THE REAR WINDOW

18+ multi fandom multi muse as loved by nico (he/they, 20) with muses from a variety of fandoms

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HEARTSBREAKING : a study on human connection, love and all the complexities which come with it, adolescence, personhood in the face of violence, chaos and what it means to be exist in times of change and uprising.

an 18+ multifandom multimuse featuring original & canon characters in a variety of fandoms such as marvel, gossip girl, the boys, supernatural + more as loved by nico!

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loneewolfe​ . . . MAX

“it’s a great skill, keeps me needed.” it does tend to be what a lot of people come to him for, sex or the right place to get the right thing. he doesn’t mind. his expression both softens and lightens up as she kisses his temple, incredibly pleased with it. he looks up to her, grinning as he puts his chin in his hand. “it’s embarrassing how much you love me.”

“yeah, yeah, i know. i’ve got to be more careful. someone might see i’m getting a little too comfortable with the in crowd and try and take me down a peg.” not that livia was really worried about that. they’d have to pry her apart from him by the tips of her acrylic nails. she sat back down, looking at his pleased expression and returning the smile.

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loneewolfe​ . . . MAX

he looks over her shoulder again as she gets the notification. “oh, good,” he replies, and nods at her question, taking her phone. he stands up with her, eyeing her as she does so, before looking down at himself. he thinks he’s dressed fine for whatever they get up to, he can always just unbutton his shirt a bit or take it off. “need a hand?”

“yes, please.” she passed him her phone and then began the process of tucking her shirt into the band of her bra. she started with the hem and then once the whole hemline was tucked in, she fluffed out a little bit. “how do i look? am i hot and like messy put together?” livia asked, holding her hand out for her phone again.

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ghstbrthr​ . . . SAM

⭑ ࣪˖   Lying was maybe not Sam’s strong suit and he winced, hard, at the suspicion in Karen’s voice; more than a little grateful that the woman seemed to accept it for the most part. He shook his head slowly, trying to remember if there was anything specific on his body that wold give him away. Sam shrugged solemnly,  ‘   no, no just got in a beat down with it.   ’

He listened curiously to the clunk and thunk of the medical kit rattling around in the box the woman put down and he reached slowly for the chair he knew was close by, humming a soft thank you when she pulled it into his reach before sitting down and offering out the injured arm,  ‘   okay, but you gotta promise to like, shoot me or something if I do though, okay ?   ’

“i see that,” she took his arm gently and looked at the wound, assessing it momentarily. karen then proceeded to take a cotton ball, soak it in alcohol and dab it on the wound.

“i’ve heard rabies is survivable. i think if you go to the doctor’s fast enough they can give you antibiotics.” growing up in vermont meant she had plenty of experience with wild animal lore, but she’d obviously never gotten or come in contact with someone with rabies. “besides, you know how pissed matt would be if i shot you...” it was more than that, although she tried to play it off as a joke, but she couldn’t even think about it like that.

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THIS BLOG HAS OFFICIALLY BEEN ARCHIVED!

i’ll post the new promo tomorrow, and start refollowing people after dinner

but if you want to follow me first HERE IS THE NEW BLOG !

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okay today’s the day. im making a promo and making a jump to my new blog!

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ofthclight​ . . . CLINT

he tries not to sigh again, figures if he does, she’s liable to keep going. and even if he’s already regretting letting her tag along, he also knows that there’s not hope to getting her to back off.  ❝ no. ❞  she can barely even play normal, let alone convincingly play a criminal.  ❝ you work for s.h.i.e.l.d. you’re…shadowing. ❞  it sounds weak even to his own ears, but he has no intentions of them getting seen, let alone caught. but that doesn’t mean he can let her go in unprepared.  ❝ look, kate, i’m serious about this — things go south, you listen to what i say, when i say it. ❞

“i’m shadowing.” fine, she wouldn’t be one of the cool SHIELD agents for the day, maybe they could work up that though. “i’ll follow your lead.” she may be excited, but that didn’t mean she didn’t see how serious he was being. there was no hint of joking in his expression. “i won’t go rogue.” kate assured him. she might not be able to lie, but she usually could listen. when she didn’t it was a conscious decision. 

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i called my mom and confirmed she’d take me to get my shots done later

and then canceled the appointment. no adulting for nico today

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the bar is quite literally so low for me in terms of ‘adult tasks nico has to do alone’ and you know what i don’t think i can do alone? get my flu and covid booster shots

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enduring the hellish process of updating my muse pages on my carrd

im gonna try and do three more before dinner

but thats why my carrd is down rn!

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legends-and-savages​ . . . HARLEY

A laugh from him.  One that was almost sarcastic.  “Well you save the world from your ex.”  He said.  “It was that one mission at least for the core of them.”  He said.  While there were other members that moved in dependent on the mission Floyd, Harley, Digger, and Waylon were his core group.  The ones he’d give his life and trusted to have his back.

“i guess that’ll do it.” she hoped she made it out of this mission with someone she trusted implicitly. cora hoped she made it out of this at all, she knew that some former inmates didn’t. inmate, that was what she was. this was a punishment and she didn’t forget that. “to saving the world in the worst situations,” she raised her glass in his direction.

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listening to gone girl.

and i finally got to the cool girl monologue tm

i get it now. i GET the female manipulator people now

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legends-and-savages​ . . . DAD

“Well if it’s something you still want to do we can sort this mess out in a way that makes it possible.”  He said.  He hadn’t cared one way or another because he had been fully formed.  So he was willing to help her in any way she wanted.  She was his kid after all.  “What else is new with you other then the accidental Firestarter moment?”

firestarter? she was confused, but didn’t ask. it must be something she hadn’t experienced yet. “new with me? alex and patience are teaching me how to drive. i’m not very good at it yet, i was on the road though!” talissa couldn’t help, but be excited to share that with him. she wasn’t always certain she wanted to be normal, school was hard, but driving was a fun hard.

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OKAY DEARIES SO HERE’S THE TEA!

i made a new carrd the other day and picked out a new psd and everything.

and realized that if i wanted to do a full aesthetic revamp i should move blogs. plus i have a lot of memories tm that i associate with this blog i still need to be cleansed of. my queue is running till friday, so hopefully by then i’ll have the new blog fully set up and running.

my muse list is the same, i’m more than happy to carry drafts over and i’ll refollow most of y’all on the new blog in time.

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legends-and-savages​ . . . ROOSTER

“Good.”  Ever since M.av had put them together for dogfight football the team was closer then they had been.  So this was team building.  His turned toward his name about to ask what when she splashed him.  A sputtering noise from him as the water hit him in the face.  “Oh is that the game you want to play?”  He asked.  “Because I will play it and I don’t like to loose.”

she had been nervous, but she felt that sensation leaving her as she relaxed in the water. she treaded water for a moment, grinning as she waited for his reaction. “that’s exactly the game i want to play,” carly didn’t play kindly either. “try me,” she teased, swimming a bit further away from the boat trying to draw him out with her.

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legends-and-savages​ . . . HANGMAN

“It is what makes Bob special that and the man’s a stealth pilot.  He’ll pop up where you least expect him too.”  Did he sometimes check over his shoulder for him sure, but just because it’s Bob.  “Eh it can’t be worse then the shit we’ve gotten up too.”  He continued.  “Oh don’t worry about that.  It definitely does, but at some point Bradshaw will kill it and take over the piano.  It’s tradition.”

“oh wonderful.” she’d heard about bradshaw’s legendary sing alongs on the piano. that sounded like a lot more fun anyway. she took a sip of her drink after it was handed to her. “alright, i know what makes bob special and what makes bradshaw special.” carly raised an eyebrow, “what makes you special, jake?”

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perchsnug​ . . . ROOSTER

@heartsbreaking​ asked: ❝ that’s not…is that true? ❞   (from carly simpson)

“It’s what Mav told me when I was 15. Might have to talk to him to get actual confirmation but as far as I know,” he said, letting the sentence trail off with an amused smile.

“no!” carly deflated, shaking her head. it wasn’t that she cared so much about being right, it was just that she didn’t want someone else to be right instead. “that’s awful, i’ve literally believed that all my life. i have to go reassess my priorities.”