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ââŚâŚi thought i would be happy by nowâ
Let me get something straight about rp'ing:
I will NOT rp with Pity-Party characters. I get it, sometimes muses have a crappy past or have some issues. That's one thing.
But when your muse has x, y, z and 17 other letters and the phrase "I'm not good enough" is literally the entire extent of your character I /can't/. They're not a muse at that point, they're you begging for attention.
My muses are not heros. They are not always patient and caring and most aren't in a place where they can help somebody like that.
When every single muse of yours is a virgin who needs to be broken and your muse is always the special snowflake. Or when every single one of your muses is the dizty âI donât know what sex isâ type character.
Iâm sick of being the character who always has to âfixâ people. I donât roleplay therapists.Â
Whether an OC or canon character, I will /immediately/ drop a thread with no plot behind one muses 'issues'.
HOW THE HELL DO YOU VIEW YOUR DRAFTS ON DESKTOPÂ
MORE IMPORTANTLY WHY AM I SO STRESSED OVER NOT BEING ABLE TO FIND THEM
Arranged marriage AU starter sentences
sidestuiff:
âSo youâre my future bride/groom? Youâre not what I expected at all.â
âI know it doesnât seem so, but I will take care of you.â
âLetâs get this straight, Iâm only agreeing with this arrangement so my parents would shut up.â
âIâŚthink Iâm in love?â
âYou donât have to worry, Iâm never going to touch you.â
âI look forward to getting to know you better.â
âAre you scared? Donât be. âll protect you from today onwards.â
âYou are the reason why I canât be happy.â
âI donât want to marry you at all, the person I love is someone else.â
âWeâll make this work out.â
âDonât run away from this, from me!â
âI canât believe theyâre making us get together.â
âItâs crazy, isnât it? Two complete strangers who know nothing about each other being brought together like this.â
âThe moment I saw you, I knew we were meant to be.â
âI know itâs already been arranged, but let me do this properlyâŚWill you marry me?â
âAll right, all right! If youâre so against it, then we can work together to sabotage our own wedding!â
âIf I donât win your heart in a month we can call off the wedding.â
âYou are mine now. Donât look at anyone else.â
âDonât cry. I promise I will love you and protect you to the best of my ability, til death do we part.â
âI have loved the idea of you since before you were even born.â
â have been eagerly awaiting the day I could finally meet youâŚand I am not disappointed. You are beautiful.â
âI donât think this is going to work out. Itâs a mistake to go through with this.â
I decided to add some more political/ royalty specific themed ones:
âI can do this. For the sake of our kingdoms.â
âThis is a good match. Our familiesâ alliance will be stronger than ever.â
âArenât you happy to give your future for your people?â
âIâll try my best to be a good husband/wife/spouse. Though I donât feel like Iâm ready. The threat of war couldnât wait, though it seems.â
âEven though this was chosen for us as children, I could never be ready for the day.â
âI donât want this, but I wonât turn my back on an alliance to save my people.â
âYouâre a worthy prize to stay my hand. Thanks to your beauty, your people wonât suffer anymore. Arenât you glad?â
âA prince/princess/royal for little old me? The approach of my forces must have really terrified you.âÂ
âOur heirs will surely be beautiful, at least.â
âIs this the only way to save our kingdoms? Not that youâre not lovely. I just donât feel ready.âÂ
And some same sex ones:
âThough the question of an heir remains, Iâd say I got lucky.â âDesperate enough to give you to me even though there will be no heir. I must say Iâm pleased.â âI never thought Iâd be able to marry who I wantedâ at least youâre my type. Itâs a start.â âI canât believe my father/mother/parent listened to me. At least I donât have to hide who I am with you, right?âÂ
I know there was something before you. I just canât remember what it was.
Iain Thomas, âThe Forgotten Feeling,â I Wrote This For You (via thelovejournals)
BDSM and the Leo
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NSFW Headcanon - AkashiDespite his best efforts, Akashi often gets nervous whenever he's in bed with someone. He can't help it - his upbringing had Akashi more inexperienced in the area, and he can't predict anything he can't understand. Out of the Generation of Miracles, Akashi it's the last to lose his virginity and when he does, it's with someone very special.
Anderson wandered over to the sink, the other still barely coming to his shoulder despite his standing on a bucket. He held out his hand and then gave the other the cutest pout, trying to be brave as he sniffled. Heâd never been good with pain, despite constantly tripping and injuring himself. âThey do, they hang above the stove or the main table.â he mumbled. He felt bad that the other was doing this for him and actually hung his head. âIâm sorry that umâŚyou have to help me out with this.â he mumbled, glancing away. âI really do make an utterly horrible princeâŚâ
The stove, huh? Seijuurou stepped off the bucket and slid it over, now properly able to go through the greens he saw were there. Odd he didn't see them the first time. They didn't have exactly what Seijuurou had been looking for, but they had the next best thing, so with a small strain of effort Seijuurou plucked the herb from the rack and hopped down to begin cutting it up.
"Your princely status has nothing to do with matters of spilt tea, Brother Anderson." The knife Akashi grabbed seemed almost too big for his small hands, yet he effortlessly sliced in a perfect chiffonade.
"It's more to do with matters of the heart. From what I've seen on just or short walk together to the kitchen, your passion and love for your kingdom makes you a prince worthy of the title." He dug around a bit more for a loose cloth, then put the chopped herbs inside and took Anderson's hand, wrapping the cloth around his hand.
"There. That should help draw the heat out."
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I am both worse and better than you thought.
Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals Of Sylvia Plath (via wordsnquotes)
Seijuurouâs frown deepened, and he reached out to gently take Andersonâs injured hand in his own. Behind him, he could hear Reo scoff - of course the redhead would take extra steps to seem charming. He truly was smitten.
Seijuurou placed a kiss to the inside of Andersonâs wrist before looking up at him with a soft smile, praying to gods he didnât believe in that the Arandelle prince couldnât feel the way his heart raced.
âHow about we head down to the kitchen to get some ice on that, and get you a new tray?â
Anderson was wide eyed, his freckled cheeks a bright red as he watched the other prince. âo-ohâŚâ he said softly, his mouth forming the vowel and puckering his cheeks slightly. âUmâŚy-yes that wouldâŚbe nice.â He said finally. âThank you your highness.â His head bowed to the other slightly, his red hair falling into his face slightly and dusting against his long eyelashes.
Anderson was even more beautiful flustered, Seijuurou quickly decided. It was impossible for anyone but Reo to notice, but Akashi allowed his gaze to linger a moment longer than was comfortable before straightening and taking the tray.
He looked over his shoulder and quipped a few orders at his advisor in his mother tongue, who seemed far too amused. He disappeared after a few comments that made Seijuurou roll his eyes as he turned back to Anderson.
âMy apologies about that. Would you mind leading the way? I havenât been here now than a few days and I have yet to learn my way around.â
The young prince, still cradling his hand, nodded and turned to lead the way. âSure your highness! I can do that much at least!â he grinned. The journey there, of âcourse, was quite the experience. Despite the pain he was in Anderson had to stop and explain anything that he really liked in the palace. Occasionally he was stumble over thin air or knock over a delicate vase. None of this seemed to phase him at all, however, and he carried along his merry way, completely oblivious. When they finally reached the kitchen his hand was throbbing terribly and heâd begun to cry. âIt really hurtsâŚâ he whimpered, all excitement forgotten. âWhy does it hurt so bad?â
Seijuurou was true to his upbringing and patiently listened to Anderson, taking in both the information and the way his eyes lit up every time he found something new to tell the smaller prince.
Thanks to his Emperor Eye, Seijuurou was able to scurry up beside Anderson and grab delicates before they could crash to the ground... Once he realised it wasn't a one-time thing.
Anderson must have done quite the number on his hand, for once they got to the kitchen, he was clutching his hand and crying.
"Well, I'm sure the tea was hot enough. Let's get this under some water... I wonder if your cooks keep any herbs around here..." Without acknowledging any of the others in the kitchen, Seijuurou grabbed an empty bucket to flip around and use as a stool, then began rummaging through the pantry for god-knows-what.
[Â @heavensdaemons , continued from here. ]
heavensdaemons:
âWhat? Itâs trueâŚâ Sousuke mumbles, pouting as he straightens himself up and sits on the edge of the bed to slide on his socks.
At Makotoâs comment about his shirt, he freezes, looking down to confirm that no, Makoto wasnât joking with him before flushing and pulling the offending garment off. âIt was dark, and, theyâve got the same colour.â Rational Sousuke knew there was no need to defend putting on the wrong shirt, but what over the past 12 hours had really been a rational decision?
The next one probably wasnât, either. âWhy not? Besides, you still owe me lunch,â he teased, followed by a dumb wink. Sousuke threw on the correct shirt this time, and straightened the other side off the bed before disappearing, only sign he had ever been there being his jacket thrown lazily over a chair.
Makoto chuckled as he rolled back to lie on his stomach, hugging his pillow tight while Sousuke scrambled out of his t-shirt to find his own.
âJust because mine is dark green and yours is dark teal itâs not⌠but I guess it is the same color in the dark,â he yawned, burying his face back into the cotton. He inhaled deeply, smiling as his own scent had mixed together with Sousukeâs there already.
âI thought my ass made up for owing you lunch?â he gave back, clearly teasing. âBut Iâll have to decline lunch and make that dinner instead. Iâll text you.â
He mumbled a good-bye before Sousuke tip-toed out of his room, already fast asleep as the door to the apartment that he shared with Haru closed behind his probably more than a one-night-stand.
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The rest of Sousukeâs morning seemed to go by in a bit of a blur - it was driving back to his shared apartment and not bothering to acknowledge Rin passed out upside-down in the armchair, heading straight for the shower to wash off the smell of sweat and sex and hopefully get a handle on his bearings.
Did last night mean anything? It was just fooling around, Sousuke knew, but it was also a change to their relationship Sousuke wouldnât be able to take back.
It wasnât his first one night stand, Sousuke was an adult (and a desperately single one at that,) but it was the first where Sousuke wished he could have stayed longer. Here wished he couldâve let Makoto wake on his own terms, take time to memorize every dip and curve of his muscles, to just⌠memorise Makoto.
He didnât generally show that type of affection for friends-of-friends. But when his phone chirped with a message from Makoto himself, Sousuke oddly felt a bit lighter.
Took you long enough. 5âs fine⌠I have to work tomorrow anyway.
Sousuke and black coffee
Won't be on much this weekend. Party things.
cute shippy starters
Adapted from this post.Â
âCome over here and make me.â
âHave you lost your damn mind!?â
âPlease, donât leave.â
âDo youâŚwellâŚI meanâŚI could give you a massage?â
âWait a minute. Are you jealous?â
âIs there a reason youâre naked in my bed?â
âI almost lost you.â
âWanna bet?â
âDonât you ever do that again!â
âTeach me how to play?â
âDonât you dare throw that snowbaâgoddammit!â
âI think we need to talk.â
âKiss me.â
âHey, Iâm with you, okay? Always.â
âSo, I found this waterfallâŚâ
âIt could be worse.â
âLooks like weâll be trapped for a whileâŚâ
âThis is without a doubt the stupidest plan youâve ever had. Of course Iâm in.â
âThe paintâs supposed to go where?â
âYou need to wake up because I canât do this without you.â
âWeâre in the middle of a thunderstorm and you wanna stop and feel the rain?â
âIâve seen the way you look at me when you think I donât notice.â
âJust once.â
âYouâre the only one I trust to do this.â
âI canât believe you talked me into this.â
âI got you a present.â
âIâm pregnant.â
âMarry me?â
âI thought you were dead.â
âItâs not what it looks likeâŚâ
âYou lied to me.â
âI think Iâm in love with you and Iâm terrified.â
âPlease donât do this.â
âIf you keep looking at me like that we wonât make it to a bed.â
âYou heard me. Take. It. Off.â
âI wish I could hate you.â
âWanna dance?â
âYou faintedâŚstraight into my arms. You know, if you wanted my attention you didnât have to go to such extremes.â
âHey! I was gonna eat that!â
âHave I entered an alternate universe or did you really just crack a smile for me?â
âYou did all of this for me?â
âI swear it was an accident.â
âYOU DID WHAT?!â
âIf you die, Iâm gonna kill you.â
âTell me a secret.â
âHey, have you seen the..? Oh.â
âNo one needs to know.â
âBoo.â
âWell this is awkwardâŚâ
Credit: @alwaysbellamyblake
        I remember when you were   So  { A L I V E }  with your wide eyes     âTil the  ď˝ď˝ď˝ď˝ď˝Â  that you had         in your heart was stolen