Itâs really hard letting you go .
So much of me loves you and canât stand being away from you.. just the thought of you no longer being mine makes me sick, physically ill..
The nights we argued, the times I cried, the times you were mad and wanted some space..I donât regret any of it. The hurt was worth it because I smiled so much. I laughed so much.. I loved so much !
Loving you came so so easy to me. I felt like I had finally found what I had been searching for.. someone so relatable, someone so kind and caring.. I truly believed it was all going to work out.
After awhile I knew the problems we were having werenât just bumps to get over.. they were signs and lessons. I tried to ignore them and I fought so hard to just stick through it all and fight for us..
But it seems like I was the only one who ever really fought. Sometimes when you were in the wrong, youâd beg me not to go.. telling me you loved me.. but asking for forgiveness isnât âfighting for someoneâ.. itâs just admitting your wrongs.
No, Iâm surly not perfect either.. I have so many flaws! Too many to count actually.. but I never lied, I never looked at anyone the way I looked at you..
I never messaged others with intensions on sharing myself with them, knowing youâd be hurt..
I never let you go easily. I never made you feel unwanted..
& I shouldâve never had to experience that from someone who told me they loved me.. because my love was real and I ended up hurt.
So its very hard letting you go.. because you were my best friend , my love and my moon.. but its easy to move on knowing you couldâve loved me better.
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