Maria Bates

Im lost

[heatemyheartheatemybrain]

Mental health

Mental health is feeling euphoric suddenly

Mental health is being kind and approachable

Mental health is wearing your favourite clothes and doing your makeup

Mental health is brushing your hair after days of avoiding it

Mental health is showering for the first time in a week

Mental health is wearing the same shirt for 5 days straight

Mental health is seeing a tiny bump on your skin and scratching it till it bleeds

Mental health is lying to yourself and everyone around you that you are fine

Its, hitting snooze 30 times

It’s lying about your life to a stranger on a night out

It’s watching everyone around you walk away because you are “too much”

It’s being clingy

Tearful

Energetic

All at once

but it’s also endless love and compassion no matter what.

[mejcinta]

[ctrlmai-deactivated20230413]

One thing about depression is the discomfort you feel all the time. Not sure if its physical, emotional or both. But you just feel like somethings wrong all the damn time and its scary how you end up getting used to it.

[yourdoombuggy]

[didoofcarthage]

An Allegory of Autumn by Nicolas Régnier

French, 17th century

oil on canvas

private collection

[paysagemauvais]

Susanna and the Elders, Tintoretto 1555 - 1556 oil on canvas 146 cm × 194 cm  Kunsthistorisches Museum, Vienna

[vurtual]

Huangshan Scenic Area, Anhui Province, China

(by 喆 陈)

[lsleofskye]

About pink endless | hobopeeba

Location: Fuji, Shizuoka, Japan

[certasluas]

[purplebuddhaquotes]

You don’t stop loving someone just because you hate them.

Hanif Kureishi

(via purplebuddhaquotes)

[musictyme]

[hermuis-blog]

Girls get made fun of for everything might as well do what you want lol

[firesuns-archive]

not to be dramatic but this mentality literally freed me

[itsborderlinebitch]

note to self

- stop checking who’s watching your story compulsively, or at all - stop checking if theyve read your message - stop deleting posts and pictures when they dont get enough attention - who cares if they can hear your music blasting through your earphones, turn it up - stop comparing yourself to her. you are enough - stop apologizing for being sick - stop refreshing your notifications, my fingers are so sore - ignore the urge to conform to their expectations - stop talking, listen - do not let people tell you to calm down - stop trying to get them to want you , if they want you they will ask - stop making the same mistakes - stop feeling bad about thinking of his body against yours - stop refraining from appreciating yourself - stop explaining yourself - create. - you dont need people - stop feeling everything so damn much

[futurez-deactivated20200514]

You’re not asking for too much you’re just asking the wrong person

[different-landscapes]

[midnight-summerx]

The Birth of Venus - William Adolphe Bouguereau

[midnight-summerx]

Emile Eisman-Semenowsky - “Young Woman with a Chain of Roses” (details)