi thought you said you believed meâ
for a long time, his belief in you was the only thing that kept you going. frankly, it was the only thing that helped you stay sane during your trial, the thing that kept you from bursting in tears as the prosecutor told some dramatic story to frame you for the heinous crime you were in for now.
crossing his arms in front of his chest, he looked down for a second, as if to gather his thoughts, carefully weighing his words in his mind. âthis isnât about what i believe inâÂ
you had to stop your jaw from falling slack, replaying his words over and over again in your mind. not about what he believed in? was this supposed to be a bad joke? a shocked laugh escaped you. he couldnât be serious. âyouâre the chief of justice! of course itâs about what you believe in!â you tried you best to keep your voice calm, but couldnât help but get a little heated.
âitâs about whatâs factual,â he replied immediately, his tone clearly not allowing any kind of protests. his eyes narrowed as he looked at you coldly, clenching his jaw for a second. he took a breath before continuing, his voice back to a regular volume. âand all the evidence is stacked against youâÂ
as he was talking you already shook your head in disbelief. âiâm innocent! why would i do such a horrible thing?â you reached out to him, grabbing his arm as he turned away, seemingly not wanting to see your outburst. was ist shame that was written all over his face? regret?
âtell me!â you demanded loudly, digging your fingers a little deeper into his arm in desperation. you had to stop yourself from shaking him as your voice grew unsteady and your breather grew a little flatter. âwhy would i kill my own family, my brother, when heâs the only person i had left?!â
it seemed like he didnât have an answer to that, not facing you while you looked at him, waiting for any kind of explanation.
he promised you that he believed you when you came to him with shaky knees and teary eyes, recounting the horrible accusations thrown your way.
he comforted you when you broke down crying, embracing you in one of his rare hugs unprompted while he muttered soft words into your ear, reminding you to breathe regularly.
he held you when you lashed out, angry at your brother for leaving you alone in this scary world and he held you when you fell apart later, feeling guilty for being the only one left and guilty for being angry at your brother in the first place. it wasnât his fault â and he certainly never wanted to leave you, you knew that.
the world was cruel and unjust.
but until now you believed that there was some sort of justice and fairness and neuvillette was the only reason you believed that.
even before you had met him you knew about him. his reputation was practically flawless â the people of fontaine spoke about him in a highly manner, a few maybe even more highly than they spoke of their archon: neuvillette was moral, just, fair, his verdicts always being the same ones that the oratrice mecanique dâanalyse cardinale would give, which made him seem infallible.Â
and you believed it too. until he became the reason why you believed that the kind of justice served in fontaine wasnât true, proper justice.
until you lost hope in the only thing that helped you stay sane after you came across the cold body of your own brother.
a shiver ran over neuvilletteâs back when he heard you laugh after his long silence. quickly you let go of his arm, dropping it like it was replaced by hot coals. âi canât believe it,â you scoffed, shaking your head in disbelief again. this had to be a joke. would he really lie to you like that when you were the most vulnerable? âyou never believed me when i said i didnât do it, did you?â
much to your dismay, he stayed quiet, only pursing his lips slightly before pressing them together into a thin line. would he really betray you like that? was he ever on your side? âanswer me!â
only when hearing your desperate pleas did he look at you again with his determined eyes. âi did. i thought you had no motiveâ he cleared his throat, shifting slightly in his seat before crossing his legs like he always did. âas you said, i didnât think youâd gain anything from murdering your brotherâ
you recognized this neutral look on his face â the very same look he always took on whenever he was in court, listening to the defender and the prosecutor and finally also delivering his verdict.
âwhat changed?â you clenched your jaw, anxious about his answer.Â
what would it be? did he let himself be swayed by the public opinion, listening to the voices booing your story out? did he trust the prosecutor's fabricated and seemingly flawless story? or were you simply not convincing enough?
âthe facts changed,â he calmly stated, making you huff in disagreement.
âbullshit,â you spat, âyou just found another story to believe inâ
not waiting a second to retort, he leaned back slightly. âi told you, it's not about what i want to believe in, delusions arenât what makes our justice. itâs fairness, facts,â he sighed. you donât know if it was in defeat or in a disappointed manner. his voice became sharper again its him putting his chin higher. âand that is what i representâ
âyouâve convicted an innocent person,â you declared, mirroring his expression and posture.Â
he would leave you here to rot, by now you were sure of it. and yet to you it seemed like he didnât really grasp the gravity of this.
neuvillette convicted you of murder. and if this wasnât bad enough, he truly believed that you had it in yourself to kill your own brother, your flesh and blood.
the only person you had left.
âi donât give the final verdict. that is out of my hands,â he claimed, clearly referring to the oratrice â the huge scale behind himself in the courtâs opera epiclese.
was he really pinning the blame on a machine, denying any kind of involvement in your current situation? like he had nothing to do with this?
wasnât he supposed to be independent and just? wasnât this why he prided himself in his position and why the people of fontaine trusted him? because their beliefs aligned? Â
âyet your decisions are always the same. how could you do this to me?â
instead of answering, neuvillette stood up, turning his back on you and taking a few steps towards the exit of your cell, well, dormitory.
could he really just leave like this and leave you behind? did he not feel any kind of remorse, pity, pain?
the echoing steps came to a halt a few moments after. you looked up at him again, only to realize he had already reached the exit. he had his hand on the dark wall, looking at you over his shoulder.
he couldnât even properly turn around to talk to you and face you after dooming you?
âiâm afraid thereâs nothing i can do,â neuvillette stated in a matter-of-factly tone, âyour sentence will be carried out accordingly, unless you wish to evoke your right to challenge a duelistâ
so this was it? he would just go and leave you here?
âif there is nothing you wish to say to me, iâll take my leaveâ
you knew neuvillette didnât exactly feel the way you did. he had troubles with emotions, often lacking the proper words to fully express himself and describing what was going on inside of him. and you used to pride yourself in being able to understand him regardless, possessing the ability to read him almost like an open book. you helped him navigate through the complicated world of feelings, taking your time and going at your speed.
but right now, you were second-guessing everything. was he even capable of any kind of emotion? did he just fool you all this time?
did he truly not feel any kind of remorse for what he did, for what he was doing?
you shook your head in disbelief. this had to be a joke, a sick prank someone played on you and somehow got not just the entire nation of fontaine, but also somehow managed to get neuvillette to play along. at least thatâs what you wanted to believe. âso thatâs supposed âjusticeââÂ
neuvillette turned around, his eyebrows furrowed in confusion. âit is justice,â he stated, âitâs about facts, not fictionâ
you almost burst out laughing as he said that, so convinced of the system he served in.Â
and truly, you once were too.
but you couldnât, not anymore. not after seeing how the trial against you turned into some sort of drama, like it was straight out of a book. journalists were publishing articles with grotesque headlines, bombarding you with horrendous questions that left you cringing uncomfortably.Â
you watched as the story the prosecutor told got more and more dramatic, pointing at you accusatory as he recounted the âtrue eventsâ of the fateful night, completely ignoring whatever you said to dispute his claims. âitâs not about facts, itâs about convenience! itâs just theatrics and entertainment!â you yelled as you jumped on your feet, not being able to contain your voice any longer.
âwhoever presents the story that convinces the most people will win. and the people of fontaine are so easy to be swayed,â you continued, not letting the man in front of you get a single word in, âso thirsty for some juicy drama that lets them forget about their boring livesâ
you couldnât stop yourself from scoffing again before letting a condescending laugh escape you. âand they donât even have the critical thinking to reflect on everythingâ
your trial simply proved what you just told him. your point of view, your truth, simply didnât matter to the prosecutor or to the public. their story seemed to convenient, something that could be right out of a criminal novel that they loved to devour so much. the headlines in the newspaper were too sensational to be considered factual, too virulent to make any person doubt it.Â
âthe publicâs opinion does not sway the sentence,â neuvillette claimed with a clenched jaw, starting to look agitated.Â
and it seemed like they managed to get neuvillette on their side too.Â
a sad smile appeared on your face. âthen i guess youâre stupid tooâ stupid for not listening to your side, stupid to believe the prosecutor, stupid to not make a rational judgment.
too stupid to realize that your supposed motive wasnât a motive at all.
money. why would you kill your own brother for money when the two of you never had anything to begin with? you couldnât steal something when there wasnât anything in the first place. neuvillette knew that. he knew you came from nothing, he knew the two of you had nothing.Â
and even if it was a motive â no amount of money would ever be able to heal the wound you had sustained from losing your brother.
how could he be so stupid?
âyouâre acting childish,â he stated calmly.Â
you were in jail and possibly would never see the light of day again. you were locked in an underwater fortress for a crime you didnât commit and nobody believed you.
and his worry was that you were acting childish?
âoh, iâm sorry for not being calm and collected like you after being unjustly sentenced for murdering my own brother!â you raised your voice at him again, angrily stepping closer to him. âand that by the one person that i thought actually believed meâ
you had to swallow down the lump in your throat again, blinking rapidly before looking into his eyes again.Â
how could he do this to you? was he truly so heartless?Â
would he really leave you here, alone and heartbroken?
a familiar warm hand slightly caressed your cheek. âi love you,â he whispered to you, in the same loving voice he had always used with you. âbut i cannot make any exceptionsâ he stepped back, the warmth leaving your cheek again, letting the cold creep up to you again. he looked almost hurt himself and you were almost willing to feel pity for him â maybe if he wasnât the chief of justice. maybe if he couldnât put a stop to all of this, ânot even for youâ
maybe if he had kept his promise to you.
your fingertips grazed over your cheek, longing for the warmth that neuvilletteâs hand provided just a few seconds earlier. your chest tightened as you dug your teeth into your lower lip, feeling your eyes well up again. âso thatâs it? you love me, but not enough to believe me? not enough to keep me safe? free?â
you clenched your fists at your sides, not noticing that he was doing exactly the same.
âthis is about so much more than just you!â he exclaimed angrily, his voice practically booming off the walls, âyouâre too self-centered to understand this!âÂ
did not wanting to rot in prison after being framed for a crime really make you self-centered? was that all he thought of you now?
âitâs my duty! my promise to the people from fontaine, my promise to our archon and my promise to myself to uphold justice,â he continued his rant, his voice growing uncharacteristically theatrical.Â
was he really just a part of the theatrics of fontaineâs supposed just court? was his equitable self just a ruse, an act he put on to fit in?
did you ever rule know him?
âwhat about your promise to me?â your voice wasnât much more than a whisper as you spoke, looking up at him. not that youâd be able to actually see him with how blurry your vision got from the tears in your eyes.
as childish and naive as it was, you couldnât help but wish for him to remember.
it was a late summer night, the first evening where you could finally go out. the past days it had rained with seemingly no end in sight and now you felt like you could finally breathe again.
you had been strolling around the city without any real goal, simply admiring how many people enjoyed the summer warmth after so many cold and wet days.Â
neuvilletteâs hand was entangled with yours, the two of you walking in silence, simply enjoying each otherâs company. you had been seeing each other for a while now and yet it was still early enough for you to feel slightly nervous whenever you were near him, stomach turning and feeling butterflies when you held hands, hugged or kissed.Â
it was on that day when he pulled you close to the fountain of lucine, wrapping his arms around you as the two of you spend some time listening to the ambience â the water running, the pigeons and other birds chirping and the few people talking around you, some whispering wishes to the fountain, some gleefully joking with each other.Â
most people had already left when he turned you around to face him, letting go of your waist to grab your hands, pressing a kiss on your knuckles before he spoke.
it was the first time that he told you that he loved you, finally revealing just how much he cared for you and cherished you. how he would do everything in his power to protect you, how he would always believe you and how he would always stay by your side.Â
how even when everybody turned their back on you, you would always have him.Â
and yet here you were now.
you didnât know what you would prefer â him forgetting about that day or him remembering, but simply not caring enough to act on it.
like everything he had told you â promised you â has been a lie.Â
clenching his jaw, neuvillette turned around again.
no.
blinking away your tears you weakly called out his name, a part of you still expecting him to turn around.
donât go.
you hoped for a miracle, a change of heart. you wanted him to rush to you, to comfort you, to love you again.
maybe then everything would turn out to be okay again.
you stumbled, the back of your knees hitting the chair he had been sitting earlier, falling onto it.
donât leave me.
you still hoped that everything was just a big mistake.
you called out to him again, fighting against the tears that kept welling up in your eyes, leaving neuvilletteâs figure in front of you all blurred again. âwhat about that? why can you betray me like that, but not them?â
âiâm sorryâ and with that he left, not even sparing you a single glance on his way out, as you pulled your knees up, hugging them while the tears began to roll over your cheek again.
PLEASSEEEE PART 2 OF CHAMPAGNE PROBLEMS đ COUNTING ON YOU
champange problems 2
neuvillette x gn!reader
hurt/no comfort - pure angst yet again - implied wriolette - they/them pronouns - light spoilers for 4.1 at the end
you ask and you shall receive! here's the highly request pt. 2! here's pt. 1 for those interested
You werenât aware how long you had left Fontaine when you returned. After you rejected Neuvilletteâs marriage proposal, you disappeared without a word. Guilt and shame ate away at you, and you couldnât bare to face him after you had humiliated him in front of the entirety of Fontaine.
You took a vacation down to Mondstadt, where you spent your days wandering the vast wilderness and your nights drinking your sorrows away in the taverns. You made friends with a few of the locals in your drunken state. You blubbered and sobbed about how much you missed Neuvillette, and how you regretted throwing him aside the way you did. They all told you the same thing each time; âIf you love him so much, go to him.â
After some convincing, and a lot of pondering, thatâs exactly what you did. The journey back was excruciatingly long. Each day you werenât back home trying to reconcile with your lover was another day your heart ached for him.
You had hoped that when you returned, people would have forgotten about the events that took place that night, but you were wrong.
Everyone stared at you as you walked the streets. They threw disgusted looks at you, whispered amongst themselves. It wasnât undeserved, but it was uncomfortable.
You arrived at your shared home with Neuvillette, unlocking the door, and stepping inside. Adeline, your Melusine made, took notice of your arrival, âYouâve returned,â She said, her voice soft. âItâs been so long. The Monsieur and I have been so worried!â
âIâm sorry to worry you, Adeline,â You gave her a smile. âSpeaking of Neuvillette⊠Is he here?â
She shook her head, âNo heâs in a trial right now. Then there is a banquet tonight heâs attending.â
Unsurprising. There was always some sort of event happening thanks to Furina. âThank you, Adeline.â
âMay I ask a question?âÂ
âOf course. What is it?â
âForgive my intrusion, but why did you say no to the Monsieur?â
You shouldnât have been so surprised by the question, but it still caught you off guard, âI donât know. I really donât.â
You had decided you would find him at the banquet tonight. You dressed up in your finest clothes, then headed for the Opera Epiclese. Just like your walk to your home, this one also consisted of stares and whispers. You kept your head down as you moved along.Â
The guards outside stared at you for a moment. You werenât invited, you knew that and they did too, but they didnât try to stop you.
The building looked just as beautiful as the night you left it. The purple and blue hues were replaced with grays and reds of varying shades. The flowers that once symbolized love were replaced by strings of stones and crystals that shone in the dim lights of the opera house.
You could feel all eyes on you as you walked around. You picked up a drink offered to you by a Melusine. You thank her, looking down inside. It was a purple color, and it smelled almost floral. You took a small sip. It was iced tea. Confusion struck your face. Since when has anyone ever served tea in the Opera Epiclese?
Out of the corner of your eye, you saw Furina. She was ascending the stairs with a black haired man in tow. You vaguely recognized him; he stayed down in the Fortress of Meropide. The two were speaking, the man chuckling as she spoke.
Furina turned her attention toward the crowd below her. She glanced out at everyone, scanning the crowd until her eyes locked with yours. They widened, then she nudged the raven haired man. He focused his attention on you, his eyes narrowing as he looked at you.
You felt your body warm in embarrassment. Why did they have to draw so much attention to you?
You placed the half empty glass of tea aside and rushed into another room. The room was fairly empty, only a few people resided in it. You found a place in the corner to tuck yourself into. All you wanted to do was find Neuvillette, but instead youâve attracted the unwanted attention of every person there, including the Hydro Archon.
It was going to be a long night.
Neuvillette had spent weeks planning this banquet for his friend, Wriothesley. The man had been his rock after you left, and he deserved the recognition for the hard work he did in the Fortress of Meropide.Â
He looked at himself over and over again in the mirror. Was his hair a mess? Did his face look flushed? He had just finished a trial and had no time to stop at home and wash up, so his appearance felt off.
âChecking yourself out?âÂ
Neuvillette jumped, turning his head to see who was there, âWriothesley, you startled me.â
Wriothesley leaned against the wall, his arms crossed over his chest. âWho would have thought I could scare the great Chief Justice?â He chuckled, pushing himself off the wall and approaching Neuvillette.Â
This gave Neuvillette a chance to look him over. The man was dressed in a deep gray suit with a maroon tie that hung loosely around his neck. The suit shirt hugged around his chest, leaving none of his features to the imagination. âYouâre staring, Neuvi.â
Neuvilletteâs face turned a deep red, âAhh yes, sorry. You look good tonight. Thatâs all.â
Wriothesley laughed, âAnd so do you. Stop freaking out over it.â
âHow did you know?â
âOnly a person worried about their appearance stares so deeply into the mirror. Well, except Furina. She does it because sheâs a narcissist.â
Neuvillette let out a breathy chuckle, âOh Wriothesley, be careful. She may hear you.â
As if on cue, Furina burst through the door, âWriothesley! Did you tell him!â
âTell me what?â Neuvillette glanced at the man.
âOh. Right. Umm-â
Furina cut him off before he could speak, âThey are here.â
Neuvilletteâs heart sunk deep into his chest. A wave of emotion rushed through him. âWhat?â
âWe saw them in the crowd. They were entirely alone, but I think they were looking for you,â Furina replied.
âWe can kick them out,â Wriothesley shrugged. âThey technically werenât invited.â
âNo,â Neuvillette said. âLetâs not worry about them. This night is not about me. Itâs about you, Wriothesley.â
âBut how can I enjoy my night if youâre uncomfortable?â
Neuvillette was slightly taken aback by his words. He cleared his throat, shaking his head gently, âIâll be alright. Letâs get out there and have a good time. Iâll pretend as if they donât exist.â
Wriothesley and Furina just glanced at each other, before giving in. The three left the room and began to engage with the party.Â
Wriothesley stayed close to Neuvillette, his hand lingering against his waist, hand, or any other part of Neuvilletteâs body. The two were incredibly close, not moving away from each other for longer than necessary.
Furina took notice of this, of course she did, she loved the drama of Neuvilletteâs ex being here as she watched what was most likely a blossoming romance.
The night continued on, and so far, Neuvillette had not seen you. Thanks to Wriothesley, he rarely even thought about you being here.Â
You had been wandering around the opera house in search of Neuvillette. Has the damn place always been so big?Â
People began to take less notice of you as their attention drifted towards the festivities. You were thankful, as it made your night a lot less stressful.
âWhere could he be?â You mumbled to yourself before you saw him across the room. He was seated beside the man from before, and he looked so content.Â
The two men were chatting and laughing. You saw the manâs hand rested on top of Neuvilletteâs, their fingers intertwined with each other.Â
You stared at them for a moment, unable to process the scene in front of you. Another person was holding onto Neuvilletteâs hand, another person was making him smile in ways only you had been able to.Â
Were you too late?
Wriothesley noticed you first. His grip tightened on Neuvilletteâs hand as he stared you down. It was almost as if he was challenging you to act.
Neuvillette noticed the sudden tightness of Wriothesleyâs grip, âIs everything okay?â He glanced at him, then in the direction he was looking in. There you were.
Tears were in your eyes as you were unable to fully process the scene in front of you. Time felt like it had stopped and there was nothing but you and the two men in front of you.
Neuvillette rose from his seat, releasing his grip on Wriothesleyâs hand. He whispered something to him, then began making his way to you.
As his figure moved closer, you almost ran once again. Your heart hammered in your chest almost painfully, as if trying to beat through your ribcage.
Once he was in front of you, the whole room turned its attention to the scene. Neuvillette cleared his throat and waved his hand, âLetâs go somewhere more private.â You nodded, and the two of you left the room together.
Now you were entirely alone. No guests, no Furina, no random man holding Neuvilletteâs hand. The silence was uncomfortable as neither of you knew where to start or what to say.Â
âWhy are you here?â Neuvillette asked, keeping a good distance between you two.
âI,â The words were trapped in your throat. âIâm here for you.â
Neuvillette let out a sad chuckle, âYou know, months ago I would have loved to hear those words, but now,â He turned his head away from you. âThey mean nothing.â
There was a sharp pain in your chest as he spoke. It felt like dragging a blade through your heart. âNeuvillette, please. I-Iâm so sorry,â You tried to move closer, but he raised his hand to motion you to stop.
âYour apologies wonât repair the damage you caused. Do you know what it was like to stand on that stage, watching your lover run away from their heartfelt proposal? Do you know how it felt to become the talk of the city? I was pitied by everyone. I leave my comfort zone to throw a beautiful party, give you an emotional speech in front of so many people, and you not only reject me, but you disappear entirely,â His voice was getting louder, and you could see his hands shaking. âSo on top of the heartbreak you caused me, I spent every day and every night worried sick for you. You left without a single word. You could have died and I would have never known. And you only just now feel sorry?â
You could hear the rumbling of thunder from outside, and the sound of rain hitting the roof of the Opera Epiclese. You stood there in silence with your head hung low. Shame, guilt, it was all bubbling inside you.Â
âNothing to say?â He said, his voice cracking. You still said nothing in return. He scoffed, running his hand through his hair. âAfter everything I said, you canât say a single word.â
âI shouldnât have rejected you like that. I should have talked to you about my fears. Instead, I ran away like a coward. I spent so much time sulking and feeling sorry for myself, but I couldnât bring myself to fix the damage I created.â
âAnd now you want to try? I fixed it myself, so donât worry. I donât need your help. Not anymore.â
Tears were falling from your eyes, your face flushing as you cried, âI still love you, Neuvillette.â
âWell, Iâm sorry to say I donât feel the same.â There was a flash of lightning outside, illuminating the empty room. âI suggest you leave. You were not invited here, and do not expect an invitation again,â Then Neuvillette spun around and left.
You watched the door open and close, leaving you alone in the empty room. A minute passed, then another, and two more after that. Your body and mind had completely frozen. The beating of your heart was painfully fast and hard. You silently cried, listening as the rain fell from the sky.
When you finally had the courage to leave the room, you made sure your exit was quick and unnoticed. Rain was pouring from the sky as you left the Opera Epiclese. You knew why it was raining, and now you had to walk back to your once home in your ex loverâs sorrows.
a/n- i feel way less confident in this than the first part, but you requested a part 2, so i had to deliver. i almost went the less angsty route, so maybe i can make an alternate ending that is actually happy.
also i tagged everyone who was interested in a pt. 2. i hope that's okay!
this is slightly based off of the song champagne problems by taylor swiftđ«¶đŒ
might consider a pt. 2 if people are interested:)
The Opera Epiclese was beautifully decorated from top to bottom. Assortments of Rainbow Roses adorned the hallways, Lumidose Bells hung like vines from the pillars. Stunning satin and silk tapestries dressed the walls in different shades of blue and purple.
Everyone there could tell something was going to happen, though no one knew what.Â
When the people of Fontaine received their invitations to the event, it did not state the reasoning for it. It was presented as a formal ball. People were expected to dress and act appropriately, and it was not a place for children.
As the guests arrived, they could see Chief Justice Neuvillette and the Hydro Archon Furina were sitting in the front row of the courthouse. They were chatting, glancing out at the crowd periodically, as if looking for someone.
Then you walked in.Â
Neuvillette arose from his seat and walked down to greet you. You smiled at your boyfriend, giving him a gentle kiss on the cheek.
âIâm so glad you could make it,â He said, grasping your hand as he brought you toward the seats he and Furina were sat in.
âIâm glad I could make it too! Everything here looks absolutely gorgeous,â You replied, following him.
Furina greeted you with a smile and a wave before moving from her seat to somewhere backstage.
âSo what is this grand party for, hmm?â.
âOh youâll see soon enough my love,â He kissed your hand. âJust enjoy the atmosphere and the music. The Melusines should come around soon with refreshments, and the band is about to play.â
You nodded, leaning back into your chair and taking a deep breath. It was nice to have a moment to relax and enjoy yourself. You very rarely got that anymore thanks to your constant traveling, but the work was so fulfilling.
Just as Neuvillette said, the Melusines came out carrying trays of various drinks. One of them stopped in front of you two, two glasses of sparkling champagne was presented. âJust as you requested, Monsieur!â She said excitedly.
Neuvillette grabbed both the glasses, handing one over to you, âThank you very much,â He smiled as she skipped away.
âThis is different from the other drinks,â You gave him a smirk. âWas this requested specifically for me?â You had always been a fan of champagne, more than wine which tended to be the peopleâs preferred drink of choice.
âHow could we throw a party without having everything my beautiful partner desires?â He kissed your temple with a gentle smile on his face.
You returned his smile and sipped the drink, âYou also opted for champagne I see.â
âAhh, I figured I could try to enjoy your favorite drink for a change.â
Neuvillette had never cared for champagne, he made that abundantly clear when you two began dating, but when he saw your face light up at the thought of him sharing your drink of choice, he knew it would all be worth it.
The two of you chatted for a while, catching up on how things have been on both your ends. You had recently returned from a trip to Inazuma, a country you had longed to visit for a while. You were given a commission there, and left about a month ago. You had only returned the day prior.
Neuvillette recounted many trials to you, one in particular standing out. He talked about Fatui Harbinger, Childe, a man you had met once before in Liyue when you were there for the Rite of Descension.
âAhh I know Childe,â You commented. âWe crossed paths briefly a few months ago. He almost sank the entirety of Liyue Harbor.â
âOh?â Neuvillette raised his brow. âAnd how have I not heard about this?â
You giggled, âI forgot to be honest. It was so insignificant for me at the time. I left the Harbor only a few hours before to visit some of the ruins. Who would have thought that someone would try to wipe out the nationâs biggest city?â
Neuvillette chuckled, his eyes sparkling, âYou tell me the most fascinating stories. I hope someday I can give you a memory as fun and beautiful as the ones you make.âÂ
You felt your face heat up, âYouâre such a flirt, Neuvillette.â
âOnly for you darling.â
The band on stage began their show, the audience around them silencing. You glanced over and realized Furina had not returned to her seat.
Neuvillette placed his glass aside and rose from his seat. He planted a kiss on the top of your head, âExcuse me a moment.â
âBut the music just started. Youâll miss it.â
âNo worries dear, Iâll be back,â He took his leave, walking out the back doors.
You sighed, focusing your attention on the orchestral display in front of you. Just as you expected, the music was beautiful, as was everything else in the Opera Epliclese. If only you knew what the true reasoning behind this was.
Moments passed and both Neuvillette and Furina had yet to return. You contemplated searching for them both, but stopped when Furina walked up on stage.
âHello ladies and gentlemen! It is quite the honor to be here tonight as we have such a lovely occasion to be celebrating!â
Whispers and murmurs flooded over the crowd. What could they possibly be trying to celebrate?
âNow, I know you all must be very confused. âOh great Hydro Archon Focalors.ââ You rolled your eyes. âWhat could we possibly be celebrating!â I can hear your gears turning, and I can promise you this is an occasion none shall forget!â
From stage left, Neuvillette walked on. He almost looked nervous as he approached the front of the stage. Furina handed him the microphone and winked before hopping off to the side.
âUmm,â He spoke softly. âThis isnât really quite my thing, speaking about emotions and feelings and such, especially in front of a crowded room like this, but I believe this is something that should be shared,â His throat bobbed, his eyes flicking across the audience. âEmotions are not, and never have been, my strong suit. They are complicated, hard to understand, and feeling them is confusing,â He said. âBut there is one person who has made these emotions less confusing. When I am around them, I donât need to try to understand what Iâm feeling.â
You knew instantly he was talking about you. The two of you had discussed his inability to comprehend human emotions a few times. You had helped him understand his initial feelings towards you, helped him learn to accept his love and care for you. All of these things he has accomplished was through your help, so he says.
His eyes locked with yours, and he gestured for you to join him on the stage. Hesitantly, you stood and made your way to him. The spotlight was bright and hot, making you sweat almost instantly.
Neuvillette took your hand in his, âI canât think of anyone I would rather spend my life with.â
Your eyes widened. He was going to propose
He got down onto one knee, pulling out a velvet blue box. He opened it, and the ring inside was stunning. A sparkling blue crystal with a silver band. âMy love, will you marry me?â
All eyes were on you at that moment as the audience eagerly awaited your response. You were at a loss for words. You loved Neuvillette, you truly did, but marriage? The thought had never crossed your mind, nor were you even truly ready to get married. You had so many more adventures to go on, so much more to see and do. Marriage would only tie you down and prevent you from experiencing those things.Â
Your heart throbbed, an ache filling you that you had never felt before. You stepped away from him, shaking your head with tears in your eyes, âIâm sorry, Neuvillette,â You watched his face drop. âBut I canât accept,â As you finished the sentence you rushed off of the stage and out of the room.
Neuvillette watched you leave, the ring box slipping from his hand, and landing onto the stage with a thud. The crowd began to whisper, a mix of emotion swirling throughout the room.
Furina, despite her love for the drama, immediately jumped in at seeing the distress on Neuvilletteâs face, âAlright everyone, I believe that is all for this evening. Feel free to get some refreshments outside! Guards, if you could escort our guests out.â
One by one, each person began to leave until the only people inside were Furina and Neuvillette.
She glanced down at him, he hadnât moved a single inch. His eyes were glued to the floor as he replayed the event in his head, over and over again. You said no.
âNeuvillette?â Furina approached him, gently tapping his shoulder. âAre you okay?â
He snapped out of his trance, picking his head up, âI- I do not know.â
âWell, why donât we get you back home, yeah?â
The two left in silence, Furina remaining close beside him. People watched the two leave the Opera Epiclese and they wouldnât stop talking. This news would spread like wildfire, Neuvillette would become the talk of Fontaine.
Outside it was downpouring. The rain was the worst it had been in a very long time. Furina knew why.Â
âEven the weather is matching the mood,â Someone said from afar, noticing the Archon and Chief Justice.
âWhat a shame,â Another person spoke. âLosing out on a good lover such as the Monsieur.â
âThey even rejected him in front of a crowd. The embarrassment he must feel⊠How cruel.â
âI do hope he finds someone better. He deserves someone less⊠fucked in the head.â
Each voice he heard was a nasty reminder, each word spoken made his heart twist and ache in an uncomfortable way. He tried to drown it out, but it was almost impossible.
âThank you, Lady Furina,â He pulled away from her. âBut I think Iâll go alone.â
âA-Are you sure?â She was hesitant to leave him alone in such a state.
âQuite sure. Iâll see you soon,â He left without another word.
Neuvillette decided to spend the rest of his evening alone, sulking in his hurt, wondering if maybe he could have done something to make you stay.
Neuvillette is a sight to behold, all beauty and poise, not a smudge of impropriety or insincerity staining his high reputation. Neuvillette likes to think he is a man unable to experience the burning feeling of jealousy, a fact he knows is irrefutable. Or, until recently, knew. However, now he isnât so sure.
Additionally, Neuvillette also liked to ponder a lot, the past, the present, and the forthcoming future. As of late, he has been contemplating more on the thoughts of a specific assistant, the increased brooding brought forth a collective of Melusines suddenly inquiring his amplified engrossment in his own introspection.
So here Neuvillette sat, posed as a picture of a regal man as he diligently finished a stack of paperwork, his long blue and white hair a contrast to the empty black and red teacup placed idly on the edge of the table and out of the way of the documents. The tea a mixture of herbs and flowers to calm his âconcernâ given to him by Sigewenne who placed it on his desk carefully and repeated Wriothesleyâs message, an insinuation of his (not so secret) infatuation with a specific assistant. One whoâs absence from work has greatly irked him, the usual smile gracing her face now just a ghost of the Palais Mermonia. An exaggeration of course. Neuvillette scolds himself internally, knitting his eyebrows together as he works and digging his nails into his palm. No, his assistant isnât deceased, she has just departed temporarily from the land of Fontaine. âA holidayâ, Neuvillette thought, dissatisfaction swelling in his chest mixing with a lump of shame and guilt. He starts a new line on the page, his quill ink a glittering black distinct to the white page, âA well deserved holidayâ Neuvillette mutters to himself as he continues dragging the quill, his fancy writing eventually causing the ink to run out.
Neuvillette quickly stands from his seat, getting out from behind his desk to grab another ink pot before he is disrupted by the sudden knocks on his office door. Neuvillette peers at his calendar, squinting his eyes to find the date and his bewilderment increasing as the day shows up with no meetings. Just as he places the ink bottle on the table, a familiar voice rings out behind the door, his ears immediately perking up at the voice of the assistant he has missed, though wouldnât admit outloud.
âEnter.â Neuvillette turns away from the door to let a smile tug at his expression before dropping it to a professional line. His piercing blue eyes rake up and down your form with great precision as he moves to the side of his desk, swivelling around slowly, eyes distinguishing the new accessories from the old. His intensive study of you indicating that he may be trying to discern if anything unfortunate happened on your journey while you happily stride up to him, your footsteps resound around the room before you stand in front of his desk. Neuvillette bites his cheek as a weak attempt to quell the giddiness arising in his chest before it rapidly spreads to his face and starts physically developing as a red blush on his slightly pointed ears.
âYou have returned earlier than expectedâ, Neuvillette states as a matter of fact, before quickly adding, âNot that your presence is unwelcome of course.â, which earns a small chuckle from you, your feet dragging across the floor of his office as you move closer. He finds himself enraptured in your eyes, alike to the stars twinkling at night in the fact that they sparkle so lovely as he holds your gaze. Unaware of the space hastily closing between you two as you recount your endeavours of your return, a certain blonde haired traveller and a floating companion with the help of a teleport waypoint made for extremely convenient and swift travel.
Now that the gap between your bodies was less than the width of a singular golden coin, Neuvillette could observe your beauty up close, your body so close to his and if he inhaled deeply, perhaps your scent he so dearly yearned for-
Except when he inhaled, the scent filling his nostrils was not your usual scent at all, instead the smell of dirt and sand and something else sullied you. Agitation worked at Neuvillette as he stared intensely down at your bewildered face, the furrowed eyebrows and innocent eyes taunting him. In slow motion, he watched as your hand flitted from his forehead to his cheek, and repeat, you step back a little but the unmistakable smell of another dragon ambushed his nose, and not just any dragon; a sovereign. Neuvillette, as much as he adhered and feebly attempted to push down the unforeseen bout of envy, it overpowered him.
His right arm shot up to grip your waist, pulling you in closer to his warm body and curling around tighter at your squeal and perturbed questions, his left arm knocking the tea cup and ink pot over with a crash to the floor but for once, he paid it no mind and instead draped the arm over your back, left hand pushing your head up to rest on his shoulder so he could bend down to nose at your neck, deep inhales and exhales causing the hairs on your arm to rise, Neuvillette almost releases you as you emit weak whimpers and small jolts but envy builds up inside him as he smells Apep, Apep, Apep. His thorough inspection of your neck with but brisk bountiful sniffs and huffs did not end, even as the Melusine marginally opened the door and popper her head in to question about the ruckus prior to the sudden odd behaviour of The Chief Justice, but she loudly squeaked before slamming the huge door shut at the sight of The Ludex doing something so intimate.
Neuvillette, a vision of possessiveness, jealousy and immodesty, nosing at your neck during work hours, to his assistant, the woman he hasnât even asked to dinner yet. Neuvillette realises heâs fighting a losing battle as his tongue trails around her neck, saliva uncomfortably sticking to her skin as the slippery muscle, akin to a slug, slowly licks all over your neck and jaw. Neuvillette hears your barely concealed moan and more so feels your knees buckle as a sweet, much more welcoming, delectable scent oozes from you. It is here, next to the broken teacup and spilled ink, that Neuvillette admits that not everything he knows about himself is factual, that he apparently does not have enough decency to not take you right on his office desk and lastly, he may be able to feel the throes of jealousy.
(minors dni & ageless blogs dni /// inspired by this post and brainworms with @petrichorium)
"dear?" neuvillette asks. you're sprawled out on his chaise lounge, reading today's issue of the steambird. you're distracted.
"yes?"
"what exactly does it mean if you're 'wet'?"
you smile at him sweetly from across his office, "... come again?"
he looks overwhelmingly serious. though he does, occasionally, toss a joke or two into his daily conversations, it's rare. you know the look he wears when he does so. and in this moment? he looks completely sincere.
"if you are wet, the meaning, please. i believe you should know?"
"i-i mean," you laugh. "neuvillette, love, dearestâ are you... being entirely serious?"
"yes."
"ah, alright." your lover is the current incarnation of the hydro draconic primordial, but regardless. "to be damp. moist. covered in liquid, probably water?"
neuvillette brow scrunches. then relaxes after a moment and he shakes his head. the soft, curved horns that curl into his hair tremble with the motion. he smiles and shakes his head, shutting the book he'd be paging through. you catch a glimpse of the cover andâ oh.
you have to wonder how and why neuvillette, of all people, is reading the book (and by your brief look, seems to be about half-way through it.) it is not the kind of thing he'd pick up himselfâ you've never seen neuvillette reading anything other than case files and evidence prior. yet apparently he's been ripping into erotica. right under your nose.
which explains his question.
"o-oh!" you swallow. "you mean wet likeâ"
"yes."
you squeeze your thighs together.
much to your initial surprise, neuvillette had incredibly limited experience when it came to bodily pleasure. intimacy in and of itself is something that he clearly yearns for, but perhaps does not know how to convey. you're not sure if neuvillette, in all his stature, could ever truly be bumbling, but he gets close to it with physicality.
he's careful. an incredibly fast learner but bent on taking his time, being thoroughâ meaning that most of your physical encounters are kissing under both of your lips are bruised and slick. you know that neuvillette feels aroused in those moments; the hard press of his clothed cock nudged up to you is proof of it. and you're turned on in those momentsâ horribly. you've soaked through your panties on more than one occasion. he makes you soâ wet.
"wet is like... female arousal." you say simply, steeling yourself. you'll jump him otherwise.
"it this makes you... wet? is this like perspiration?"
"no, no. not at all. not really." you shake your head with a laugh. "it's like. slick? f-from my insides. it's lubrication for intercourse, to be entirely clinical about it."
"... but it's indicative of arousal?"
"entirely." you nod, trying to focus on the case file in front of you. your eyes have skimmed the same line three times.
neuvillette pauses and your hear a flutter of pages before his 'A Seaman's Conquest' closes once more, "have i made you wet before?"
you swallow. get ahold of yourself.
"yes. frequently."
"hm." neuvillette hums and his chair creaks as he sits back. he picks up his silver goblet and swirls it. the gem on it's side refracts the warm glow of the office light, dragging your gaze to his.
he's looking at youâ hungry. perhaps something else. something insatiable.
"i want to know more." he tells you. rises. walk toward you with the defined click of his heeled boots on the hardwood fo the floor. "i feel as if i was missing something important without this knowledge. and there's more to be understood."
"well, ask away. i'm an open book." you tell him, craning your neck to meet his eyes.
"may i make a request?"
"of course."
"i..." neuvillette swallows around his words. you drag him onto the lounge with you and lean into his shoulder. moral support and all.
"it's fine if you don't know quite what to ask. or what you want." you assure him. you'll eat up anything he gives you, really.
"i know exactly what i want, it's a matter of phrasing."
"oh, yeah?" you wonder if he's nervous about you not understanding his desires. or if he's worried about being too blunt or forward.
you tilt your head back until neuvillette coaxes you down into his lap. his hand, gloved hand, smooths down your jaw. his fingertips trail down your neck, pressing into your curves and divots. bones and flesh alike. it's exploratory.
neuvillette touch slips down your collar, to bare skin. you shudder. "i'm curious."
"y-yeah? seems like you are."
he laughs, gentle and under his breath. his palm cups your cheek, soothing and kind. with a tilt of his head:
"i'd like to make you wet with my touch, and then taste you."
he says it hushed; it's just meant for you and you alone to hear. the intention of it makes you feel crazy, out of your skin. the look he's pinning you with. the ability he wields while being entirely sincere is going to undo you.
you swallow, a little sound sticking in the back of your throat. you squeeze your thighs together and close your eyes, "neuvillette, you're killing me here."
"am i?" there's a hint of a tease in his voice. you want to coax out more of it. you try and bury your face in his hip, but he does let you. he drag your chin straight and holds his thumb over the swell of your bottom lip.
"yes, y-you are." you mean to sound firm about it. but it comes out as a whine.
"so precious." he says softly, adoring. his thumb presses in into your mouth and runs along your teeth, into your gums. "would you like if i tasted you too?"
"fuck, neuvilletteâ" your words get muffled as his fingers press into your mouth further. he presses down on your tongue, the scent of clean leather and his gentle personal cologne almost suffocate it. you welcome it.
"is that a yes?"
you try to reply, but your words don't come outâ his faultâ so you only nod. perhaps too enthusiastically, but neuvillette doesn't seem to mind. his lips curl into a gentle smile, and he strokes over your cheeks. his only hand trails lower, finding home on your inner thigh.
"are you wet now?"
"'pworablyâ"
"cute." he says again. he still looks hungry. like he's going to eat you alive. there's an appetite in him, even if he doesn't know what it fully is or what to do with it. it seems, it really seems, like he's learning it. "may i find outâ?"
"Monsieur Neuvillette!" The sharp crack of knocking on the door interrupts him as he leers over you. It's Laith, on the Sevenâ "the court time is within a half hour. do you require an escort?"
his grip on your thigh tightens. almost to point of hurting, but in the best way. you know you're wet now.
"no, laith, i will be alright on my own. i will be departing shortly."
"the prosecution's attorney sent over some last minute evidence files and requested i deliver them as well." the knob of the door starts to shift and you almost bolt up and way. neuvillette places his spit-covered hand on your chest to brace you down.
"i do not require the documents at this time. have them prepared for me at the opera epiclese."
the knob slips back into place, "of course, Monsieur. i'll see that they're delivered."
steps echo away from the door and you exhale a breath you hadn't realized you'd been holding, "awful timing."
his duty is paramount. you know this as he helps you to stand and as he straightens your close. he's being more dutiful about it than he could be, given his next court time is so close. you relish it.
"... are you wet?"
"right now?" you feel sticky in a way that's a bit cold now. you press your forehead to his lips in a quiet beg for a steadying kiss. he relents easily and gives it to you. "yes. you have that effect on me."
neuvillette takes a steadying breath and squeezes around your shoulders, "i apologize for the timing of things, butâ"
"i know." you tell him. "it's okay. besides, i have fingers and some toys at home. you've given me new material to work with."
"... you think about me when you're pleasuring yourself?" he blinks at you, eyes wide. you can't help but smirk.
"consistently." you nod and beam at him. "often. basically every time. i haven't even seen your cock but my mind's eye has come up with some creative theories and visual concepts."
that gets him to blush, a high, pearly pink that's almost purple. it fades into his hairline.
"this is going to be a particularly difficult court session."
"i can only imagine. is it my fault?"
"only partially." neuvillette assures you with no bite. "perhaps blame wriothesley for that book he lent me. he insisted i read it and get back to him for a review."
"huh."
you could lose it. really. wriothesley is a bastard. you should punch him. or kiss himâ except you've grown from those days and you haven't seen that busted-lip smile of his in years. nice to know he's still doing you favors. you should send him an edible arrangement.
"and myself, too. thoughts to entertain at home, and not at the office."
"perhaps, perhaps." you tell him. you don't mind. you brush your lips to his cheek.
"would you visit me, after court?" who knows when that will be. you don't really care. you have a key, afterall.
"of course." you'll have tea prepared. perhaps sex education flashcards. maybe. or you'll break out the lacey slip that's been seldom-touched since purchase and surprise him. who knows. the world's your oyster.
and as you walk with neuvillette out of the palais mermonia and see him off on one of the aquabuses, you catch it in him again. in the almost-longing gaze he sends you as he departs, you see it. something awakening. old and new all at once in him. directed at you. he's famished. or, perhapsâ