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LEIGH: hey, hey you.

LEIGH: are you made of copper and tellurium?

LEIGH: cause you are 'CuTe'

LIAM: hello hello

LIAM: oh my god

LIAM: leigh you just crossed the line in one liners

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Can’t sleep, love / Demi & Liam

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Her heart felt like it was breaking as she listened to his words and she curled up closer to him. She took his much larger hand in hers and gave it a tight squeeze. Although she knew it wasn’t really her fault, she couldn’t help but feel a bit guilty that his nightmares got worse ever since she came into the picture. “I’m so sorry..” The girl replied in a quiet whisper as she buried her face into the crook of his neck, placing a soft kiss there as she did so. After a moment, she brought her face back to look up at him, trying her best not to show how much she was actually hurting. “I wanna do whatever I can to help.. If you need me to just stay with you, or just be here to calm you down, I can do that. If you just need some cuddles while you try and sleep, I can do that too.” She explained to him before sighing quietly. “But I might just have to cuddle with you anyways, because I’ve missed that.” Demi admitted with a soft smile, trying to lighten the mood.

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He looked at her small hand taking his own bigger one, giving a squeeze back before looking up at her. He shook his head as she apologized, letting go of her hand and wrapping it around her waist. “You have nothing to be sorry for.” He whispered back, giving her waist a small squeeze as she pressed a soft kiss in his neck. He curled his other arm around her waist too and made her lay down with him, nuzzling his face in his neck. “Just need some cuddles, ‘s all. I missed them too, alot.” He said with a small smile, closing his eyes. “Where’s Selena though? Wasn’t she coming along to Europe?” He lifted his face to look at Demi, giving her a questioning look.

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Can’t sleep, love / Demi & Liam

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Demi could tell that the boy was clearly upset, more so than she currently was. “Don’t be sorry.. I’m so glad you’re here, actually.” She held him close and rubbed his back softly, knowing that he needed it. “Liam.. c’mon, you can stay here.” She told him as she pulled back to look at him, trying her best not to frown at seeing him cry. Pulling back from him, she managed to shut the door before leading him towards her bed. As soon as she sat down, Batman came over and jumped on her lap. “C’mere..” She told him and grabbed a hold of his hand and pulled him down next to her. “Why can’t you sleep? Are they getting worse, or..?” She asked as she rested her head on his shoulder.

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Her words calmed him a little, feeling better knowing she had already been wanting him to be there. He let her lead him further into the room, looking at the bed and chewing his lesser lip. He was never the person to talk about feelings let alone cry but the dreams had been haunting him night after night while before they had only been once in a week. He sat down next to her as she made him and played with his own fingers once their hands seperated. “Not only worse but they’ve also been occuring every night, I can’t close my eyes without getting flashes.” He talks quietly, almost as if he’s afraid someone will hear him. He sighs, closing his eyes and rubbing his palms against the lids of his eyes.

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Can’t sleep, love / Demi & Liam

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Breakups had never been easy for Demi, even if she was the the one who initiated it. When she had gotten back to New York, her ex Wilmer had wanted to start things up again, and Demi couldn’t say no. After a couple thought-filled days, she decided that she wasn’t into it like she had thought, so she ended it and headed off to London. Leaving her hotel room wasn’t really an option for Demi, since she had planned on just hiding in there for a few days until she needed to work. Although most of her friends were also in London and had offered to help her if she needed them, all she wanted was her big teddy bear, even if she hadn’t really talked to him for a day or so. It was late in the day and somehow Demi had managed to shower and change into a fresh pair of sweatpants and a t-shirt and she laid in bed watching Netflix with her pup, Batman. The random knocks at the door surprised her, but she got up and made her way to the door slowly, since she figured it was probably Camila. After seeing the boy’s image through the little peephole, she quickly opened the door. “What’re you doing here?” She asked as her eyes brightened and she instantly closed the distance between them, wrapping her arms tightly around his waist and rested her head on his chest.

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Liam didn’t actually know about the break-up yet, and maybe that was for the best at first because if he had known he wouldn’t have been able to cheer her up like he would want to. He listened carefully to the footsteps nearing the door and smiled almost weakly as Demi opened up, wrapping his arms back around her and pulling her smaller frame tightly against his own. He nuzzled his nose into the crook of her neck, bottom lip trembling slightly. “I’m sorry.” He whispered, not really knowing what else to say, probably because he was about to cry or maybe because he came here with troubles instead of spontaniously. His fingers curled around the back of her shirt and he sighed deeply, still fighting the tears that threatened to spill. “I just couldn’t..” He mumbled quietly, shaking his head only slightly. “I just couldn’t sleep.. Since we... You know..” He sniffles as the first tear slips from his eyes.

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Can’t sleep, love / Demi & Liam

It only had been a few days since Liam had slept with Demi, the same amount of days that he had actually slept properly even if he did get a nightmare before that happened. He had been restless, tired and the worst part was that he was even more tired than he had already been during tour. The first moment he got to know that Demi had arrived in London he took his car and almost got a fine for speeding, jaw clenched and hands gripping the steering wheel tightly in frustration during his trip. Once at the hotel he parked his car as close as possible to the backside of it, making sure the security guard would let him pass so fans wouldn’t bug him. He asked for Demi’s room number and to his surprise they gave it to him, maybe she told them before hand, maybe they were just easy to get to. He ran up the stairs because the elevator wasn’t fast enough for his taste, arriving at her floor completely out of breath. He rested against a wall to catch his breath first and when he could breath properly again he regained his composture and walked to the door with the shiny golden numbers that were the same as the women at the check-in had told him. He rubbed dhis hand over his face before knocking the familiar rythm onto the wooden door, hoping she’d be there.

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LOUIS: i'll have to kick you in the balls then, lad.

LOUIS: essentially, yeah. heeeeeey, why does everyone assume that i'll hurt her ?? :/ it's just a bit of fun, no need for rib breaking

LIAM: please don't, wanna keep my kids save from your foot

LIAM: it's nothing personal mate! we just care about both of you? you know maybe if emotions mingle, i'm not an expert

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Camila: me and demi ?? we've just been hanging outtttt

Camila: shhhh I do :(

Liam: no you and tommo

Liam: >_>

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Justin: thank you, but that's not good enough.

Liam: you'll get there, trust me

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LOUIS: i thought so! you'd better have laughed

LOUIS: not much to spill, payno. we're mates & we hook up whenever we're in the same area for like, convenience sake and because she's hot as fucking hell, so. it's chill, mostly.

LIAM: what if i didn't tommo?

LIAM: you got yourself a fwb? nice work there, lou, be careful tho i will break one of your ribs if you hurt her

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Justin: they shouldn't look up to me, they should look up to like good role models

Liam: you got yourself through a tough time justin, i think you're turning into a genuine role model now

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DEMI: but like. you trying so hard just makes thIS EVEN HARDER

DEMI: they're both v nice and I'll miss them :/

DEMI: that's probably for the best

LIAM: woops! i'll stop

LIAM: think of poo

LIAM: i'm still so curious

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Camila: it's not quite a secret necessarily

Camila: shhhh love youuuu

Liam: yeah but no one told me, what've you two spooks been doing?

Liam: yeah i'm sure you do :-(

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ELEANOR: it's been quite a while yeah! a little bit of this and that really. been working a lot on the blog, traveling a bit, taking care of the dog and all of that

LIAM: right? i'll make sure to check up on your blog, i haven't really had time yet! a dog?

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@harry_styles: @real_liam_payne i know i love her. i will when i see her tomorrow !! we'll have to hang out if im still around

@real_liam_payne: @harry_styles i know you do. thanks! we defenitly should

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LOUIS: it wasn't? damn, there goes my joke :///

LOUIS: I'm sure it was, bud !!

LIAM: sorry mate, was a good one tho!

LIAM: i'm sure you've had some fun nights, heard something about camila and you? spill the beans!

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Justin: I do, they're really young tho

Liam: that's cute though, they can really look up to you