brand spanking new year

25 ao3 is heckalecki here is a place to send stucky requests or prompts or interact! art and writing

[heckalecki]

i’m back!!!!! i’ve been in a temporary battle of wits with my own brain and body (tw: hospitalised for my ed) ya girl is back to a healthy weight and ready to pine over older men again

[heckalecki]

i’m being tongue in cheek but genuinely thank you for your comments and messages it’s been really hard but i’m doing a lot better and want to get back to writing

[heckalecki]

i’m back!!!!! i’ve been in a temporary battle of wits with my own brain and body (tw: hospitalised for my ed) ya girl is back to a healthy weight and ready to pine over older men again

[heckalecki]

new tbda fic dropped !

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

[heckalecki]

PLEASE more of the before during and after please it’s my lifeforce currently <3 got tumblr just for this :))

oh my goodness !!! thank you so much for the message. i’m actually writing at the moment and have only just got back to it after a hectic few months all over the place. i will deffo update soon <3 maybe this weekend?

[lavenderbuckyy]

classic book covers inspired by fics i love, part 2 ♡

a part 2 to my original edit ♡ fics in order under the cut! 📚

the looking glass by @cloudbells

rating: e, pairing: steve/tony

emotional infidelity, obsession, angst

this story has not left my mind since i read it. i always enjoy an exploration into dark and uncomfortable dynamics, and tony's obsessive desire for steve makes this such an enthralling yet unsettling read. something i love about this fic is its portrayal of tony's warped perspective. he is a deeply unreliable narrator, and we're taken with him on a rollercoaster of guilt and lust and desire. you already know what i'm going to say jay, but the scene where he slips the dollar bills into steve's waistband... unbelievable. it has not LEFT my mind since i read it. tony's so warped and loserish and weird and obsessive and i LOVE IT? this fic is such an excellent look at a tony who's not quite dark, but something close to it. masterfully done and beautifully explored.

read, white and blue by jjk

rating: e, pairing: steve/bucky

shrunkyclunks, librarian bucky, steve rogers in the 21st century

this story has such a special place in my heart. it's the characterisation that makes it so good - i love the portrayal of a sweet, extroverted bucky and an awkward but kind-hearted introvert steve (extrovert bucky/introvert steve forever). steve's struggle to adjust in the 21st century is beautifully explored here - everything from the stand-offishness of the STRIKE team, to the isolation he feels amongst the avengers, to the lack of connection he feels with the outside world - it's all done so well. steve and bucky's developing relationship is lovely to read and feels really natural. i loved how the story focused on steve's growth and learning what made him happy.

it had to be you by @heckalecki

rating: t, pairing: steve/bucky

traumatic brain injury, bucky barnes recovering, domestic fluff

bambi, the entirety of your TBTDTA series is so special to me. it's told with an incredible amount of empathy, both for bucky living with a TBI and for steve as his caregiver. i've learnt so much about what a TBI entails, and your approach to his disability is so loving, empathetic and kind. i love this fic in particular because it shows how bucky is healing from his time in HYDRA - how he has a life of his own, with love and happiness and laughter and autonomy and growing independence. i loved the incorporation of sam here, helping bucky to organise his date with steve. steve kissing bucky and making him laugh, getting teary at the card bucky writes him, the dancing and the dinner and the way steve calls him 'dove'!!! so unbelievably sweet. this story is such a lovely vignette into their lives, and reading it makes me incredibly happy.

knight in shining helmet by @sanguineterrain

rating: t, ship: jason todd/reader

royalty, kidnapping, strangers to lovers

bae, i have ranted to you about my love for this fic before, and i shall do it again!!! i ADORE your princess!reader - so funny and ridiculous and enjoyable to read. i really liked getting into her headspace as i read, peak escapism. of course i loved the kidnapping trope, but i also loved the snarkiness, the action and the humour. she and jason's banter with each other is very enjoyable to read, i love how you portray their chemistry and connection. you really understand why jason is so interested in her, despite their different backgrounds and the fact she's... uh... not from gotham. speaking of, jason is so DREAMY here!!! gregory peck he isn't but i do not care. i LOVE how you made him all shy at the end!!! i never see an inexperienced love interest in romance stories, but this fic made me think that is a crying shame because the first kiss scene has had me in a CHOKEHOLD ever since i read it and you know this. him saying he can't believe a princess wants to kiss him!! pushing her against the wall!! covering her eyes!!! EEE! this fic is such a lovely mix of silly, sweet, dangerous and dreamy. one of my favourites of yours for sure.

five times steve didn't get his coffee, and one time he did by @deadto27

rating: t, ship: steve/bucky

alpha/beta/omega dynamics, pre-serum steve rogers, courting

so unbelievably CUTE!!!! this fic is one of my favourite stucky staples. i love tiny alpha steve and bulkier omega bucky. i love steve's awkwardness and the fact he's just spellbound with bucky... to the point of never being able to hold a conversation with him lol. courting is one of my favourite tropes, and the courting rituals in this fic are so interesting, i love how they link to traditional alpha/omega ideals! i particularly loved steve knitting bucky's scarf with the idea that green would look pretty with his hair, and the scene where he drapes his jacket over bucky's shoulders - so dreamy! your bucky is very endearing here. i really enjoyed the scene where he shyly admits that he doesn't get many courting gifts, oh bucky<//3 in general, i adore fics that play with traditional alpha/omega presentations and societal expectations. shrinkyclinks omegaverse is the best omegaverse!!

the hope that kills you by @meidui

rating: e, ship: steve/tony

stockholm syndrome, captivity, emotional manipulation

cassie. cassie cassie cassie. this fic is so... okay first off, steve is in captivity? and tony is his captor, who arranges conjugal visits? and although tony is his captor, he portrays himself as though he's doing everything he can to get steve out - when he's the one keeping him there? the uncomfortable tone of this story increases as it goes, and it's done so beautifully. i LOVE how tony revels in the fact that he's got steve right where he wants him, in the fact that he's the centre of steve's world. you portray his twisted, possessive need for steve to be his perfectly - when he tells steve they haven't 'tested out his new mattress' yet? 😮‍💨 i need to lie down. steve's stockholm syndrome is as captivating as it is nauseating - tony is his only source of hope, and the ENDING? he truly is tony's now — but at the same time, tony's his 🤭 this fic is incredible and unsettling and i love all the frightening, thrilling, sleazy undertones it carries. steve baby i'm getting you out of there. tony you are on my hitlist FOREVER!!!

thank you to the authors for writing these beautiful fics ♡ the canva template i used is available here!

[heckalecki]

hi!! sorry for the long absence :( i went off my meds and was so wrapped up in the euphoria of it all i didn’t realise how poorly i really was. i’m okay now though, been a tough couple months getting back on them but feel ~normal ~ now.

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

girl why the hell WEREN'T you at the devil's sacrament 👀 that's three sacraments in a row you've missed 👀 👀 👀

[heckalecki]

hey :) i doodled some art for your fic, the before the during and the after, and id like to send it to you but you have dms off! any way i could send that to you? i love the fic sm!

omg yes please!! i’ll follow and message you 🥹<3

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"You need to break the time loop. Stop trying to save me. I love you."

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[heckalecki]

bucky in one of my fave outfit inspired pics EVER. i like to think he’s a very fashion conscious 100 year old. the talk of new york.

[buckyswinter]

[5ummit]

Pre-Serum Stucky Fic Recs

If you know anything about me, you know that fluff and romance are not my thing. I also don’t usually do AUs either. I like my fics fucked up and relatively canon compliant.

Unfortunately, well-written, genuinely trashy, pre-serum Stucky fics are almost impossible to find. While I wouldn’t classify most of these as “trash” (they’re still pretty soft by my standards but YMMV), they do at least have a bit of that dirtybadwrong flavor I love. I’m also a sucker for the angsty pre-serum classics like pining, insecure Steve, sex work to pay the bills, and period-typical homophobia so you’ll find a lot of that here too.

All of these fics are rated Mature+. As usual I’ve noted standout kinks and themes, but please read the authors’ warnings and tags thoroughly.

Keep reading

[heckalecki]

the absolute agony of the oasis queue

[xoxobuckybarnes]

Stucky Fic Recs

@gabulinkasposts asked for some Stucky High School, College, and Sports recs, so here are some of my favorites:

High School AU

Lost Boys and Broken Toys (Rated: E, Words: 204K) by KK_Banyu

Summary: When 17-year-old Steve Rogers moves from Brooklyn to Manhattan with his mother, he's eager to attend his new high school and meet new friends. He looks forward to trying out for the track team and involving himself in the visual arts. Although Steve is ready to face any challenge head-on, he still finds himself haunted by an incident from his past--when his childhood best friend disappeared under mysterious circumstances. If Steve leaves Brooklyn now, will they ever have a chance at reuniting? Jamie Pierce has been a resident of Manhattan for as long as he can remember, ever since being adopted at a young age. His memories of his life before then are fuzzy at best. Now 17, he's finding more and more that his home life and relationship with his father are not typical compared to other kids and is struggling to reconcile with these differences. When Steve and Jamie cross paths at school, their spark is immediate, but somehow, both boys share the inexplicable feeling the thing between them is different--more than just a horny, teenage crush, their connection feels deeper, more like coming home. But that's impossible--they've never met before...right?

Then I'd Be Another Memory (Rated: M, Words: 190K) by Kellyscams / @thebestpersonherelovesbucky

Summary: Seventeen-year-old Bucky Barnes has it all. He’s the captain of the basketball team, has a great social life, his choice of ivy league schools, and was just announced as his class’s valedictorian. Senior year is going perfectly. Until he gets assigned to be a peer mediator to Steve Rogers – one of their class’s biggest trouble makers who doesn’t know how to keep his mouth shut and goes around picking fights with everyone. The last thing Bucky needs is to get mixed up with Steve and his pretty blue eyes and soft blonde hair and heart-melting smile. Even if it turns out he’s not quite what Bucky’s thought all this time. Even if maybe someone just needs to listen to Steve’s side of the story. Even if Steve’s heart is so much bigger than Bucky could have ever imagined. Because Steve Rogers is so not worth becoming friends with. Again. Bucky learned that lesson years ago. Unfortunately, there are some things that Bucky just can’t control. Steve Rogers – and the way Bucky feels about him – is one of them.

Conundrum (Rated: M, Words: 45K) by this_wayward_life

Summary: Bucky Barnes is not popular in the slightest. He's overly sarcastic, has no interest in fashion, and everything about him screams "Do Not Approach". And Bucky is totally okay with that. It's his last year in school, anyway - and unless his entire year level turns out to be evil aliens, he doesn't care about any of them. Then Bucky meets Steve Rogers. Steve is handsome, friendly, sweet, funny and completely irrelevant to Bucky's life. Bucky is determined to ignore him, but Steve has a life of his own - and he's determined to have Bucky in it.

Tripping On Stars (Rated: M, Words: 32K) by goldheartedsky

Summary: When Bucky Barnes finds the school’s golden child, Steve Rogers, passed out and not breathing in the locker rooms from an apparent drug overdose, his world turns upside down. After performing CPR long enough for the ambulance to arrive, he struggles to understand how someone with everything going for him could throw his life away like that. Over the next few months, they grow closer and closer and Bucky starts to realize that maybe they’re both holding onto more secrets than either of them know.

Your Shadow Weighs a Ton (Rated: M, Words: 72K) by me (xoxobuckybarnes)

Summary: Steve Rogers is a little lost in the world right now. His mother is gone, he's about to be evicted, and he's just been arrested. Just when he's about to lose everything, George Barnes, his public defender, rescues him, taking him in, acting as his legal guardian. With a new temporary family, comes a new friend: George's son, Bucky. Bucky Barnes has had a bit of a rough go the past few years. But he's come out on the other side stronger than ever and ready to start his senior year of high school. Even better, he's got a new friend to battle high school with: Steve Rogers. Steve and Bucky have met each other exactly when they needed each other most. Each one is exactly the type of friend the other one needs. And perhaps, there might be something more than friendship on the horizon...

College Au

Alkynes of Trouble (Rated: E, Words: 11K) by yammz / @yammz

Summary: “Doing nothing would be helpful,” Bucky said before he could stop himself. He averted his eyes from what was sure to be another kicked puppy expression. “Look, I’m just gonna be real with you. I can’t fuck up this lab. Fury’s got open positions in his lab, and I need to look good for those, okay? This isn’t just a checked box on my requirements,” he told him honestly. “It’s nothing personal but--” “But you’re smarter,” Steve supplied, a sad smile on his lips. He ducked his head, a motion that simply would not work to make him seem small. He was way too big for that. “I get it.”

Not the Same River at my Fingertips (Rated: E, Words: 11K) by giselleslash / @gigi-gigi

Summary: Steve desperately needs a ride home for Christmas but the last person he wants to take help from is Bucky Barnes. There’s a one night stand gone badly and four years of hurt feelings and misunderstandings between them. Of course there's a road trip home that goes perfectly smoothly.

That Boy Is a Problem (Rated: E, Words: 10K) by 2bestfriends

Summary: In which a twinky little goth punk named Bucky puts a leash around Steve's dick and he's really into it. (The leash is a metaphor. For now.)

He's All That (Rated: T, Words: 88K) by crinklefries / @spacerenegades

Summary: “That one,” Tony says gleefully. “I pick him.” “Him?” Bucky hisses. “Steve Rogers?” “Bet’s a bet,” Tony says smugly. “Make Steve Rogers the class president by the end of the year.” “Motherfucker,” Bucky curses. Then he takes a fortifying breath. He can do this. He’s Bucky Son of A Senator Barnes. He runs a hand through his hair, messing it up in the front just the way he knows men and women like it. “Fine,” he says. “Okay. By the end of the year. Easy.” *** When Bucky Barnes--son of a state Senator, future president of his fraternity, and co-captain of his college’s soccer team--gets unceremoniously and very publicly dumped at a party, his entire reputation hangs on by the thinnest thread. Drunk and humiliated, he does the only thing that makes sense--he makes a bet with Tony Stark. Now Bucky has the length of the school year to take Steve Rogers--small, asthmatic, environmentally-conscious art nerd, political activist, and complete social disaster--and turn him into the student body president. How many misunderstandings, shenanigans, and college tropes will abound before Bucky realizes that Steve Rogers, well, he’s all that?

Learn Me Hard Oh, Learn Me Right (Rated: E, Words: 60K) by AHM1121 / @love-ha-fge

Summary: “Have you always struggled with math, Steve?” Dr. Potts asked. The blush crept higher as the same shame that he had felt since the second grade crawled up his spine. “You’re not the only one.” She assured, handing the papers back to him. “Luckily, you can get one-on-one tutoring at the student center, your tuition covers two sessions per week.” “Thank you ma’am.” Steve accepted the paper and stood, sliding his backpack over his shoulders. Making his way out of her office he paused when she called his name. “Ma’am?” “Ask for Bucky Barnes.” Her lips turned up at the name. “He’s one of the math majors that I oversee, haven’t had a student work with him who hasn’t passed.” No pressure, Steve thought. “I’ll make sure to do that. Thank you Dr. Potts.” “Good luck Steve.” He didn’t need luck, he needed a miracle.

Home for the Summer (Rated: T, Words: 1K) by Ladyjaybird

Summary: Steve is really glad his best friend Bucky is back from college for the summer. And the little touches and sweet compliments Bucky keeps giving him aren't bad, either. But Bucky is just a naturally flirtatious guy, right? Or is something else happening here? (Spoiler: yes)

Sports AU

Citius, Altius, Fortius (Faster, Higher, Stronger) (Rared: M, Words: 50K) by MarcellaBianca

Summary: Steve Rogers. James Barnes. One, an NHL star with dreams of finally capturing an Olympic gold medal. The other, a former World champion and Olympic silver medalist, now a current coach and choreographer for the top flight figure skaters in the Russian Federation. But before all of that.. they were Steve and Bucky. Until they weren't.

Targeting (Rated: E, Words: 140K) by queenmabscherzo / @queenmabscherzo

Summary: Steve and Bucky end up playing for rival college football teams.

Fixed Links Circumnavigate (Rated: E, Words: 30K) by paperstorm

Summary: Steve’s eyes stay glued to Bucky on the television, and he tries to be happy for him. He tries, with everything he’s got in him, not to feel like in a split second, in 10 little words – the Pittsburgh Penguins are proud to select forward James Barnes – that he just lost Bucky forever. Bucky is drafted into the NHL. Steve loves him in secret, and from a distance. An accident ends Bucky's career when it's barely started, and Steve is left to pick up the pieces.

lane lines (Rated: M, Words: 132K) by sparkagrace / @sparkagrace

Summary: Steve Rogers has spent his entire life swimming and now is poised to take the Wakanda 2024 Olympics by storm. The only thing he’s missing is a friendly rival to help get him there. Enter Bucky Barnes, who doesn’t seem to take the sport quite as seriously despite his raw and enviable talent. Steve hates him. Bucky doesn’t care. That makes Steve hate him more. - aka: the Olympics swimming AU that nobody but me asked for

Okay, so he can play... (pretty's got nothing to do with it) (Rated: E, Words: 50K) by darter_blue

Summary: This is supposed to be Steve's year. He's meant to be taking his team to finals. He's meant to get signed to his dream club. He's meant to have it all. Until in walks the new kid, with his beautiful face and his tiny shoulders and his long hair and his graceful skating. Who doesn’t look anything like a proper hockey player. Who's going to ruin everything. Bucky Barnes is about to bring Steve Roger's world crashing down. And Steve is about to realise that's a good thing. Maybe the best thing that ever happened to him.

Howitzer (Rated: E, Words: 11K) by spacebuck / @spacebuck

Summary: Bucky Barnes, figure skating champion, is forced to switch his skates for hockey ones when he leaves for college. Problem is, he's never played hockey before, and now he has to be good enough to get the scholarship he needs. Enter Steve Rogers, Carter University Men's Hockey player, who's decided that he'd do anything to get this guy on his team. Cue five am runs, overwhelming classes, new friends, plenty of snow, and a sport that's fast becoming a way of life.

Full Count (Rated: M, Words: 50K) by Ink_Dancer

Summary: Full Count: a baseball term referring to a situation during a player’s at bat where there are three balls and two strikes on him. As this is the maximum one can have without either walking (base on balls) or striking out, this is generally expected to be a very stressful situation for both the pitcher and the batter. The pitch that is then thrown on this count is expected to be the one that decides the batter’s fate, and carries with it a certain expectation of change. It’s known as the payoff pitch: it’s the payoff for a long wait. or: a stucky au that takes place in the world of Major League Baseball, in which Bucky is a catcher, Steve is a closing pitcher, and their lives are stuck in a perpetual full count—until life throws the payoff pitch and they end up on the same Dodgers team.

Going Yard (Rated: E, Words: 41K) by Brenda / @brendaonao3

Summary: Going Yard: Baseball vernacular for hitting a home run. This is the love story of shortstop Steve Rogers and pitcher Bucky Barnes, estranged childhood best friends about to be reunited on the same team. This is a love story about New York's other baseball team, the Avengers, and their quest to claim the National League East division title. This is a love story about going home and new friends and team bonding and first loves and how the people you're the closest to can also drive you the craziest. But mostly, this is a love story about baseball and the boys of summer who play it.

Armbands & Bandwidth (Rated: E, Words: 61K) by sopdetly / @poedinson

Summary: Steve Rogers, captain of the Philadelphia Forge and the US Men’s Soccer National Team, keeps his head down and leads his teams quietly but effectively. Carol Danvers, captain of the Philadelphia Marvels and the US Women’s Soccer National Team, sports a pink-streaked fauxhawk, demands equal pay, and is anything but quiet. When Carol asks Steve to start a podcast with her to promote their teams and spread their love of the game, Steve thinks it’ll be a fun experiment and his agent thinks maybe he’ll start showing some personality. What Steve doesn’t expect is to meet a devastatingly hot producer. For his biggest secret to come to the surface. For this one offer to change his entire life.

wholesale change (Rated: M, Words: 83K) by biblionerd07

Summary: Steve Rogers, captain of a losing NHL team, has taken so many bad penalties this season he's worried he's going to get set down to the minors as punishment. His agent comes up with a plan to make Steve irreplaceable to the fans--a reality dating show. Where the contestants want to date Steve.

Lessons in Falling (Rated: M, Words: 28K) by lillupon / @lillupon

Summary: Bucky is a diver stuck in a rut. His synchro partner treats him like a deadweight and his coach keeps threatening to cut him from the team. After his spectacular failure in the FINA World Diving Championships, he’s ready to take a break from the sport. And then he meets Steve, a brilliant newcomer to the competitive diving scene in search of a synchro partner.

Going for Gold (Rated: E, Words: 58K) by me (xoxobuckybarnes) & art by heckalecki / @heckalecki

Summary: A long time ago, Bucky and Steve used to be friends. From the moment they met on the youth soccer field, they were inseparable, bonding over their love for the game and planning for a future together where they both got to do what they love. But Bucky hasn't seen Steve in four years. Not since their friendship ending fight. Bucky achieved his dream, became a professional soccer player, good enough to play for the U.S. Men's National Team. When Steve Rogers shows up to write a book about the Men's journey to the Olympics, Bucky's shocked. And a little angry. Can Bucky and Steve get over their fight? Can they ever have that friendship they once had?

[unearthlydust]

SEBASTIAN STAN as BUCKY BARNES The Falcon and The Winter Soldier (2021)

[lanabuckybarnes]

“Things are getting really intense for you, aren’t they Walker?” Ok sassy pants didn’t know they served cunt in the 40’s?!

[thegrayjumper-deactivated201610]

[cacchieressa]

#they hurt him for knowing Steve #so of course he won’t admit to knowing Steve again #he can’t #it’s not allowed (via caughtinanocean)

[quasikool]

#I WILL RIP THE EARTH APART I S2G

[heckalecki]

no bank holiday then ?