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16 - avid byler & buddie shipper queer genderfluid woman

[heavenlyherself]

i made this a few days ago but never got around to posting it.... soo... here it is !!! angst is my forte clearly :')

[heavenlyherself]

Aaa!

It's a little intimidating to post on here after so long, but I honestly miss it.

I ended up losing my hyper-fixation on 9-1-1 to Minecraft, and then to Young Sheldon; but I'm getting back into the swing of it again :)

Currently reading an amazing Dark!Eddie fanfic, my guilty pleasure..

Extremely excited for the season finale, and I now have a live link to watch so I'm EXCITED (thank you to my lovely Buddie discord server!!).

All I ask of this season is to address Eddie's imminent queerness. I doubt a Buddie-related revelation will happen but I crave either Eddie's realisation or admission to another. Whether that be in a religious setting, or to one of his friends, I'm not picky (I'm looking at you Hen!).

Nonetheless; as long as nobody dies, I'll be happy.

Goodnight everyone <3

[heavenlyherself]

I’M SCAREEEEEEEEED.

i think eddie is my favourite….

i’m sorry buck!! i crave the tension within eddie’s identity. i pray that his queerness is confirmed somehow by the end of this season :,)

i’ve been in a really bad block recently :(

writing, editing, reading, posting here, literally everything to with 9-1-1 (besides my lovely UK discord server) has felt oddly impossible to do.

i’ve been reading some fanfiction but it’s bothering me how hyper-specific my taste can be (#•_•)

like NOOO i don’t want omegaverse content :,(

nonetheless, i’m cooking birria for my family today, and i think i’ll try and brew some ideas for my fanfiction. possibly make a plan and all :)

[heavenlyherself]

HELLO everyone!! Ignore that I haven’t posted in 3 days okay… posting on here scares me a little still :,(

I finished published my first chapter of my (hopefully) first ever long-form fic and I’m super excited to share it here!!

It’s called ‘The Aftercare’. (The title is ironic on purpose).

I will be creating a playlist to go with it at some point :3

https://archiveofourown.org/works/83102236/chapters/218850216

If you think it’d be your taste please do check it out - I thrive on criticism and I really want to find other people who enjoy eerie and slightly unsettling atmospheres :,)

[heavenlyherself]

oh my god i just made the best rabbokki i want to cry

it’s so sweet but spicy and i used dashi instead of water so it’s so umami

i’m boutta BUSSSSS

[heavenlyherself]

why is writing so easy but so hard

like i’ll write banger after banger and then i watch youtube again and procrastinate it :,)

[buddie-i-slitheredherefromeden]

Just added this link to my pinned post as well- But if you can all share this and help push it out and/or donate if at all possible I would be SO so grateful. If you send me proof of a donation too I’ll draw you something, ranging from doodles to fully rendered pieces depending on the amount donated. Thanks <3

Donate to Help Arcturus Get Top Surgery!!, organized by Arcturus A

My name is Adrian, and I’m trying to afford top surgery. I’m a trans man from the south and… Arcturus A needs your support for Help Arcturus

Tagging my mooties- if yall could help share this I’d greatly appreciate it <33

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[heavenlyherself]

good EVENING!

today was hectic - i woke up and vomited violently :,(

i’m continuing to write my fanfiction - it’s going to be longer and i want to do at least 10 chapters :)

i’m going for more of an eerie, unsettling fic - focusing on season 2 buck - but specifically buck 1.0 (and why he became so hypersexual). it’s going to be DARK :,)

[heavenlyherself]

the audio that i’m using for this edit is genuinely GUT WRENCHING <3

i’m cooking hehe

posting here is lowkey feeling a little awkward now :,( but we shall post nonetheless !!

they shan’t take my digital diary away from me !!!

[poughkeepsiesjr]

that moment in the montage when everything around him starts going faster as buck stays zoned out in the middle except for a good chunk of that portion eddie is also still because he's just been sitting next to buck comforting him with his presence while everyone else does the work around the house. Yeah. Yeah.

[heavenlyherself]

i genuinely wish i could get a 9-1-1 spinoff of this fanfiction - it’s genuinely amazing :,)

i’m SO immersed rn.

[heavenlyherself]

oh my i’m finally home and i feel like crying out of relief

it’s currently 16:22 and we started travelling at 8:30. EIGHT THIRTY.

i’ve read so much fanfiction and listened to so much music it’s funny (even if it is extremely enjoyable)

on that note - i have a bedroom to clean and a bed to crash on <3

[heavenlyherself]

the roadtrip today is making me tweak…

my dog was so stressed earlier and so are my parents (it’s a bit less shouty now) and that has made me oddly uncomfortable for hours - plus it’s freezing cold???????

thank you storm *whatever your name is*

my earbuds are so feeling so quiet for some reason and i bumped my head somehow in the night sigh

i miss my bed

22 chapters into the fic now - it’s going GOOD

i nearly cried in starbucks :,)

[heavenlyherself]

i just played uno whilst sleepy with my family and laughed until i peed a little - extremely fun 10/10 would recommend :)

me and my sister are a force to be reckoned with when our humour aligns

i’m nearly halfway through the fanfic i mentioned this morning and it has been truly amazing so far, such a different premise but so wonderful :3

anyway - i’m going home tmrw so i need to pack tonight, and i may shower before bed too ..

goodnight & i love you all <3

[cuntessa-lestat]

why they have matching smiles😊

[heavenlyherself]

i actually love how viscerally peaceful my morning routine is rn

i wake up at 4-5am, go to the bathroom, then sit and read fanfics until breakfast; usually 2/3 hours

current read is a buddie hockey!au - it’s really interesting and well written :)

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

[heavenlyherself]

starting my morning off with the newest episode of 9-1-1 was extremely pleasant!!!

today’s episode also made me quite emotional and optimistic politically, whilst it’s obvious that 9-1-1 is ‘woke’, i like how they focused on an issue they haven’t addressed many times before - plus, the pacing of the episode was chef’s kiss. i HATE fast paced episodes unless they’re the first of their season

i don’t have much planned today ngl - the wind is hitting 41mph and there’s an 100% chance of rain :,)