HeavenlyShips ⛵🏮

Elena (she/her) ☆ 22 ☆ Spanish ☆Romance anime, danmei, light novels and impossible ships fangirl for life 📚 ☆ I wanna meet ppl and talk about anime and danmei ^^

[heavenlyships]

I just started reading Remnants of Filth. I just read chapter 3 and I already feel empty, like wtf wdym if I'm this deppressed on chapter 3 what's going to be of me in the rest of the novel and its other 6 volumes. Like am I really so masochistic as to keep reading?

The answer is, of course, yes, absolutely, yes I am.

[yingfernart]

“I want to take someone back to the cloud recesses… take him back and hide him.”

📖 Mdzs | Wangxian

[feels-of-an-asexual-anemone]

Does anyone else get emotional thinking about how LWJ and WWX were not a couple when WWX died, and in fact rarely saw each other and had very little involvement in each other's lives?

So when LWJ spent 13 years alone, he wasn't mourning the loss of a lover or a change to his daily life, he was just. Mourning a good man? Mourning that WWX didn't exist somewhere in the world. Regretting his own lack of action and living every day knowing that the rules he believed in, the society he was a part of, would destroy a light as bright as WWX's in fear. In jealousy.

Just. I know LWJ was in love with him, so of course WWX's death was devastating. But I think it's so important to LWJ's narrative that he didn't know WWX would ever return his feelings. He had no idea that they would be married some day. So in his grief he really wasn't mourning their future together, he was pure and simple mourning WWX's loss to the world. And that hits me hard

[luminacerin]

Emphasis on Lan Wangji didn’t wait thirteen years. He mourned for thirteen years.

[heavenlyships]

My honest reaction when reading the last chapter of mdzs 4:

Ngl I literally kept staring at the ceiling for a while just thinking WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK DID I JUST READ

[elvyn]

I miss these boys 🌸❤️

[heavenlyships]

I love them more than anything TT