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hollandar

ilya physically moving shane around (insp.)

lotstradamus

#gnawing at the bars of my enclosure #hollanov #heated rivalry

galecstatic

so is it like a muscle memory or what

#...............................#hollanov #hudcon #heated rivalry #yeah i don't really have the words to describe how this makes me feel

cecoeur

hudson's three signature poses: confusion -> peace sign -> disgust

lotstradamus

#not addressing this. just acknowledging

#everything he does is so bewitching i actually don't understand #hudson williams

hollandar

✨ CHEMISTRY ✨

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#hahahaha i feel insane!!!!!!!#i'm reading this post on a weekend trip with a bunch of friends i met through HR :''))#hudcon #heated rivalry

riickgrimes

THE BEAR (2022-2026) 5.07 | "Caramel"

#the way carmy gazes at sydney is sooooo like. rude. it should not be allowed #he is so good!! at looking!! at her!!#carmy x sydney #the bear #everything between them this season was so intimate it made me want to scream into an abyss

keikomivra

THE BEAR (2022 - 2026) 5.08: The Original Beef of Chicagoland

#FEELING REALLY NORMAL AND CHILL ABOUT THIS!!!!#the way he holds her face???? dear GOD #just watched the entire final season in one sitting and phewwww i am feeling a lot of things #but mostly grateful that we got soooo much of their dynamic it really felt like a return to the early seasons #i'm also laughin at everyone who is still so mad that people ship sydcarmy like?? it's fine literally calm down #repeatedly saying 'it's not romantic they're just friends' doesn't make it... not romantic??#you can't dictate whether or not people feel chemistry between actors and/or characters?? it's inherently subjective??#ANYWAY SYDCARMY SHIPPER TIL I DIE!! ARGUE WITH THE WALL #carmy x sydney #the bear

aemelia

airport for @hollanovbingo

On airport, Harsh Snehanshu (हर्ष स्नेहांशु) // Tristia, Osip Mandelstam // War of the Foxes, Richard Siken // The Clearing, Heather Davis // Worlds Fly Past, Alexander Blok // Lake of Little Birds, Katherine Larson // Collected Poems, Edna St. Vincent Millay // Unknown // A Poem From the Adult Daughter to the Narcissistic Mother, Katherine Fabrizio // Twilight, Louise Glük // Little Weirds, Jenny Slate // Calliope, Hilda Doolittle // Diaspora Blues, Ijeoma Umebinyuo // Tumblr post, heavensghost // Waiting for This Story to End Before I Begin Another, Jan Heller Levi // In a Dream You Saw a Way to Survive, Clementine von Radics // For M, Mikko Harvey

#oh...#i'm not emotionally stable enough for this rn :)#hollanov #heated rivalry

rylandsgrace

HEATED RIVALRY (2025 - ) I 1.02

lotstradamus

#Shane being like teehee no I’m scared to try this eep! And then instantly putting on the show of a lifetime #girl you are not slick.

#slut shane is SO important to me <3 #hollanov #heated rivalry

lavenderprose

Ilya is so lucky that Shane proposed. Ilya would have been a nervous fucking wreck for the entire day beforehand. Wake up in the morning. Look in the mirror. Today's the day. Sob. Breathe. Okay I'm good! Turn around and Shane's hair is all in his face, still asleep on Ilya's pillow. I am NOT good. Cold shower. Breakfast that Ilya does not eat. Morning jog wherein Ilya runs like someone is chasing him. Lunch that Ilya does not eat. Drive out to the cottage. Make Shane pull over because Ilya needs to dry heave on the side of the road. "Baby we don't have to drive out today if you're not feeling well." "NO WE HAVE TO." Get to the cottage. Immediately send Shane on some kind of extended fool's errand. Shane wants to stay because Ilya is SHAKING and he is so worried. "No my love I'm fine it's just the breeze off the lake haha." It's thirty fuckig degrees Celsius. Shane finally gtfo's. Yuna, David, Rose FUCKING Landry all descend to help Ilya set up. Well. Ilya is supposed to be helping but he is standing on the deck fully dissociating. Yuna brings him tea. "Are you going to throw up the tea?" "Yes probably." Yuna takes away the tea. 800 electronic tea lights on the deck. In a parallel Ilya has no way of understanding, he both puts on and takes off a suit. Yuna fixes his curls into the hockey boy quasi-mullet that magnetizes Shane's fingers to Ilya's hair and says, "Oh, you're so handsome!" Ilya cries big fat tears. David tells a story about how his proposal to Yuna almost didn't happen because David went to the hospital for heart palpitations that morning. Thank You David That Does Not Help Even Remotely. Ilya slav squats on the lawn for twenty minutes. Shane's car pulls up in the driveway and everyone hides while Ilya vibrates in the entryway. Shane has no less than thirty grocery bags hanging from his arms, still complaining about why the grocery service cancelled their delivery last minute. Ilya leads Shane and all thirty of his grocery bags onto the deck. Shane is doing his favorite thing (bitching) and his second favorite thing (Follow Ilya) so he doesn't notice his own mother tiptoing behind him collecting the grocery bags he drops like breadcrumbs. There is an Oscar-winning actress hiding under his sofa and Shane does not notice because Ilya takes him on the deck and drops to his knees and Shane is like, "Haha, right now?" and then he sees that Ilya has a look on his face like he's just been told the sun is never coming up again and he has his hands on Shane's knees and he is saying, "Shane. Please?" and Shane puts his hands on his head and says "Oh my God baby what's happening to you" as Ilya melts and melts and then from the depths of the cottage someone who sounds a lot like Shane's very own father is whispering "The ring the ring" and when he looks back down Ilya is fumbling a ring box out of his pocket. The first picture of their proposal is Shane glaring into the middle distance with a hand cradling Ilya's curls like a baby while Ilya ugly sobs into his knee.

#hang this shit in the louvre #hollanov #heated rivalry

hollandar

Hudson Williams, #1 Shane Understander

I think Shane was a character who, soon as I read him, made all the sense to me. I felt immediately a kinship and an ownership over Shane. I was like, “I need to be the only person to tell this story. I get it. I want to be the person to be Shane and I want to spend time with him.” [x]

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#no one has ever understood their character the way hudson understands shane #GODDDDD WE ARE SO LUCKY TO HAVE HIM :')))))#hudson williams #shane hollander #heated rivalry

sosaneitsinsane

fall in love again and again...

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#what :) the actual :) fuck :)))))))))#hollanov #heated rivalry

tryingmybestst

obsessed with ilya not knowing what autism is really (he didn’t exactly read the dsm5 while learning english) but he does know shane prefers lamps over the big light and making noise before 8am is a death sentence and sometimes shane can’t talk when he’s upset so ilya turns on an old hockey match and lets shane calm down alone while he’s in the other room and after games against montreal he lays on top of shane on the floor and presses his whole weight down and shane just kinda floats a little

#my beautiful boys #hollanov #heated rivalry

aphantasias

sexually inexperienced shane assuming he & ilya's incredibly romantic sex is probably totally normal and he's just particularly bad at handling hookups while an extremely sexually fluent ilya privately and repeatedly spirals over how Not Casual their sex is and how little control he has over it. poetry

#10000/10 no notes #hollanov #heated rivalry